Has anyone else gone through this ? Recently i took 120mg of extended release oxycontin spread out, more or less one 10mg pill every hour, on the last day of a 7 days baclofen and caffeine binge (i do this binge once after every 7 to 12 days sober of baclofen, and i had waited 10+ hours since dosing baclofen to dose the oxy or i would probably have died. i would also probably have died if i had dosed all of the 120mg extended release oxy at once, but i atleast have the good sense to know this). By having gone through horrible GABA withdrawals from baclofen before, i know not to dose after midday and never using more than 7 days in a week. Still, the baclofen and caffeine doses were huge and i feel retarded for always using enormous doses of the 3rd drug on the last day of the binge. Im just sick of it, and burnt out, and it sucks having to go to a job in the following days folowwing the drugs rebound. Ive done this pattern before but with drugs other than oxy as the third, always 10+ hours after dosing the baclofen + caffeine and im tired of it. From now on i decided that a single pill of around 200mg of caffeine is more than enough and nothing else, its an actual drug and it makes me feel in awe at how i was treating myself. Psychonaut wiki considers 200mg to be a strong dose for a reason. If youre struggling with drug abuse cycles it gets better, i know because ive gotten out of this before.
>>80075602I thought America stopped handing out Oxycontin like candy?
I have also thrown drugs in the trash several times during the first days of the binge rebounds, just to serve at the cherry on top. I feel that now something has trully clicked and i feel optimistic. I want nothing to do with this way of living anymore
>>80075606Im not in america anon