gooning is a legit mental illness and nobody can persuade me otherwise
that shit is not normal

i'm like an alcoholic. I can do long nofap stretches but the second I touch porn again I must goon for hours

>>80071261
I formed an addiction when I was younger because I'd do it every time I was in physical pain. So I'd masturbate to make it go away. And since I was constantly in pain I'd do it a lot. And then more. But I am better now

>>80071261
For me (furry) porn is one of the last thing left that helps me cope. I'm extremely depressed otherwise.

A lot of the times i don't even masturbate when i look at it, i just look at it to relax. Porn is very relaxing for me. I don't know why.

when I was 12 and started fapping I had no reference point for what it was or how you should do it, so I'd literally just sit watching tv for hours while jacking off if nobody was around. and since I couldn't nut yet I'd just keep orgasm thinking that this was what masturbating was. I'd only stop when my dick got so sore that I couldn't anymore. And that kind of became the bedrock of how I would goon forever from then on. only difference being that I learned to edge with masterful control when I started nutting.

I've seen that this type of behaviour is indicative of childhood trauma which I definitely had. In my life whenever I've found something that makes me feel good at all I just want to do it endlessly. And gooning, despite being definitely bad doesn't have a lot of the issues that come along with drug addiction and alcoholism, although it does to a lesser degree.

I don't know if this is now like a permanent condition in me because I'm 31 and even when I do long nofap streaks and have been with a woman I can't really get aroused by them. I guess I permanently broke my sexual function

>>80071261
Nah I'm just not made docile and impotent by the regime. My sex drive is normal I just don't have anyone to have sex with so I deal with it myself. Doesn't disrupt my day or relationships so what's the problem.