Do you have a backup plan?Hard mode: No killing yourself involvedMy main plan is just live life as a khhv, do what I like, try to earn some money, study some languages, practice some instruments and search for a virgin woman to date and eventually marry and make a family together then live happily together until we dieThe backup plan is if I don't find that woman until my late 30s, or if I find her but she cheats on me then I'll go to Africa and "buy" multiple wives there
>>78276315>late 30sGive up in your early 30s, or even late 20s. Virgin women are extremely rare and if you don't want to go to jail they're 18-19 maximum. No 18-19 yo would want to date a guy on his late 30s unless you're a multimillionaire
>>78276315my backup is to just hermitmaxx. In fact it's actually more of my main plan given it's the more likely
>>78276315the plan is to be a software dev after uni, if that doesn't work i'll go for being a sysadmin and if that doesn't too, i'll become a tradie learn to be an electrician
>>78276315main plan is vrchat and dating appsbackup is asking familyim not ready if the backup fails
>>78276315>My main plan isto get a pet cheetah>The backup plan is get a savannah cat
>>78276315I decided not to kill myself to avoid bad karma and making things worse for people in my life so I'm going to suffer until I get killed or die of old age. It would be so easy to kill myself and I imagined how I would do it perfectly many times for years.