i've been fantasizing abut suicide a lot latelyhow do i stop it?
>>80070854Have something in your life that takes up all that fantasizing time.
>>80070854Why do you feel like suicide is the answer? As >>80070865 said try find something to engross yourself
>>80070854it's TIME to die in FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDYS THREE a horror ride built just fomr e me
>>80070865i have some interests>>80070887?
>>80070854How would you do it?Actually making steps to do it, for me whenever I go to the spot I want to jump off of I get cold feet and I temporarily remember that I don't wanna do it
>>80071069my main idea are train tracks
>>80070854do a shitton of cardiowhile doing this, you wont think about killing yourselfthis will also make you tired, so you can sleep (hopefully you dont kill yourself) thats all i have. good luck
>>80070854>how do I stop itYou already know the answer.
>>80070854I feel the same. I think about it a lot, even when I don't want to it still shows up in my head. I try not to but it's happening more often. And it's very violent
>>80071129i often go for long walks but i havent realy tried running but the problem is that i cant always go for a run
>>80071153I do but i also recognize the fact that its a irreversible anwser to a prablem that may be only temporary >>80071155i wish you luck defeating that
>>80070882NTA:>30>absolutely no skills whatsoever>was lucky enough to land a job that paid 70k, the most i ever made>was on track for 75k>was absolutely burnt out as the company was sketchy af>cannot motivate myself to learn a new skill at this age>been unemployed for 2 months and now see how bad the job market is>only people reaching out to me are sales jobs>best case it's car sales, worse it is door to door. average it is insurance.>have to learn to socialize despite being alone my entire life or pray i luck out>what few interviews i have i eventually hit a point i know damn well they aren't hiring>i will stab the next cunt who says, "i'll get back to you by *insert date*", but never do>can't even enjoy vidya as this shit is what drove me to this point>have 50k saved and will need to dip into it>only way to navigate this is to jester-autism max that i know is cringe but it's better than my default "please give me this job or i'm going to kms" vibe
>>80071208Permanent end to temporary woes. You can get out the other side okay, keep enduring anon.
I stopped fantasizing about some time agoI'm on the stage of making actual concrete plans with no failWish me luck
>>80071901>Wish me luckGood luck, anon.
>>80070854get a kitty cat!!!
>>80071114Try going there, if you feel fear then remember it
>>80071901Godspeed hope you don't fuck it up twin
anan, i have been there. I struggled with suicidal thoughts on and off for years, more than a decade. its really tough to get out of the thought pattern where you think that killing yourself is the solution to your feelings.One thing that helped me is ketamine assisted therapy. It's an expensive option, but it really changed my perspective. You are working uphill to change your perspective, but it is possible. My key realization was that I was literally tripping myself up. I could observe the part of me that wanted to see me suffer causing the rest of me to be tripped up, and I just wondered, why? It really helped. And beyond that, reading up on complex PTSD has also really resonated with me, it might for you too.Godspeed, anon.
>>80072419> I could observe the part of me that wanted to see me suffer causing the rest of me to be tripped up, and I just wondered, whyThis is also possible to do without drugs through meditation, when you're depressed you get locked into a train of thought not realising those thoughts are just one part of you and you can just let them go, over time you stop thinking them. But this is hard to do when the thoughts are habitual.
>>80070854take out a loan and purchase some shit
