What do you think is missing from your life to make you happy? Is it just one thing or many? Would it require a total change of the world? I'm curious what bots feel is holding them back?For me I feel its ultimately either my dead parents or autism and adhd.
>>80034711nothing will ever make me happythis world is my enemyI wouldn't trade that for anythingC:<<<<
>>80034711I just want love that is all
>>80034721Hey if you wanna fight the world go ahead. >>80034724What is love to you though? Can it come from friends, family or a partner?
>>80034711What's missing is the fact that I have to work. I just want to hang out at my apartment instead of dealing with people. I don't want to get a wife and kids anymore, I just want my peace. So it's not the fact that somrthing's missing its that I need something to miss me (having to work to live).
>>800347111 million dollarz.
>>80034711I realize to achieve my goals I could use some help from a partner. Even if it's assisting me in managing my affairs, or just keeping me company through my struggles, it would do wonders to have a person to confide in, and grow with. I've never had a 'person' so I'd like to try it at least once.
>>80034738I mean partner love specifically don't care for friends
>>80034771I can imagine that being an issue, well here's hoping the lottery lands in your lap.>>80034779Best of luck to you in that goal!>>80034791Could this person not just be a good friend? Do you think it has to be a partner? If yes, do you feel your standards are too high or that you're bringing something to the relationship too? Very achievable here!>>80034792Well look above^
>>80034811has to be a partnermy standards are very reasonable
>>80034820Then go out there and get them, plenty of ways to meet people just gotta take that step.
>>80034711Q1. Money for the material and for the internal it would be not being mentally ill and not being autisticq2. not much, but the money matters q3. No, the world is fucked and always has been q4. my lack of money and my mental illness.
>>80034711Its hilarious how strongly they glow up people in fanarts
>>80034711Lack of self esteem is probably holding me back the most. My parents are very selfish and not supportive and my friends don't seem to care about me as much as I care about them.
>>80034825yeah im almost 40 it's not happening at this point thanks though
>>80034711>What do you think is missing from your life to make you happy?a pet dog
>>80034811>Could this person not just be a good friend?I've tried to talk to good friends about it, but it's difficult to find someone willing to take a lifelong journey with you as a friend. I don't think my standards are high. I just struggle to meet people I think would be the right fit. It's 100% personality too, normally I don't ever see the people who I talk to, and I prefer it that way. Judgment based on who they are, versus what they look like, as they usually are correlated. I offer stability, whether it be financial or otherwise.>>80034825Where do you recommend? I struggle to find people I align with nowadays, and I do my best to look in circles that make sense. Avenues online make sense for people like us, I believe. It's difficult to be on the same wavelength as someone who has lived a completely different life, so even though I meet people, I don't make a lasting connection, and it always leaves me wanting.
>>80034711I just feel utterly hopeless about myself. I don't know what could change that (maybe passion, love, idk). I hate people who say, "just change ur thinking" like wtf are u saying. Sure I'll just stop thinking of myself as a pathetic piece of shit.
>>80034711Idk what it was but something inside just died over the years. If I had a cute girl in front of me right now I wouldn't have the energy to say anything. I'm just fucking empty.
>>80034711I want a slightly weird gf that isn't a clean-freak so sniffing her isn't boring.
>>80034711Probably a supportive environment, financial stability and more independence. I don't know if I could really be "happy" like normalfags are but I could at least be content.
>>80034711A huge fucking cock. If I had one, all my self confidence issues would be solved and that's where the majority of my problems lie
>>80034711>yappa yappa yappa>picrel is wife material and ill never get that or ever be the kind of man that shed wantnothing op, nothing holds me back, im playing the fucking cards i was dealt
>>80034711A big penis :( I'm talking above average. I'm talking the kind of penis that makes a woman go :O when you drop pants. The harder I try at life, the more success I acumulate, the higher the chance that a woman will try to reward me with pussy in exchange for sharing in some of that success, only to be disappointed with my kinda skinny 5incher. I've seen how women react to big penises. No amount of telling me to git gud at using my hands or tongue is going to make me feel better. It just tells me that my dick is so worthless that I might as well not bother using it. I want to feel sexual pleasure too, you know. Fingering a woman gives me none
>>80034711a gf, but I will never have one because I have the personality of a fish
i thought i wanted various different things and tried many things but eventually realized it really does just come down to a gf. also having friends or anyone in my life who cares about me would be nice
>>80034711>be 18>obese, autistic, PTSD from abuse in nigh every space I inhabited>cut off all of my friends>shave my head bald to the skin>work>lift>run>eat healthy>go to university>make new friends>live with friends>date girls>have two girlfriends>one really takes off>move into her family home>make dinner for her family every night>have everything I ever wanted>still be absolutely fucking miserable>cant shake it, begin dragging my love down with me>dump her>move back to parents at age of 26>more abuse and trauma>eat>eat more>eat A LOT more>be at least 1.5x fatter than I was at 18>move out into my own place>alone, friendless, loveless>father dies>grandmother dies>large windfall>changes nothingNothing will ever help. My parents are subhumans and so am I, I wish I could die but I have to be there for mum. When mum dies Im done with this shit. My lifes a joke and so am I
>>80034711I know this sounds silly but:infinite amount of money.A simple bank card that never expires, contains infinite amount of any currency there ever is and would always be near me similar to a magnetic force (so that no one can ever steal it).With the money I would be able to buy a nice plot of forested land with a cabin, somewhere not too far away from the city. And then feed of from cafeterias and small restaurant diners (not the expensive shit, I don't like the atmosphere). And then use the money to customize my volvo at my liking. And if I get lonely, I just pay a high quality hooker to fuck, but I would mostly just jack off since I don't find sex that appealing anyways. But other than that, I just want to chill off with the money,as long as the world isn't going to be collapsing any time soon.
I just need to push myself harder, set goals that can be actively worked towards, and hold myself accountable, but man, if I didn't have this constant stream of anxiety, depression and anhedonia mix pushing against me I could accomplish so much.
>>80034711Health. Even though I know how to reverse nearly all diseases, it still takes a lot of time, effort, and money to do it.
>>80037380but a good taste in images
Being able to comfortably afford a car so I can start dating again. The loneliness is crushing but I'm too old to date without a car. Trying to find a woman that doesn't mind is frankly humiliating. The last time I was truly happy was in a relationship.
>>80034711I need a job that fulfills me and friends to spend time with
>What do you think is missing from your life to make you happy?Friends. I've literally had more in depth relationships with girlfriends than I have friendshis. Not sure how?
>>80034711A boat, if I had to guess.
>>80040273Can I be your crewmate if you had a boat lol
>>80034711i just want to love something or i will go crazy
>>80034711I'm genuinely starting to think the lack of romance and a loving partner are messing me a lot. Like I'm not a chad and probably not interesting for any bf that might come my way, but I became more mentally ill over the years. It's not about the need to be in a relationship, I don't have this, but rather offered support, at this rate I'm likely be living on borrowed time very soon.One billion gagillion fafillion dollars would help too.
