I started working with the purpose of being able to buy the subscription and now keep working to be able to still afford it. My parents are happy that I have a job but they have no idea. Atleast im starting to save
95% of people NEED slave morality of some kind in order to live. We pretend that we've moved past that as a society but the truth is we've just replaced religion (in a traditional sense) with the worship of other idols.
I've recently reached the opposite conclusion. That none of the material comforts my job buys are worth it and so now I'm working towards abandoning everything and just living on cross-country hiking trails.