At what age did you realise you were sexually abnormal?>The first days of puberty>Had involuntary wet dreams about my mother>Was reassured it's a normal side effect>Then I started masturbating using my second cousin's thongs and socks>Then a dog humped her leg at a party and I came in my shortsYeah I was pretty bad early on.
>>79993554I've only ever been sexually normal. My wife's Bull moved in and sexually replaced me, impregnating her and having sex with her several times a week while I've been caged and pussy free for years
>>79993554I was 5 years old and my mom bought me an encyclopedia which had a drawing of a dissected shark (like picrel) in it. I would rub my pp against my bed every night while thinking about it. I'm surprisingly not into sharks now but I am into guro.
>>79993554I developed a pretty awful fetish early on.>be 5'7 Turkish despite having pretty Kazakh mother and my Turk dad is in jail>Got bullied by other muslims because my dad is scum and my sister is a dyke>Mum is a wholesome milky skinned Kazakh muslim but is diagnosed autistic>Only friend is a dorky white boy from Belfast who I met in a Judo club and had sleepovers with>At one sleepover I woke up prematurely and saw my friend naked in the garage laundry room>He's butt naked and approaching my mum with his massive boner>I was young and curious so I snuck into the little utility room and spied on them as my heart raced>She turns around startled but he says something nervous like "anon's asleep and mummy didn't tuck me in">She's whispering, closes a door, giggles and starts jerking his long dong>I'm kind of angry, shivering but then I get a shamefully hard boner>Every time I pretend to be asleep at a sleep over she's fucking James in the garage laundry room>She blocked my access to internet porn so I keep sneaking into the utility room and wanking while they fuck>It's shameful but I love them both and it felt just like watching porn but more thrilling>She ended up giving birth to a baby girl that looks fully European and has James' green eyes.Somehow she convinced my criminal dad that he's the father but I know better. I gonna keep it secret. I don't want people to find out I was a little kuk at 12. I still love my mum and best friend, I'm close with my little white sister. If dad found out he would kill them. He's a dangerous man with lots of connections. I really don't want my future girlfriend to find out I wanked to a teen bwc defiling my mother. If anyone found out both me and mum would be honour killed. I'm still haunted by shame.
>>79993554I'm not sexually abnormal and usually get off to vanilla stuff.>>79993770WTF?How old was your friend when this went on for?I can't imagine the trauma.
>>79993663That's tame though. I wanked to my mother fucking my teenage friend. They didn't know I was in the utility closet watching them in the garage but I still have minor panic attacks and nightmares about how depraved I was. I even licked her cum stained hijab because I was having bi-sex urges. I'm going to hell, you were just a little kinky.
>>79993554>>Then a dog humped her leg at a party and I came in my shortsmy sides? in orbit.
>>79993809>WTF?>How old was your friend when this went on for?He was 16 but that's legal in the UK. The danger is our local muslim community finding out. My sweet little mother would have acid thrown on her face or probably killed.
>>79993770wait a second im no longer laughing what the fuck my nigga
>>79993554in grade school i used to have fantasies about a girl in my class tying me to a tree and kissing me, but I didn't even know what sex was at the time. once i hit puberty it did a 180 and started to fantasize about being really aggressive with girls and tying them up instead, and physically abusing them and slapping them and raping them. that went away for the most part when I got my first girlfriend, but I still fantasize about absolutely fucking ramming the hell out of girls balls deep in her ass and rough sex in general, and throat fucking is my top fetish by far.
>>79993809It never happened. He has a weird niche "momcuck" fetish, among other obvious mental illnesses.
>>79993841I'm sick in the head. I enabled the betrayal of my father and could've potentially destroyed my family simply because I couldn't get access to porn. My mum is old and unattractive now, thankfully. I still masturbate to those memories of her and the bull. In a sane society somebody like me would have been killed at birth. I'm the biggest pervert on r9k to ever exist.
>>79993903Nah dude. This is too specific. Especially the whole muslim part of it.I get that he would develop a fetish like that if he went through that.
>>79993916its okay anon, id give you a great big heckin wholesome huggerino if i ever caught you in the streets of istanbul or astana.
>>79993932the specifics are what give it away as an obvious LARP. only liars put that much detail into their sexual fetish-fantasies.
>>79993961If this happened to you irl wouldn't you tell it like this?
>>79993934I only live out my fantasies in my head these days. I actually regret even divulging it here to be honest. If you seen my mum in her prime and if you were as high t as me at the time, you'd understand how unfair it all was. I wasn't even allowed to watch porn.
>>79993813How "teenage" are we talking? Is your mom a pedophile?
>>79993554>>79993554I never realized. Probably never will. I'm not interested in sex the same way other people are. Sure, I think certain things are hot, doesn't mean I want to fuck people for that
>>79993554one of my first sex dreams was with my cousin around second grade
>>79993976No. No one else in this thread went into a several paragraph greentext larp with painstakingly specific detail like that cuck did. He even referred to the guy as a "bull" in a later post lmao. He's just a fucking weirdo with an off-brand cuckoldry fetish. You see them from time to time. Sometimes it's "my mom fucked my bully" sometimes it's "my mom fucked my friend" sometimes it's "my mom fucked the mailman" or whoever else, and the one thing they have in common is they all tell these convoluted stories where they play the role of the "cuckold" to a man who isn't their father having sex with their own mother. for all I know it's all that one extremely autistic sperg making up all the stories.
>>79993554>have my first cum just before turning 12, was totally dry and explicitly remember having many dry cums before I started making any kind of jizz>shortly after start drawing out my fetishes using cartoons and furries>spend hours everyday looking for porn on google images and youtube>never get a gf or have sexnot much has changed since then, 28 now
>>79993554At 12, I was jerking off to boys being forced to transform into girls or wear girl's clothes. It was supposed to be humiliating. I used to look down on women for their role in society.But, as time went on, I realized that there's nothing to be ashamed about being a woman these days, and, in fact, women hold all the cards. I've come full circle and jerk off to being a man myself and situations where women are being forced to turn into men as well as just men being humiliated.Yes, it's kind of gay. No, I'm not going to waste my time trying to get with a woman or a man. I'm 25. If I wanted to allow myself to degenerate by way of my dog water quality sexuality, I would have done so already. Luckily, I've lived outside the system for long enough that I feel no shame or guilt in being the "loser cuck" and see all you sex-havers as loser cucks enslaved your own constantly tempted sexualities destroying your autonomy and making you worship women who will keep you with a carrot on a stick and under their influence as much as possible.
>>79994050He was 16 but that's legal in the Uk though.
>>79993554>finding internet porn>realizing I was into the blowbang scenes because of the plethora of naked men and cock >being forever confused about it because I've never had romantic feelings towards men
>>79994242Being a bit bi isn't so bad. I watched my own mother get fucked like a depraved satanic perv.>>79994050I'm not even an ugly guy. I'm just a 5'7 autistic Turk with sexual trauma and this made me unfuckable to most women.
DID larper activity itt
>>79994150Still very tame. I literally wanked seeing my mum get fucked. I was 12 at the time but more perverted that 90% of oldbots.
>>7999355417 when I discovered futa and shota on this website I guess. ironically I ended up being more normal than I thought, but definitely not completely.
>>79994467Really tame dude. I look like this and yet I'm the most perverted incel on here. I can thank my mum for corrupting me.
>>7999355412, when my parents found a video of a guy being fucked in the ass by a horse on my computer and confronted me about it.
>>79993554When i was 16 fapping to furry scat porn.
>>79994119I mean if it happened to you wouldn't you put in the detail to make the story as understandable as possible?
>>79994119>No one else in this thread went into a several paragraph greentext larp with painstakingly specific detail like that cuck diBecause there might not be as much to say.
>>79994491oh I'm into much better shit than that now, that was just the entry point. you might think it's still pretty tame though:>>79988500>>79991045>>79991002
>>79994674and I didn't even mention basic stuff like ass eating and nipple play, and trying to get people to orgasm in ways that they usually don't, and just training people to be hypersexual and uninhibited (or sometimes MORE inhibited but unable to resist)
>>79994754and semi-public stuff/risk of discovery, making porn of people, blackmail, there are just so many things
>>79993554fapped to fluttershy cumflation when i was 12. it was pretty good.
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>>79993554Around 8 or so when I started having frequent recurring dreams about being bullied (up to and including being violently dominated/killed) by cute evil girls, which is incredibly tame nowadays but was only the tip of the iceberg and obviously very confusing & upsetting to me at the time, growing up as a good Christian boyThis was in the dial-up era and I mostly spent my free time away from a keyboard pursuing "child-friendly" cartoons/games/anime (Pokemon and N64 after school sorta culture) so god only knows how completely fucked zoomoid-alpha development is when creators don't even have to pretend to be subtle about slipping fetishes into their work anymore
