men who were molested by older women as a child, was it fun? did it fuck you up mentally for life?
>>79868667It felt good at times but yeah it fucked me up for life.
>>79868667depends on your definition of older.>was it fun?no. i didn't really understand what was going on.>did it fuck you up mentally for life?i think so. i still get angry and upset about it..
No. Why even bother asking this?
>>79868667I thought it was cool at the time, and that I was like mini-chad, but yeah looking back it pretty much fucked me up.
>>79868667I had sex with a girl in her late teens when I was in my early teens, if that counts. She trauma dumped on me and made me unable to orgasm during sex for a long time due to anxiety. Besides that, I used to e-fuck a lot of older women as a teenager, which in hindsight was very fucked up but didn't do me any real damage.
wasnt that special, just made me super aware of sexy stuff growing up
>>79868677>>79868681>>79868684>>79868687why so many responses to this so quickly? has this place really just been the female-groomed males board all along?
>>79868667Older cousin used to diddle my dick when no one was looking when I was 8 or so. While I don't think it fucked me up, it made me obsessed with dating women who look like her. She became my definition of a perfect woman, even if wouldn't ever be sexual with her again.
>>79868708maybe it had an effect on some of our social abilities or something. i don't know.
>>79868708>a board full of weirdos with a weird relationship with sex>surprised there are underlying reasonsWhy do you think we hate women, anon? Experience.
>>79868708I'm bored at work fuck you nigger for asking me about my trauma then mocking me
>>79868734I dont hate women over it, if anything I ruined other girls my age growing up showing them "the game"never actually penetrated so still a virgin but saw a loooooot
My babysitter molested meMy brothers Hispanic girlfriend molested meMy assistant in the grippy socks bin molested meIn another moment is weakness and trust my shrink eventually molested mehow I haven't killed myself yet idk but im numb to life
>>79868748You can't ruin what was already spoiled. In my experience it was usually the girls showing "the game" so to speak. But fair enough, you don't have to hate them, I hate them enough for the two of us.
>>79868667I distinctly remember there was this hot woman that would come over my grandmother's house. I must have been a toddler but she would give me a boner when she would carry me and I would straddle her with my boner instinctively and she would let me and seemed to like it. That is the closest I came to molestation but I don't think it counts.
>>79868756Were you particularly pretty and older looking, or just unlucky?
>>79868667I had a babysitter when I was about three. When I was 4 I started drawing pictures of detailed nude women in class. The psychs and teachers could never figure out why. I don't remember anything from that period.
>>79868708Time off on the holidays. I'm here of all places because it messed me up
>>79868774I don't know. But how could someone warp their brain to fuck a 4yo?
>>79868667It fucked me up NOT getting molested one time at a summer camp when a female camp counselor sneakily grabbed one of my friends and went to our cabin while others we're playing outside. I went after them and peaked in only to see my friend get to touch this 20 year old girls naked tits and also get a blowjob from her. Since i was the only one who saw this, he only ever spoke about it with me and bragged quite a bit. I was jealous then and still am now because now like 15 years later he still says it was one of the best things to happen to him and made him more confident in pursuing relationships in his adult life. It's not fair, bros, it just isn't
>>79868667Problem is I ended up with a kid from it, so I can't even pretend it didn't happen or get over it.
>>79868835Doesn't this disprove the height/dickpill tho. Women are out there fucking little boys. >Just get with a pedo girl bro.
>>79868835guess there's a difference between a 13-year-old and an 8-year-old when it comes to stuff like this
>>79868835the fact that you saw it is what made it a good experience; if you hadn't seen it it would've fucked him up instead.
>>79868856Maybe, idk, but i'm 5'10 so it's not exactly like it impacts me all that much and my dick is average too. Well she was more of a girl than a woman i'd say but yeah i think we definitely underestimate the amount of girls and young adults who are at least open to having sex with young postpubescent boys. Maybe there was also more appeal for her because of the other power dynamic in that she was a camp counselor having her way with one of the kids (or more, idk i only saw her with my friend and he didn't tell me or seem to know of anything else she did with anyone else)
It wasn't fun. I got beat afterward and everything and there was the shotgun and EVERYTHING... they went a little bit overboard even; most traumatic thing of my life was losing her to the incident, I thought she was in heat and kind of dawwed internally but basically she tried to take it anally it did nothing for me but get her kicked out of my life and stuck with a retard for a wife because she started to cry that I didn't like it. Of course I didn't, I'm prepubescent at the time. Makes me want to kms, quite the opposite of fun, yes it fucked me up for life
>>79868867We were both 12 at the time and she was 20 if i remember correctly. Dunno how low she would've gone i think the youngest at that one camp was like..10 maybe? Must be other differences ofc when it comes to men and women but again, i only have that one example really. I have read and heard about similar experiences and adult men claiming it did traumatize them so eh *shrug*
>>79868734now I feel lame for being on this board as someone who WASN'T molested. but I may have had a near-miss: when I was 10 my mom fired the cute 14-year-old mexican girl who was giving me silly freeform "piano lessons" because we were play-wrestling and she thought it was getting too sexual. I was just having fun but better safe than sorry I guess.
>>79868878I, hmm, not sure i've asked him about it in that way, like, "if i didn't see it and told you i saw you doing it with her then how would you have felt?" perhaps something to bring up with him sometime. I think she was cute, didn't have much of a crush on her but of course it still made me jealous seeing him just milk those tits with his mouth and then getting milked himself with hers. I remember thinking something like "whoa she can fit it all in her mouth holy shit" at the time but looking back these days i'm thinking more "well duh how hung can a 12 year old boy be, lmao"
>>79868667does 15 and 22 count as molesting? I didn't mind it at the time because I was into it but now I have mixed feelings
>>79868908>he has to askreverse the genders
>>79868667no it was not fun and it fucked me upi couldnt trust my own motherdo you understand how harrowing this is
>>79868908the part that weirds me out in hindsight is she'd talk about my age and stuff as we did stuff and ask that I did as well. Other than that though it was hot at the time. Am I supposed to hate her?
>>79868924still seems fine to me desu
>>79868882I think it's the same type of women who fuck dogs; they're into the idea of cute horny mentally lesser beasts with raging hormones who can be both an uncontrollable animal and completely tame.
>>79869026I think that those people do indeed have more things going for them than just being into young kids, most likely
>>79868908it's all gucci
>>79868667My moms church friend molested me when she took me to the hospital. I didn't understand what was happening and didn't care because she bought me Burger King afterwards
>>79868667>was it fun?It felt good. I didn't understand what was going on, though. Too young.>did it fuck you up mentally for life?Good god, yes. Avoided people like the plague through my formative years and now am forever alone.
>>79868667I made a thread a while ago about some things that happened to me when I was younger. the worst was during high school I worked at a fast food place and my manager would often grab my ass and touch my dick through my pants, but not a lot aside from that> was it fun?at the time I hated it and it made me feel really sad/angry. I used to imagine myself smacking her hand and telling her to stop before work but I never actually did when it happened> did it fuck you up mentally for life?dunno, maybe. I'm really into femdom I guess and masochism in general so that's probably related
How many of you are now attracted to girls who are the age you were when you were molested because of it?
>>79869192Being molested on and off from kindergarten to 5th grade by a close friend permanently ruined my ability to separate platonic and sexual relationships.
>>79869192i used the pedo to become the pedo :v
Why was every single friend i had in hs molested at some point
>>79868763No, it doesn't count. It's like grabbing boobs at an early age and a woman enabling you. If you didn't do anything nothing would've happened. If it was molestation, something would've happened regardless of you.
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>>79868835This is real trauma right here.
It was fucking awesome. I have the awareness now to come full circle and tell you that it was great. No social expectations, no fear, just the absolute bliss of sharing a room with an older woman, my "real mother'. I can't make it sound not fucked up. I guess it may be? So awful, so terrible, how this wonderful wonderful woman took me and made me into the man I am today. I feel a mother's support at all times, I remember a bliss which only a mother could provide. I will type no more, endangering my mother as I am. You understand.
>>79868667I was 10 and she was 16 and babysitting me. It should've been awesome but I was a retarded kid who was molested earlier then 10 so it fucked me up. I cried, she made fun of me. Then her friend who was there too came over to me and apologized. I wish I knew who she was so I could guilt her into some pussy because of what she did I'm terrible at communicating with women. I'm so fucking lonely bros.When I was between 5 and 6 I went to a daycare and the lady there had a son who was 7 to 10 and he would physically attack me and threaten to tell on me if I didn't listen to him. He would force me and another girl who was younger then me to do sexual things. My mom left me with my dad when I was still a baby and that fucked me up me tally so bad. I'm a weak loser that's why all my trauma destroyed me. I wasn't meant to live this long. I should've died when I was a child. Fuck modern society for making me live to my 30s and fuck this gay universe for creating me.
>>79868667my sister is 10 years older than me and used to jerk off my dick when I was 8, force me to lick pussy juice off of her finger and used to do shit like lick my ear and nipples. I never came or anything because she never had me alone for too long BUT as a result I'm addicted to femdom and can't seem to get any enjoyment out of domming women
>>79868763You could get boners as a toddler? What the FUCK?>>79868812>diddled at 4 years oldTHE FUCK?!>It fucked me up NOT getting molestedWHAT THE FUCK?!What the hell am I reading? This whole thread is fucked but what else could I expect, I suppose
>>79870628Bro... Fucking hell
This thread is just fucking sad, it has ruined my day
>>79871033Sorry for the blog post. I don't talk to people much and tend to over share.
>>79871035What did you expect? the premise was children being molested. Children being abused is rarely an uplifting experience.
>>79871208I don't know, I thought I could stomach it. I felt ill reading this shit
>>79871010Ever since I could remember, I have had erections. The only reason I actually started masturbating though was sex ed at school (age 11-ish?).
>>79871250That isn't normal... I was only able to get an erection since i was 10 years old. I had no idea what the fuck was happening to my dick the first couple of months, but I eventually figured it out because other boys kept making immature jokes to one another about boners, and then I figured out it was normal and supposed to happen. Then I seen some sex ed thing on the tv late at night when my parents were asleep and then I knew exactly what a boner was. I'm so glad I didn't consult my parents about it
>>79871216You've learned something about yourself brother congrats. Unfortunately you had to suffer to learn it.
>>79871411>you've learned something about yourselfI did?
>be me 15 year old virgin>16 year old qt3.14 takes an interest in me>best thing ever love the attention and actually feeling loved>she wants to have sex I dont Im too scared>every time I see her she tries to suck my limp dick while Im just frozen >cries when I dont get hard and makes me feel like Im not a real man, says she should just go get dick off of anyone else>eventually after a couple of weeks of this I get a random erection and have sex, it was awful and I dont cum>after a couple more weeks Im able to cum however still have mild erection issues out of fear of her getting angry if I dont perform>eventually she breaks up with me so she can be a slut, but still keeps me around so I can simp and give her dick sometimes>5 years later shes had a new boyfriend for a year and I havent seen her for 18 months>too fucked in the head to have sex with another girl>fear of not getting hard and them making me feel like she did makes me think its just not worth itIm aware I was not molested or raped or anything I just want to give my reasons for keeping away from women and turning back into a loser
>>79868667>was it fun being molestedHow fucking retarded are you? Seriously? Why do we give rights to "people" like you?
