Can't wait to see where you are in 10 years if the drugs don't kill you first.

>>80032070
It is so fucking easy to not die from drugs. Just don't be a retard about it and do your research and you will not die, guaranteed.

Didnt this thread just get deleted? Did you post it again or was I imagining things? anyway only alcohol and morphine like any other night

>>80032142
Forgot subject.

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i feel so stupid on pregabalin like my thoughts are blocked i cant get them out its fucked

>>80032059
Fuck me, I think I've had my first bartard moment.
>had a stim binge(only 1 day)
>at the comedown take some benzos
>later on don't feel tired yet so take even more
>fall asleep
>wake up and realize I've basically skipped a day and sleeped around 26 hours or so
I also don't remember much from that day.

had another dream i somehow got heroin, kind of scary cause im too irresponsible for that but also god damn i want to try dope so fucking bad

>>80032251
how do you pronounce pregabalin?
pree-gab-oh-lin
preg-ah-ball-in
??
i think its the first one but the second one is funnier

>>80032753
It is the second one actually lol.
>>80032731
Tried recently it was pretty great, had a big ole grin on my face the whole time. I have no desire to do it again though so I wouldn't be too scared you're gonna get irreparably addicted.

my ex broke up with me while i was on a therapeutic trip of 300 MDMA (ive taken 400 solo before, but it was actually nothing like this)
had taken pregabalin to sleep, since i panic very easily and i was also already binging off amphetamines earlier, told ex i was doing well, tried to have a nice convo, ex started humiliating me out of nowhere telling me im nothing (for context not the first time, i am just unhealthily attached)
smoked to calm self down, took a shot of jaeger
panic while coming down already got worse, then i crashed
first comedown of my life, the tears bursted out while i came home and i was in fetal position for hours. i feel hopeless now. i think im going to an hero soon, its the first time ive ever been capable of considering it. just wanted to say that. drugfeel is no more for me soon, but not in the sense that i will ever recover after this, the pain genuinely pierced through my brain.

>>80032970
Don't die over a whore anon.
I almost did once and I'm glad I didn't.
The drug addiction to cope sort of stuck but I'm still glad I didn't go through with it, if anything don't kill yourself because she wins if you do.

>>80032970
just take a nap man, anytime you think you want to kys just go to bed instead, feels so much better after a nap than being dead

>>80032731
If you haven't done it before, don't. It takes only once for your brain to remember forever how good it feels.

>>80033078
i think im already fucked on that front (unless its really that much better than morphine or oxy which ive had the opportunity to try) I would just get fucked up if i had a consistent supply of it and i worry id od on that shit

>>80033104
>(unless its really that much better than morphine or oxy which ive had the opportunity to try)

It definitely is. I've done them all.

>>80032988
i suppose the point still stands if im the 'whore'? i hope so
i genuinely think i cannot live without this person, the worst part is; i had finally recovered from my attachment issues last year, i was alone for a really long time, no favourite person / best friend / dependancy
and positively sober, it lasted shortly until this, i didnt even want this in the first place. i fucked up my life so bad. i actually feel like throwing up, it wasnt only being abandoned but all the hurtful things that have been said to me, why would anybody who loves ever treat somebody like that?
>>80033076
i took a shower, a really long nap, instead i woke up crying, in cold sweat, fear, abandonment ptsd, i wanted to call somebody but i had nobody to call, i could not impact anybody with the disgusting choices ive made of my life
and i crashed down really hard, now i actually dont see the light anymore. i dontknow how to work through this.

>>80033118
>i took a shower, a really long nap, instead i woke up crying, in cold sweat, fear, abandonment ptsd, i wanted to call somebody but i had nobody to call, i could not impact anybody with the disgusting choices ive made of my life
>and i crashed down really hard, now i actually dont see the light anymore. i dontknow how to work through this.

I'm sort of on in a similar situation. I'm not hooked on anything at the moment. I'm just permanently hooked on getting high on anything really. I'm seeing a psychiatrist for other reasons but I'm gonna ask for a referral to rehab. You should consider doing the same fren.

>>80033078
Nah I did it once and I'm good. Granted I never owned a full gram or anything.

>>80033126
How did you administer?

>>80033131
My friend had a nasal spray of some black tar. Don't know the amount but did 4 squirts.

>>80033140
Myeah. I wouldn't count that as a proper intake of H. Just be careful fren. Once you know, you know.

>>80033125
>I'm sort of on in a similar situation. I'm not hooked on anything at the moment. I'm just permanently hooked on getting high on anything really.
this is why i am still going, i am in a permanent x10 triggered infantile state, whatever i was doing under my journey it all fucked up when i got triggered, i knew i shouldnt had picked up my phone, but i also knew something was wrong
its like the only reference of life i live by now is all my PTSD, i just went to the bathroom and i had full blown psychosis about doing the same as a child, but my mom happened to leave to go to the store without me while drunk, i got so scared i started crying, i started to relive that in real time. this isnt going away unless i reset my brain.
>I'm seeing a psychiatrist for other reasons but I'm gonna ask for a referral to rehab. You should consider doing the same fren.
above for reference, i cant do that
i fear it will only get worse and our rehabs must be vastly different, the staff there are so putrid and cruel, last time i went on a benzo overdose at 17 in 2023 i remember begging for somebody, somebody to calm me down, this woman shook her head through the window at me, and went "you did this to yourself, suffer through it."

>>80033222
Must be very different rehabs then. I'm in the EU.

>>80033231
me too, i dont know then

>>80033261
For me it's the only way to prove to those around me i'm taking steps and to my ex so I can see my daughter again.

>>80032059
anons, please dont fuck with research chemicals, especially opioid ones, thosell kill you in wds the wds are brain destroying ive never been the same 2 ears after i stopped them never been the same

>>80033381
Depends which ones, lighter ones like O-DSMT, methiodone, and dipyanone are all fine. Just don't fuck with zenes or brorphine analogs unless you already have a fucked tolerance.

>>80033118
>i dontknow how to work through this
part of your problem rn is coming off the mdma, they dont call the days after "suicide tuesday" for nothing, whatever you do DO NOT kill yourself, do anything else but dont do that, at least not for another week, if nothing matters you can at least wait a week

>>80033578
>at least not for another week
Took me over a year but still was worth it, give it as much time as it needs.

>>80032070
Gonna die of a weed overdose soon fellas.

>>80033449
i tried zenes and ill never b the same

>Get told up and down by my stoner friends I should get a dry herb vape
>Get one and try to smoke
>weed tastes like wheat/beer


Could be the strain, but it's fine when I smoke it through a bong, and it smells fine normally

>>80033776
what are zenes? nitazenes?

>>80032070
still here cause were here forever

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>>80032070

I would suspect several of these people will be big in whatever medium is most popular in ten years, desu.

Do you guys make LSD?

>>80032059

You need to have social skills and "not look like a cop/creep/chomo" to get hard drugs.

>>80034483
i can hardly understand anything from that last paragraph. how can you be so autistic that you make taking drugs boring lmao

>>80034483
DNMs dumbo.

>>80034532
i wanna get into that but it seems like sooooo much hassle to set it all up

>>80034439
least detectable undercover agent

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>started reading "We, children from zoo station"

Oh shit I didn't expect it to be THAT fucking bleak. They were just kids

>>80034616
Nah, I just want some answers.

Best drugs for someone who is irredeemably mentally ill and emotionally dead? Alcohol isn't working anymore.

>>80034644
Meditation. No joke. Try it the proper way, achieve the results and stop suffering.

>>80034483
Nah, I'm a friendless weirdo and I can easily get hard drugs. One of the perks of growing up white trash.

>>80034660
The problem is that I'm completely broken. I have no desire to live let alone improve. I just want to escape.

>>80034680
Escaping misery is improving. Make your mind.

Been taking prescribed Adderall for almost a year now. Prescribed 15mg x2. Only took 15mg a day on average, highest was 45mg.

Pros:
>Helps my thought process stay in order
>Keeps emotions tempered and chill
>Hesitate and overthink a lot less
>Can stay on 1 project without getting distracted by something else
>Made talking and listening to people way easier

Cons
>Dehydrating
>Kills hunger
>Too euphoric, which can be demotivating
>Can make you too chill/sleepy
>Hurts my critical thinking skills. Makes it difficult to be intentionally creative.

It really is the task robot drug. You just feel chill enough to do whatever you need, without feeling like you need anything else. It's awesome if youre bad at talking/socializing. I dont overthink everything I do or say and get lost inside my head while talking to people anymore which is amazing. But these pills are way too euphoric and easy to abuse. I am worried about becoming dependent, but I also really appreciate how it's helped my life.

I'm calculating how much oxy is in the pills I am splitting and here I thought I'd never need math in my life.
(I could only find 80 mg pills and I don't want to OD on my first time)

>>80034875
I personally just wouldn't do it in these conditions. You can always wait for a safer chance.

>>80034845
You will become dependent. Like all drugs they stop working and you have to up the dose to get the same effect.

>>80034644
heroin fsfs

>>80034923
I'm not even fully in it for the rec value I want a bit incase I have worse chronic pain sometimes and going to a doctor to beg for scripts feels embarrassing

>>80034577
It's easy as fuck.
>install tor browser
>pick market from tor.taxi
>research vendors on dread (linked on tor.taxi)
>setup pgp, gpgfrontend makes it easy
>buy monero with moonpay
>???
>profit

>>80034439
seeems like you dont understand that you cant just make lsd cuz idk its fun casual diy project why not lets do it. you need to actually have some expertise in organic chemistry.

what even is this OP pic giving up life and using drugs that's not how any of that works

>>80035367
Quite literally what I did and am currently doing.

>>80035381
so once it gets a little bad you just go and do drugs?

>>80035407
I mean yeah basically.

>>80035550
that's some weak shit then

>>80035081
All the types are confusing me. What should I get if I'm taking it IV for the first time.

>>80035381
same.
>>80035407
unbearable

tried to quit drugs but sober life is impossible. no clue how people do it.

>walking the dog outside my building
>strike up a conversation with my mailman
>he says they're only delivering amazon packages today
>USPS tracking on my drugs says that "conditions were too bad to deliver today"
>but they can still deliver fucking Stacy's swiffer pads and shit from amazon
fuck Jeff Bezos and fuck the post office for not providing equitable service to all citizens

>>80035622
dont do IV
get #4 heroin and put it up ur butt instead
https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

>>80035622
this anon is right
>>80035695
start with snorting/smoking depending on what kind you have, then you can try putting it up your butt or (underrated method) intramuscular injection. then you can try IV if you really want to. Get used to dosages before you even think about needles and always go smaller than you think you might need.

>>80035723
whats a good type to snort. I hate needles.

>>80035647
>unbearable
What happens when you run out then?

Why did the toilet paper roll down the hill?

To get to the bottom

>>80035800
i can go back to working my trade if I have to. for now I have enough savings to keep using and coasting for years.

>>80035723
I'm already used to IM injection so I might do that but I'll probably smoke it the first time. I'm aware that rectal administration is safer but it's also kind of lame.

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Dealers ad says he has many of each. Anything worth buying? He says they are clonaz loraz diaz(epam) and zopiclone. Dex means dexteoamphetamine and trm is tramadol. I already tried tramadol and diazepam before.

>>80036217
dextroamph sounds cool but im american so thats uncommon here it might be a boring common thing for you if youre european, otherwise try clonaz

>>80034630
some of the parts of that book are hot af tho

>>80036655
never read that book but judging by the other anons post you sound like a pedophile, kill yourself

>>80036225
jobchads all the way down
a fucking sephiroth

i am officially a drunkard, god i love being drunk versus sober thought i would still rather have benzos and opiates, i wish i had some slut around to fuck but its probably providence that i dont, ill just goon instead

need me a bitch who will let me piss in her mouth tbph

I hate life. Will Ketamine make me happy for a day.

>>80037371
ketamine is the one drug that I feel has left me better off than before I took it.

I think I fucked up a nerve and pinched it while on DXM. How do I tell what a pinched nerve feels like and how do I fix it?

>>80037704
if it's still as fucked up as it is now in 3 days go to a doctor.

>>80034875
You stupid fuck. You can't split a pill that weighs thrice the amount of active substance that it contains.
>>80037371
No. Ketamine depression treatment was proven to be placebo recently.

>>80037895
>No. Ketamine depression treatment was proven to be placebo recently.

I just want a cope.

>>80037895
Even if I cut them up into 1/6ths?
I have a scale to weigh it out when I cut them up, for example a 310 gram pill and I make sure every piece weighs somewhere around 50.
If that doesn't work tf am I supposed to do with the other 9 pills I have?

>>80037954
milligram*

I have no acces to drugs, only alcohol which I dont really like. It can be very fun not when you drink continuously.

>>80037979
If you want to expand your legal palate do lighter fluid or otc pills like codeine or dxm.

>>80037954
Like, this is not complicated. No, those 80 grams aren't going to be evenly distributed throughout that 310mg pill. You could split it in half and have one 0mg half and a 80mg half. Some larger dosed tablets will be rated safe for splitting, but it's not the default.
>what am I supposed to do
I'm pretty sure oxycodone is soluble. Dissolve it in water and dose it by volume. Then you can take it rectally like this >>80035695 (correcting that post though: you can just boof any type of heroin).

>>80038029
Oh, aight now I get it, fuckin XR tablets.

why is alcohol the only legally acceptable drug? i could drink myself to death as easy as i could od on pills, why cant i just go to a stor and buy hydros? fuck this mad world

>>80039057
Whypepo dindu psychedelics back then so for them alcohol was the only culturally relevant thing

>>80039057
it's the only drug that's really in the bible so it's the only one that could be argued in favor of against the insane fundie bible thumping that went on from the late 19th century through to the modern day in america and england.

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>>80039208
It might be one of the most ancient drugs period. Not that that's a good argument, but many people think it's unique among drugs.

>>80040118
europeans have been smoking cannabis in one way or another since like 5000 bc

>>80039057
Because its ancient and embedded into almost every culture, is extremely easy to produce, and skirts the line between drug and food and food preservation technique making it even more acceptable. Most other drugs are just straight drugs, but alcohol has calories.

>>80033125
Western European goes to rehab.
>>80033222
Eastern European goes to rehab.

took rest of shrooms half a gram i think
glass of gin
8th of laughing Buddha, great strain smoking joint rn, feeling very blessed, writing more and drawing art for my home, also reached 100 followers on my soundcloud. may you all accomplish your dreams!!!

I feeeel stims a good 2 days Laterrr and thats niceeee

Well I took 150mg Tramadol and its starting to come up now. What am I in for? Why do I feel so awake? What if I want to fall asleep? Oh shit I probably shouldn't be drinking pink lemonade with this.

Ketamine sounds fascinating. Is it possible to consume it orally?

>>80042444
You're gonna get energic and nice buzz if you don't have heavy tolerance to other opioid. it's the weakest opioid out there but the serotonin effects makes it more stimulating and sociable. Music sounds nicer too.
I usually take three 50mg pill in 30 minutes interval with grapefruit juice, nicer come up than taking it all at once. lasts 6~8 hours but I redose 100mg 3~4 hours later to have 12+ hours of fun.

bleachhhhh
i will take pill and AVOID weed and BE PRODUCTIVE today NO WEED

damn here's me trying to stop smoking weed every day

Mushrooms are too fucking expensive so looking to load up on LSD. Only really interested in weed & psychs these days.

>>80043611
I think so yeah, researchmaxx on erowid about it though.

>>80045510
mushrooms are cheaper than weed a lot of the time

>>80045631
per gram yeah but I think that anon meant you get a lot more out of a gram of weed than you do out of a gram of shrooms
I personally need somewhere around 4 grams to have a good time on shrooms meanwhile a bit of weed from a vaporizer is all I need to chill.
also protip that is irrelevant don't smoke weed when you're sick and have a dry throat as one of your symptoms, it feels great but good lord it's miserable when you wake up in the middle of the night and you feel like you're about to die from dehydration but no amount of water can save you.

>>80034980
>You will become dependent. Like all drugs they stop working and you have to up the dose to get the same effect.
Hopefully I will slow down now that I in understand everything I get out of the drug. That depression come down is no joke

Realistically, How much of an effect will a one week break from amphetamines have on my tolerance, after using ~40mg daily for the last two months?

>>80032059
Anyone on gabapentin ?
I was 3 years on pyrazolam, switched to lorazepam down to 0,5 mg.

Last 0,5 mg is hard to quit, so far during tapering no anxiety

>be me
>monday
>take concerta in the morning
>can't sleep in the evening
>take benzo for sleep
>wake up next morning tired from lack of sleep
>take concerta to not feel tired
>can't sleep in the evening because of concerta
>take benzo to sleep
Am I getting locked in in a cycle?

>>80046404
Lower your concerta dose

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>Coworkers ask if I had a good weekend
>Just say "yeah" and hope they don't ask what I did because I'll have to really quickly think of a mundane and believable lie because I'm obviously not just going to just straight up admit to the fact that I spent the whole time stimfapping to /trash/slop but somehow I feel like they can just see it in my eyes and avoiding eye contact will just make it more obvious
Call me an armchair psychologist or sociologist or whatever but somehow I feel like stimfapping leaves some kind of mark on your aura that everyone else but you can just sense regardless of how well you shower afterwards and it lasts for 2-5 days depending on how intense your speedgooning sesh was and cannot be washed off through physical means.

>>80046483
That heavy feeling you have? It's the weight of your sin.

>>80046483
Nope that's just your paranoia from using stimulants

>>80046481
I can't, my plug only has relatively high dose

>>80046604
Pill splitter

>>80046546
It doesn't happen when I do stimulants and don't abuse my penis, when I do stims and use it for productivity or even just being a sweaty (literally) tryhard in online games I have a typical comedown with the expected but manageable anhedonia and vague malaise sure, but it's only after a stim fueled goon session that I feel like my soul is tainted in a way that everyone around me can immediately sense it.

Love drugs yippee.
Finished Cross Channel on a Methylphenidate + low dose cloazepam combo yesterday. Trying to starrt DC Da Dapo today on a weed + moderate dose clonazepam but I'm having technical issues and feeling stupid and might just sleep.

>>80046610
Concertas can't really be split. It fucks up the extended release mechanism

anyone else did xtc that was like 80% meth and became addicted to meth instead? tried MDMA a while ago and it was not as good, for what i know it couldve been laced with something else too though, on meth i came up 5 times, on MDMA less

>>80046546
nta but a little paranoia is good

>>80046679
what do you mean by came up

>>80046703
"coming up" you know? i found myself nodding off until i occasionally spurted with energy and emotions. yeah..
on MDMA it made me more sick, threw up a bunch of times

everywhere i go people make fun of me ever since i was a kid i noticed this
they take one look at me hear one word coming out of my mouth and they can tell something isnt right with me and they feel the need to make fun of me
i feel its unsafe to exist as myself until i remember they cant really do anything to me that will harm me unless they physically assault me which has happened at least 2 times before and i have a broken collarbone and a huge scar on my hand to prove that people like messing with me
theres this minecraft mod I sometimes imagine loading up a world I could control completely, where everything I feel could be unleashed

>>80046900
okay but what about drugs?

>>80046900
How exactly did you get your collarbone broken? I mean what happened then?

Best drug to cope with annoying coworker

>>80046919
its gotten much worse and war more noticable since my thc psychosis arc
>>80046923
got jumped by like 5 dudes randomly and fell on the concrete with my hand outstrched

Anyone know where to get O-DSMT

>>80046944
Sorry that happened to you. Were you walking at night in an American city when that happened by any chance?
>>80046951
opiates are bad from you, withdraw from them forever

>>80046951
statetostate on archetyp, chemicalsinchains on dark matter, i think riftchems

>>80046986
nta but do you know any good German vendors?

>>80046944
>psychosis arc
Did you ever talk to a specialist about your experiences you had during your psychosis episode/s? Do you have any lingering abnormal experiences? It's entirely normal to have a long recovery period after a psychosis episode (I've heard of people taking 2-5 years to feel 'normal' again), if you currently have no lingering effects and are back to your original baseline.

>>80046981
yes i was in fact i live in nyc
>>80047000
yeah it was a period of a few years or so but the last episode must have been around 4-5 years ago. i did actually they just told me to lay off the pot. i woudln't say ive had any abnormal experiences in years but i genuinely still think i am a huge target for people to make fun of in public just because.

>>80046995
Nah sorry man.

>>80047147
just watch the Joker movie bro. Isn't Joker also some psychotic person living in nyc?

I promised myself I wouldn't do opioids but I'm so bored I might just do it.

>>80047434
don't do it. So many other things to do.

>>80047439
I've done everything else lel. Dying from boredom. It's the next step. It's inevitable anon.

>>80047448
just go skydiving or something

>>80046679
>anyone else did xtc that was like 80% meth and became addicted to meth instead?
No but I've done sketchy Adderall pressies knowing damn well they were going to be meth and felt disappointed when they had much less meth than expected.

>>80047527
how can you even tell meth and amph apart?

idk but i nod off meth a lot more

>>80047586
uhh nodding off meth? Shouldn't meth make you awake?

Any UKbros ever managed to acquire pharmacy adderall from overseas? I'm considering trying to order some but I don't know how it would get through customs

>>80047590
god knows because i nod off on pretty much every stimmie when i get tired, i find myself waking up against my will on coke and amphetamines
on meth i can actually sleep

>>80046633
>>80046633
>Methylphenidate
Does it not give you horrible comedowns? Shit affects me worse than meth

>>80037208
Alcohol is nasty, I would rather go into debt to fund an opiate/benzo habit than ingest cheap poison every night and wake up with hangovers every day

>>80035081
>>80035622
>>80035695
Why not just drink heroin? It's still going to get the job done and that's the least addictive RoA

>>80047735
What's the absorption rate?

I can hear the mailman outside

>>80047722
word, benzos are basically the same as alcohol but you don't need to drink loads of nasty cancerous liquid to get the buzz.

>>80047722
Alcohol is more physically poisonous but benzos have much worse WDs. You never hear alcoholics talking about WDs lasting over 6 months/years while that's not uncommon with benzos.

>>80047762
He's coming for you, he's going to take you away

>>80047537
Meth lasts quite a bit longer if comparing doses of an equivalent peak magnitude (this is by no means an exact or scientifically calculated figure but from my own subjective experience, it's roughly 1mg methamphetamine for 2.5-3mg of dexamphetamine)
So if you take 5mg of methamphetamine orally or 12.5-15mg of dexamph orally, it would feel nearly the same 1-2 hours after consumption, but after 6-8 hours, you would be coming down from the dex while the meth would still be kicking albeit past the peak.
Of course, this is purely my own personal experience from my own experimentation and I've gotta say that so some smartass doesn't try hitting me with a whole brick of text telling me why I'm ackshually totally wrong and retarded and should kill myself for my inaccuracies.

>>80047603
Not sure how to answer your question, but as an Ameriburger I envy how fucking cheap you guys can get ketamine for over there.

~50mg IM diphenidine

I smoked a bunch of weed with zero tolerance while really sleep deprived and I had a scary experience

For a few moments my thoughts turned into a chaotic cacaphony of garbled nonsense, it felt like I was thinkin about 5 different things at once simultaneously and I couldn't make sense of anything.
This lasted for 5-10 seconds I think, maybe even longer
Anyway, afterwards I kind of felt my thought process "unravel" and suddenly my stream of conciousness stopped, I could still think, but I wasn't automatically thinking anymore.
I just felt sort of outside of myself, like I wasn't really in my body, I could hardly even remember basic facts about myself or what I looked like, but I could still solve reasonably complicated maths problems in my head
I just felt sort of comfy and floaty, it wasn't that bad, I also didn't really feel like myself either and I felt very little emotion when thinking about things that usually pained me

The latter part of this has happened several times now, but this was the first time my thoughts turned to garbled nonsense

What on earth happened?

>>80036225
What do you mean dextroamph is rare in the US? Isn't that what Adderall is? They give that shit out like tic tacs to 7 year olds who can't sit still in Holocaust class.

>>80047722
>I would rather go into debt to fund an opiate/benzo habit
me too but alcohol is infinity easier to get than either of those

every time i get drunk i end up beating the shit out of my dick, what does my body i mean by this? idk if its the alcohol itself or if its just my weird psychosexual attraction to being fucked up, i once was offered some trams and it made me hard, idk how to feel about this

The bromazolam is starting to kick in, feeling unbelievably lonely at this time for whatever reason

What are the best drugs to numb thoughts and emotions?

>>80048318
Benzos or opoids

>>80048318
dissociatives if you wanna get past it, benzos or opiates if you wanna ignore it

>>80048061
didn't feel much of anything, another ~100mg shot

>>80048387
wdym by get past it? Are dissos helpful for working through stuff?

>>80048680
in my experience they have been useful for working through underlying psychological issues

10mg 3hopcp

>>80049013
i'm watching true detective

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Recently I heard 40,000 Philistina kids were murdered.
And also that its perhaps 5x that amount.
Spread the word.

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Thankfully Europe is doing utmost effort to help protect the Philistina.

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CURE!

does acid last longer if you just swallow it rather than under tongue? felt like last time i did that and it took longer to come on but also lasted longer.

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will antidepressants make vidya and neeting enjoyable again

>>80049132
nobody here is going to give you information about antideperssants
it's just going to be "take psilocybin instead"

>>80049132
didn't help me

>>80049132
>Antidepressants

Literal poison.

my mommy bought me the 5% juul pods instead of the 3%
im tweaking man

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Last night I had a psychedelic experience where an entity visited me
It filled me with this holy and glorious "energy", and I felt euphoric during the process and my CEVs shifted to yellow and pink patterns, soon after, as the peak of the bliss, it explained to me that it would overwrite my mind with an improved version.

I felt scared at this prospect, so I refused, the entity left me and I felt immense regret, for some reason I believed that I had been in long-distance communication with this entity during previous trips and had been telling it what I wanted my new mind to be like, and I had vague memories to confirm this. I felt as if I had angered the entity so I whispered a pray to apologise and begged for it to return

Once it returned, I felt the same glorious euphoria come over me, albeit weaker this time. I asked the entity lots of questions about the gift it was offering me, scared that it was going to monkey-paw me, just as I began to feel comfortable with accepting, it left again

Afterwards I feel as if some of its gift had been imparted onto me, but it was microscopic compared to what it could have offered. I felt immenesly hollow and defeated, as if I had just passed up the opportunity of a lifetime and now the rest of my life was doomed. My only hope was a vague feeling that the entity would return again only if I met some conditions first, such as radically changing my self image and lifestyle

Now that I'm sober I have no idea what to make of this experience, I've never had anything like it after years of psychedelic use. I don't believe in anything supersitious what-so-ever, but I'm tempted to change my lifestyle as it requested to see if it'll return or not.

Also I feel like my trips have been getting more intense over time even when controlled for tolerance and dose...

>>80049132
I took sertraline for a year, this was after I tried all the normie self help stuff like eating clean and working out consistently

pros:
>mostly fixed remaining OCD habits
>maybe much better at video games and immune to tilt
>made me more comfortable around other people and more positive overall

cons:
>made me ridiculously impulsive, like to the point where I almost commited suicide by overdosing on heroin for literally no reason
>made me feel really dumb
>wrecked my memory
>made me feel tired constantly, went from waking up at 6am every morning to sleeping in till 10am on a workday
>just became a slob because I didn't feel ashamed about living in a dirty room or not having showered for several days anymore
>creativity was immensely dulled

I switched to fluoxetine after a while and that toned down most of the negative side effects, but it was still too much so I eventually came off:
>brain zaps for 3 months
>rebound depression was insane, went from being "silently" depressed to overtly depressed, covered in self harm scars, constantly frowning, randomly break down crying, gradually improved over the course of ~6 months
>lost all of my friends within a year of quitting, I literally speak to nobody except people on 4chan now
>became super self-loathing and critical of myself (honestly probably a good thing because the more magical elments of my OCD prevented me from criticisng myself previously)
>memory gradually started to improve, although still not quite as sharp as it once was
>general intellect came back pretty quickly, although I don't know if I'm back to 100% yet
>tiredness went away although I'm still don't wake up at 6am every morning

all in all not worth it, but YMMV
I seriously think that you should try literally everything before you resort to SSRIs because it's basically a chemical lobotomy, and not one that you can recover from
sadly my friends and doctor pushed me into it and I didn't do my due dilligence...

>>80049132
No, best it'll do is make you more content with limbo and make you unable to do most other drugs.

i just took 12 30mg freebase robotabs im geeked tf out. please give me some dxm music my playlist sounds like shit

>>80050270
Listen to dubstep mixes

>>80050270
my fave song to listen to while robotripping
https://youtu.be/Grubv86suXc?si=Lk2eehW_nI4YmTW2
also cough syrup by butthole surfers and just abandoned myself by boris

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Recently learned the technique to make a Sherlock style pipe. Both single section and multi section, been riding the high and getting high ever since.

I am convinced cocaine is the best drug out there. Any other cocaine bears out there?

been so long, forgot what stims feel like
woo! going to clean my room

>could barely feel the first edible so i tripled the dose
>already extremely high and i took them half an hour ago
uh oh

>>80052746
fuck man im dissociating so hard

>>80049865
Im on the verge of suicide and tired of recreational drugs so theyre basically my only option

why do I do meth? I regret it every time, it's going to fry my brain eventually but I just can't seem to care too much. Plus this batch sucks

my nose is so stuffed that i have to breathe through my mouth and its incredibly dry where i live

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my aunt has been suffering with a heavy relapse for the last few months after years and years and years sober

tonight she got into a head on collision with a car full of teenagers while driving on a bender
they were critically injured and are in the hospital
we dont know how they are

my aunt is dead
none of her affairs were in order
we found her documents and she drove her business under to pay for binges
she abandoned her mortgage and bills to feed her addiction
there is nothing left
there is noone with the space time or freedom from other pets to take and care for her animals
they are extremely bonded and will likely be broken up
without a support system they dont do well behavior wise and will likely be put down

her drug of choice was crack cocaine

i dont know what else to say
remember there are people animals whatever that love and rely on you
even if you havent spoken in decades you are still thought about
dont let darkness and self hatred consume you

if you feel like you have lost yourself and you are to far gone always remember that turning back is a option

i will never touch another hard drug in my life

>>80054277
killing yourself is one thing but putting yourself AND others in danger is a whole different beast man. If you wanna die then just OD on something at home or whatever. Your aunt is a fucking piece of shit cunt to do what she did and involve innoncent randoms into her shit.

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First time grow
Autoflower grown indoor
its a bit small, 15 liter pot

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Growlight is 100 watt LED
I wonder if it might have not been enough?

>>80054277
Jesus Christ. I feel bad for the teenagers and her pets.

I didn't have any regrets my whole life until now. I always wanted to hop the trains but never committed. I should've had more balls and just did it really I had nothing to lose. I was a coward

>>80054277
I'm awful sorry about that.

>>80055102
you should feel sorry for those kids that are in hospital cause of this piece of shite's behavior and neglect

>>80054277
Im truly sorry about that but why cant you look after the pets?

>feel sad
>take cough meds until i black out
>dont feel sad anymore
whatever gets the job done, i guess

Best narcotic to deal with annoying coworker?

>>80054277
Holy crap, probably *THE* absolute worst possible ending for addiction.

>>80032070
Yea, you can't help but feel sorry for these fellas frying their brains with all this trash

>>80054546
I wish cocaine could be grown on trees bros...

>>80056278
For you or him?

>>80056425
both 5y7847854y7t6

>>80055636
I hope you got the tylenol free shit or RIP liver.

>>80047982
Thank you for the elaborate and accurate information. How often to you take methamphetamine and how does it affect you?

>>80032102
>chinese industry contaminates baby formula with heavy metals
>JUST EAT THIS UNTESTED ILLEGAL POWDER FROM A CHINESE BASEMENT LAB BRO ITS TOTALLY SAFE

>>80056627
>him
Enough weed to make him passive, not enough to make him freak out. Unless you still need him to do work, then idk.
>you
Being considerate and resolving conflict in a civilized manner, because only this can lead to a more fulfilling work environment :3

>>80056886
>Being considerate and resolving conflict in a civilized manner, because only this can lead to a more fulfilling work environment :3
so cocaine it is

I'm tired of drinking but I don't have benzos to detox.

>>80056972
Do you have insurance? Go to a hospital

Took some phenibut shortly before work. Same dose as last 2 times more or less but feeling intense rush already and it's not even been an hour. I always worry I'll take too much on accident. But I always scale and take pictures so I can be sure how much I dosed. Wouldn't wanna be too hyped up at the job

>>80046930
Get lil buzzed of alcohol and slightly high off a THC cart. I just sarcastically laugh whenever he says some dumb shit.

>>80057878
What do after he touches my screen smearing it?

Never going to Discounted Cannabis again. Fuck their dirty marker boards and ex homeless ex junkie glotfied cashiers. REEE.

>>80032059
I drank too much and now I can't process animal protein.

>>80058227
meanwhile europoors getting cannabis that looks like fecal matter and is sold by shady people

Mmfh... ahhnk... tshhk... hrgh... nnghuh... tnkk... grhrt... hnsss.

>>80058351
Aren't amerisharts the ones that spray weed with flavoring?

>>80058653
No, that's not a thing

>>80058865
I fricking hope so

>>80058979
I've gotten weed illicitly and legally from multiple vendors in multiple states and never heard of a product like that. I only know of k2/spice where they spray the chems on

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just had the best nod out on 20mgs of morphine and a tramadol beer and hasj. Not as good as h but hey.

Never going to Discounted Cannabis again. Fuck their dirty marker boards and ex homeless ex junkie glorified cashiers called budtenders. REEE.

i think the drugs actually love me back

>>80059285
You already said that man

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where the hell do i get my hands on pregabalin if i only order online? my typical site has no trace of it for some reason.

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Had a fucking insane high a couple days ago, never experienced very noticeable internal hallucinations and time distortion
It looked like I was falling through a massive pipe with the source texture missing pattern
Mightve been nodding as well but never tried opis so not sure

>>80059620
also I think I started sleeping while semi conscious because I started having dreams in my peripheral vision

>>80056972
try getting a shitty fever

>>80056972
Man up and cold turkey it you pussy, hang out with the shadow demons for a night and maybe do a little horizontal jig.

anyone ever done 800mg+ of mdma? if so what was it like?

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>take Valium most of last year
>finally finished tapering and have been clean for 2 weeks
Holy shit I thought it wasn't fucking with my memory but 2024 feels like a blur. More than any other year. Like I just woke up. I'm never taking a benzo daily again. Not to mention how hard it was to find a doctor who was willing to work with me to get me off it.

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>kratom withdrawals
I got too cocky bros

>>80060157
how does it feel? i always wanted to know

>>80060187
You experience cold sweats and diarrhea mixed with a gut-churning anxiety that just won't let you sleep

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How are people buying XMR these days? I live in the UK btw.

>>80060773
You buy any other crypto currency from a KYC exchange and then use a tumbling service.

Snorting horse semeb

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I'm more addicted to weed than adderall

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I am not a drug user and nor do I intend to become one, but I bring you this message: USA should attempt to mimic China's methods of dealing with drugs. All drug dealers, possessors, and users should all meet the firing squad or sentenced to life in prison. Think this would be the wrong thing to do? Just look at the result: 0 drug related issues in China.

Did acid a few times over the course of 3 years. Felt very mellow, sex felt great...but it wasn't very different from being sober. All of my acid trips felt like a walk in the park compared to a lot of crazy dreams I've had, which were also more exciting. Most I did was 3 hits. What gives?

>>80062208
>3 hits
Oh, look. It's ANOTHER dumb fucking retard that doesn't understand that tabs are dosed very differently and that the advertised dose is never right. "3 hits" is not a thing.

When are we renaming drugfeel into drugexperimentationfeel?

>>80062208
Are you on SSRIs? Those are known to massively diminish the effects of psychs.
Alternatively, the other guy may be right and you've just been getting bunk shit.

>>80062304
I'm TA, I said hits instead of tabs. So yes, I took 3 tabs. What's even the big fucking deal? They were advertised at 150 mcg, but YES, I DON'T BELIEVE THEY WERE 150 MCG. I believe they were actually around 100 mcg each, maybe 75. So the highest dose I took was around 300mcg, which is considered a pretty high dose. Why are you even getting angry with me? It's just a fucking drug, faggot.

>>80062351
Nah, never been on them in my life. Gave one tab from the same sheet to a friend and he said it was legit. 3 tabs definitely felt like I was really "high" with a lot of typical effects like tracers, breathing objects, colors being more colorful, etc, but the entire headspace felt the same, with maybe more racing thoughts than usual. Maybe I'm just unintentionally being a pretentious faggot, idk.

>>80062380
It's not your wording, it's you being a retard who thinks that "3 hits" tells us anything. Realistically that could have been a dosage ranging from 100ug to 750ug. Nobody knows. You don't know and you can't tell based on feeling either, since you have no experience and thus have nothing to refer to.
>but it wasn't very different from being sober.
This suggests that they were heavily underdosed. No, psychedelics are not like the wild stories about hallucinating weird interactions with God that normalfags make up, but it is still a strong drug that will heavily affect all your senses. If it felt like being sober and if you would have been comfortable talking to people that you wanted to keep it a secret from, then you were most likely dealing with a dosage that was close to threshold. Especially as an inexperienced user.
>Why are you even getting angry with me?
It's nothing personal. You wouldn't know how many people come into this thread making that exact fucking "a tab is a dosage" mistake. It's always the same few questions from a constant influx of inexperienced drug users that just started out experimenting. The drugfeel thread has surprisingly few actual serious users.

>>80062577
TA. The thing is: "3 hits" was the best information I have to give you. What else am I going to tell you? It's just an approximation, and I believe the approximate dose was 200-300mcg. It definitely wasn't bunk because I felt high and experienced typical effects related to "above threshold" LSD high based on some stories I've heard and read. The thing was that I was "in control" and the "judgement machine" was unchanged.

>>80062725
>and I believe the approximate dose was 200-300mcg
Based on what? Advertised dose is literally plucked out of thin air. Unless you've had it tested or taken many different batches to compare you're just making uneducated guesses.
>The thing was that I was "in control" and the "judgement machine" was unchanged.
This can be many different things. It's likely that you have false expectation because of trip reports from normalfags. Normalfags like to exaggerate. No, acid is not going to cause a disconnect from reality (unless it triggers psychosis). You will not believe that you are flying or that you were transported to heaven. At best you'll get a sensation that you could describe as almost feeling as such. It's just that normalfags like exaggerating those sensations and pretending that they truly believed they were real in that moment. Then there's also the fact that they expect surreal experiences and thus gaslight themselves into believing those closed eye daydreams they force themselves to have.
>judgement machine
This shouldn't change too much unless you're an overly emotional retard or turn psychotic. It's not alcohol. Yes, it will enhance emotions, but if you're a sane man that is used to introspection, then you will be able to steer everything just fine. You won't run out onto the street naked and you'll refrain from interacting with people you shouldn't be interacting with.

I do not believe that you had a high dose. It's just not something that you should be able to describe as similar to being sober. The body load should be quite strong and all the other changes in sensory perception should make speaking with people that you hide it from uncomfortable. Most people should be overly aware of them moving slightly weird, being a bit too stimmy, and probably just being giggly. You shouldn't feel like you have the usual control over your body and behavior.

You should order tabs from a different source and compare before drawing conclusions.

>>80061725
If Im constantly smoking weed and then take adderall, the euphoria from the addy will trigger the sleepiness of the weed and makes me drowsy

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>>80062859
>sober
Okay, maybe "sober" was the wrong choice of words, and "feeling in control" was what I meant.
>Based on what?
Because I did one tab from the same blotter sheet multiple times. It felt like it was above 50mcg BECAUSE I read up on what 50mcg feels like. Multiple sources say 50mcg feels underwhelming. I did 1 tab and I saw text on the screen move and the walls breathing. I did half a tab and it indeed felt underwhelming and visually things were normal. In fact, it felt uncomfortable because I felt like something was off the entire time. On 3 tabs, there was a heavy body load, perception change, but the mind remained the same. One other thing I noticed was that I felt like I wasn't socially awkward, and speaking to people felt great for once...

>>80062014
Illicit drug use is still very prominent in china, especially party drugs and weed
If you kill all murderers, will murder stop being an issue?

>>80063041
oh yeah i know this about china because i lived there for a couple years and went to some parties, didn't wanna risk taking any myself but it was very present

>>80062997
>I noticed was that I felt like I wasn't socially awkward, and speaking to people felt great for once...
Well, yes, it's euphoric and a stimulant, so that's not too surprising. Especially if you don't have to be worried about giving away that you're high. I wouldn't be able to hide it from someone while peaking though (when speaking to them in person) simply because of how giggly it makes me, and the overall body load just makes speaking weird in a way that I can not convey through text. It also affects me motorically and general body movement thus becomes awkward. It probably looks fine from the outside, but it feels robotic. Afterwards it's nice however.

General control is not surprising as long as you're self-aware and not overly anxious. I'd just chalk that part up to mistaken expectations. I still think that you should try a different batch, because just guesstimating stuff like this based on perceived effects is impossible. You've already got a good example of that not working with the list of hallucination effects and whatnot. Psychonautwiki just gives you some initial guidelines. Nothing more.

I should add that psychedelics being life changing and teaching you things also is a normalfag meme. The average person never reflects on their life. They are constantly stimulated by music and smartphones. Five minutes alone with their own thoughts is too much already. Psychedelics will force them to close their eyes and reflect for the first time in months if not years. Trip reports also make them go in with the expectation of finding hidden knowledge, which makes it a self-fulfilling prophecy. That's why they always come with such trite lessons like "I needed a different job" or "I should love my family more". They're obvious observations that mentally healthy people just reach naturally. Of course the emotional enhancement can help you and shift your perspective a tiny little bit, but it's nothing drastic. Your mind will stay the same.

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>>80032059
there's this girl that messages me for weed and lsd and she brings over her school girlfriends and we smoke weed and drink and do lsd. had a nice walk in the walk in the park today and it really got to me that this is incredibly stupid and I could literally go to jail because of some bitches. I'm honestly kinda scared bros, I'd be thrown in jail asap right? she said she reeally wants lsd again with puppy eye emoji and wants to come over with some guy too and her girlfriends (all underage). I agreed and she hearts all my messages but I should definitely tell her to fuck off right?
I live in a posh area too where there's a doorman and people might notice

I had been trying to get prescribed Clonazepam for the last year to no success, just SSRI after SSRI that always fuck me up. So I changed my strategy a few months ago and found the doctor with the lowest rating in the whole area.
>Make appointment
>Within 5 minutes I'm prescribed Clonazepam and Ambien too
>Pay $100 each month and repeat the process
Feels good, I can see why the normies hate it, but it works for me.

>>80063111
I'll be honest. I sat and thunk a lot on acid and then thought "Why am I doing this? I can literally do this when I'm sober." So then I proceeded to listen to music, go on a walk, look at art and movies, etc. By sitting there and reflecting or meditating I thought it was the incorrect thing to do while tripping. Going into the drug I only expected an experience, whatever it may be. I don't think it's spiritual, but rather a simulation brought on by the brain under the effects of LSD.

I'm noticing a slowly emerging trend of methheads increasingly trying to justify their drug use more than any other group except potheads and maybe psych users. Dunno if it's been a thing anyway.

Remember when The Current Thing was ADHD and the religious wackos and ignorant conservatives were saying addy/amph is basically meth with smaller differences and forced on kids? and iirc the druggos swore up and down that addy was very different from meth. Basically the mis info was disgusting to witness.

Fast forward to now, and you see sometimes "well. addy is basically the same as meth (except when it isn't". "People can't tell the diff in muh blind peer double reviewed time trials between d meth and europaste". "muh stigma". "Same shit, jus last longer. Meth is THE SAME"

Surely this is not the old switcheroo? it cannot be. Not here.

What's their game then anons? Was Jesus was right all along and meth WAS BASICALLY LIKE amphetamine? Did the bible thumpers beat the them nerds at their own game?
Let me guess, it's different but also kinda the same right. Or the same but different. New result came in. Different in a different way.,.,hhaha

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Miss my ex but she ripped out my heart now I don't see how I can feel happy. Especially since I don't know where she is, I just hope she's alive
Anyways, smoking about 12 grams of crystal tonight. I like getting really high

>>80063423
Meth hits you more intensely instead of being activated gradually like amphetamine so the main difference is it can break down the blood brain barrier faster leading to brain damage. However brain damage occurs after long term use according to the medical papers I've read, so there's nothing wrong with smoking a bowl of quality meth now and then. I read from an article once that street meth is usually over 99 percent pure nowadays

>>80063507
I read an article also that it makes you super productive and cleans up your life and actually boosts your iq and all the doubters are just haters

>>80063483
I've watched so much porn I guess I'm literally incapable of feeling love anymore.
I always found it curious that people get so attached and go through breakups. all the relationships I've had I've always felt nothing

Imagine if you were a tweaker despoiling a lovely idyllic town by walking around in the center
You are nice and really tight from the shard. You're proper flying no doubt..

But concerned citizens move out of the way as you erratically stagger down the high street
Fancying a little bump before the next block, because you cannot wait, you go and lean against a nearby wall,.get a key out, look both ways and prepare bump off the key

You lift the key to your ghastly face and just as you are about to inhale the toxic substance


.... BANG....


Cold steel lands on your left wrist. Fast as lightening.
The speed is unreal, the cuffs came down like a whip of law.

The brave officer behind leans in, to your left ear and whispers these damning words:

"you're nicked sunshine",

Next thing you know, you're in the police cruiser and on a one way trip to the pen. The officer asks the boys at the station to take this criminal "round the back" first while the Sheriff looks elsewhere : )

Justice served.

>>80060157
been there brother, its hell

drunk at 6am, i have a doctors appointment at 9, how fucked up will i be? whos to say

you are all racist scumbags
i would love to do drugs with you guys if you werent racist scumbags
i will not say the n word you cant make me do it

amphetamine shits are the best :D

>>80063364
Are you suggesting you're going to use clonazepam long-term like an SSRI? I think you should take a second to google what benzo dependence/withdrawals are like

>>80059116
How do you use heroin but your tolerance is low enough that 20mg of morphine is noticeable?

can i trip off 100ug of acid on friday if i took 50ug on a tuesday

>>80064167
>I won't say the n word
If you overdose and ask for just "n word" you'll be waiting for narcan and get a nigga instead

i have a tiny baggie of some white powder and not a fucking clue what it is.
tried tasting a little bit but duh no shit it taste like chemicals like drugs usually do.
its not amphetamines, its too white, its clear white but speed is usually a shade more yellow.
i dont think its coke because it didn't numb my tongue when i tasted.
its not crystals, it might be ket but normally it had crystals and this snow glitter which this does not.
fucking could be anything, might be i crushed up some pill and gathered it up in the baggie but i have no memory of doing this. that said it just might be something i would have done.
christ, scariest thing about drugs is how i have a hard time noticing how fucked my brain is even when i feel sober, because i'm not sober i'm just not feeling high.

>>80048130
something just like this happened to me when I first started smoking and I greened out. and had this happen, my friend and I called that out of body feeling "narrating" cuz it felt like we weren't automatic anymore. anyways later I was able to label this feeling as "derealisation"

>>80064613
ive had bags that I put ritalin in and they crushed up and I forgot about it and thought it was coke

Do you think you can rank the drug user groups by the thinnest skinned to the thickest? Are there any thick skinned drug go groups?

How much whining stigma could be a factor. Who gives a shit. Read my lips: Minor disgruntlement.


I'll start from thin to less thin. This could be wrong and may adjust

methheads
hard opi addicts
RC cavilers
Ketamine users
Kratom and lower opi users
Bar tards and barb users
Various gaba drug fans
Delirant users
Drinkers
Smokers/tobacco
Amphetamine paste and cathione users
Crackheads
PCP enthusiasts
Paint/glue huffers


Potheads and psychs users are not on this list.

>>80046626
i feel the same way with normal gooning. I dont even need uppers to goon the whole weekend long

>>80064671
thank you anon, interesting

they took all the whippets out of my city's smoke shops, what the fuck am i supposed to do on a Wednesday afternoon now? get drunk i guess

>>80066126
you can go thank your city council

>>80066204
:^I
>:^I
bitch

>>80064874
Alcoholics tend to be incredibly thin-skinned and unable to tolerate any difficulty in their lives.

>waiting for opis to hit

>>80066266
desu waiting for it to kick in is great in my experience, the anticipation is almost better than the high itself

>>80054277
if she went to the hospital and stayed for a month or whatever and turned around again she already would have lost a lot of money and possibly all the progress she had made through the years sober. the vultures would descend just as they are now. going sober again is like dying anyway.

FUCK YES
just scored dome xans and oxy
God forgive the sins i had to commit to get these
we eating good tonight boys

>>80060157
how much were you doing? stg ive never had anything like a physical withdrawal, definitely depression and lost motivation though

>>80066619
nta but ive done 45 grams daily and the withdraws were hell on earth

>>80063286
you could turn your apartment or whatever into a trap house
it can happen

>>80066799
alternatively just think about what your real motives are, maybe you like her or one of her friends. maybe you just want to fuck. but its dangerous to just do that and expect to not be held accountable.
at least make sure theyre all paying you for the goods. if everybody including you is early 20s the doorman neighbors etc will look the other way. dont make it last too long. it might already be time to tone it down yeah. but im not there so i dont know.

>>80066647
like physically sick?

>>80066519
what is the nature of the sins you had to commit to get those drugs

>>80066895
im not saying, fed
>>80066842
yes psychically sick and mentally ill, its like you can no longer feel happiness and also you puke and shit and cry a bunch

>>80066940
>im not saying, fed
were you doing sexual favors, or perhaps selling drugs?

>>80066948
FED FED FED FED

>>80066959
I am not a federal agent trust me bro. Please elaborate on the sins you have committed?

>>80066972
>Please elaborate
no

>>80066987
will you tell me instead?

>>80066987
c'mon I just want to talk about it

>>80067051
>>80067040
kill yourself, officer

>>80067040
lt doofus, you are bad at your job

>>80066519
>I totally committed sins to get drugs!
>I won't tell you because the FBI will get me!
>I totally did it though!

>>80067140
hahahahaha
STILL BAD AT YOUR JOB

saw some skyrim gameplay. instantly recognizing almost exactly where everything was and what everything was, made me think of how i basically grew up in that game. got it when it was new, was 14 back then. played that shit and minecraft so much as a teenager, escaping reality.
at this point i dont want an elder scrolls 6. not now with all this woke bullshit.

>>80067140
why would he lie? why are you so obsessed with getting him to admit to these "sins" (potentially nit even criminal) not even that anon but you sound federal as fuck

>>80067239
NTA but I think they were more laughing at the idea he's afraid every poster is an FBI agent and will read his post about it and I guess arrest him?

Lets say somebody has received TWO love letters. Would that somebody need to use a new address or would they need to use a different name?
Is it the address or name that gets put on a list?
Better not be 3 strikes & then busted cause that somebody has another order on the way, taking a while too!!

>>80067429
You test for interception by sending yourself a package from a few towns over.

Zonked out my mind on alcohol and clonidine. I have to go the wagecage in a couple hours.

why does acid have to last so long man, have to wait for the weekend to do it

>>80066940
were you doing other shit with it? i only puke from kratom shortly after taking too much because the powder fucks your stomach up

everyone should have their genitals removed

>>80068165
i should have my brain removed.

Recovering from a cold and still got a disturbing cough going on. Should I smoke weed anyway?

>>80068257
Yeah sure, if you want to be like my brother and still hacking your lungs up a month from now.

>"Everytime I get a cough it doesn't go away idk why"
>chiefs vape
>smokes before work
>smokes at work
>rips dabs all day when he gets home
>"It's truly a myster-AAAAAAAAAAACK"

Don't smonk. Make some firecrackers it's easy as fuck. Just crackers, peanut butter, bud, and a toaster oven. Google for specifics.

>>80064047
>>80060157
pussies. go to H withdrawals and youll see

>>80064354
I stopped H 2,5 months ago

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>>80032070
I started with drugs at 18, vaped heroin at 19 and only quit when I turned 25. I was diagnosed with opioid use disorder but also with ADHD so technically I'm still taking (prescription) drugs. I'm 29 now and I'm not in the best place ever, but while I agree with the overall message I don't think that's gonna stop anyone in fact you might be encouraging them, if you're not trolling. Just stay away from shit like cathinones, heroin, crack, meth and you should be good

>>80068306
back when i was younger i liked smoking cigarettes more than dipping. really like going outside to smoke, having something to do on walks, something to look forward to and do really.
decided it was really gay to smoke tho, at 18 (had been smoking on off since 15 by then) when i went to bed it felt like i had this stuff in my lower throat i couldn't cough up and i would actually wake up at night coughing. 18 years old. said fuck that.
i worked in a foundry for 5 years, there was a lot of dust and smoke. i used the dust masks all the time and avoided smoke in the upper levels when i could. never got coughs. guys who started same time as me complained about coughing, they smoked of course.
went on off with cigs. got coughing bouts again, laid off, coughing went away.

should be illegal really.

>>80068393
>>80068406
>>80064047
>>80060157
Kratom is a partial agonist of many opioid receptors, including the mu-opioid (MOR) but acts as well as a monoamine releaser (?) of norepinephrine and serotonin. Heroin on the other hand is a full agonist. I've cold turkeyed both, and heroin was much worse, but kratom is something different because it also has a sort of antidepressant profile. While you're not getting the full-blown heroin withdrawal, in fact (don't quote me on this but I'm pretty sure it's true) you could take buprenorphine easily 4h after your last kratom dose and feel some relief maybe. With heroin you need to wait 24-48h of abysmal self-hatred, depression, crying spells and a bunch of shit. Both are not to be underestimated because people take kratom like it's weed, when it's not

>>80054277
Yea bullshit. AI bot post.

>>80067073
Where do you get your drugs?

i've got olanzapine pills. can they be dissolved and slammed?

>>80064874
>Kindly leave off potheads off the list. lest they wax wroth or upset
>Pothead still howl or complain about why some thing else is on the wrong place on the list
>it's their fav subject muh alcohol

Sheeesh.

This is why this list is too hot and heavy for u guys atm.
Let's just say for us weed is the best #1 and alc the worst...is that ok anon

>>80068549
What about Adhd stims my fellow fiend

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>girl i fuck once a while gave me this contact
>finally have "unlimited" access to clonazepam and other good stuff
wgmi bros

>>80068827
Sry anon, I made weed tha best for you btw

>>80068784
Those have recreational use? Psychiatrist offered me them for depression

>>80068881
for depression? wtf. they can "cure" insomnia, I guess.

it is oxy time >:^)

I just took two blotters of flualprazolam

Does anyone think drunks are a lot like Chess Players? Only drunk

>>80068919
bipolar disorder, shizos etc it makes you drowsy. I just thought if I could slam it it would feel kinda like brown

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>>80068838
ADHD approved medication does nothing to alter my consciousness like let's say meth. I take methylphenidate either IR or XR, and it just gets my thoughts in place and able to focus. I have tried to abuse it before, but the liability is quite low IME. It's not like Adderall, which we sadly lack

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>>80069039
Be careful. I have a friend who got a grand mal seizure and was lucky enough to survive through it. He's dead now, but don't fuck with flualprazolam, bromazolam, clonazolam etc. It's gonna take a shit on your life

>>80068881
>Psychiatrist offered me them for depression
olanzapine blocks seratonin and dopamine. you shouldn't take them for depression.
>>80068919
dont take them for insomnia either. recent research shows its barely better than placebo. weigh this up with possible side effects.
that said, apparently quetiapine is allegedly good for sleeping.
mirtazapine is also good for sleeping. both make you zombie tho.

>>80069079
apparently dudes in prison abuse olanzapine, doctors frequently prescribe it to anyone who asks, using that stuff just makes you slow and calm which in a prison is desireable by the system.
you can try slamming it but honestly just get beer or some shit if you're just looking to be not sober.

>>80069227
fine comment from a fine fella. thanks. I'll just take it normally but double the dose to really sleep

>>80069205
They defo make you sleepy as FUCK

>>80069205
Seen some take stims for the blues. Might as well go all in and hook up to carry-all rig. Just dial a slow drip of the Big H tin o clear the depression..

That'll put a smile on ur face. A little bit of joy in a grey world.

>>80069205
it would knock you out
make you incapable of dealing with anything

real opis are so much better than kratom holy fuck

>>80069505
yeah coke and ADHD meds flipped my world more than psychs did.
to be able to feel happy while awake and not fucked up on drugs or escapism. if ths is possible, then i can do all that shit, work out and talk to people.