>started crashing the mall to look at cute young girls there
>>78272145You're weak. You're outta control. And you've become an embarrassment to yourself and everybody else.
>>78272145Same but with taking busses
>>78272256I also ride a bus to get to the mall so yeah
>>78272183OP goes out to see actual women unlike you weeb loving fatso
>late twenties>go to mall with mom occasionally (I'd have no reason to go to one otherwise)>see young couples walking together, resist urge to stare>wish I was the guy, wish I was as tall as him, or wasn't bald like him, wonder how self-confident and neurotypical he must be and what his life must be like>try not to stare when seeing cute girls walking with their friends, wearing fashionable pretty clothes I never see girls wear in real life>wish I had had friends to go places with when I was younger, wish I had experienced young love with a girl who wears pretty clothes like that>crushing sense of how even though they are right there in front of me, they might as well exist in another dimension for how different our lives areInsipid thoughts, but it still causes this intense, visceral despair for some reason.
>>78272145>>78272256I'm too anxious to even leave the house these days