I feel so fucked up and guilty.I write erotica for myself, and this time I just got super horny and wrote an extended piece about a guy who volunteers to be tortured and killed by a girl as a birthday present to her.I'm male btw so I didn't fantasise about killing anyone, just BEING killed by a girl.Now I'm in post-nut clarity and I feel awful, like an absolute freak. I think I need to kick this addiction to writing.Does anyone have experience with ridding yourself of fucked-up fantasies, or stopping an erotica addiction?
>>79290679Lmao why the fuck are you ashamed of having harmless fun with your own sexuality? It's a fantasy nigga do you feel bad over the pawns you kill when you play chess?
>>79290690But it's surely not normal or healthy to have such extreme fantasies?Nor to write about them... it feels like conjuring something into being. It left my head and went to the page.
That's class, writing is fun.
>>79290779You're literally just writing nigger, stop obsessing over your thoughts like a tard
>>79290679Yes it means you are irredeemably broken and should be euthanised
>>79290679I write and post erotica scat and stomach inflation. I'm not the only one into it and I've already noticed my writing has improved in the last few months. I don't see an issue with it and I plan to continue.
>>79290779If it feels weird you should stop but because it's making you feel bad not because it isn't normal. You can go back to it after living in the real world for a while and getting more solid grasp on the limits of your fantasies and what you get out of them
>>79290833OK, you're probably right (write). I'll try to stop being an emotional faggot about it. I'm a bit a like that in general desu.>>79290865It's an underrated creative avenue for sure. I often wonder if erotica is the only kind of literature that will survive from this age, it feels like the only genre where new and interesting things are still being done... Nothing new has been done with serious lit since the war>>79290881Thanks anon. I sometime get a bit like this when the nights draw in, I live above 50 degrees north so it's a really rapid and difficult change. Think it leads to me being a shut-in and craving intense emotional experiences to cope
>>79290913Forgot my picture of a crying qt
why does everyone on this board want to be tortured by a foid. i hate femdom faggots so much
>>79290679you unironically have woman sexuality if you get off to erotica and avatarfag as a woman and act like a woman
>>79291262I'm not even mad, I've always related more to female sexuality desu. Male sexaulity is just talking about bazoingas and being anxious about your penis size. No thanks
>>79291363Male sexuality also includes lolis and rape have some respect
>>79291363>being anxious about your penis sizehey sph is actually hot though
