I went out with mom today.She acts like she didn't rape me so many years ago...like I could never get a girlfriend because she would go batshit at anything like that. Now I am too old and still stuck with her
you should return the favour
>>79525087Cut off your fucking mom and move the fuck out. You are willingly living with your childhood rapist. I chose to be homeless instead as soon as I legally could.
>>79525087what your mom did to you isnt fairbut it doesnt matter nownobody is going to give you a prize for "might have succeeded if it wasnt for his mom"you are an adult now; it's your responsibility to fix your lifenobody else can do it for you
>>79525123I cant, not enough cash. Told her I wanted a girlfriend not so long ago, she always goes batshit at that, anger.I have her same anger, outbursts, I dont feel like myself, I feel like her. I look like her.
>>79525181I moved out with nothing. You could too. The streets were better.
Yet she has won, I can't relate or get close to a woman that's not her. I fear them, I want them dead, I hate them.
I hate women my age. I hate them, want to rip apart and eat. Older women don't trigger this hatred.
>>79525240Are you in a better place now?
At first she didn't allow but then I wasn't used and I didn't pursue friends or relationships. I just...have no one else.
I hate women my age, I like some but I hate them all the same. I hate them and want to take them apart.
>>79525181I don't know where you are (assuming you're in the US), but get some dumb job, save up to 3 months worth of cash, and move out. as someone who grew up in an abusive household, being on your own and poor for a few months is better than being stuck with them.when she dies you'll get her property and money anyway too.
>>79525328I can't. I can't interact with anyone that's not her. I come across as hostile. I am depressed, I am traumatized.
>>79525264Yep, much better. Been living in stable housing for a decade. Don't even get nightmares about that shit anymore. I've even shared it IRL with the people who matter to me and they've reacted well.
Maybe my mom is right. Everyone else, any other women would hate me. I really want to fucking beat them
The other ones just would hate me.Any other woman would just hate me, I really want to beat them over and over. To take out my hatred
>>79525087You should kill your mother. Very, very painfully. First, get her uncoscious in some way. Then, tie up and put something in/over her mouth to muffle screams. Then, wait until she wakes up. and tell her all about your revenge. Then leave. For a day or two if you can, or at least a few hours at minimum. She needs to be tied strict enogh so that the bloodflow to the limbs is fully stopped. After you return, fisrt start with fingers cut them one by one and leave her alone for some time after the removal. Then remove or puncture her eyes, punch out her teeth and the mutilate(cutting it off is too complex) the tongue, Leave slashes an cuts all over her body and pour some type of sugary liquid and industrial drain cleaner all over her. Get a few ziplocks, tie them as tight as you can at the joints to induce necrosis and leave her to rot alive in the basement as you make your escape. The goal is not to survive but to be unnoticed long enough that she either dies horribly or becomes a scarred limbless meatsack forever. Please, do as i described. It would make you feel better.
