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this general is DEAD
>>79504179why is this?we were getting 300+ posts before dying mere months ago, did all the junkies and stimfags die?
dea has systematically raided every poster in this general, rip boys
fuck winter it's cold and I can't smoke indoors.
yo sup bros, i usually drink poppy seed tea but lately the website i buy from started washing their seeds. Real bummer... any one help me find one website to buy some unwashed seeds from? I have schizophrenia and it helps me out so muchthanks
havent taken benzos is so long but i caved and ordered some today lmaoooo fuckk ktkkt
>>79505567ive always been too scared of benzos personally. though i have wanted to try morphine for a long time.
>>79505567surely you will place a strict limit on yourself to only take them once in a while when you really need them on special occasions
https://youtu.be/j0da2wEdqw0?si=PQbW7f6xwsCRRs65https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saamzVQ6OyI
>>79504341I don't come on 4chan much anymore since I've been doing stims, I've gone full schizo where I alternate feeling like everyone is mocking me trying to make me fail to feeling like I'm quite well respected and a lot of people are jealous. I don't have anybody I can talk to, I'm very uncoordinated and realized I have ADHD. It's not easy to rewire my brain but the voices make me realise just how lonely I am, but I can't stop over analysing everything so I hide away. Also I don't feel stoned when I smoke weed but still feel like I'm tripping out, dazed and confused.
because drugs are basically legal and accessable everywhere, thanks to the internet. talking openly about drug use is not taboo
>>79504179legacy Internet is dying fr
>>79505567bout to pop 15mg diazepam so I can get some sleep and stim later tonight again rinse and repeat
>>79504161testingtest test
>>79505567based, I fucking love xanax
Bought 50 tabs of Acid, 65g of Red vein Kratom and 10x 100mg Tapentadol.
>>79504161I woke up from nonstop talking inside my head because i didn't take my adderall today
>>79504341All active posters got raided by the DEA
Does anyone also look at something beautiful and wish they were looking at it on psychedelics instead?
>>79510414not really psychedelics sucks you ever looked at one of these things? yeah. fucking trash if you ask me. that's basically the whole trip right there I wouldnt know I never did it.mfs be like>wooo crazy shit all these geometric shapes and shit nah fuck that noise I'm snoozing all comfy and shit instead
I'm getting off of Risperidone and Aripiprazole, both prescribed for supposedly "irritability" with autism. It's gonna take a few weeks to taper off but my God, I feel like I'm finally starting to take my life back. I hope all of the damage can be repaired in my brainNearly 3 years of hell, i was such an idiot for staying on them
>>79510735>AripiprazoleI still need to get off that. Hard when there's no shrinks available to help you quit even though I've been wanting to for over a year now.Fuck pharma. Seriously, decades of my life wasted.
>79504161Anyone know if there is there a replacement for 420chan out there somewhere? I really miss /stim/
What unusual things do you feel on weed? I can feel my spine when high
It's going to be below freezing tonight, good thing I have my bong and an electric blanket. We getting comfy tonite.
>>79504341I posted here a lot until a few months ago, but now I don't bother opening these threads anymore (except for now, a coincidence). Why? It's always the same few posts by teenagers just starting their experimentation phase. No interesting or unique content. I got bored of answering the same questions every thread. Thankfully there's a better forum in my local language.
>>79511955nah im 26 going on 13 and a half
i got disqualified from the sperm bank bro'sshould bank $1000 anyways but too bad im a smoker and a pothead and my sperm count is below averageboompan
Wagie on my lunch break. Sitting in car instead of with other wages because I'm antisocial and being around others exhausts me. Got my bad of pills to cope with my miserable job and existence. Tramadol, pregabalin, gabapentin, clonazepam. Probably just take some tramadol today. What a life. What a beautiful beautiful ride (kill me).
today's highlight is i scored a script for methylphenidate 54mg xr yay
>>79510414finding cool shit on psychadelics is so hardit takes a lot of brain power to find anything interesting online when you're tripping balls, and usually i don't have the patience to just sit at my computer so it'd be on my tiny phone screenlike at that point just going outside would be more funnow that said, heres some cool shit you can probably look athttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7HtHD8i0XUhttps://www.youtube.com/@TrippyEverythingVisualshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQoU_2ElF14https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5RIu_8dQFE
Smoked some weed and had some GBL, so sad I ran out of cocaine.
>>79510414Some shit really does look cool when you're on psychs. I took a bunch of shrooms with my sister and the dead trees were literally melting. Music festivals on lsd/mdma are absolutely euphoric.
What drugs are good for dealing with premature ejaculation that isn't booze or opiates?
>>79513367tren
Fuck I shouldn't have smoked weed I still have to be concious for 3 hours.
>>79511379I feel like I'm gonna piss myself, not fun.
can we spam anime art with drugs in them? I'm in dire need of it rn.... also am i the only one that vapes o-pce? i sprinkle a little in a meth pipe and heat it and inhale the vapour and get a really crazy high....
>>79514763got you bossand whats o-pce like, is it a psychadelic or an opiate? how intense is it and how long does it last
sorry its harder than i thought it would to be find images in my folder so i gave up after finding this many:https://files.catbox.moe/zsbcvx.pnghttps://files.catbox.moe/xkx5dd.pnghttps://files.catbox.moe/l0mlp7.jpghttps://files.catbox.moe/1vnt6w.jpghttps://files.catbox.moe/498git.jpghttps://files.catbox.moe/fjr48c.jpghttps://files.catbox.moe/bx80iy.jpghttps://files.catbox.moe/lts107.jpg
>>79515072it's like ketamine but you can vape it, i included an image of it, supposed to be 20 mg, it's a past image from times that have now long gone byo-pce is a particularly long-lastong dissociative, so it's what meth is to speed i guess? i don't know if i'm a good example for describing the high because basically it just kinda... makes me think different and i can't make it any clearer than that. i feel like i can reminisce and shit more on this stuff, but the peak is really niceo-pce is a ketamine-analogue, it's not psychedelic in the lsd sense or the shrooms sense, it ffeels more mechanical, it makes me feel like we're one big machine
>>79515220all is appreciated, i love drug art to death
>>79515292man fuck it, i know how this goes n shit, but tonight is a strange night, if you got something nice to say add me on discord: rispersyndrome
need me more of these pics... how else can i imagine what it feels like to be like that
>>79514763I wonder if there's a junkie MC anime, would be fun to watch on shrooms or weed.
>>79515460check this one out https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vU_UvSMseBEWelcome To The NHK is like required reading for us bots, and the fucking image in the video in there goes hardddd
>>79515696here is another png as sacrifice to the mighty gods, to repent for the sin of having posted a similar picture twice.... unforgivable so i must now get high and post a good anime girl doing drug pic
What's your favorite pokemon and drug? I'll start>Victreebel>DMT
>>79516301>azelf>probably LSD
>>79505452could you try to plant your own? poppies grow really easily
anybody have videos of people tripping on dmt?all i have is the csgo video but i want to see how more people react to it
https://youtu.be/1Fti704Hxd4?si=QpztQ7toqtH0CrJbsnorting some Ritalin, and withdrawing from Lyrica, its over.
man i just don't feel like i'm whole when he's not here.... idk everything is just better when he's around
how do i close my third eye already?ever since i've done psychadelics and dissociatives i feel like my perspective of the world has completely changed, not in a psychosis kind of way but i feel like the way i understand the nature of everything is different, its like being in a constant state of dysphoriabeing with other people seems to be the only way that makes me feel betterit feels kind of existential, like i've found out about something i shouldn't have
>>79516946well that's just kinda how it goes anon, you've been made aware of the beauty of the world and now you get to witness it, my best advice is to not to try to be a hero as much as you might want to. cozy up, give people advice when they need it and you are able to give it but don't give more than you have. basically, you might wanna help friends out a lot, and that's nice, but remember to be there for yourself first! you should be your own highest priority, cuz no one else has the mind that you do and there is value in your unique makeup pf synapses..... when you find yourself being soothing presence to people that's something to treasure and to be wary of. vulnerability is the seed to growth as much as it sucks
>>79515220one time i was so in love with a guy that i would cut ketamine lines in the shape of his name
>>79517068>my best advice is to not to try to be a hero as much as you might want to. cozy up, give people advice when they need it and you are able to give it but don't give more than you have.i did too much of that when i was sober, and that brought me to psychadelicsi was a pushover and a business owner took advantage of that causing me to loose $2600i helped my close friend when he was having financial problems by buying him $320 worth of groceries, and he went mad throwing it all outand then a cousin hasnt given me $300 like she promised for a gun i gave heri'm only an unemployed uni student so i believe the total amount of money i've ever even made has been around 5000now i have constant anxiety of fucking up socially and nightmares every nightand since the middle of last month i've been getting locked out of good psychadelic and dxm trips, theres something missing about them that i had when i was more optimistic about everything, so i have no choice but to be soberthis month has gone by feeling like i've done nothing but half assedly study, and the last memorable thing i did was on halloween where i got shitfaced drunk with some friends after helping one unpack after a move to surprise his wife
>>79517305wow you and your life sound incredibly similar to this one person i know only she doesnt do drugs except weed anymore i dont think.other than that you seem like almost exactly the same its scary.
>>79516946I also feel this way, i have to be constantly surrounded by others, otherwise i have a terrible feeling in my gut.
>>79517357me and her should date so we can feel miserable and lonely together
>>79517357on a more serious note do you know if she has bpd or bipolar or anything? i've been thinking thats my main issue but i'm not entirely sure
>>79517623no she just has a lot of depression and anxiety issues. not quite as bad as they were in the past tho.
I just want the relief of xanax so bad right now. Everything in my life is going to hell and I can't stand it. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't focus on anything. GP didn't even up my benzo script despite me describing to him how everything is going to shit and how I'm terrified.
>>79517823bc they know u will just be addicted and use them as a coping mechanism for how shit life is lol. they mostly dont want people doing that anymore.
>>79517823I know this feel every day as a person trying to wean off from benzos. I like to hope it gets better>GPThat's where you dun fucked up. If you're gonna be a junkie, do it right. Look at the prescriber checkup for your area and find psychiatrists who prescribe them the most.>t. prescribed 30ct m box temazepams, 60ct valium blues
>>79517859yeah but that's why they were prescribed to me in the first place>find psychiatristslol, the waiting list is 4 months to see one and last time he didn't even show up so i now need to wait another 4 months. >i hope it gets betterit's only getting bleaker. my plan is once i finish uni i spend a solid 6 months or so just tapering and getting fucked over by the side effects and then hope that everything goes back to normal.
>>79518018sorry, meant to reply to >>79517954also holy shit how do you get so many? i have to refill every 2 weeks, complete bullshit imo. I'm not retarded enough to abuse my script, i'm only on 1mg a day kpins which is a quarter of the advised recommended dose.
>>79518052>advised recommended doseadvised recommended maximum dose*fuck sorry im just a mess right now
How can I get blood flow back in my hands and feet when doing coke?
>>79518052>holy shit how do you get so many? My scripts are nothing compared to some of the people in my area, especially when I lived in west palm beach, I had so many coworkers and family members who were loaded with pills. Some would get 100+ xanax bars a month, opiates, stims, soma, ambien, halcion, you name it. I miss those days like boomers miss the 70s quaaludes, black beauties, and nembies.Prescriptions are still not that hard to get in the US if you know what you're doing, and you don't have a hard time manipulating doctors. Otherwise, it's time for the dark web and RC's
>>79517954>prescriber checkupi didnt know this was a thing rate my psych and guess my script(hint its not listed)
>>79518454>Some would get 100+ xanax bars a month, opiates, stims, soma, ambien, halcion, you name it.is there any actual difference at this point between therapists and drug dealersi dont feel like the average normalfag should just be able to talk with a therapist and get heavily addictive drugs with insurance coveragenot that i give a shit if you enjoy doing the drugs, but this is such a stupid way to "help" people
>>79518454Yeah I'm in canada and they're super noided about overprescribing medication. I got my xanax through onions, but fuck man I hate that I have to go to that extent because of how dogshit our healthcare system is. I'd rather not have to take them and instead be given them in a more controlled manner, but nope, fuck you. I really need to get around to applying for MAID, only useful thing about our healthcare.
My shit finally arrived, but it looks weird idk. Is this skoom' legit?
