I had a girlfriend for 2 years and have never been on a date since and she keeps showing up no matter how many states I move to.>Live in small conservative city and get gf last week of high school>No sex before marriage because that is the culture of our small city.>She has beautiful blonde hair that looked angelic in the lighting of the sun with gorgeous blue eyes that remind you of the ocean>Had the most lovely smile with a high pitched voiced that sounded like angels in the Heavens>Dating 2 years and living with my parents and saving work money>I am not wealthy at all but been saving up a lot trying to get a ring for my gf and enough for a small place>Mainly I wanted to marry my gf and move in somewhere together>Really happy together. Spend most of free time together.>My gf is a waitress.>Eating at my GF's work. GF tells me this guy from out of town keeps showing up at her work and always asks for her table. Tells me he has been tipping her 100 dollar bills so she is really happy about the money. She points him out.>Chad is probably 27-28. Jawline of the Gods, at least 6'3, and /fit/ and apparently in town just for the week.>Tells me he is handsome but she already has me as her soulmate. Feel relief.>Says she is going to pick up some extra shifts because she is hoping to get some big tips from him before he leaves>I trust her even if I am little bit concerned>Comes to me crying next day saying Chad seduced her with her coworkers encouraging her to go for it and had sex with her saying she sorry and that were soulmates.>Heart is shattered and realized we are done because we are suppose to both be virgins until marriage. I said a lot of shit in anger and got in my car and left town that night and just kept driving with phone off and eventually go into a motel.
>>80064983>Wake up next morning and decided to just keep coming moving on. Turned on phone seeing I had a shit load of calls from her, her parents, and my parents and some texts.>Ended up texting my parents telling them I just need some time and I will call in a few days. Turned off phone again.>Ended up driving across the country and during that trip threw my phone out window in rage.>Get new job and my own place in new state to start out new life. Bought a new phone as well to contact parents with and talked out with them about gf and how she cheated and I am done with her. They understand but told me I should have just stayed in my home town.>2 years of living in bitterness>Ex-GF shows up with baby Chad at basement I am renting out. Keep in mind this was over a thousand miles away and I have no idea how she found me as I had no social media.>Tells me MY parents gave her my address and she wants to date me again.>I lose my fucking shit screaming. Somehow convince her to leave and she can talk to me the next day.>That night I don't sleep. Pack my shit up and go get a rental truck first thing in morning. Tell people I am renting from I have to leave.(Let me out of it since I only had a month left.)>Drive off....again to another state was pretty pissed off at parents and didn't talk to them for a month.>4 years later living in an RV this time on a plot of land that my boss at the time let me stay on.>She shows up AGAIN. I have no idea how she fucking found me because I refused to tell my parents where I was living at the time.>Asking me to get back together saying it was the worst mistake of her life...cut her off and tell her to leave me alone.>Drive off in my RV and she looking in the mirror she stands there staring at my RV driving off holding her son's hand.
>>80064985>1 year later still living in RV in new state. Walking to get some food at business in a small city I was at. >Look in window of the place....she is fucking there with her son. Did a double take to be sure it was absolutely her. The eyes. The smile. Definitely her. Luckily she didn't see me so I noped out and got in the RV and left.>Legally change name to hide from her in the next few years. Changing cell phone number once a year. Some how she gets my number 3 different times and tries to call me. I know it is her because it is her voice. Actually stopped talking to parents for a year over it because I thought it was them but she called me once in one of my new numbers they didn't know about. Always hang up after she I hear her voice because it is painful. Moving my RV to another state every 2-3 months working odd jobs for years until 2019.>Saw her in 2 different towns over the years narrowly escaping before she can see me. No idea how she finds me.>January 2020 I have saved up enough to get a double wide trailer and pick the middle of a swamp. Actually get a stable job for once.>Paranoid for years she is going to find me again. I have changed my phone number twice since living here just in case. Won't even let my parents know what state I live. If my parents want to see me then I just show up at their place randomly. I will give them a 60 day window of when I will appear to keep them guessing just in case they are helping her.>Near end of 2024 my paranoia is finally calming down thinking she finally gave up>Legally change my name back because I miss my real name
>>80064999>Wait a week into New Year 2025 and decide I actually want to be part of my local town that I have been living in since 2020.>Seem to have a reputation as that weird 'old' hermit guy that lives in the trailer at the end of swamp that no one knows anything about.>Really take a look in mirror one day and realize I do look old as fuck. My hair is graying and I have a bushy beard. Not leaving town ever again since I own property and she clearly isn't showing up again.>Couple days later on the evening of the 14th...She shows up again. Saw her at the gas station but I don't think she saw me. Her son mini Chad was with her of course. Looks just like Chad.>Absolutely no chance it was anyone else she was smiling with her son and I recognize that smile and those eyes anywhere even if she does look older now.>Stayed up all night and called out of work because I know it is only a matter of time before she makes contact again.>I own property now so running isn't really an option and I really have zero interest in speaking with her.>Suicide is looking like a great option at the moment. I can't face and deal with it when I have been running from her since 2010.>I don't want to know anything she is doing and just want to be free from her. I don't want a restraining order or anything. I just don't want any connection to her at all or to even speak with her. I don't want to give her closure. I don't want to speak to her at all.Thanks for listening to my blog.
>>80064983>yandere gf>she cheats on you repeatedly/is a polyamorous bpdemonWhy is it always like this? 3D women truly are disappointing
>>80065018Well Mike how fucked am I?
>>80065012Nigga u gay as fuck. Pump and dump her. She has already proven by her actions that is what she is more then willing to do.
>>80064983If true, thats actually crazy lmao.
>>80065037not mike, but ive done his kinda work.YOU NEED TO FUJCING LEARN HOW TO GHOST YOURSELF, SOMEONES BUGGED YOU.also stop yappin, she will actually kill you bro, not joking, youre gunna die if you dont get the fuck away from her
>>80065012Honestly I would have her around for sex lmao
>>80065012>since 2010and you have never dated again? why? 14 years?
