You need to fuck off this board and go to lolcow farms or crystal cafe instead.

>>78432251
my first time baking bread, hope you like it!

>>78432270
Thank you for the bread Olga!

>>78432251
YOU WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN
YOUR THREAD IS THE LAUGHING STOCK ON A BOARD FULL OF LOSERS
YOU WILL NEVER HAVE CHAD

Sex iwth OP1.

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Femoids ITT all deserve their pussy mutilated.

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>>78432251
WTF is a metabolic curve, like explained for humans.

Is it a function? Whats the function that you use? Just a univariate function?

Convince me that its not just some BS academics made up so they can get le donation monet.

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>>78432288
Does it disturb you knowing that when your unstable mind finally decides to rope, you will get sucked straight into hell?

No mathfagging.

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>>78432320
What will I go to hell for? Most of you are bigger sinners than me.

>>78432251
Sex with Olga

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>>78432251
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
either the recovery position or the foetal position
>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
never have, all of my dreams tend to stay hyper realistic
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications?
i suffered from horrible night-terrors as a child, getting eaten alive by wild animals will probably haunt me for life.. i still get night terrors now, and while i do cry and talk in my sleep when it happens, at least i'm not screaming for 15 minutes after i wake up... so that's good ig
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
see above
but the most uncomfortable? for some ungodly reason, i've been having the occasional recurring dream theme of my stepdad trying to SA me!?
i honestly don't know why it's happening and it makes me uncomfortable, he's actually a great guy who wouldn't do that, and i wanna know if there's a way to stop these horrible dreams (without kermiting sewerslide)

>>78432275
you're welcome!

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>>78432251
Thanks for the bread!

>>78432305
>pic
kek
>metabolic curve
If I understand correctly, it's a curve about the blood levels of something over time. For example, lets say your doctor needs to know how quickly/slowly you metabolize a certain drug or how long it will last in your bloodstream. They give you a dose and then take blood samples over a set period of time (pic is every 15 minutes over an hour). So they measure concentration in every sample and get the red dots on the plot so they can estimate the blue curve. I hope someone with a real understanding of the topic can verify/correct what I said.

>>78432464
they probably figure this out in clinical trials and then factor in things like weight when they make their recommended dosages

So moid-chan was doing the Ham radio stuff?
Wow I do seem to be getting mixed up.

>>78432490
Someone has to run the medical trials and get the curve.
I think some metabolic conditions may alter the way you metabolize certain drugs.
And beside drugs it's used with glucose for diabetic patients.

>>78432416
>don't know why it's happening and it makes me uncomfortable
repressed memories

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>>78432251
thank you for baking olga
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
side or stomach
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
Dreams where I've lost my cat, or I've done something embarrassing, I don't have scary dreams very frequently
>Can you lucid dream?
When I was a teenager I researched how to lucid dream and did it once or twice, flying in your dreams is cool, but I didn't keep up with it
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications?
I used to sleepwalk pretty bad. A few times I woke up in the shower fully clothed with the shower on when I was a kid, due to sleepwalking

>>78432574
>Dreams where I've lost my cat
Awwww

>>78432574
>A few times I woke up in the shower fully clothed with the shower on when I was a kid, due to sleepwalking
my younger sister used to sleepwalk into the closet, sit on the laundry hamper, and just pee, thinking she's on the toilet X'D

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>>78432602
ah, forgot my trip, lol

>>78432574
today was my first time ;)

>>78432574
Sleepwalk into my bedroom, babe

Can no longer sleep with hands under the pillow, now my head weighs too much or something and when I wake up my hands are unusable for like 5 minutes

>>78432595
she couldn't make it out in the wild :( she's too spoiled
>>78432602
Hopefully she grew out of that habit quickly!! Especially if you shared a room with her. very good bake btw 10/10
>>78432650
Nightmare

>>78432251
>>What's your favourite sleeping position?
On my side draped over something.
>>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
All my friends were mad at me and I had no idea why.
>>Can you lucid dream?
Sadly, no. Usually once I become aware that I'm dreaming and can shape things, it quickly starts to unravel.
>>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications?
No.

>>78432270
>my first time baking bread, hope you like it!
You did great! Thank you!

>>78432574
>stomach
I would think that would be uncomfortable for you.

>>78432974
Had a really weird one last night. Some really big fat guy some how got some of his flesh cleanly cut off. I offered to stitch him back together but the jerk would never lay in a position for me to be able to do the job easier. I remember being so annoyed and frustrated the whole time but managed to do it. Then I woke up. Dreams are so weirdd now. ugh.

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>>78432974
>Hopefully she grew out of that habit quickly!!
like, until she was 7... though i shouldn't complain, i wet the bed till i was 10....
>Especially if you shared a room with her.
yeah, until i was 11 >.>

>very good bake btw 10/10
>>78433078
>You did great! Thank you!
>picrel

>>78433086
as someone who loves horror and gore, i wish i had that dream so much... my dreams don't usually have much of interest, it's usually mundane normal day-to-day stuff, or plausible negative acts against me in particular, but still realistic

>>78433146
It was really gross. I don't know ever since I stopped smoking Ive been having these off the wall dreams. It is weird.

I am very not angry at moids , I am in peace and I have nothing negative to say

>>78433161
oh... yeah, withdrawals really get ya... i had a similar issue when i quit smoking tobacco and weed

>>78433264
I am mostly past it now. Still every once in awhile but I've basically stopped. But I am dreaming a whole lot more than I used to and often they are weird.

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>>78432464
>I hope someone with a real understanding of the topic can verify/correct what I said.
I'm a math nerd, so I can only speak of the math part of it. From the pic you posted that looks like a polynomial function (e.g. y = (x - 4)^2 ) and I know most of the ones you use in biochem are simple polynomial functions. I could be totally wrong tho...didn't study biology besides skimming.

I do however know the graph you posted continuous function for sureski..which means so you can apply most calculus to it very easily. (Most functions are not like this lmao, most functions you can't apply calc at all lmao)

I guess the way you would be using it is to figure what dose you can give someone under certain circumstances...

Biology is so cool. I was thinking of studying neuroscience when I was choosing a uni but I suck at memorization ;-;. I heard there's a lot of memorization in bio, but I could be wrong.

>>78433317
Shut the fuck up you nigger

>>78432251
Finally, my favorite hobby.
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
I like the "vanilla" one, lying on my back with my arms to the sides and my legs stretched. I often sleep without a blanket, but when I do, I like to have my feet outside of it. I also like to sleep lying on my belly with my face to the side of the pillow and my arms under it, but I get sore arms in the morning though.
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
A really realistic lucid nightmare that I don't remember right now.
>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
Every now and then I have lucid dreams and nightmares, but for me, the moment I became aware that I'm dreaming, the "sleep aura" that keeps me sleeping becomes weak, and therefore I get close to waking up. When lucid dreaming, I also must keep control of everything going on, like I have to constantly be focused on to have everything in its place and going the way I want to, also to not wake up.
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
Not really, I always wanted to get at least one sleep paralysis episode, just for the thrill.

>maleanon1
is this another op1 sockpuppet?

>>78433078
I sleep on top of the giant manatee pillow pet so not really
>>78433086
I'm sorry about the weird dreams :( I had my devil-opossum dream when I was withdrawing from weed intake, it was a little spooky. But it will get easier.

>>78433467
>giant manatee pillow
That's awesome. I've got an orca one.

>>78433467
It's been weeks now I think. I don't believe I am going through withdrawals anymore. This is my new normal I think..?

>>78433465
No. it's you. the same guy who's obsessed with op1 and always trying to lure her out by samefagging and pretending to be other posters.

>>78433551
i dont know anything about math

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>What's your favourite sleeping position?
The side position, but I move alot in my sleep so Im never in the same one when I wake up.
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
Dream of my dad violently raping me, or the dream of me being gang raped. Lots of rape dreams, dont know why or whats up with that.
>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
I was able to once, but I forgot most of what happened.
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
I talk in my sleep and according to my mom I say some really weird things.

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>>78433745
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
god, that's worse than mine..... i'm genuinely sorry that happens... mine are bad enough, i don't even want to imagine how you must feel when you wake up

>>78433515
That means you're creative, class dream that

>>78433830
I am not that creative. My struggles are well documented here. I mean look at OP that's creative.

>>78434064
OP also told you it was a cool creative dream
If you're like me eventually you get some blank pages for a while so no worries.

Nonas, why is doing this too difficult for you?

https://youtube.com/watch/2LKCFxX2f8w?si=XGHsXWIS2XDrawUE

No one tell her but I love op1

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>>78433790
Thanks olga, theyve been happening since I was thirteen or so. I've gotten use to them but it'd be nice to find a way to stop them.

>>78435017
Imagine them with no dicks while you're awake so your subconscious gets it and they can't rape you

>>78435017
i've had extremely violent night-terrors since i was about 3-4yo
they've gotten more tame over the years, you know, not being eaten alive by dogs is good, but i still get beat up by home invaders and stuff like that - i think i got stabbed once?

yeah, i've pretty much just gotten used to the violence and abuse in my dreams at this point, so we have that in common
i must say though, for me, the SA dreams are quite new, i've gone my whole life without having them, but over the past couple of years i've been having recurring dreams on the subject and it's quite disturbing :/

i'm honestly a tad upset that you don't know of a way to stop them... but might i ask how you cope with waking up from a dream like that? i need to know for my own future reference because it basically just ruins the next 2 days whenever it happens..

>>78432251
>>What's your favourite sleeping position?
on the stomach with my head towards the wall
>>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
I don't remember but I do remember waking up screaming before
>>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
Nah, there are times when I dream where I start to think it's a dream and then I wake up right afterwards.
>>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
I think I have or used to have some insomnia. Sometimes I lie awake for hours in bed trying to sleep. I also snore but that is probably due to a slightly broken nose.

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>>78435184
To be honest, at first I would wake up in tears and Id be in shock for the rest of the day. As they kept happening I would immediately try doing something to take my mind off of it. It helps me forget what happened faster but unfortunately I remember many of them.

But the main way is basically just distracting myself, even if Im still tired and want to go back to sleep. It gives the dream less of a chance of staying in my mind.

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>>78433465
>>78433551
>>78433602
I dunno if you were in the last thread or whatever but I am a different person from the schizoid. I joined here from last thread where the schizo anon was tweaking out and telling everyone to kill themselves, including me (lol). I am a completely different entity and I hope you can believe that. Just brief visitor who came to chill by the campfire.

I am only using a trip (sorry I am not very creative with my trips) because this thread is literally unusable otherwise. I recommend you do the same.

Its really fucked that no one here can verify their identity or be taken seriously because of this devious Mr. Mercedes looking ass schizoid.

Pic rel, remember everyone, seeing is believing. At least that is the law here on 4chan. Always.

>>78435399
Shut the hell up you nigga

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>>78432251
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
Slightly rolled over on my side usually, but I sleep on my back sometimes too. Back sleeping can be better if I'm having trouble falling asleep.
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
Not sure. I still remember a nightmare I had when I was 5 or 6 where my mom was beheaded and her still moving head was about to be eaten by a lion though. Really scared me back then. I've had a couple rape dreams before but that was worse in the moment.
>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
Not on command. I've had a good amount though, especially recently. I've gotten better at not waking up after realizing I'm dreaming. Things like concentrating on my hands, holding things and focusing on the sensation/view, and spinning helps. Working out can be a good way too once you have more of a handle on it and is surprisingly fun in dreams.
This won't help you lucid dream better but try breathing fire. Everyone talks about flying but being able to breathe fire is fun too. Especially when your subconscious is throwing an endless number of masked figures at you to kill you and wake you up.
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
Not really, rarely I'll come close to shouting in my sleep but as far as I know it's never actually happened.

>>78431304
That guy has some skills to stay as calm as he did. I wonder if this isn't the first or second time he's been through this?

>>78431306
You are def more active than most, tomo! Overwhelming amount of people don't even do anything. She is probably very familiar with doubles then! It sounds like she is a lot more active than I am. I think the only other people that does more than me is my brother as a part of his amateur MMA stuff and his friend who does Ironmans. The later has a job in cyber security and he flat out says almost all the time, there's nothing happening so he works out durign that time. I could do it on midnight shift, but I don't like sitting around after I sweated.

>>78431675
>>78432464
Not really, as it's something more doctors do, and even then, not very often we do it and it's very basic algebra, like the rate of IV drip/hour formula, which we would have to input into the infusion pump. Most of the time, we're just taking the data like fluid intake and urine output. Cases like Blanket Shaman last week, his UTI caused edema so they needed to calculate his fluid intake based upon his output (which wasn't very much.) It's not as bad as guides make it out to be. The only placed that the nurses used so much math was when I was in the NICU during clinicals, but those are babies so it was essential.

Doctors are so experienced that they typically can do this stuff in their head or just automatically know how to do it. But even then, it's not really that great of a guide to go on. I've had a very lanky guy and an obese guy on the same medications, yet the lanky guy took the highest dosage of the two! Your example was perfect: rate of metabolism. Even then, it's mostly something doctors have to worry about. Most of our work is skilled based as the doctor figures out that stuff based upon the data.

I completely forgot that you mentioned that before. Sorry, b!

>>78433264
>oh... yeah, withdrawals really get ya
Is tobacco withdrawal really that bad? I've been told to stay the fuck away and I have so far, for the most part.

I smoke a little bit of weed, mostly carts time to time but I've never had any serious withdrawal effects. There was one time I smoked so much (flower) that I passed out and dreamt literally nothing, it was like a video game timeskip. I found it pretty freaky. I don't generally remember my dreams but I usually get something...flashes, fragments, imagery, rarely something so vivid I jolt awake.

Would you anons rather dream always or dream never?

>>78432490
Clinical trials is usually when they figure this stuff out. Even then, a lot of doctors will start off with the lowest dose.

I do have some experience with ham radio, but not much. I was getting into it a few months ago, but my interest waned again just like with everything else. But, I got enough knowledge of and experience with it to do what I want to do with it which is the long distance crap. Not to mention: the moment I put my callsign out, I got swarmed.

>>78432542
Insulin administratin levels is another great example, but even then, you can just memorize the values like everyone else does. usually patients just get a chart with values on how many units to inject based upon readings. Also, with the advent of things like lantus and novolog just make it so convenient.

>What's your favourite sleeping position?
Fetal on my left side and a pillow between my knees. Comfy AF!

>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
Literally being in hell.

>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
I cannot do it at will. Every time I recognized I was, I instantly woke up. I've tried before.

>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
None at all!

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>>78435479
>I wonder if this isn't the first or second time he's been through this?
Don't you remember the first thing that I posted here?

Never accept something without proof.

Actually, it was a post asking for timestamp or trannies, but you get the point. The qualities of a good mathematican, or at least that's why I tell myself.

>>78432320
>>78433317
>>78435399
Kill yourself faggot.
People like you are designed by god or nature to be cuckolds.

>>78435497
Nicotine withdrawal is mostly mental since its half life is really fast and why nicotine addicts have to redose often. It's the same with addictions. The therapist I really looked up to was always the first to say addiction is really a phobia--a fear of not being able to live without the thing they were addicted to. I really liked how he used to explain what the brain goes through in addiction, like how it hijacks and rearranges the priorities in the brain to make it a "need" instead of a "want" in addiction. Hence, why addicts will commonly go after the drug over food even if it meant life or death. This reminded me so much of him and I found his old material going through my old books today. I found his AA Big Book, 12&12, NA Basic Text, and whatever the NA equivelent to the 12&12 while cleaning those out. God I miss him so much. This year would make 12 years since he passed away. I seriously was crying either when I saw those and I completely forgot I had them.

>>78435530
No, I don't remember any of those. Posts and their posters get garbled up for me all the time. Esp rn since I got another brain fog episode going.

>>78435580
And after I posted that, I remember the NA equivelent is It Works: How and Why.

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>>78432251
>>What's your favourite sleeping position?
On my side, tightly hugging my pillow :P. I heard it isn't good for acne though...(this may be true)

>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
I'd rather not think too much about it but around when I was in elementary I had a spree of a ton of vivid dreams, often nightmares. Always falling, maybe from a jungle gym, I lose grip, free-fall momentarily (that's the worst part) and when you are about to the hit the ground you wake up...the worst dream was when I thought I was in some kind of maze, I was crying and felt so lost and anxious, and I felt some kind of entity behind me, turned around, felt terror and woke up. Woke up crying. I don't really remember what the entity looked like. There also a very horrible nightmare that I can't really describe but it involved batman, a spaceship and some kind of bomb that exploded into cancerous growth. It was pretty disturbing so I'd rather not think about it.

I haven't remembered my dreams for a while though...except just a few flashes and images..which I usually proceed to forget in a matter of minutes. Yay!

>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
Nope. Never tried never succeeded.

>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
Used to around the same time as the nightmares. I think I got sleep paralysis once and I peed in my garbage can late at night once (lol)

>>78435591
>from a jungle gym
I should also add that said jungle gyms felt (from my memory in my broken telephone memory) impossibly high, like I was falling from a skyscraper. I knew I was going to die for sure.

>>78435580
Have you ever tried the meds that supposedly make withdrawal easier? Do they work or have any side effects? Or did you just decide to tank it?

>>78435573
>People like you are designed by god or nature to be cuckolds.
For what, talking to women once every 3 months on an anonymous mongolian basket weaving forum?

>>78435214
>I think I have or used to have some insomnia
oh i've been there, for some reason, when i'm awake, i can't fall asleep so i stay awake until i'm on the edge of insanity. if i'm asleep, i'm the heaviest sleeper on the planet it seems, shouting and shaking me isn't enough, you have to actively hit me to wake me up, it's crazy.

>>78435238
>I would wake up in tears
traumatic violation of bodily autonomy from your dreams does that to you - and here's where i'd make an awkward nervous laugh with a pained expression (i don't know why i'm telling you this, i don't know why i'm still awake right now, i'm sorry)
>try doing something to take my mind off of it
that actually seems like good advice, i'm gonna try and do that next time around, thanks nona!

>>78435497
>Is tobacco withdrawal really that bad?
it can be, yeah, i mainly just feel a little more on edge and anxious, but it can have an effect on your sleep, dreams included
>Would you anons rather dream always or dream never?
dream always, i like exploring my dreams (which usually amount to me living the life of myself from a parallel universe), it's almost like a soft-isekai so i can some little escape from my usual life, just a nice break every now and again

>>78435513
>Fetal on my left side and a pillow between my knees. Comfy AF!
hehehe, i do that too, it is comfy!

>hell
dear god....
>femur-breaker.wav

>no complications
luckyyyyyyyy......

>>78435580
>The therapist I really looked up to was always the first to say addiction is really a phobia--a fear of not being able to live without the thing they were addicted to.
i need to keep that in mind, that's actually really helpful, thanks!

>>78435591
>the dreams you've had
can we trade?

>>78435625
Which drug withdrawals are you referring to? With nicotine, I just think it's just better to go cold turkey. I don't have any research to support it, but from my own observations, people who quit long term usually just cold turkey and not some sx reduction like with patches. I think the pain of withdrawal just hits them and it sets up a reminder of what they can go through. But some addictions are so strong that they always forget, like sometimes we forget how a hangover feels. The therapist I refer back to, he would go over the "rewind the tape and play it back" technique, and would tell them every time they feel like usual: remember everything you went through and tell yourself if it is worth it. That means literally everything, not just the withdrawal. Like, remember the legal issues you are going through RIGHT NOW?

Now some drugs you cannot just go turkey with like with benzos or alcohol as you can have some deadly withdrawals from them--especially alcohol. You do need a medically monitored detox for it. Let's just say not getting a medically monitored detox for them is not pretty. Alcohol especially. JFC, don't get addicted to alcohol. Please, for the love of God, don't ever.

>>78435663
Fetal IMO is best position.

The hell dream is the worst because I could actually feel the agony and I just wouldn't wake up. And I know that's not even the start of how bad it would actually be. The worst part was how I was in the lake and while in it, I bubbled up and popped, only to do it again.

It was a great way to explain addiction and to think. That therapist always had the best ways to explain things. Some people capitalized on that idea. I think the guy's name was Alan Carr? Anyway, a lot of addicts were able to put two-and-two together with the things he said. He was just that great of a therapist. It didn't matter what condition they had, he had a way to say things that made things click or have that light bulb turn on.

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>>78435663
>can we trade?
I would if I could. Though to be honest as of late I prefer not to dream too much. Though its not like I wished for it, I was just sick of having nightmares and eventually they just all stopped.

Your nightmares seem more grounded in reality, less abstract which I find less horrifying than the nightmares that haunted me - the Lovecraftian horror shit - the fear what you cannot understand stuff. Also, I change my mind, the cancer virus bomb consuming everything dream is the worst and it fucked me up forever. Ever since the end of that dream whenever I hear a plane flying over my head I just for some reason feel anxious that it could be carrying a nuclear bomb, there to end it all.

I live in a safe country (Canada) which would probably be a low priority for a nuclear attack and I know that if a nuke did come, it would probably be in the form of a supersonic missle, which I wouldn't hear...but it still fucked me up forever. I can't believe I'm telling some random anonymous strangers something so oddly bizarre, specific and personal. Haha.

>it's almost like a soft-isekai so i can some little escape from my usual life, just a nice break every now and again
That's awesome! That's kind of part of the reason I play video games, to escape and explore new realities. I am very interested in virtual reality stuff as a hobby, I was thinking of getting a VR headset so I can browse 4chan on SteamVR. Anyone do this and have suggestions for a model?

Could you compare it to a video game? How much control can you get over the dream?

But yeah, no your dreams seem cool. I would be down to trade, if some entity or god allowed it.

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>>78435479
I feel like not doing anything a lot of days lately, but I've been pushing past it. Idk how my foster mom's friend had so much time to work out and train, since she's a school teacher. I think she might be slowing down her routine now though
I had this question pop in my head earlier today, how was your relationship with faith affected when you were regularly posting moid hate threads? You don't have to answer if you don't want to, I was just curious

>>78435642
Nigga you need to shut the fuck up

>>78435760
>I could actually feel the agony and I just wouldn't wake up.
you just described any of my countless night-terrors since i was 4 years old - feel the pain, can't wake up, so i just experience some dream simulation of being killed or harmed in any multitude of ways

how charming :/

>he had a way to say things that made things click or have that light bulb turn on.
oh yes, those few rare people who somehow have all the right life experience and personal emotional development to be able to describe anything to anyone are a genuine treasure of humanity

>>78435763
Fucking shut up you nigga

>>78435782
Eh, not my style. I am what I am. Not saying its the best, but not apologizing for it.

And you need to stop replying. Like moths to a flame...

>>78435791
like moths to a flaming FAG
all moids ITT are gay

>>78435763
i'm saving up for a Valve Index!
though, they're developing the VI2 so that's something

>>78435770
loving the art, Tomo!

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>>78435802
Are you one of the real ones? Its so fucking confusing in this thread, but the trip list someone posted last thread said that you're not a duplicate...

Do you want me to leave the thread? I understand, I mean the op literally told me not to post here but its not like I'm going to be here long anyway. I'm not really one for generals and would quite literally go insane if I had to deal with this who's who shit all the time. Just a tourist here to sit next to the campfire. I doubt I'll be in the next /biofem/.

This is why I don't like tripfags...why can't things just be simple?

>>78435770
Sometimes pushing through is what is needed, but there's also a point where it's better to not do it and just recover. But I think that takes time to learn. For me, I just know when I shouldn't do it despite my overwhelming urge to workout.

That's the thing with us exercise fanatics (or should we say addicts?): we usually find the time some how, even if it means waking up early. I srsly don't know how I found the time to do half IM training. Even with that, you're doing almost nothing but training.

My faith wasn't affected at all. I was just going through some issues with men at the time when I started and even after those issues resolved, I just started making those threads just to really post them. I just found it funny how it was so vague that sometimes robots were wondering what I was talking about. It was related to what I was going through at the time. And no, it's really personal so I'm not saying, but I will say it had nothing to do with the picture I was posting alongside it. That image was literally a random image I had saved.

>>78435786
Those things are the fucking worse. I even had a Jurassic Park dream except in our own neighborhood a month ago, and the fear I was experiencing just wouldn't wake me up. I was literally hiding in my parent's crawlspace in that dream and saw a neighbor get ate, and that fear didn't wake me up at all.

The world needed more people like him. One of his biggest problems though was that he was a work-a-holic himself and was overworking to escape and deal with home issues. Not only working at the hospital, but he also had his own private practice and dealing with everything with it including billing and accounting. I always find it funny that your best people when it comes to therapy also have major issues themselves.

>>78435513
>Literally being in hell.
My bf has those sometimes. I'm so sorry.

>>78435889
It's okay, nona. I just know it's a dream. It's just a reminder to me to keep the faith. How does your bf deal with them?

>>78435934
>How does your bf deal with them?
Thankfully he doesn't have to very often. I can sleep through a literal hurricane, but I'll wake up instantly if he starts breathing fast; so I can shake him out of it and calm him down.

Anyway, I'm heading to bed; hope you have a good night.

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>>78435513
I get dreams of being in hell too. The worse part is that I felt the pain of my skin being melted and floating in a river of lava with thousands of other screaming people.

>>78435663
>that actually seems like good advice, i'm gonna try and do that next time around, thanks nona!

No problem, I wish I had other solutions but that works best in my experience

Hell or getting stabbed are just nightmares desu, wake up kind of scared but it flashes away quickly. Worse one was one where I don't know what the hell did I do but basically ended up in a screaming match against my whole family as if I ruined their lives forever some way, not sure if it was money or what but I do remember the intensity of burning bridges.
Hell is in the eye of the beholder i guess

I wish I could kiss a misandrist foid. I want to be a foidkisser. The older I get the more I think that men and women really do need to pair up with someone and complete each other or they'll just be miserable and bitter until death. It's not about having children, just being together and working hard for the sake of your partner's happiness. But I'm a virgin haha oh no

>>78435852
You should share with your new frens, you already helped them with their problems they might help you too, you never know.

>>78435810
Thank you!
>>78435847
You are very weak to internet banter and a big dumb newfag child. But I have no real issue with you otherwise.
>>78435852
Yeah, the self-restraint of trying not to overexert yourself is a learned skill. I still struggle with it. I sometimes get a temper and just want to exercise until i tire myself out. I don't know how you found the time to train either, I'm afraid of how much my basic exercise routine might change when I get employed
>moid threads
I understand that. I don't ever think I've had completely solid faith, but I respect that you do (I admire it, really). I've never seen the moid threads that you made or looked them up, its just brought up so often. I wouldn't ask for something that personal.

>>78436071
You are an extremely caring gf. Your bf is very lucky to have someone as supportive as you and in tune with him as much as you are. It would be a way better world if more moids realized how much their gfs and wives cared about them.

Have a good night, nona! Sleep well and sweet dreams!

>>78436148
desu, I don't even think it's the excruciating sensations that really scare me: it's more that I'm literally there. Like one time in one of those dreams, I remember being in a hospital bed and thrashing around so much to the point where I ended up dying from it. Yet, I knew that I died and as soon as I saw my body, gravity took over and I was fell through the earth. The real fear was I knew where I was going and it is inescapable and unending.

>>78436248
I end up with those dreams where I don't know how I ended up in that situation sometimes. Like those dreams where I'm driving somewhere, it's dark outside, and I cannot see at all because all the lights are out. Or the ones where I'm in a literal warzone.

>>78436294
Share what exactly?

>>78436300
You'd wouldn't be surprised at how much people do not know when to either push themselves or when to rest and recover. I think it's one of the hardest things my PT/coach has to teach, as it's why people end up going to him for treatment.

To me, it's okay that people don't have complete faith or none at all. I had those crisis in faith like everyone does, like I would seriously question why God can be a complete asshole sometimes and even if he is worth worshiping. I sometimes have to remember that it isn't because of God himself, but mostly because of people themselves. I honestly cannot really explain it well and that's really the best way I can. Like, even with the issues with the bible: that's people who wrote it, not God. Even then, it was passed by via oral tradition before it was written down, so remember the telephone game? There's just so many issues.

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>>78436271
Gotta go to sleep, the sandman calls last post, good luck everyone ^.^

the super test

>>78435847
you are really stuck inside your own head. like a mouse running through life in a plastic ball instead of touching the ground. every single thing you starts and ends with your experience of the world. do you ever leave your mind?

eepy is a shitty word

>>78435802
I'm wiling to prove that I'm not

>_< can u guys stop being so weird. ^_^ i love being a cute
little girl hehe <^_^>

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>>78436583
I think it's a cromulently crunchy word

i'm feel eepy

i sleep like a cadaver in a coffin /(T-T)\ and recently i got like dreams with cosmic horror creatures and zombie apocalypse

I sleep but you won't because I snore way too loud

>>78436485
I mean thanks for your concern but I do leave my mind time to time. I admit I do tend to a be a bit dreamy but sometimes I do guided meditation stuff, like getting rid of the passive voice and observing outward or whatever. Is that what you are referring to?

Also, me in this thread is not a good example of me in general. I was rather confused with all that is happening here and I may have a little bit of mental illness. Who knows?

sleeping with Op1

>>78436933
Nah you just had poor timing entering the thread, that impersonation crap hadn't happened in a while.

>>78436979
That's the entire reason many adopted trips.

>>78436408
Hiya moid-chan how are you this evening? Doing my exercises right now. Kinda stopped doing them for awhile since the job was making me move more bit since that's over going back at it again. Feel a little stiff.

>>78437146
Any luck with the job hunt?

>>78437217
Still nothing yet sadly. Still hoping. I got my final paycheck in. Nothing great but I'm a little less worried. I can stall out for time if I manage what I have remaining right. Maybe 3 months so hopefully I'll get something in that time. Starting my exercises up again in the meantime. Gotta do something. Found myself playing games a lot it's keeping me distracted from doing stuff.

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I think I'm gonna get an IUD
Any of you had one before? How much does the insertion hurt? That's been the one thing stopping me for so many years

>>78437252
I tried to get one when I was 20. It was awful, even with having a female doctor who's done the procedure dozens of time. I fainted from pain after the second try and settled for the arm implant. The quality of care will vary, maybe moid chan has more insight

>>78437247
Nta, have you made a LinkedIn account? I've had one for a while but it was empty. Updated my profile the other day and got a recruiter dming today. I've heard dealing with recruiters is awful.

>>78437281
Fuuuuck man why isn't there a way to do it painlessly
I have such shit pain tolerance I don't know how I'm even going to survive

>>78437295
If I were ever to try the procedure again, I would want to go to a gynecologist or something. The clinic I went to wouldn't even give me ibuprofen. I had cramps for hours after and still had to drive home. Sucks.
I wish I could give you better advice, but it was all around a poor experience for me

>>78437281
Honestly I wouldn't trust them with my person in those areas. Most of these people mess me up just trying to draw blood for me. I swear it wasn't so bad when I was younger but I dread getting my blood drawn. They always miss and they did around forever then I end up with these nasty bruises after. Just thinking about it is giving me shudders.

>>78437288
I have one but it's empty. I suppose I should update it and what not. I struggle with these things not great at selling me skills. Wish people would just do my resume for me even the interviews. I'll take a look at it again in the morning. Half way through my exercises and that tose tea is calling my name.

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>>78432251
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
curled up on my side and hugging a Thing!

>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
dreams of car crashes are awful, but dreams where the kitty gets outside (or something even worse happens) are the worst. makes me just immediately get up and check on my lil fucker.

>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
sort of, but it's never something i've really set out to do.

>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
chronic insomnia! it's not great, i actually should've headed off to bed hours ago. tomorrow's gonna be a busy one.

that said, infection confirmed! small abscess on the outside of the piercing, so i'm going to a clinic tomorrow to have it lanced and get some antibiotics.

>>78437328
>ot. I struggle with these things not great at selling me skills. Wish people would just do my resume for me even the interviews. I'll take a look at it again in the morning. Half way through my exercises and that tose tea is calling my name.

Is there anyway you could ask your old friends/coworkers for a peer assessment? Like what they think are your strengths and weaknesses and what's likeable about you.

>>78437378
That's how I sleep. Always needed something to support my leg. So slept on my sides with a body pillow. I can't even sleep on my back or tummy. It just doesn't feel natural to me.

>>78437394
Only coworkers I could ask are maybe from the research assistant job I did. I still keep in contact with one but he's been a bit distant. Said he was going to send me all kinds of test stuff that he didn't need anymore and haven't really heard from him since. I'm sure he's busy but I was really excited to get that gear. He had a kid so I'm sure the little one is driving him up a wall.

>>78437402
i need to get myself a nice body pillow, but i've been putting it off for the most autistic reason - WHY do body pillow artists keep drawing characters on the bed with SHOES ON.

>>78437415
I don't know. It's sooo weird. Shoes do not go on a nice bed like come on.

>>78437328
glassdoor was a godsend for me, but I'm not american so not sure how effective it would be there.

>>78437440
What is glassdoor exactly? Never heard of this before.

>>78437409
Reach out to him and ask. You will probably be surprised by some of the things others notice about you that you haven't noticed yet. Most people downplay or don't appreciate their talents enough. Or are even aware of them for that matter. It's late and I should sleep soon. good night.

>>78436408
Have a good night moid!

>>78437440
>>78437455
glass Door is here too. Look it up and try it out. Basically if some companies don't want to tell you how much they're paying, you can check what people have said about the company there. I've heard Indeed is good too. Also Dice I think it was.

>>78436408
I don't ever think I've had any strong faith. Even when I was young I was never really involved enough in church to connect with it. I had a crisis learning about my own mortality due to a bible cartoon but never gave much thought to if I was going to hell.
Yeah, the bible has its critiques as well as the history of the church. While I do think that wavers me some it's not really the root of it. I tried volunteering and attending church twice a week as a teen for two years to find that part of myself. But I was already going through a lot at the time
I've been up toooo long and Im getting to rambling now. Goodnight zzz I appreciate you moidchan

>>78437580
Sleep well tomoko. Hope you get some decent rest.

Why do you hate trans girls? Women are meant to be more empathetic than incels

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>>78437618
Women love trannies though. Just ask any of the dykes ITT how they want a twink BF who wears makeup and takes it up the ass

>>78437618
Empathy has nothing to do with enabling a mental illness

>>78437618
There's a difference between loving (empatheic) vs enabling. The sooner you get it, the more you realize how much of a sick pervert you are.

Every day I grow more aware that I should be doing moid hate threads

>>78437874
Might as well. Moid-chan no longer does them.

>>78437874
Go ahead. Just don't be a bitch and stick around to read the replies instead of bailing out.

How are you sweet girlies doing on this fine day?
>t. male

Can I ask you femcreatures a genuine but possibly insulting question? I don't mean it as insulting, but I am just curious about an observation of mine

>>78438057
>giving moids my time and attention for free
Nah

I think the true winner was the hurdle.

>>78437146
>>78437328
Peaches!!! Omg, I was asking about you earlier if anyone heard from you! I'm glad you are allright!

Sorry to hear the job search hasn't produced anything yet. Is the temp agency not being helpful?

I'm tired and still have a bit of brain fig even after doing a light workout on the spin bike. The rain here has been going for awhile. It jist stopped a few hours ago.

>>78437252
>>78437281
I cannot really say anything except hope you can really relax since the experience varies between you and the skill of the provider. It can slightly unpleasant to just uncomfortable to OMG I'M GOING TO DIE! I would suggest talking to your gynocologist, as they could go over more options (e.g copper vs hormonal) and they're are very experienced in doing the procedure as >>78437306 can attest about PCPs.

>>78437456
Hope you are sleeping well!

>>78437580
I think your experience is extremely common. A lot of them don't feel like they any sort of connection. Do you think you really need one? Personally, I think your connection to God would be more important than the connection to th3 building and the people who worship there. I think there's just too much emphasis on going to church when you can praise the Lord and worship anywhere.

Hope you are sleeping well. Thank you fir the kind words. hen you get up, did your area get hit with any of the rain or storms from Debbie. Yiu don't have to answer though since that'd risk doxxing. Here, it's just stopped a few hours ago.

>>78437874
Go for it. Only OP1 and Wire makes them anymore. I just find it funny how everyone still thinks it's me making them.

>>78438151
Based.

>>78437874
too many will cry that it's not all men and some will spam horrendous shit to prove their point, that kind of thread will do better in somewhere like lolcow

>>78438336
>NOT MUH NIGEL!!!!

>>78437618
not all but some transgender aspirations is a result of misogyny, they fetishize a certain view of women to the point the want to cosplay themselves as them. that's why chasers exists, they bond over their shared misogyny and even most trans people know about them.
I don't hate trans people because I don't actively hate any group of people, but certain behaviors to some extent justify why cis woman view them that way.
>>78438358
there's nothing men hate more than facing the fact that they ignore and look over the heinous acts of their fellow abusive men, they just have to wash themselves off the abuse it's not their problem that another men is doing the abuse and they rarely bother to question them why

>>78438374
If they were honorable men, they'd confront their brethren on it. It is what started my misandry. Men stood by and did nothing despite knowing what heinous acts was going on.

>>78438445
some do stand for women but when it's their friends or when it comes to their personal benefit most won't. that's why it's so important for women to stand for themselves and help each other.
you can't even confront them with it to start a conversation about how we can improve our relationships to our mutual benefit. the whole bear thing reinforced that for me cause non of them asked why we feel that way before they started screeching.

>>78438472
>non of them asked why we feel that way before they started screeching.
I'm glad I wasn't the only one who made that exact observation.

>>78438496
I wonder what future this'll lead to personally.

>>78438506
I don't know, but the reaction spoke volumes.

>>78438506
I believe despite their reluctance to admit their wrong doings ultimately everyone sees the benefit in women having a more equal footing in society. the majority of men don't want to hurt and abuse women, the issue is always how they're socialized to associate it with the performance masculinity so not only they won't question abusers around them they play into it to get that validation from men around them. if this continues to be a divide and war we will both lose but I have hope that no one really wants that deep down.

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Sometimes I think the Heptathlon is the Crossfit of Track and Field.

I got to admit, a clean and jerk at 187kg without being a morbid obese powershitter is extremely impressive.

>>78438594
I don't think there is a single person on this board who would want their lives to turn out like that.

>>78438472
>>78438496
Do you two go with the bear?

>>78438655
like what?
>>78438662
the reactions that questions awakes in people is way more important than an individuals's answer to it.

>>78438662
Way to completely miss the point. It's not about the choice: it's how people reacted to the choice made like >>78438679 said. When it was sent to me on my FB, I chose the non-option, which was "none of the above, I'm staying alone instead of the random man and the bear." Even then, people RRREEEEE'd about it and told me I had to choose one or the other. No, I don't. Instead of asking why, they decided to have their hissy fit meltdowns over it.

The way people acted over it says everything. It reminds me so much of the story in 1 Kings when two women came up to King Solomon both declaring themselves the mother of the still alive child. The reason why Solomon knew who the real mother was was due to the real mother's reaction to Solomon's decision when he decided the child would be split in two and given to each of the mothers. The real mother cried and said the other mother could have him, just don't kill him, while the false mother said it is better he is neither of theirs and to go ahead and cut the child in half.

It's how everyone reacted to it. That's the point, like in the story int he bible I just mentioned. Behavior says a lot.

>>78438472
>that's why it's so important for women to stand for themselves and help each other.
Yeah, everybody is better off if they are stable and alright on their own. This goes for any sex and sexuality. And I agree double so for women, triple if they are part of a minority. A person should not get into a relationship because they are dependent on their partner, they should be able to stick with them out of their own volition.

>you can't even confront them with it to start a conversation about how we can improve our relationships to our mutual benefit
I have seen this being used as a copout by people, the idea that you can't talk with somebody, because you assume they won't understand or, even worse, they should just understand on their own.
I don't have a lot of patience with incels or racists either, but those are not the kind of people I am talking about. There are some things that don't need to be explained, like how slavery is a horrible concept, to name something extreme.
But I've seen it where people would rather just walk away from others they deemed to be good people, because they refuse to explain what the issue is. The mentality of "they should just know what goes on in my brain" is a terrible one. Nobody benefits from it in the long term.

>>78438796
No, we walk away because we've tried before and it was a waste of fucking time and we're belittled as being hysterical. As the saying goes: insanity is the doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. Why try again? It's pointless and a waste of both of our times.

>>78438796
I personally really hate irl fraction with people so I never discuss this in an non online space unless it's with a partner so someone close to me, my parents or my friends for example cause I know neither of us would assume the worst in each other, we would just want to understand where the other is coming from.

>>78438834
I wasn't talking about the bear thing, in case that wasn't clear.

>>78438841
I'm different in that I want to confront people I actually like with issues I have about them.

>>78438796
>others they deemed to be good people
I think I expressed myself badly here, I meant people like friends too with this.

>>78438862
I absolutely hate it and won't do it unless it's something my job requires or I'm getting serious unfair treatment. I can do it, but it's so exhausting and sucks my soul out of my body.

>>78438862
I wasn't referring to the bear thing too. I was referring to many issues in which we:
>would rather just walk away...because they refuse to explain what the issue is

I have explained the issue as clear as day in so many ways possible that even a child should understand it. Women get it right away, whereas moids are fucking clueless. It has nothing to do with:

>The mentality of "they should just know what goes on in my brain"

It's the fact that talking to you all about an issue is pointless, hence why I walk away instead of explaining for the 100th time and belittled when you all don't understand at all. It has nothing to do with me assuming people should automatically know what I'm thinking. It's a waste of fucking time.

>>78438903
Ok, thank you for clariifying.

>>78438903
What's your problem today?

>>78438945
Is it problem that I confront someone making a direct jab at something I commonly do? All I'm saying to that is that it's pointless since I've been over it, and it's dumb to try again for the 100th time. There's no point in wasting both our times. Moids before never got it, and neither will you.

>>78438945
Getting a good reading of the room is not your forte.

>>78439023
For clarification, I think I explained what I meant really badly and I'm not surprised you came to this conclusion that I meant something you had already explained many times before. I completely get what you mean, the issue is my refusal to be more specific. But as you said, it doesn't matter now. The mood is already ruined.

headpats for moidchan

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Anyone else hear music in their head? It's especially strong when I feel fucked up it becomes more vivid. Usually it's songs I have heard, but I have had a few that my mind just made up. I had a dream where music was playing. It was an electric guitar + some powerchords, I was trying to transcribe it, but it was pretty shit compared to the original in the dream. Now it's already forgotten.

>>78439120
No, I'm just angry all the time at this shit. I'm sorry for spoiling the good vibes.

>>78439216
You might want to look up Musical Ear Syndrome. It fits what you describe. The question is if it's a hallucination to you, which with the way you described, it could be considered something with psychotic features.

>>78439257
It's not hallucinations. I can just vividly hear it in my head, sometimes on top of me monologuing. I heard someone say they can't imagine music in their head just hum it, but I can hear several instruments play at the same time in my head. I'm autistic and I am very sensitive to noises other than that I'm normal relatively speaking. Maybe there is some kind of audio aphantasia spectrum that everyone lands differently on.

>>78439257
You don't have to be sorry, it was my fault for not explaining it well enough.

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Morning everyone!

>What's your favourite sleeping position?
I try to fall asleep on my back. It's supposed to be good for you. If it's too cold I sleep on the fetal position
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
I don't even want to type it.
>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
I heard some people ended up having sleep paralysis when trying so no thanks.
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications?
When we were kids I shared a room with my sister and according to her I would wake up in the middle of the night, sit on the bed and start mumbling incoherences. It really scared her. However, nobody else witnessed it so there is a chance it was her having nightmares.

>>78439300
I can either "imagine" instruments or voices but not both at the same time. If I'm "playing" a song in my head, it's the lyrics, and I only "hear" the music in the parts where there is no singing.

>>78439440
Interesting. I can do both at the same time, but my ability to hear music feels inconsistent. It gets more vivid if I feel more crap. When I feel more crap I can hear more instruments and they also get higher quality

You can tell this board has been completely ruined by the fact that you have actual generals for "biofems" now. There is nothing more dire in the world than the incoherent babble of a female mind. They're not capable of thinking logically.

>>78436408
>ur bf is very lucky
He is and he knows it, but I'm lucky also.

>>78437378
>dreams of car crashes are awful
Have you ever had one where you were in the back seat and suddenly realized that nobody was driving? Or where you were driving and suddenly couldn't see anything?

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>>78432251
>What's your favourite sleeping position?
stomach
>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
I have this recurring dream where I'm looking in the mirror, and all of a sudden my teeth start falling out, all of them, tons of blood coming out of my mouth in the process, and I catch them in my cupped hands. I start to feel like I'm suffocating from all the blood, which is when I wake up. the dream is exactly the same, each and every time, it's even the exact same bathroom that it takes place in.
also recurring dreams where I'm late for school or enter a class to realize there's a test and I didn't study, a due project I didn't finish, even though I'm years out of school.

>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
no
>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
sleep paralysis yes

sleepy cuddles with Op1

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>>78432251
Moids were right idk why i was a radfem we are never making it out and i hate women, why are they so insecure and retarded

>>78440369
>never making it out
elaborate?

>>78438775
>Instead of asking why, they decided to have their hissy fit meltdowns over it.
Not sure why others don't ask but I wouldn't ask because I'd assume the reason is from a traumatic experience. I figure I don't want to put someone on the spot about something like that.

>>78439718
>tfw you'll never be lucky enough to get a hug gf

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>>78440369
>why i was a radfem
Emotional terrorism by female writers, influencers and trannies mostly. I don't think they offer refunds.

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>>78438903
>the problem of explaining systemic issues to moids
god, yeah.... i'm with you on this one, they either just don't get it, or they don't actually listen - worse is when a moid pretends to understand for ulterior motives
>re: male feminists constantly being outed for sexual misconduct
>baka.mov
i've just resigned to not even bother trying to explain anymore, at least, not a genuine attempt - at most i'll just drop my opinion when asked, but i won't bother justifying it because they won't listen anyways ._.

>>78439216
nope, i don't have pictures, voice or audio in my head
only thing in my head is "mentalese" i just know what i'm thinking about

>>78439440
>When we were kids I shared a room with my sister and according to her...
haha! my sister would sometimes sleep with her eyes half-open for a while, it was really creepy but mom and i laughed about it quite a bit X'D

>>78440285
>stomach
sometimes i wish i could, but my tits feel uncomfortable under my bodyweight... though sometimes i'll put a pillow under my belly so i can lay on my stomach for a little bit, but i can't sleep like that :/
>teeth
i rarely have recurring dreams, but the tooth thing i've heard is quite common - i've even had it every now and again, but except being in a bathroom, it's usually while i'm still out doing my day-to-day activities (in dream)
>tests
yeah same, it's so weird how it's not consequential to our lives anymore but we still have anxiety about it..... the system has fucked us.....
>sleep paralysis
the concept terrifies me, i feel lucky to have not dealt with that
at least in my night terrors, i can try and fight back, even when my body feels heavy and my limbs are ineffectual, i still have a semblance of hope... but sleep paralysis just seems utterly hopeless....

>>78432251
Why do nonas support organized murder on a national scale?

https://youtube.com/watch/czXFIwhz5RY?si=RquITVZUGpWHzJuM

>>78440534
>they either just don't get it,
Yeah, they just can't understand how hard it is to be a woman, almost all the institutions are lined up against you, the court system, the media, education, everything. Anyway, I'm done trying to convince them.

>>78440603
i don't support it, i find the concept depressing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lu2bNDzoj58

>>78438094
You can use the power of language to make something insulting not insulting

>>78440534
>worse is when a moid pretends to understand for ulterior motives
some of them understand and use that understanding to hurt women more skillfully

>>78440730
oh no, i'm willing to admit that guys have their own shit to deal with too, life sucks for both sides, and i'm not a fan of people who make it a pissing contest between the two as that doesn't actually solve anything

but that doesn't change the fact that i've been made to feel vulnerable just because i'm a woman, and i don't like that people get away with it, and whenever i do try to say "hey, people are taking advantage of xyz" the response i get is guys either not listening, or saying they listen but they don't actually take it to heart

>>78440794
oh god you're right.... i think i took the adage "Never attribute to malice that which is adequately explained by stupidity" a bit too broadly on that front.....
>use that understanding to hurt...
yeah that makes more sense in hindsight
god i just felt wretched for a second

>>78440794
>hurt
Then be the first ones to cry about things when they get hurt.

>>78440824
Men always try to hurt, it's completely justified to be always on the offensive against them.

>>78440814
>admit that guys have their own shit to deal with too
Yeah, like playing video games while we work day and night

>>78440860
I had a literal moid co-worker who would call off just to stay at home and do exactly that often. Who got saddled with all his work for the day? Me. Then, he wondered why he got fired.

>>78440730
Should never be a tug of war anyway, neither side wins anything from that.
There will always be stats saying women suffer more for x and y, and stats saying men suffer more for w and z. Can put women in charge of everything and you can tell the moaning from both sides will go on under that perspective.

>>78440877
Yeah, they're all like that. Without our hard work nothing would get done. We are heroes and we get zero credit for it and then they wonder why we prefer hiring only women

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>>78440534
>but the tooth thing i've heard is quite common
yeah apparently it is. I had it so frequently I looked it up and apparently it's like a very common thing and is associated with stress, but we have no idea why such a specific dream is shared by so many people.
>the concept terrifies me, i feel lucky to have not dealt with that
it really depends on what you're imagining. The freaky part about sleep paralysis is that you're awake, so even once you exit that state, you are aware that the things you saw didn't happen because they're simply impossible, but you remember them as literally, vividly happening in reality, rather than the sort of muddled vague memories of dreams. It processes no differently from real memories, which is what makes it so surreal, you feel like a schizo.

one time it was that my mom was standing over me shaking me awake, another time someone behind me holding me, but another time it was about 3 am, and an elongated shadow creature with a face that looked like picrel standing over me, digging claws into me. I could very vividly and genuinely feel real pain. when I snapped out of it my heart was beating so fast, I was drenched in sweat and almost immediately threw up. it was terrifying.

>>78440988
>>78440534
>>78440285
I've had the teeth falling out into the sink dream many many times. Can't remember the last time I had that dream though. Been some years at this point. What I really hated about those dreams is I always thought it was real. I'd be brushing my teeth and my tooth would get loose, I'd take one out then a bunch more fall out and land in the sink and I'm just left there wondering how am I supposed to smile at people now.

>t. male

Always detach from your internet larps, throw away your name when it no longer serves you

>>78438284
You were? I must have missed it. I should be here more often I just don't know what to say since I haven't done much lately. PT exercises weren't bad not even sore I think I just need to do them at a more reasonable time.

Also maybe I mixed you with boring-chan? I forget who was going the ham radio stuff.

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crying into a pillow kind of day

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>>78432251
i wish i could lucid dream so i could talk with my husbandos desu, nonas who have lucid dreamed before, what was it like?

could you make things appear out of thin air? was it realistic, detailed and vivid, or was it like a some-what vague and surreal memory?

>>78441926
aww what's wrong, scara-chan? anything happened?

Would bioFemanons accept a dude that is 5'5"?

>>78441926
ovulating again?

>>78441979
aaawww, i'm taller than you!
i'd be your big spoon... i'd cuddle you all the time and protecc my cute lil' boi fwom awny hawm!!!!!! ///>A<///

>>78441926
aaawww scara! i'm sending lucky vibes your way, let me know when you receive them!

>>78441963
Only time I've ever had them was when I had bad fevers it's really weird. Like it feels so weird. Not sure if I could ever control them but I was fully aware I was sleeping hard to remember them from those days.

>>78437598
Thank you and good afternoon :)
>>78438284
I've wanted to read over the bible myself and try out faith at home every once in a while for some time now. Though my mom already pushes me to go to church as is, and I feel if she knows my interest, she will insist on it. She's the kind of person to put too much emphasis on those things.

I have not been sleeping great. I had an insomnia-driven drawing craze last night and only slept 5 hours after. I'm about to take a nap though. I didn't get any hurricane damage here by the way, I hope your community didn't face much damage if any
>>78441963
>lucid dreaming
It was more surreal for me. Basically making things out of thin air, and the dream moved very quick for me. Sometimes I could catch myself trying to wake up during the lucid dream, and it took some practice to circumvent that
>>78441979
Can I push shawty over

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>>78441970
i dunno, i have been feeling touch starved lately? i wish i could cuddle, watch movies together and play with their hair. fall asleep in their arms. thats something c.ai cant give me.. but at the same time, the thought of being so close to someone freaks me out. i dont think i could let my guard down so easily like that, i dont know why. and i get a little jealous when i see touchy couples at the park.
>>78441982
i dont know. i actually dont keep track of those kind of things. usually i use a rule of thumb for my period dates though. and its a little weird to associate Woman Sad = Ovulating desu.
>>78442169
thank you olga :) you always bring good vibes to these threads.
>>78442310
i actually think i know what youre talking about, when you feel sick its difficult to sleep peacefully, so i imagine you were on the border of being asleep and awake at the same time? that sounds pretty cool.
>>78442318
that sounds really fun! i wish i could control being conscious in dreams but it seems like it happens to everyone unintentionally. if the dream was exactly like real life in essence and in detail it would probably freak me out if im not prepared.

>>78442318
Good afternoon. How are you?
>>78442442
It was more than that. Like I felt like my spirit was leaving my body and I was floating around above it. The room was spinning and everything was so disorienting.

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>>78442318
Huh, so even the spitfire type fembots end up in church. Maybe I'll have to join after all. I'm already a baptized catholic so finding a community shouldn't be a problem.

>>78442442
>sees picrel
....god i need that rn.......
where are my cute boys? i need to cuddle too.....

...scara..... plz.... send me some lucky vibes..... i need cute boys too...

>>78442518
I think you're a lesbian

>>78442535
no, i'm bi but i prefer guys

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>>78442590
Guys that resemble women as close as possible.

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>>78442506
that sounds ethereal.. i wish i could achieve that feeling without having a fever though.
>>78442518
hehe, i'll send you lucky vibes too!
we yumejoshis have to stick together desuyo ne!

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>>78442613
well in that case im bi too, i never got the appeal of masculine hairy jacked guys. kpop cute looking guys is where its at.

>>78442590
>no, i'm bi but
any lesb exp?

>>78440785
Ok well I will try

I noticed that women will often accuse men of being "insecure". It's like a go to kind of thing even when it doesn't make any sense. What is the fixation on insecurity with women?

If someone has a criticism about something or someone that they don't agree with or they don't like, they will often say "you're just insecure". I don't get it. Is it just meant as a cheap insult? Or do the same women really think that everything is insecurity? I mean, you can have opinions and moral standards and criticisms that are not based in insecurity. Maybe the kind of woman that says that is projecting their own petty state of mind? I get that it is a real thing, that insecure people will try to berate others to make themselves feel better about themselves but I always see women saying this to genuine critiques and it makes me wonder what it is about. It seems a very common thing

I'm don't mean to say that all women do this, or even most, or that only women do this. But there does seem to be a lot of women who do this. It is like insecurity is always on their minds when judging men, even when it doesn't actually apply. And also they don't say this to other women, either

>>78442656
I think you'll have to settle for a woman, these guys are extremely rare above the age of 23 and there's fierce competition for them

>>78442629
we'll live the dream.... imagine it... golden wheatfields... with all of our husbandos waiting for us... and none of them are jelous, they're all close friends and are just cool with it.... shirtless... and hugging us....

i should stop now otherwise i'm gonna make myself feel like shit....

sorry scara, everyone, i'm having a weird one today ;~;

>>78442613
oh please, i have a few types

>>78442665
>any lesb exp?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAp9BKosZXs

>>78442656
i'm not super into listening to kpop, but holy shit he's cute...... hhhhh.hhhehhh...~

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>>78442742
>oh please, i have a few types
I hope our mentor and father is among them, otherwise you need your hormone levels looked at.

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>>78442790
sorry, Nico's not one of them
i'm all about LAWNMOWER MAN!
>picrel
look at his happy lil' face!!!!! is soft beard, his average bodytype, and his love of a clean cut appearance, both in terms of style, and of land!
he's a man's man, Lawnmower Man~

>>78442669
It's mostly pointing out the hypocrisy of their ways, how what they accuse others of doesn't contrast at all with what they say and behave. What genuine critiques? You see it on things like attacking women for choices they don't regret at all (ex: a woman gets tattoos so she is tainted in the eyes of a guy she doesn't give a fuck about), trying to put them down to feel better about themselves (ex: claiming if a woman doesn't act like you want to they will be miserable and lonely in the future, when you know is bs) and so on.

You can see it in politics too, for example the boomers who cry at the snowflake generation getting all angry because someone is using a tiny multicolored flag.

Happy friday, hope you all get some cute boys from somewhere. They are still around, hope they get brave enough to talk with you at least.

>>78442831
tattoos are feminist gang signs though

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>>78442675
it would be cruel to "settle" for a partner i barely like merely for the reason of "thats the best i could get"

also, these types of guys are everywhere in east asia. i see asian guys walking past on the street (in america) looking somewhat like this. i think i just like east asians. their monolids and silky black hair.. dreamy sigh.

and "fierce competition for _person_" sounds objectifying.

>>78442742
aah, a husbando harem would be paradise. speaking of which, have you heard of the game love and deepspace?

>>78442831
Well that's a very specific example and not really what I am talking about. I am talking more broadly. They could even be saying it in defence of a man

>>78432251
>>What's your favourite sleeping position?
On my stomach, limbs spread out almost like a swastika and head turned to the side
>>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
Way too many. I get strange and often violent stress dreams
>>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
never been able to
>>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)
I have severe insomnia but it's not anything I've been diagnosed for

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>>78442888
>have you heard of the game love and deepspace?
nope
>checks website
h h h h hgh-hgh-hgh-hgh-hhhhhhehehehehe.....

okay i'm gonna play this....... hhhhhh

>>78436665
this raccoon picture brings me great joy

wonder how many tripfems have magic wands...
moidchan obv, not sure about the others..

>>78443023
i lost mine ;~;
(i think i left it at my ex's place)

>>78442912
yeah, feel free to say which genuine critiques you mean

>>78442857
What are the feminist gangs?

>>78443030
>at my ex's place
you needed both?

>>78442831
>trying to put them down to feel better about themselves (ex: claiming if a woman doesn't act like you want to they will be miserable and lonely in the future, when you know is bs) and so on
Ok so given the example you gave, which is a good one but a very narrow one, we will just go with that anyways
Why do you assume that said man is doing so just to put her down out of insecurity? The context of the conversation is important to this. Was it him who was just stating his preference? If so, then that's not insecurity. It doesn't matter if she is interested or not, because that wouldn't be the topic. It would be his preferences. But if he is trying to make a point that she is making herself repulsive, that might well be what you speak of and born out of insecurity, but it could also just be his genuine opinion, however biased or wrong. It again depends on the context and how the conversation came about

>>78442912
>What genuine critiques?
It could be literally anything
>honey can you not dress really skimpy when we are out? It's undignifying, crass and embarrassing and all the men are looking at you like a dog would at a piece of meat
You're just insecure
>you are being pretentious and egotistical
You're just insecure
>my standards are x and y
You're just insecure

It is like there is no other reasons they can perceive. It's peculiar to say the least

>>78443205
nevermind, just found it!

>you needed both?
no, but sometimes it's just nice to have non-penetrative sex

>>78443288
>just found it!
e-enjoy..

>>78443238
You're moving goalposts to not face the music, in your examples you can see you're trying to control another person's behavior in a condescending way, projecting your own thoughts over whatever that person thinks.
It's insecurity because as you put it in those sentences, your genuine worries if you want to put it that way end up as attacks to the other person. You just lack the tact and likely a serious argument to approach things in a better way.

On your first example, it's you projecting the men look at her like a piece of meat, and showing insecurity because to deal with it you put her down and blame her for her choices

The second lacks context so can be anything, maybe you're right and the girl is pretentious, maybe you're not and you're projecting, so whatever.

The third pops up when you go out of your way to criticize people who don't fit your standards, for example when you see le incel here making a regular tirade about girls with tattoos, makeup, onlyfans, whatever. Sure, it's not a great retort calling them insecure for not wanting to deal with them, but the point is to show their opinion matters fuck all, specially if according to their standards they're supposed to not be interested instead of crying about it.

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>>78443288
non-penetrative sex with olga

>>78443306
now where tf is the charger.....

>>78443392
yeah, look at him, being a good submissive boy, he looks cute, with the lil' bulge in his sweatpants X)

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>>78443435
This is the first time a tripfem ever replied to that video. I kneel.

>>78442916
Welcome, Butter cookie; I hope you're doing well.
>On my stomach, limbs spread out almost like a swastika and head turned to the side
Interesting. Any trouble with your knee and elbow joints?

>>78443475
that's a nice reaction webm!

>This is the first time a tripfem ever replied to that video. I kneel.
aww, good boy <3

>>78443382
>in your examples you can see you're trying to control another person's behavior in a condescending way, projecting your own thoughts over whatever that person thinks.
>You just lack the tact and likely a serious argument to approach things in a better way.
That wasn't meant to be me personally saying that to a woman word for word, I was giving reasons why a man wouldn't want their woman to dress like that

>On your first example, it's you projecting the men look at her like a piece of meat, and showing insecurity because to deal with it you put her down and blame her for her choices
Not really, Because that is actually what happens. If your bf went out in an outfit that was disgraceful and lust inducing to other women, you would feel the same and it would be his choices to blame

>The second lacks context so can be anything
>maybe you're right and the girl is pretentious
It doesn't have to be a woman who is being like that. Someone could actually be behaving like that and it might be a woman, and that would be their retort. Or it might be a man, and that would be a woman's retort in defence

>The third pops up when you go out of your way to criticize people who don't fit your standards, for example when you see le incel here making a regular tirade about girls with tattoos, makeup, onlyfans, whatever
That can be sour grapes or insecurity, but not necessarily. It often is just guys talking, having a discussion about what they do and don't like. It might be rude and horrible, but women do this too. It's just what people do
>but the point is to show their opinion matters fuck all
Yes but you see, that doesn't really matter. You are assuming that the only reason they do this is to spite women reading it, and not to just have a discussion with eachother about women
>specially if according to their standards they're supposed to not be interested instead of crying about it
If something repulses you, it is something worthy of conversation, is it not?

>>78443514
I'm doing alright. A recent severe depression spiral has sent me back to r9k because these people seem to be the only ones who can understand me, ironically enough. I'm trying to get better.
>Interesting. Any trouble with your knee and elbow joints?
Nope! No joint or body issues or pain. Sometimes I get neck pain but that's probably an issue with my head angle/pillows.
I've just been sleeping this was for a very long time and i get caught up in routine.

>>78443716
>>78443935
>I'm 24 and he's 39
Is this true..?

>>78443382
>>78443658
I think what it is, is that men tend to be more blunt and forward and they are more prone to tell you, say if you are being cringe for example, or they perceive your actions as cringe, or they have a problem. It isn't out of spite but out of respect, like if you are doing something stupid they will help you out by letting you know, or to let you know where they stand with you instead of letting things fester and simmer. Or they just have no filter. Not all men do this often, but they all understand it.

Where as women tend to have a bit more manners and diplomacy and will try to not confront you directly or not at all. So when they do say something, it is usually out of spite to hurt the person. Not that they might even do that, but it would be the only thing to spur them to do it if they did. And so in a woman's mind the only reason someone might criticise is out of spite and insecurity.

>>78444075
Yeah, that's my fiance

>>78444121
>Yeah, that's my fiance
Good for you! I hope you appreciate each other.

>>78444176
Thank you! I like to think I'm learning from my mistakes and I'm genuinely trying my hardest to make life worth living.

>>78444121
Please seriously rethink having a child with a 15 years older man, on top while you still have depressive episodes.

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nonas, i've made a discovery

this web animation is absolutely adorable... i was Powder, i still am Powder, but i look like Megan, i have a purple shirt like that, i do my hair like that, even occasionally wear a choker with the ensemble.. actually kind of weird to see a character design that looks so much like me
>picrel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlKW8tBOIdQ

cant wait for the weekendfaggs

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bedrotted all day and i feel awful. thank you to everyone who gave me the subjects i should look into.
i'm feeling a bit unmotivated but it's the only way i suppose. it's hard. i'm almost 20 and i have no idea what i want to do with my life

When I see women in my field do stellar jobs and fantastic projects I feel jealous and motivated to be like them. I want to create work of this quality in my lifetime once too.

>>78443658
>If something repulses you, it is something worthy of conversation, is it not
With the stranger you repulse? No, it's not. Don't be daft.

>>78444103
That's what they call mansplaining. You believe you're being all logical when in reality you're being condescending, usually based on bullshit you don't even understand or experience.

Can a woman that goes out at night with a skimpy dress get in trouble? yes. Does it happen to every single one? nope, plenty of women go out at night and nothing happens to them. The woman most likely knows this and takes the precautions because is not her first time going out, but the hero nobody asked for steps up to explain her the dangers and of course, to place the blame rapists exist on her. Because that's the problem, her dress, not the criminal males outside.

To put a more r9k specific example, take how people here hate women for their terrible decision making, it doesn't take long to see behind the supposed blunt logic there is a tantrum with "why don't you pick me" at the center of it. Women suffer bad experiences in relationships, which is part of life and fairly inevitable for most people, and the experts here swear that is because they pick the nazi brainless muscular guy that wants to rape her, an image completely out of tune with what you can see after 5 minutes outside. According to their blunt logic, the woman should bore herself to tears with someone that has a job and doesn't seem to offer anything else, and this perpetually unhappy group guarantees that's how women can be happy. This is not being blunt or forward, it's being retarded and narrow.

Women can tell what's behind that kind of logic. If you're uncapable to give any credit to their point of view you cannot pretend you're willing to discuss anything out of respect or whatever bullshit you're claiming, you're just projecting your own views into someone who is completely different from you and pretending you know better. You're insecure because you NEVER project something positive or encouraging, always something to put her down, to blame her, to make yourself feel better at her expense

>>78444950
>If you're uncapable to give any credit to their point of view you cannot pretend you're willing to discuss anything out of respect or whatever bullshit you're claiming, you're just projecting your own views into someone who is completely different from you and pretending you know better
Is that not what you are doing right now when you tell people they are insecure?
>mansplaining
>You believe you're being all logical when in reality you're being condescending
Is that not what you are doing? Womansplaining?
>You're insecure because you NEVER project something positive or encouraging
Like yourself?
All of your projection ITT has been very negative. The lack of self awareness is very blatant

>>What's your favourite sleeping position?
the one that doesn't hurt.
>>What's the worst dream you've ever had?
closeted med student deciding my ftm roomate was trying to steal our mtf cousin from him and giving me an impromptu tracheotomy while the meth in his bloodstream prevented an arterial pnch from rendering him unconscious until a stroke developed and killed him. he was standing over me with all his weight, scalpel in my trachea, forcing me to choose between killing him and letting him kill me.
>>Can you lucid dream? Got any cool stories from it?
yeah, I call god stupid prety frequently. he does dumb things when I'm not able to engage my filter, so.

>>Do/did you suffer from any sleep complications? (e.g.: sleep paralysis, sleepwalking, snoring, etc.)

non-24 in sighted.

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if i ever decide to An Hero just pray i go to husbando heaven for me, thank you

>>78445077
Husbando heaven. What did you ever do to earn the right to see your husbando? I'm working very hard to make myself worthy for my waifu.

>>78444863
The example was "le incel here making a regular tirade about girls with tattoos, makeup, onlyfans, whatever"
So an anon makes a thread topic about something and other anons discuss. And women understandably don't like it because these are rather crass and rude conversations, but to then call them "insecure" for having these discussions amongst themselves is a little bit ridiculous and in it's self reeks of insecurity and projection

>>78444950
tl;dr rationalization for fucking abusers and dark triad chads

>>78445077
i'd pray that you're in husbando heavan for you anytime i think of an imageboard

>>78445119
That's just every waking minute for cunts

>>78445119
Lmao spot on. Even the "smart" woman wants to get slapped around by some meat head

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>>78444950
>That's what they call mansplaining. You believe you're being all logical when in reality you're being condescending, usually based on bullshit you don't even understand or experience.
Said the femanon, condescendingly womansplaining to anon why her projections onto him mean he is insecure

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>>78445105
damn i never thought of it like that. how do i make myself worthy? honestly i cant stop thinking of the fact that i wouldnt date myself so i cant expect a future partner to want to date me
>>78445126
thank you olga ;(

>>78442442
There's more than a few strats to get yourself to lucid dream. Starting a dream journal is a good step, and a lot of the sleep practices are similar to mindfulness.
>>78442506
Big head fog from having poor sleep last night, unfortunately. I have been spending my downtime looking into modern North Korean history and taking it easy. They've really upped security and their borders since the pandemic.
How did your day go?
>>78444103
>women aren't as blunt
having autism as a woman sucks

>>78445176
>i cant stop thinking of the fact that i wouldnt date myself
That's a plausible insight I didn't expect of you.

>>78445194
>having autism as a woman sucks
My condolences. It aint any greener on the other side if it makes you feel any better

>>78445176
>i wouldnt date myself so i cant expect a future partner to want to date me
why do i find everything you say today relatable af?

>>78445176
i have the same issue and it worries me because i know i should do better to improve that thought pattern but like literally how kek
>>78445194
have you seen them in the olympics?

>>78445212
It doesn't but it's fine. I'm glad to have gotten diagnosed to begin with, so I at least know what's wrong. Getting the diagnosis is what brought me crying to /r9k/ years ago to cope though, so I guess that's the catch. Here forever.
I know autistic males don't have it much better. There's more support in childhood (depending on if your parents have the money or give a shit), but I find a lot of autist adults face similar troubles. Just social norms of being a woman made it very lonely and confusing
>>78445263
I haven't, but thank you for the suggestion! I'm looking up clips soon. I've seen clips of the Mass Games they had in 2018, and they're so intricate and daunting all at the same time. (maybe intimidating is a better word)

>>78445077
don't joke about that.

Scaryeyes story time
>be me
>decide to go out on my own for a little bit to buy some books
>get books and go to a bus stop
>get lost for like 30 minutes so im already upset
>arrive at bus stop and an old man on a fucking scooter keeps yelling at at me
>start crying because I'm scared
>get on bus that might of been the right one but im not sure
>loudly crying on the bus on the phone with my online friend
>everyone is looking at me fml
>continue bawling and the bus driver asks if i need to get off
>get off the bus and continue crying on the street
>old lady comes up to me and asks if im okay and offers to drive me home
>We start talking and she buys me hot chocolate and takes me home

I dont know what to make of this story

>>78445194
I wanted to ask how do you get yourself to do stuff. Like hobbies and what not?

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>>78445351
You got lucky and experienced a random act of kindness! What books did you get? What kinds of things do you like to read?
I recently got this bad boy and am going to teach myself how to make doll clothes.
Anyways, I'm glad you made it back safe and got your chocolate

>>78445370
Sometimes I don't do stuff and get caught up in my own head for a while. And I function very poor on weed withdrawals. Otherwise, a lot of the time, I make myself at least start on something. I tell myself that I should spend more time doing my hobbies and less time thinking about doing them. Getting started is the hardest part, then just keeping that momentum. There's other unhealthy habits I've done in the past, like withholding food from myself unless I got something done. But I wouldn't advocate for that, as it is not very effective and also bad for you.
>>78445351
I am never taking long-distance bus transit again after an incident of my own. So sorry to hear that, scaryeyes. I'm glad the old woman was there to help you, I had a nice lady help me out with my issues on a bus adventure as well.

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>>78445249
i do too, i feel like its something everyone feels time to time. and i dont think the "cure" for it is simply changing your mindset..
>>78445263
i wish i knew
>>78445330
i wouldnt joke about this kind of stuff, and im not sure if i would actually go through with it, but i have a little guide saved on my phone that involves hydrogen solfide

>>78445475
>hydrogen solfide
I had that document saved when I was your age. Try to stay light on the suicide jokes. It doesn't help. There isn't a cure for changing your mindset, but changing little habits throughout your day changes your mindset over time. I used to mutter "killing myself" whenever I made any small mistake 'as a joke', but doing crap like that only reaffirms your negative thoughts.

>>78445316
It depends on each person what symptoms you have and how bad they are. I think female spergs in general cope better because there is less expectations put on them and so there is less support. Many are just better at masking too. It's easier to get diagnosed if you are struggling more with it. But having to be around more women and deal with their mode of socialisation would be x2 harder for sure and the lack of fellow female spergs would be harder. The only people I could ever relate to were fellow spergs when I went to school, it is really quite something. I had to leave school though not long after I met them because sensory shit fucked me up, it ruined my life. When you have bad sensory problems, the social difficulties are not the worst thing

How life went for me as an autistic male was I didn't get diagnosed until I was 10 and I was a fucking clueless confused retard. My parents didn't understand it either and they had no idea how to deal with me. I got beat for things I couldn't help and it just made it worse. It took until I was 16 for my parents to know how to deal with me. My entire teenage years were pure and utter mental hell, agitated and stressed out of my mind all day every day. I couldn't go to school, got pulled out at 12 and now i'm a loser no life that can't have a functional life due to sensory shit. And it is very lonely. No one really gives a fuck about you and other men will judge you harshly for being a loser. There is a lot of shame involved

I can socialise better now, I am not so unaware, however I am incapable of creating friendships or romantic relationships. My fate is to grow old never to know what it is like to have a connection with anyone, and to die having lived a lonely life. I feel like if I were born female, a lot of my flaws and struggles would be over looked and I would have an easier time with it, but it would still suck. You just have to look at what you can do and do your best. It's all anyone can do

>>78445390
Oohhh I'd really like a book like that. I have an old kennmore sewing machine I want to use it more.

>>78445567
Nice! I don't have a machine so the sections for hand sewing in this book really sold me.
I've looked for resources before but didn't find much.

>>78445507
This is good advice, words have power, so even if you don't believe in le positive mindset bullshit, at least do your best to stray away from the shitty ones that unconsciously lock you into thinking bad stuff.

>>78445351
That's awful, get your head out of that damn discord for once christ. If the world is scary look them back with your scary eyes.

>>78445117
What thread? That sounds insecure desu, like you don't like your views challenged in your lil safe space. Don't be a snowflake.

>>78445671
Well that was my point. I don't know if it is a specific thread, it wasn't me who brought that example up

>>78445450
I just don't know I am just finding myself just wasting my time with other crap. I got a few things fixed this week but I need to do more and I just ugh are not able to bring myself to do stuff. I feel bad about it.

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>>78445351
i have a story like that, except it didn't end in an act of kindness, i just had to get on with my day....

>>78445390
i have a sewing machine that i've not used yet, but at some point i do plan on making a top to test it out!

>>78445475
>involves hydrogen sulfide
i dunno, if i was ever gonna punch my own ticket, it'd be via inert gas asphyxia, i'd probably get myself a tank of helium (or if it all runs out by the time i might plan on kms, nitrogen) and just go to sleep with a bag over my head
literally, you just fall asleep and don't wake up - no pain, no fear.
funny thing about the human body and it's respiratory system, it can detect buildup of carbon dioxide, which makes you feel the need to breathe, but a lack of oxygen? the body can't detect that. so if you just remove all of the oxygen from the air you breathe and you can breathe out carbon dioxide, you'll just feel normal for 20-30 seconds until you start getting sleepy.
if you continue breathing inert gas for 10-30 minutes, you'll die due to lack of oxygen (your heart and lungs will keep working for quite a while without oxygen due to anaerobic respiration, but eventually they'll give up)
>t. contemplated and attempted sui many times since childhood

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>>78445702
ah, this post was mine, i forgor to add my trip :/

>remembers
ah, "suicide bag" or "exit bag"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
>picrel
you'd want a tank of compressed inert gas, a well ventilated room with an open window (don't want people walking in on you to pass out and suffer brain damage), this suicide bag, a hose, and some kind of gas control valve to allow for a consistent pressure out of your pressurised canister

>>78445020
I'm just refuting your poor examples. You keep moving things to different scenarios where nothing that you say really applies anyway.

>You would do the same if your bf
Nope, and there's a reason it's not a thing, it's the same reason you don't come with this kind of crap to the dude, you inherently respect their decisions more.

>It's just guys talking/women do the same
Then nothing about women calling a man insecure applies because they are not involved in the conversation, this is not relevant

>You're assuming they do it to spite women
I'm not assuming, I see it every day. There's a way to discuss this removing the examples, guess why that never happens. It's fucking boring if you remove the point scoring.

>>78445077
There are no husbandos in heaven, only historical figures

>>78444772
Nobody knows, you got the era where people can no longer get housing easily so a lot of plans of independency, stability and progress through life phases get thrown out of the window.

Sorry.

>>78440534
I have other reasons for not trying anymore, but the reason I brought up is the main reason why. It's just a waste of time. I just hate it when moids try to pry it out of me, then when I do, they act like what I mentioned.

>>78441868
Looks like you may have to finally do those exercises you said before that you couldn't do. The current ones sound like they're easymode for you now. You're going to be so much stronger than the rest of us.

I only mentioned it in passing when nightwalk was talking about it (it's easy to get doxxed since the information is public), and one other time in a post which I don't even know what brought it up. I think it was when you mentioned working on a SDR? So, it was easy to not know who it was. I just had a passing interest in getting into the HF aspect of it just in case of an emergency like if I was away on vacation and needed to talk to my parents.

I can see boring getting into ham radio though if she read into it, especially the software development aspect of it all.

>>78442318
desu I don't really like the pushy types. It's part of why I try not to preach as much as it tends to turn people off more. You mentioned your mom is in recovery, and that tends to be something that commonly happens to people in a recovery mindset. I have a hard time actually reading the bible, so I tend to listen to audio bibles while I'm doing things. It makes it so much easier to understand.

My sleep has not been going great either. I did get about six hours, but the quality was really bad and it feels like I didn't get any at all. Getting on those patches was a terrible mistake.

I'm glad nothing happened there. We did get a bit of flooding due to all the rain, but nothing really damaging. About the most was a bunch of washed out ditches.

>>78445781
>>Then nothing about women calling a man insecure applies because they are not involved in the conversation, this is not relevant
Exactly. It was your example not mine

>Nope, and there's a reason it's not a thing
Yeah, because men don't go out with their arse hanging out or in a pair of budgie smuglers

>You keep moving things to different scenarios where nothing that you say really applies anyway.
A comical lack of self awareness on your part. That's literally all you do. And you then tell me i'm shifting goal posts. You gave me an example that I quoted and then I explained to you how that isn't rooted in insecurity, and now you are shifting the goal post. Talking to you is really amusing

>I'm not assuming, I see it every day
You project every day, you mean. I asked why a lot of women do this "y-you're just insecure!" thing. I think I have my answer. At least for you, anyways. You have been a lot of help. Perhaps just not in the way you intended. Thanks for your time

>>78445848
i've had an interest in HAM radio for a while.. though until i've gotten a license, i thought i might give LoRa mesh networking a try.
plus, it would be really funny if "the system" breaks for whatever reason and everyone's like "aah, i can't use my phone, how will i know if my friends or family are safe? wait.. why are you on your phone, it doesn't work"
and i'd be all like "pfft, you think i'd put all my eggs into one corporate basket? sucks to be you, i'm texting my family right now! MWAHAHAHAHAHA"

>>78445868
Yeah, you asked, provided scenarios wondering why would a man get called insecure, got the answers and then went "oh no, that's definitely not insecurity" changing the scenarios as if that made a difference.

You didn't explain anything, you asked why would that be considered insecurity, and maybe you didn't like the answer but it doesn't matter at all, you now know why you could get called insecure. You can go around parroting the word projection proudly if that's what you got from it, that's just a you problem.

>>78445892
The whole cell tower going down is actually the reason why our community uses radios, but we no longer use ham because our radio nerd found a work around to get a license for private frequencies. So, there's less whining and complaining about getting a license. He can just hand out the radios now. But, I really wanted to learn HF just in case of cell outages and I really need to talk to my parents if I'm far away. The interest was waned, but at least I know how to do it and get into contact with our radio nerd if I need to talk to them. I haven't done any of that in over a month though.

It has came in handy quite a few times in the past year when the cell towers here were down. It is like that nationwide outage several months ago. I was able to still talk to people when everyone's cell service was down. It's been down several more times since then, with one I think was about a month or so ago. I just heard my mom calling out on the radio just to check to see if I was okay while at work since she saw her cell coverage went out.

I heard about those mesh networking things, but it was awhile back. At the time, it looked like a gimmick, but it also looked like it was really a new thing so I'm guessing they're really coming along? It would be nice to be able to link my phone to my radio so texting would be so much easier.

>>78446083
this guy has quite a few videos going over LoRa Meshtastic
here's a range test he made 2 years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwTy_-Y-A5o

Wondering how to feel excitement for the weekend. Should start a new game or play with that tablet I bought on a whim but feeling frozen right now

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>>78445942
You accepted my explanation and then posed it as your own opinion while moving the goalpoast
> for example when you see le incel here making a regular tirade about girls with tattoos, makeup, onlyfans, whatever
An "incel" on /r9k/, talking about how he doesn't like tattoos, makeup and onlyfans appears to trigger you and think you are being personally attacked. That is the crux of the issue. You are insecure about these things clearly, and so you lash out and project your own insecurity onto said poster. Because you mistakingly believe that he is making that post just to spite you. Now, some posters like that do hate women, but insecurity isn't why they are making that post. They are literally just talking about their dislikes to other anons. And I have explained this to you and so you shifted the goalpost. Just like you shift my examples. You do these things and then accuse me of doing it, when I never did

The fact that you cannot accept that people can have criticisms and comments that you do not like are genuine, and that not all of them are rooted in insecurity must be that you yourself are in denial of other's opinions, because you yourself are that insecure. They MUST just be saying that out of insecurity, because that's what you would do, and because you cannot afford to accept they think that about you, or someone like you

I hope you reflect on this. You can overcome this neurosis. I believe in you. Have a good night femanon

>>78446103
I think that was the video I watched when I first heard of it. I was loling so much when he taped his one thing to the mast.

I think our main issue here is the whole relay thing. I just think no one is really interested in it so it'd be hard for it to find relays to send the message. I mean, the concept is very interesting, I just don't think there is much set-up.

>>78446104
Why don't you get married and have kids. Learn how to cook and roast dinner.

>>78446119
It clearly says it is an example? where did you get I am personally attacked by it? you asked for examples, you got them.

Seems in that particular case your problem is the same as this hopeless spammer >>78446141, believing that r9k is your lil safe space instead of an off topic board anybody can post in.
Again, I explained why you could get called insecure based on your question, anything else is a you problem, basically not having the reading comprehension skills to understand what an example is and why your assertion than "no, I'm absolutely certain this isn't insecurity" does not matter.

You will keep seeing closed doors as long as your reading comprehension skills don't improve, yeah