theres nothing i can do to fix my life i just wanna kms and start over from scratch i just want a normal fucking life im not asking for much i just want friends a bf a job that i like good experiences I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING NORMAL FUCK TUCK FUCK TUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR WHY DOES MY FUCKING LIGE HAVE TO FUCKING BE LIKE THIS WHY FOES EVREYTHING BAD ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPEN TO ME WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY FJVKUFUCHFUDUDJSH
>>78280427What happened? Explain what's wrong with your life
>>78280427>I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING NORMALSame, OP. Same
>>78280443im ugly im stuopid everyone hates me i fuck up everything i cant do anything right im useless im a waste of space im worthless i get high all the time i hate my life i dont go out i dont wash i dont brush my teeth i eat like shit im trapped in my room i have nothing to do i hate everything i have no friends im lonely and i want to kms
>>78280427Same for me. My only friend is my gf. But we are long distance till October so it is hard on me. I stopped trying in school so now I am a 24 year old loser with no degree. Extra embarrassing since my girl is in residency to be a doctor. Considered killing myself today but I put the razor blade down.
I wish ameposter didn't go nuts and become hostile in all of these threads because I want her very badly I think I'd be a good husband for her
>>78280475Try to start by staying sober and brushing your teeth. If you like video games I am lonely too we can play Fort Zero Build if you have a mic.
>>78280475Tou need a keep-in-check friend, someone who'll make you remember and pressure you into doing things.You got a suitor already >>78280486
>>78280475Masturbate. You will feel better then get a gf or bf after that suck dickSTOP BEING A PUSSY DO YOU HAVE ONE? im the new gangster
>>78280486Dude find a girl irlGirls here are either too crazy to date or are actually fifty year old men
>>78280506>too crazy to dateSticking dick in crazy is based. And if you get physical with a crazy and you back down you're volcel
>>78280506>Dude find a girl irlI am unfortunately a textbook gymcel I am far too undesirable for irl women I wanna be with ameposter I think she would understand me
>>78280522she got rawdogged by the mexican dude
>>78280427>normal fucking life im not asking for much i just want friends a bf a job that i like good experieWhat are you doing to gain those things?
>>78280531whatbruh is there lore about this girl
>>78280480AT LEAST U HAVE SOMEONE I HAVE NO ONE IM ALL FUCKING ALONE>>78280486this is the only way i can get my thoughts out and i keep having bad thoughts >>78280489ITS NOT THAT EASY IF IT WAS I WOULDVE DONE IT BY NOW I TRIED QUITTING WEED AND I WAS BRUSHING MY TEETH FOR A WHILE BUT ITS ALL GONE TO FUCKING SHIT AGAIN >>78280494SHUT UP>>78280504fuck off>>78280531wtf no i didnt idek who ur talking about>>78280536NOTHING BC I CANT FUCKING DO ANYTHING AT ALL IM FUCKING USELESS
>>78280427Remember that I love you <33
>>78280545I'm pretty sure people on here try to befriend you all the time. Also, go play ygo already.
>>78280542ye, she's a e-whore that sends nude and ask anyone to fly to her place to rawdoggbasically bpd whorequite nice body desu too bad she's a full blown whore
>>78280545If you live in Chicago I could unironically be your wingman lolNot even jokingNot trying to bang you either Im just bored and have time on weekends
>>78280559So you are saying I should become best friends with Ame? good call!
>>78280562ur ugly and an r9k incel
>>78280531>>78280559i could fix her, unironically
>>78280578I mean if you treat her nice she will fuck u rawshe falls and fuck anyone who is nice to her
>>78280548no one will ever love me>>78280550STFU U DONT GET IT U DONT FUCKING GRT IT>>78280559STFU STOP FUCKING LYING FUCK OFF>>78280562well i dont>>78280578>>78280584>>78280586fucking die
>>78280545>NOTHING BC I CANT FUCKING DO ANYTHING AT ALL IM FUCKING USELESSWhat do you think would be some good ideas to get to where you want to go?
>>78280581Im like 7 out of 10I have a gf so not incel lelYou def dont have a bf due to being unhinged
>>78280593You know that I do, you are just a coward.
>>78280586Don't even care about that too much. I just like weirdos and deranged people a lot.
>>78280593>fucking diewtf?? why?? I like you a lot ame i wish i could talk to you more, i think you have problems but i find them charming in a strange sort of way. if you stopped being so hostile it might be easier for you to make friends
>>78280427Sounds like a pretty shit life. If someone understood you it would probably go away
>>78280596:( m quite unhinged but man are pathetic losers being fit with nice tits and pale skin they loose it too bad all they want is to fuck me lol
this entire thread lmao
>>78280593I seen ur nudes, go back to discord and send ur nudes to randoms you have a nice body and tits too bad you have a body count more then 5+
>>78280628what does ame look like? I imagine she's very pretty.
>>78280594going out more ig and not getting high and washing and stuff but its not that simple ik things that will help and ik it wont change ovrernight and itll take ages but its not that easy to just do them>>78280607u dont u dont understand anything about me fuck u none of u fucking know anything about anything >>78280612BC WHAT HES SAYING IS A FUCKING LIE OBVIOUSLY >>78280615well no one does>>78280628FUCK OFF STOP FUCKING LYING I DONT DO THAT DTFUSTFUSTFUSRFUSTFUSTFUSTFUSTFU
>>78280628>>78280642post em lads, i wanna see this bicht
>>78280475Can you be more specific? Why is all this happening?
>>78280642Skinny slender body, nice tits not too big not too small, just perfect medium pale ass skin, blue eyesand the cuts, she is quite a good fucking doll
>>78280621Ok Im gonna be blunt with youGuys who are boyfriend material want to date girls who are emotionally stableThat could be why dudes want to hit your rear then disappear
>>78280622This is so entertaining Is she like a character here or something guys keep referencing past threadsMaybe she is ai
>>78280668no, they want it cuz im a virgin still just dudes fantasy thats all i seem to be
>>78280628>>78280612>>78280660>going out more ig and not getting high and washing and stuff but its not that simple ik things that will help and ik it wont change ovrernight and itll take ages but its not that easy to just do themYeah I know. I struggle with the same thing. I reccomend looking into executive dysfunction if you aren't already well versed in it. There are a few things that I've found that help with it though. It's not easy or makes it so you can just do anything but it helps.
>>78280660You're right, I don't know a fucking thing about you except that shits tough. What makes taking care of yourself difficult for you? Do you need a push and guidance?
>>78280667>pale ass skin, blue eyesshe sounds kind of perfect, physically. I didn't think Ame would be blue-eyed. I really hope that's true. she'd be perfect. with enough support and counseling i think having blue eyed kids with her would be wonderful. she's a wreck mentally but she's so adorable i love ameposter uncontrollably
>>78280684Sounds like weirdo dudes if theyre obsessed with thatYoure dodging bullets not sleeping with them lelIf I was you I would try to be social to give yourself more opportunities to meet your future bfIm still down for Fort Zero Build if you have a mic
>>78280717Youre simping so hard man go talk to girls in real life
>>78280621>>78280668It honestly depends. I think a lot of guys see mental issues as an easy way to exploit a woman and get sex. But women in general have to be wary of that.I like mental issues because I like interesting people and I know I'm incredibly patient and resilient to emotional distress.While mental issues don't automatically make someone interesting I feel like they correlate pretty often.So it's kind of a tradeoff to me. One where I'd prefer taking care of someone's issues if I get a cooler partner out of it.Of course, there are limits to that tradeoff though.
>>78280660>>78280660Yeahh sure I dont understand you or know you... I hope that you heal soon. I am sure you will be back on your feet before you know it. I wont be bothering you anymore.
>>78280731>go talk to girls in real lifeyou wouldn't get it. you could never get it.
>>78280661THEY DONT FUCKING EXIST RETARD HES LYING>>78280666i cant explain all of it bc its my whole fucking life everything made this happen>>78280667STFU>>78280683fuck off>>78280691ok i'll search it up ig>>78280699maybe bc i cant do anything right and i give up on everything bc im fucking useless and worthless and stupid >>78280723wtfthats not me ur talking to>>78280774and then what wtf happens after that i'll trll u what happens i'll fucking spiral down again and everything will go to shit again like it always fucking does
>>78280806I used to be an incel now I have a gf and get attention from girlsI do get itThis is gonna sound retarded but most of being attractive as a man is faking confidence if you lack it
>>78280427I hope things in life turn up for the better you.Not having the motivation to bathe and brush your teeth is a hard pit to dig out of.I suffer from a lot of same thoughts and afflictions you are experiencing.I will try to work on some of these things and send the positive energy your way even though the gesture is minuscule.
>>78280819you know you like sucking dick, you like rape rpbet ur wet rn just thinking about my big cock inside ur pussyimma fuck u till u pee
>>78280819It's alright to be useless and worthless and stupid, it sounds like you're still super cute and a catch.
>>78280819Hey Ame could you tell me the next 5 things that would need to happen for your life to be on the road to being fixed?
>>78280819Whether you spiral or not is entirely in your control. I am done.
>>78280427choking ame while i fistfuck her asshole and yank my hand out with a bit of her shit and blood on my fingers, making eye contact while i lick it off in front of her. fingerlicking good
AAAAAAAHHHHHRGGG FUCK THIS GAY WORLD *turns to a wolf" AAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHGGGGGGGGG
>>78280819>i cant explain all of it bc its my whole fucking life everything made this happenStart from the beginning. I want to understand
>>78280819cranking my dirty old hog to ames nudes while i lay in bed next to her, telling her how cute she used to be before hitting the wall
>>78280660shutting ame up in the middle of a meltdown by making her lick the remaining shitty bits off my fingers and thanking me for the opportunity
>>78280912Post them, stop hoarding
>>78280427For me Escilatopram and Lithium Carbonate were the things that what worked to control anxiety and mood, though medication is something you gotta keep trying until it helps, same with therapists I guess, a friend of mine got a good one and claims it's good for venting, but this one is not something that I've actually triedTackling the problems one at a time (or trying to, this shit is fucking hard) and trying to find healthy coping mechanisms (maybe patting a cat for bad day? in either a place with lots of home when they go out and explore or a shelter, sounds good to me, tho idk to you), plus a way of coping with trauma when it hits (even if you managed to reliably run away from it, every now and then that stupid shit can slip through the cracks and fuck the day)And a friend from group you can rely on, internet friends work perfectly fine, but they are a bit difficult to find, support groups are also somewhat helpful to tackle some specific issue and learning coping strategies, though it's generally not a good place to hang around for too long and some of them are really toxic, also, healthcare workers tend to be great friends when they are not psychos tl,dr: good meds, coping mechanisms and friend groups are the way to go, eventhough they can be a stupid grind to get at times
>>78280819>ok i'll search it up igGood! Hopefully it's not what you have but if it is at least thing will start making sense and you'll have an idea of how to make things somewhat better. >>78280475>i get high all the time i hate my life i dont go out i dont wash i dont brush my teeth i eat like shit im trapped in my room i have nothing to do i hate everything i have no friends im lonely and i want to kmsWhat I'm going to reccomend you try, and there is no magic instant fix, is to try drinking water immediately after you wake up, brushing your teeth after you use the bathroom in the morning, telling yourself you love in the mirror while looking into your eyes. Making your bed early. Then just going for a walk. After that you really have to try eating better earlier in the day. I'd suggest yogurt or eggs. There's a bunch of other things you can do that can help you get started on things but there's no easy fix. It's going to take effort and learning to build good habits. And of course you'll have to learn to deal with bad days and trying again the next.
>>78280427>FUCK TUCKAND ROLL
>>78280828they probably wonti'll be stuck like this forever i should just kms nwo>>78280830stfu weirdo>>78280846fuck off>>78280872IDFK uhhhhh like what i already said ig just like taking care of myself like washing and stuff and going out more idfk>>78280879ITS NOT I CANT FUCKING CONTROL IT IF IT WAS IN MY CONTROL I WOULD STAY HAPPY OBVIOUSLY >>78280898>>78280912>>78280935i hate u i hope u die>>78281004well i dont wanna just say to whoever that i want to try those and i dont even have anyone atm like a support worker or ehatever its called i have to wait for a new one bc the person i had before was only for under 18sig my way of coping is just staying inside and prob getting high too but i dont want to do either of yhose anymore but i csnt change anything eitherdieof8wdjwodmwlx i hate this so much>>78281091ok i'll rry that igi think having like a routine everyday would help me but my sleep schedule is shit and i always wake up rlly late in the day sooooand i cant fix it either i always end up going back to staying up all night if i do fix it idfk why
>>78281141I will believe in things getting better for you then.
>>78280427What happened to your other boyfriend?
>>78281141>i think having like a routine everyday would help me but my sleep schedule is shit and i always wake up rlly late in the day soooo>and i cant fix it either i always end up going back to staying up all night if i do fix it idfk whyoof. I struggled with this for years. I would always try staying up all night and staying up until the next day to reset it. But you know what I finally figured out is the best way to fix it? Waking up early. I know that sounds hard. But if you can leave your curtains open or some way to let the sunlight into your room in the morning. That works wonders on me. It will be hard the first day or two but just try to stay up until night. You'll be so sleepy you'll go right to sleep and easily wake up early the next day.
>>78281254i doubt they will but thanks anyway ig>>78281269???? who are u talking about>>78281291OMFG I WAS THINKING EARLIER TODSY TO KEEP MY BLINDS OPEN SO THE SUN COMES IN IN THE MORNING TO MAKE ME NOT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN TY FOR REMINDING ME I FORGIT TO KEEP THEM OPEN
>>78280427Just go kill yourself it'd be worth it
>>78281141So go take 1 of those steps, go take a shower, and then report back how you feel.
>>78281307>OMFG I WAS THINKING EARLIER TODSY TO KEEP MY BLINDS OPEN SO THE SUN COMES IN IN THE MORNING TO MAKE ME NOT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN TY FOR REMINDING ME I FORGIT TO KEEP THEM OPENYou're welcome. It's going to suck but it's the best thing I've found. There used to be times I would struggle for months and months trying to fix my sleep schedule. Now I more or less get up by at least 9am. I used to be able to get up at 5am for a while. I want to get back to that. Because it was much easier to exercise early when first waking up and stay productive throughout the day. At least I'm in a better place now than I was a few months ago. Anything else you're struggling with?
>>78280427>>78280475>>78280545>>78280593>>78280660>>78280819hiiiii amedaily reminder that its ALL YOUR FAULTT
>>78280427You post a lot so why not just add people's discord and talk to them?
>>78281307opening the blinds in ames room to make her neighbors watch me blow her ass out, watching her degrade herself cleaning her buttslime off my cock
>>78280427I could fix you. Do you want me to fix you?
God I want to hatefuck Ameposter while she rages like a lunatic