Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual supportback to school grrrHello C:>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
helpful links c:> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> frst aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> dbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://www.pdfdrive.com/the-dialectical-behavior-therapy-skills-workbook
made pendant with my blood
>>80001534Hello anonit looks pretty coolhow did you make it? is that works crystal smeared in blood?
>>80001901i made it with uv resin. used a pipette to drop the blood in.i tried curing the resin & blood in separate layers to give it dimension, but the charm is really small, so it came out lookin clumpy
>>80002550>made it with uv resin.never heard of it have you made other stuff with it?>came out lookin clumpywell it looks okay regardless I think
Hello lads. Weathers getting colder finally feeling a bit more like winter and all. Havent stabbed myself in a bit which is decent and all,even if its only because my shears broke. Hope you all have been doing good too and staying clean. Have a decent day and life and all.
>>80001083I want to kiss /cat/ and make her (him) my femgoddess. I would literally kiss the ground that she (he) walks on.
>>80003172Helloo>feeling a bit more like winter and allhow do you like it? do you like winter?>myself in a bitthat's great :>>because my shears brokeit still counts after all if you could control yourself you'd just use whatever you have lying around >you all have been doing good too and staying cleanyep yep ^^
hi /cut/rather odd time for me to be around the thread but I can't sleep so I'm just playing guitar aggressively quietly at 3am now
>>80004377hwy tamago :>>can't sleepthat sucks but at least you know it's okay to not force yourself to try to sleepmaybe also you could later watch a movie and maybe it'll make u sleepy ^^>playing guitar aggressively quietly :0 dont wake anybody up How was your day today btw?
>>80004027Winters okay though it does prevent the garden from being proper unfortuantely. Still better than summer though. Your opinion on it and all?>>80004377Didn't even know you could play a guitar quitely, though i dont suppose ive ever seen one in person to know. Hope you can sleep eventually though.
>>80004413>it's okay to not force yourself to try to sleepyeah, to me every time I find it hard to sleep I just get up desu. Since I can't really sleep might as find something to dowell I guess my day was technically yesterday :p Yesterday's paper was suprisingly pretty easy so i finished early which I was happy to do so since it was freezing in the exam hall. Today's a free day before another paper tomorrow but since I made the mistake of studying for the wrong subject (I studied for tomorrow's subject instead of yesterday's for the past few days) I dont feel like I want to do anymore studying :/ hows your day? :>>>80004455>Didn't even know you could play a guitar quitelyheh you certainly can with an electric guitar, just don't plug it into an amp and its pretty quiet :> I'm practicing some necrophagist https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahmotZSl8n8
>>80004507>Yesterday's paper was suprisingly pretty easaww good job!! I'm very happy for you ^^see, I said it'll be okay :33>Today's a free dayit's not up get those just! just get exams one after another >dont feel like I want to do anymore studying :/you're well prepared it seems :Dbut pls don't fall asleep while writing it hehe>hows your day? :>today I went to a doctor to get some stuff and later I went to the store to get snacks after I came back I played games I should work on some important uni sruff vry soon but eh I'll start tomorrow Maybe I'll pass
hey everyone. hope you're all doing well. i'm having a bit of a weird day. not sure what to do with myself rn. :/
>>80005220What do you mean? Do you just have free time on your hands and you're unsure what do you with it or what? I'm having an odd day, myself. I hope you're doing okay, at least?
>>80004840>aww good job!! I'm very happy for you ^thankss :>:>>but pls don't fall asleephopefully I wont hehe>I went to the store to get snacks >played games sounds like a pretty chill day :D>I should work on some important uni sruff vry soon but eh I'll start tomorrowsooner the better! (am guilty)>>80005220hey yuanon :3>i'm having a bit of a weird day. not sure what to do with myself rn. :/well can't hurt to just take things slow for the day :>
>>80004455whops sorry for not replying earlier it didn't show me a (you) and I haven't noticed >prevent the garden from being proper unfortuantelyat least you get no pests :3>Still better than summer though. you don't like summer >Your opinion on it and all?I'm okay with winter but honestly I prefer summer because I can go on bikerides >>80005220Hey yuanon why're you feelin odd?maybe y could watch some movies I'm thinking about watching blade runner >>80005283>thankss :>:>you deserve it :D>sounds like a pretty chill day yes it's been nice and relaxing >sooner the better! I knuw :<
>>80005343I've had a bad day today femboy. Please let me headpat you.
>>80005261hey. can't really talk about. family has been hit with financial trouble today. i'm not directly involved, but it's still frustrating and i'm not sure what to do about it. just sitting here, gnashing my teeth. not super angry or anything, but also not feeling very sociable right now. what's up with you?>>80005283>well can't hurt to just take things slow for the day :>true. at least i've got the day off tomorrow. need to get some other stuff sorted out, so that's a good opportunity to do so. how are you? still up or up already?>>80005343>why're you feelin odd?you can read it in my first reply in this post. >maybe y could watch some movieshm. not really feeling it right now. can't say movies have appealed to me in a while now. not that i've been looking for any to watch. have you seen any good ones lately?>I'm thinking about watching blade runnerthe original? if so, which version? there's quite a few. ^^' definitely worth a watch, if only to see what so many other things have been influenced and inspired by.
>>80005681That's okay if you don't want to talk about it! I just wanted to give you the space to, if you wanted to. I'm sorry that you're having difficulties today, it makes sense from the details that you felt comfortable giving. Sometimes when I can't change what's happening around me that's giving me trouble, I try to find something to do that helps me feel better and gives me space to think about the problem in a more constructive light, or even just accept that the issue exists and I can't do anything at the moment. Sometimes that means taking a walk in nature for me, but I bet there's something special to you that can help you? I know someone who does jigsaw puzzles when he feels intense about life around him, for example.
>>80005372if you say something normal and now wierd >>80005681>can read itI see, sorry to hear that happened :< hopefully it's recoverable >have you seen any good ones lately?only trainspotting I rarely watch movies >the original? if so, which version?aaa there are multiples D;I haven't looked into it honestly btw isn it still snowing over ther?
>>80005735it's not that i don't want to, it's just not my business to talk about. that's all. still got some manga to read. maybe i should do that, but i don't know. i'd rather engage with stuff i like when i'm in a good mood, not when i'm down. then i usually just watch some stream and wait until it's time for sleep.>>80005974>hopefully it's recoverablesure. it's just money.>I rarely watch moviesyeah. i'd rather watch series instead of movies or streams if i don't really want to engage with what's going on on screen.>there are multiples D;yup. i think they contextualize some events differently and give a more or less clear answer regarding one of the characters.>I haven't looked into it honestlyi looked it up. there's 7 cuts of the movie. maybe just go with the final cut and look into the others if you feel like it.>btw isn it still snowing over ther?it snowed earlier today, but not anymore. still some lying around, but it's thawing a bit.
i cut up my face recently for the first time, about a week ago. court mandated visits with my shitty father have been hitting me hard.
sorry frens but gotta go to sleep early today :c see ya tomorrow ^^ >>80006175sorry I couldn't help with ur odd feeling debacle hope you manage to find something okay to watch maybe something like a darts competition but oldd one like some archival footage >>80006257>court mandated visitscould you at least maybe go somewhere and avoid him
>>80006257sounds rough. sorry you have to deal with that. :/ wanna vent about those visits?>>80006470good night and sleep well. >sorry I couldn't help with ur odd feeling debacleall good. i don't think there was much helping it anyway, so don't worry. i'll just head to bed soon and see what tomorrow will bring.>hope you manage to find something okay to watchi'll just watch my usual stream or listen to something on youtube. don't want to engage much right now anyway.>maybe something like a darts competition but oldd one like some archival footagegood idea, but i'm done with darts for a year after the world cup. gonna keep it a holiday tradition.
gonna sleep now. good night.
>>80006470>could you at least maybe go somewhere and avoid himunfortunately not, if i could have it my way I'd run off to my uncle in Washington, but that'd get my poor mother in legal trouble. i just kinda have to weather the storm for now
>>80005681>family has been hit with financial trouble todayowwhh, hope the situation isnt too bad and you guys can recover from it :< >at least i've got the day off tomorrow>need to get some other stuff sorted outthats good to hear, and you can get yourself some rest afterwards as well :>>still up or up already?heh two sides of the same coin I guess, I kinda just stayed up listening to albums in my backlog, went through quite a few that were pretty dissapointing even though the album covers were really cool. >>80006257>>80007158>i cut up my face recently for the first timethat sounds really rough :<>i just kinda have to weather the storm for nowgiving you all the luck you need!!>>80006470>>80007096goodnight you two :3
>>80007305>hope the situation isnt too bad and you guys can recover from it :<it's rough, but we'll manage. not that we have a choice. ^^'>and you can get yourself some rest afterwards as well :>true. true. no clue what else i should do anyway.>I kinda just stayed up listening to albums in my backloghaven't listened to a complete album in quite a while. what did you listen too?>went through quite a few that were pretty dissapointing even though the album covers were really cool.always sucks when the coverart is the best part of whatever you try. :/ hope the good ones you listened to made up for it.i'll head to bed for reals now. hope staying up won't affect your day too much. see ya!
>>80007541>it's rough, but we'll manage. not that we have a choicewell good luck with everything and hope you guys manage to come out safe!>haven't listened to a complete album in quite a whileheh for me I almost always listen to albums, even if I don't finish them in one sitting unless if I'm just not really in the mood for it then I'll just pop over to one of my 40 playlists :p Like I mentioned before I'm really data oriented and music is one of the other things I obsess over about. At least it doesn't give me heart problems and weak bones ^^'but here are the albums I listened to>Ante-Inferno - Death's SoliloquyStarted off pretty strong but after the third track or so things started to get pretty generic. Which is a shame because I'm a sucker for oil painting album covershttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KksA8AXdc9c>Immortal Force - Mystic Seances UnrealitiesAgain, really cool and unique album cover but ultimately very cheesy (not in a good way) and cliche. I actually really liked the pretty authentic 90s death metal sound but they make a lot of odd choices that kinda mess up the momentum of the songshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOMUciTDWbM >Infernal Cross - Blood Red Triumphpretty generic and all the songs kinda sound the samehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9z1O4CQVGtE>Vivid Dark - Usurpervery robotic sounding drums, its a pretty common problem in any technical metal genre but this is a little too obvious for my liking lolhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-BWrpZUVvc>coverart is the best part of whatever you tryyeah, especially since unless if its a release from a bad I already know, most of the new music I listen to are from bands I haven't heard before. People say don't judge a book by its cover as a positive saying but sometimes the opposite is true as well>hope staying up won't affect your day too muchI feel oddly energetic for some reason so hopefully not :pand goodnight for reals!
>>80007684goodnight sleep nice
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hello everyonehope you are doing welli think (?) im okay exams are coming up shortly so im scared of that, i will probably fail the majority of my subjectsoh wellwhatevr
hi allhave visited a few times but never postedhave had trouble feeling connected to anyone in a long time so i figured i would try posting and seeing about talking to maybe some people in similar situations and such
Hey y'all.>>80009737>hello everyoneHey Sisyphus great to see you :)>exams are coming up shortly so im scared of thatOh exams seem horrible good luck with them <3.>will probably fail the majority of my subjectsYou never know, you may pass all your subjects. >>80010689Hey lio good to meet you. >would try posting Well you always welcome here. How are you doing?
>>80010796>good to meet you.it's good to meet you too!>How are you doing?i am not doing great admittedly. i have been working on my bpd (?) for the past fourish months or so, and then i had a really long week including a breakup so i relapsed after a long time. feeling disappointed but hopefully that will go away. how are you doing?
>>80010901>i am not doing great admittedly.Aw I'm sorry to hear that :/.>have been working on my bpdWell good job for working on that, it sounds rough. Good on you for working on it.>then i had a really long week including a breakup Oh yeah that sounds like a really tough week. And breakups are never fun.>relapsed after a long time.Well if you were clean for a while, you can do just as well again. And stay safe when relapsing.>feeling disappointed but hopefully that will go away.Well remember it's okay, relapses happen, and it was a rough time for you.>how are you doing?I'm ok, lonely but fine.
>>80011020>I'm ok, lonely but fine.no fun that you're feeling lonely, but good that you are feeling otherwise okay :)thank you for all of your kind words, by the way. i really have needed it. it's really late for me so i am going to go ahead and go to sleep.good night, and i appreciate you speaking with me
>>80011156>but good that you are feeling otherwise okay :)Yeah it is good.>i really have needed it.Well I'm happy to give you kind words, you seem like a really good person.>going to go ahead and go to sleep.Alrighty goodnight.>and i appreciate you speaking with meOf course it was nice, just remember your always welcome here.
I feel so out of touch in every way here and kinda everywhere. Like I've never been to school I don't know how hard and stressful that is, I don't understand how hard a group project or a exam could be. And I don't understand job or money stuff. I also don't know anything about relationship stuff or breakups. I guess I just find it has to relate or connect to people. Btw I'm gonna go for a week or more idk to fix my sleep schedule.
