I'm coming around to the idea of dying alone, it doesn't seem so bad anymore
>>78283119https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHjNmyzrVvM
>>78283119as much as i hate to admit this, me as wellit's bad enough i never had a job and can't sustain myself for shit, but to make this even worsei have a dysfunctional family who left me for death, if it wasn't for my mom i would be even lonelier than i already ami been thinking of two things, committing suicide or get help from a psychiatrist, but i don't think even that would work on me anymore, so i'm thinking of just killing myself insteadi'm soo fucking miserable, useless and broke, i can't even do Uber for fuck's sake because i still don't have a license, a garage or even a vehicleand i been ghosted in every interview i ever been in my fucking life
>>78283119I knew it would happen and I got used to it years ago.Only child. Everyone who loved me is now dead. Bald manlet incel NEET aspie.I am now at 37.9 years and am literally waiting for the end.Hope I go in my 50s, like my folks, or much sooner.Don't want to be like this and be old.
>>78283119You either die alone or you die as someone watches you die
>>78283119 Everybody dies alone (only with the company of God). Death is a 'lonely' experience.
