Why does my brain go into a "defense mode" every time I try to socialise with people?
You have low self esteem so think everyone is out to get you so you become defensive
>>78284694brain needs more alcohol
>>78284694 Because you cannot trust them. You can only trust God.
>>78284694This >>78284726Every small thing offends you or triggers your insecurities. This is common for robots, but it's an incredibly femininine way of being. No wonder a woman wants a man like this.
>>78285019no woman wants a man like this*