its like mood swings almost that are being intensified. i think i have depression or something wrong with my brain but i havent been diagnosed.>just dont smokethis is the only way i fall asleep before midnight and actually stay asleepidk why it does this i hate it. ive started to get high and watch a bunch of videos on sh and suicide and it makes me feel like crying every night for hours. and my sh urges get a lot stronger as well (they made me relapse again)
>>78258502Lady hormones anonette. Just ride out the week
>>78258502THC increases dopamine and serotonin. They can increase mood swings. Maybe try some pure CBD strains.
>>78258502Because contrary to popular belief, marijuana isn't good for 90% of people and if you could somehow remove the sedating effects of the drug then you'd realize you are just giving yourself stress and anxiety for no reason. Yes, you are experiencing euphoria, but at a cost. It is entertaining, but marijuana is more entertaining in a hurrdurr I am soo high xD way, not in a "I want to take it easy and rest" kinda way. The sedation is what makes you couch-locked.
weed makes me feel intense shame about myself. i feel like everyone is judging me, or disappointed in me after i smoke. i'd say that i wanna just be me, but i don't even know who i am anymore.i always get this way, and then i act crazy, maybe because of the weed, or because i just don't want to take responsibility over my actions and let myself do whatever like a kid. either or, i just feel horrible about being me and nothing seems to help.
Its a drug, log your dosage and strain and how it made you feel.Next time you dose, look at your log and consider if you should take less, or a different strain.They make good fucking weed, you don't need to smoke 3 blunts of the best cali.
>>78258502Mental illness most likely Kggy
idk people are complicated, it's reefer madness, just becoming a tranny nazi or something, it's fucked up.
