>be me>a gross scenario pops into my head (ex. Worms crawling on me)>try to ignore it but it slowly gets more intense and vivid to the point it takes over my mind>randomly come across something that reminds me of it and feel physically ill>i have thrown up because of this happening >scenario then clears my mind shortly afterwards >scenarios will come back at different times and torment me>have to play loud music and constantly distract myself>mfwWhat the fuck is wrong with my brain? Does anyone else deal with this shit?
>>78269825I used to have something similar happen to me as a kid. At some point I just stopped trying to fight it and it whimpered out and died. Have you ever tried to just not care about it?
>>78269825This is definitely a sign of terminal retardation OP
>>78269825It's called rumination. I have it too. Only thing you can do is distract yourself.
>>78269825same i have ocd lol
>>78269825>What the fuck is wrong with my brain?Those seem like brain cancer symptoms>Does anyone else deal with this shit?I don't thinks so
>>78269829Yeah. But sometimes they get so bad my head hurts and I have to take painkillers. It sucks>>78269833I have autism so Im well aware of that>>78269838Darn. I guess the music playing was doing something good for me >>78269839My previous therapist suspected it too but I dont do any specific rituals so im not too confident i have it.
>>78269858>Yeah. But sometimes they get so bad my head hurts and I have to take painkillers. It sucksI'm guessing you're still tense in those situations, right? I'm lucky in that I don't get headaches -- that or some brain damage I suffered spares me from perceiving it. I remember some gene for OCD and autism overlapping, maybe you're unfortunate enough to have it.
>>78269843I hope not. Brain cancer would suck.>>78269877I really hope that isnt the case. I dont need anymore mental illnesses then i already have.
>>78269940>I hope not. Brain cancer would suck.Holy autism! Mmh, sorry, I was just joking yk
