And im happy for him, im really are cause he is fat and doesn't talk with anyone...but at the same time it makes me feel like there's no hope for me in terms of love, i better give upI will just literally stop trying and just keep the "love" part aside from my lifeEverytime i had the opportunity for experiencing it as a long term relationship, something happened so I don't get the chance of being loved enough guess that's it for meim going to sleep, feeling totally defeated
How is blackpilling the only thing you can take away from this. If your friend could do it, I dont see why you absolutely couldn't. Despite what happened to you in the past