>be me, socially retarded autist on disabilitybux>am really interested in alternative history >also have anxiety and am on meds >only one friend who is another autist >self aware enough to know this and that I likely repel women I wish I was a low functioning blissfully ignorant autist or a normie both would be fine, it just sucks to know you're mentally ill and there's not much you can do about it
>>80000903Naw. You wanna be able to control how you feel. Retards (poor people, niggers, third worlders) get themselves into "oh shit" moments all the time by being retarded (like getting bill collectors, sued by niegbors, fired, getting into fights and serious legal trouble). They implusive, if the see an ad 12 times they want to buy it. If you want to be on the short end of the stick, be dumb. The only "advantage" they have is not considering things, BUT (lol) they suffer the consequnces anyways, and wrose they learn nothing so they repeat them.Normies/midwits on the other hand do what theyre told by society and think theyll be reward, and sometimes they are but theyre ALWAYS severly neurotic and anxious about falling down, WHY? Because it happens to normies all the time, they get laid off or made redundant and 25 years of career focus implodes and thier worldview disintigrates and they an hero. You dont want to be a normie.
>>80000903Troon out or get a lobotomy
>>80000903>on disabilitybux>i hqve hobbies i like>i have friends>im selF awareWTF you got it MADE dude. You know how many brownskin migrants are literally dying to get what you have?You won the lotto bro. Relax, dude, chill.You gotta give it enough time.The ho's will start settling and search for betabuxers after the wall, BELIEVE THAT.Time is on your side.You lucky bastard.
>>80000956You troon out first you hispanic goblinoid