have you ever fallen for someone online but couldn't bring yourself to say anything? how do you cope with that? there's so much I'd like to tell them,yet I'm too afraid to say a word for fear that I might lose them
>egirl says she loves me nonstop>resist>eventually say that id date her>she acts really happy>day after all her interest is gone>eventually never speak again
Martha was the first girl I loved. We were both 13. That was almost 20 years ago. We had some classes together in middle school. She never much cared to talk to me, until a few years later when I got a little more popular, but young love only lasts if it's nurtured and she wasted ours.
>>80062893I dont fall for anyone.I either find a woman attractive and would like to put kids inside them or I dont.
>>80062893I cope by disassociating and entering the "eternal waiting" stage where I leave everything up to fate. Then when they ignore or leave me, I starvemaxx and play vidya.
>>80062893The only 2 people I have ever loved have been people I haven't even been in the same room with. How about you OP? How did you meet your person>>80062933Damn same. What vidya
>>80062965i'd rather leave it ambiguous because I'm a paranoid fuck, but I love spending time with them. these past couple of years my mind has felt like a complete mess, but when I talk to them, I feel at ease. they're the only person i've ever met who seems to genuinely enjoy my company, and for the first time in my pathetic life, I feel happy.
>>80062893i usually say something and get my heart broken or i enter a short lived ldr and get my heart brokenthere is no winning
>>80063069I wish I had that too anon. I'm so jealous of you. How long have you known each other?
>>80062893once i win their love i lose all ambition and ghost them. i imagine god will punish me for all of it one day
>>80063175it's been about a year and a half, and I'll admit we've been talking less and less lately. there was even a time when we went without talking to each other for two months but it's more my fault than anything because I'm too scared to message them. I don't think anything will come of it, but I'm gonna enjoy it while it last.
>>80062893nope, the opposite. everytime i like someone i'm talking to online I say it too soon and end up killing the chat.
>>80063246When did you start falling for them and why? Also I think you should jjst be honest with them. Not necessarily confessing but try and talk to them more.
>>80062893once. and really, it was the only time i'd ever fallen for anyone online. i was like 12 so i guess it wasn't true love even on my part. i was quite infatuated with her and tried talking to her whenever i could. she was way too old for me anyways.it's all just sexual attraction nowadays.
>>80063281How old was she and how did you meet
>>80063190>i imagine god will punish me for all of it one dayyes she will
