I wish I had something to fight for.Instead I'm lazy and weak, I study, go to school, go to work, head home, and do it all again the next day for my billionaire overlords.I'm going to die a nobody, live a nobody life.Sometimes I think the world hates me, because I'm a man, an incel, a dying breed, but I realize that the world actually just doesn't care about me. Being hated might actually be better than this, than being forgotten about, inconsequential,.I am not strong, I am not smart, I am not pretty nor handsome, nor exceptional in any other area. I am worse than a normie to be honest.One of the worst parts of it is all of my inspirations, my role models, they are all fictional, and this is a choice of my own making because when I am met with someone truly exceptional, I resent them, I downplay them, and I cast them off as naturally gifted, simply because I know I am too weak to follow in their footsteps and be like them, so I follow the fictional because I don't compare myself to fictional characters, only respect them.
>>80071924It's ok anon, maybe in your past life you were a Spartan
>>80071924I was a NEET until I was 23yo. My mom discovered my loli porn collection and kicked me out lol. I had no where to go, so I joined the Army. Long story short I did convoy security in iraq/syria. Ive been in like 100 attacks/bombings attacks. After a while I kinda became a sociopathcel . There was no band of brothers nobility, i guess i got along with my "battle buddies", Look, calling something a warcrime in a war is fucking oxymoronic retardation (how about: dont start pointless wars so there isnt any warcrimes ).But the silver lining was when I got out, and went to college, I simply didnt have social anxiety anymore, nor stage fright. And I was able to start getting girls (Im not a chad, but its not impossible either). And thanks to being a veteran I pretty much get istantly hired (ironically by social justice woke types who think veterans are a marganilized group lol lmao).What would have happened if my mom hadnt kicked me out? I would have been a 30yo NEET hikikomori still eatting fish sticks cooked by his mom, anxious around normies, uncomfortable in his won skin, bitter at lige. Familiar comfortable stagnation kills drive.
>>80072406>Long story short I did convoy security in iraq/syria>convoy securitySeen some shit huh?
>>80072412It wasnt that bad actuslly. I dont know why people think its this horrible thing and get "PTSD". Maybe i am a sociopath lol.
>>80072537I know this is not the place to ask this >>80071924.Any tips on how I can turn my life around. 24 yr old neet and college dropout. Really wanted to join the army but can't cuz of a lot of mental health stuff.
>>80072730Um, community college. Theres tins of grants and you can eaisly get certification (if not computer science, then something like boilder repair, or medical assistant).But if you really want the adventure, join a PMC mercenacy group like triplecanopy., youll basicslly be a "regular" security guard, just with an MP5 in some shitty dangerous 3rd world country because the rulers there dont trust their own kind(youll make 23-31$ an hour).
>>80073008>triplecanopyhow can one be a pmc with no prior military or police experience?
>>80073014>how can one be a pmc with no prior military or police experience?When i was in the army and worked with those guys, they didnt care (at least at that time). I rememeber meeting a 18yo dude from south carolina, and he said he just applied and got a couple days of training (more like familiarization) with weapons and how to dress wounds, then got on flight to ali al salem, and he was in the war. Unbelievable shit.
>>80073063how did pmcs fight during the war? Also I doubt that standards are that lax nowadays
>>80073354They did convoy security like me, PSD (personal secuirty detachment, where you guard a person), guard duty, usually guarding check points, and stuff like that.
>>80073387What unit were you in and years?
>>>/x/noboWe have a place for you.
>>80073411>what unit what year?I was an headquarters support company in an airborne unit. Im not getting more specific in case youre a ching chong data miner.
