i took the bussypill and my soul fucking died
>>80000594Requesting greentext for purposes of further analysis.
>>80000594KEK another one bites the dust, I swear every week I see another thread of a guy fucking a fag out of lonliness
>>80000681>be me>get on grindr>find passing tranny>meet at 2am in my car>it's dark so that helps me ignore the manly features>go to empty park>move to back seat>gives me head until im hard>he pulls up his dress >smells his man ass sweat as he lubes up>put it in>start thrusting>feel sick>not even enjoying it>keep going>i just want it to be over with>close my eyes>imagine hot girl>pound his ass for like 30 minutes before giving up>he tries to comfort me>i tell him if he touches me im going to vomit>roll windows down to air out car>drive him back to his place in freezing cold silence>drive home>go to take shower>look in mirror and my face looks crazy>like twisted out of proportion in weird ways>vomit in toilet>take boiling hot shower until water runs coldI usually jerk off daily but i haven't been able to get a boner since this happened a week ago. Porn makes me sick. I dont even want to jerk off anymore
>>80000798I just wanted to not be a virgin anymore. That's all I wanted.
>>80000798>be me>meet a girl on deviantart>we talk for months, she wants to meet irl>shes a thin pretty(6/10) half hisanx half white chick, whos maybe 5'4>meet at sand point in my jeep patriot>we start making out> I finger her asshole, smells musty like some kind of south east asian food.>fuck her (didnt think i was a missionary guy, but here we are lol), for like 30 mins.>we drive back to my place blasting/singing along to various rock songs>she spends the night, we have pizza and watch some isekai anime (one were he can order stuff off amazon magically) and cuddle.>next say goodbye and she leavesThat was my first one night stand, happened on new years.
>>80000798jesus christ dude.that is GRIM.still better then simping tho. just pay for an escort, theyre like what, 200$
>>80000798oh man being a virgin was better than this you dumbass
>>80000798I won't make this about myself, but I had a... very different but still sexual trauma myself. The conclusion I've reached is that the horrible feeling is simply a natural result of going against the way life is meant to be, i.e. "sin". I'm not a christfag but it's useful terminology so run with it.You sinned, and the horrible feeling is the natural result of it, not unlike the terrible feeling of guilt one may get from stealing or killing someone. You are disgusted at yourself and your own weakness, and rightfully so.The fact that you're no longer looking at porn could be said to be either a good thing or still residual trauma from your own sexual perversion.Although I fail to understand why you would do grindr instead of tindr, I have no doubt it's due to porn consumption.
>>80000945Im also on tinder i jist dont get any matches because im incel (well not anymore, now im just in)
>>80000798You need to get tested for HIV
I'm 26 and also recently lost my virginity by having sex with a tranny and it was terrible. They prey on us!
>>80000970>test for HIVAnd monkey pox, and parasites, and zika, and syphilis and 100 more LOL lMAO.Bitch just shortened his lifespan by half at best lol. You know hes a neet, and hes not gonna get help, hes just drop dead in a year or two lol, and his senpai are gonna be like "where the fuck did he get hiv)" lolollol AHAHAHAHAHAJAJAJAJAJQHAHAJ
>>80000798i dont usually feel bad for anyone here but sincerely i am so sorry anon. >>80000963tinder is primarily men. plus you have to pay for half of the features i wouldnt even bother
>>80000798lol. fucking prison gay moron. i love gay sex lmao
>bawww i buttfucked a guyCan we just kill these faggots dead already?
>>80000798ya got meme'd kid. Happens to the best of us. Did you at least have sex with a regular female woman before trying to take the bussypill? Or did you just lose your virginity like this?
>>80000798>it's dark so that helps me ignore the manly featuresit appears the game was over before it even beganthat's what you deserve for not blasting the tranny's face with a flashlight
>>80000798>>80000963fembots here could've saved you if they weren't such stuck up cunts. All they care about is leeching us out of our attention like fucking bpd vampires instead of actually helping and lifting each other up. It's not like they actually see sex as somethign special anyway they all have like 100+ bodies. fucking whores you're all to be blamed for ruining op's life
>>80000798if you had reservations before you began, you should not have done it. It is also courtesy to at least fake that you like it so you don't make it awkward. I did that with an ugly older woman I had sex with.
>>80001302HEY, I get money off simps here, it has nothing to do with playing games or whatever.Do you know what its like dating a guy here?>shows up looking like a bum and/or stinks>complains the entire time endlessly about minutia ("...en why tuh fugg are those onions gobbers over there dressed like that, fuggin clowns".. )>gets super defensive over nothing: (compliment his drawing, he accuses you of insulting him)>makes obnoxious demands ("hey, you watch netflix, cause i wont date a girl who watchs that trash)>after being a seething, obnxious, boring, snappy, rude person the whole time, he sudden says this: "I love you from the bottom of my heart, i never loved anyone like you", like holy unwarrented no chemistry fucking creep.You are ALL like this. I am done giving you chances, YOURE ALL LOSERS, i have no pity for you. I will take your money and give nothing in return.
>>80000859Why didn't you gf her up?
>>80001502Larp tiem>inb4 more larping
>>80000594he has to rest his arm on the table
>>80001227Who do you think the Christcucks will go after once all their enemies are gone?
>>80001505BPD crazy. Sadly.
>>80001505because its larp anon.
>>80001679You really think its a larp?AhahahahaI suppose i should have explained in depth the months of messaging her, getting to know her, and what happen afterwards, the drama and falling out, in order to prove a point to cynical people, that I dont know.Or not lol.
>>80001789nobody cares. even if its not larp why the fuck are you here. go do something else with your time you chimp
>>80000859>one were he can order stuff off amazon magicallyWith the big wolf thing? That one's lit af.
>>80000798You're still a virgin. You just engaged in sodomy with a man.
>>80001502This was a funny larp to read, tell us more greentext stories of your /r9k/ bf
