has anyone else went from being content with or preferred being a loner to wanting friends and human interaction? idk how I ended up this way now, I used to love being alone with no one to bother me and try to avoid people if possible but now suddenly I found me to be the opposite where being alone is kind of painful and currently searching every nook and cranny online to belong in and befriend some people
Yeah but it was only after I got online friends in my early 20s and learned how nice it was to have people to talk to and play vidya with. Before that I never felt lonely.
I'm on my own now, but when I connect with people it makes me feel better than compared to being alone. I just can't handle when I lose a connection so I prefer to be on my own since its very painful for me.
>>79998861I'm still happy alone, but I also kinda occasionally fixate on certain people without approaching them, or only talking to them a few times to discover that the level of interest isn't reciprocated, I hate this tendency, I get so discouraged pursuing these people that I give up on interaction for long periods.
>>79998861Yes I've heard this happen to people as they get older. As for me, sadly never. I have always desired connection. I have always been clingy. When I've tried to be independent and by myself I came to realise I was just pushing down my true desires. I couldn't "fake it till I make it" as they say. Well anon if you'd like we can talk in this thread!
>>79998861Just a little. From 24-30 I felt happy being alone but now at 31 I feel the slightest twinge of desire
>>79998861No, not really. You guys are all failed normalfags desu. >>79999498>I'm ready to settle down now UwU
>>79998861I want more interaction than being alone but I don't want the amount of interaction that comes with having friends, that's too much
>>79998861I want a gf who's a loner so we can be loner shut ins together to keep ourselves from literally going insane, but otherwise yeah I hate almost everyone.
>>79998861>There is an alien in the 5th dimensiom playing a game.>The game hes playing is this reality, a massive mmo/gacha and you are his main charater in that game>The alien is watching you be a loner NEET>He is disappointed in his shitty character(You)>so he bought some personality packs and downloafed them into you>(You) go to /r9k/ instead of meeting peopl3>the ayy is very disappoited in his character and think about deleting his account(You).
>>79998957this is my exact experience
>>79998861No, neverNever liked being around people, never will
>>79998861yeah. and its because normies constantly pressure you and flaunt in front of you. i had no problem until i realized my online frens had all moved on and gotten gfs and social lives and didnt have time for me that i felt i needed to do the same worst part is for people like us there isnt much we can even do
