>be 8>playing dodgeball at an after school program>haha fun>pregnant foid that's supposed to be watching us joins in>she throws a ball at me>i grab it and throw it back>shit curves into her pregnant ass belly>foid and another foid start yelling at me>stand over me demanding me to apologise>say it was an accident>they say it doesnt matter>ask why a pregnant woman is playing dodgeball>they say it doesnt matter>demands continue>cannot articulate myself because im an 8 year old getting harasesd by 2 rabid adult foids>cry>they dont even care, continue harassing me as i walk out of the building>have to sit around in the parking lot for hours for my dad to get meoh and my mom cheated on my dad multiple times, then fled the country to avoid paying child support, moved back when i was an adult and still wont pay while also expecting me to be in her life and see her as my mother and 'respect' her.fuck women.
>>80068972your mom is a bitch anon, glad you know that already
>>80068986not having a mom fucked me up hard bro, and i still feel obligated to love her even if she is a bitch. she's really nice but jesus christ. had a little family reunion between my dad me and mom, she starts talking about all the places she travelled to and things she did, i think she's just retarded and doesn't know any better, but to say that to my father who literally lost so many years of his life to raise me alone, and he just grins and bears it making light of it, but i knew it killed him. i chewed her out good over the phone for that bullshit.
>>80068972Women have that evil molecule in them
>>80069049you need to stand with your father, that aint right, what the fuck is she doing in your life, let alone his?
>>80069049>not having a mom fucked me up hard broHow? You have mommy issues? Ngl, my dad wasn't in my life and I definitely have daddy issues.
it gets even worse though, the guy she cheated on my dad with fucking poured scalding hot water on her that gave her permanent scars (good choice in men right?), then she moved, once she was done in england my mom somehow convinced her new husband to move back to america WITH her, abandoning like 3 kids, and i learn that he now has a shit relationship with his kids because well, he abandoned them so my mom could look after her grandpa and see me.it sucks because my moms husband is actually a great dude and doesnt deserve this shit at all, he used to live in a house with his kids, now he lives in a piece of shit trailer supporting my mom who doesnt work at all.my mother has ruined the lives of FOUR CHILDREN, fucking HOW!?!?!?!? it blows my fucking mind how someone seemingly so innocent can leave such a path of destruction in their wake
>>80068972>see her as my mother and 'respect' her.You don't have to, anon. You can literally just cut ties with the bitch. She's an inconsiderate selfish individual who sounds very entitled. I genuinely don't see how having a relationship with her will benefit from you unless she's rich.
>>80069106it's hard because my father has also abused me a lot growing up, i dont think i stand with anyone. im not even sure i love my parents, i just do it because im supposed to. she moved back to take care of her grandpa and see me.>>80069124i do, severely, full on mommy fetish and everything. i cant approach girls, it has fucked up my sexuality beyond belief. i have lethal anger issues as well.>>80069156she calls me once a month and keeps texting me her stupid fucking arts and crafts. she has nothing but 'love' to offer me.i cant just cut ties completely, i dont know why, i just cant. it's like having a drop of water is better than no water i guess. beggars cant be choosers... i never reach out to her though, its too hard emotionally. she has told me she feels crushing guilt about leaving me, but still.im SUPPOSED to forgive people, especially my own fucking parents, but i dont know how to do it fully.
>>80069211>i just do it because im supposed toyou are not
>>80069211>she has told me she feels crushing guilt about leaving me, but still.Fuck that bitch. My father is pretty similar to your mother in terms of how I was treated. I have daddy issues, but I'm sure as fuck not going to look at that prick to help me resolve them. It's not my fault, but it is my responsibility. Don't let this person have this power over you. It will only make things worse, I promise you.
>>80069217the alternative feels even more depressing, i went to a psychiatrist to talk about it, she told me to forgive them. of course the foid also for some reason started talking about herself and her 'electrician husband' and i never went back. that was a total mindfuck.>>80069251no im not expecting either of my parents to fix me either, they are incapable. whenever my mom pushes me to come visit i make excuses. i dont even dislike being around her it's just what she represents is horrifying to me.
>>80069296I'm telling you man, leave her. If you the power (which you do in this case) cut people out of your life that are this anxiety inducing. I'm not saying that you do this everytime since some people are simply experiencing hardship and need support. This doesn't fall under that category so bounce. Block her number, dude. She's a parasite and I'm sure that she'll find another poor soul to suck the life out of.
>>80069359maybe im a stupid pussy but i just cant. despite what she did the thought of her dying makes me wanna cry, and i still remember that little kid in me crying out for his mom all those years ago, and now i have my mom, i can hug her, she can love me now. i want it but i dont.even my dad tells me to forgive her.you're probably right but i dont have the strength to follow through.i'll stop bitching now, thank you for caring and i hope you can work through your trauma as well.
>>80069443There is nothing wrong with bitching so stop believing that BS. You went through some serious shit with no one bothering to help you, that's rough. I know that I don't know her, but there seems to be a trend. Your mom finds men and uses them for whatever she likes. This is going to sound harsh, but do not think that you are any different. I experienced this with my father were he did everyone on that side of the family dirty. I thought that because I am his only son that it would make a difference, lmao. It did not as I was just another chump that was expendable to him. He tries to make it seem like what I see is wrong, but he's fucked over everyone else I'm not falling for it again. More than likely your mom is filling the role as the loving, strict mother because she wants to use you too. If I had to guess, it's that she wants someone to take care of her when she's old. This is sadly the reason many parents have their kids but never admit. The "love" is so that you remain loyal, an investment. Don't fall for her shit, but I fear you want to believe her lies and I don't blame you. I wish you nothing but love and the best, anon. From one broken son to another.
>>80068972>GIFeratorI miss those threads on /v/Something similar happened to me>be 11 or 12>at the park>playing basketball with my friend>we get bored and start trying to shoot longer and longer shots>3/4 court shot bounces off the rim and nails this kid in the head>we yell sorry and keep playing>kid is fine>not good enough for his mom that happened to be there>starts screaming at us>remember my dad told me I don't have to listen to adults that have no authority>I start laughing at her saying that I already said sorry>she seethes at me and goes home>we spend the summer turning off her power randomly
