>>80076867
>>another grumpy & depressed day
Indeed, considering this is the second day without an Aisu blog now... just kill me already.

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>go back and build the table together
>build the second one
>oh fuck there is a third table
>I need a tea & cig
>if I could just finish my lighthouse model that speedy
>>80077218
give it a week or two in the worst case I guess

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>finish the third table too
>parents are happy
>psychotic fatass lil bro does mentally ill style exercise around us
>has headphones
>mom is like wow at this rate he will go to the olympics
>..to the paralympics
>ROFL
>I really wanna go to japan for a month+ during the cherry blossom season
>parents want me to take over the family company so they arent happy with the timing of my next travel
>I guess I have to delay it fucking damn it
>but if they want me to be efficient I do need a time out after all these happenings at home

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>https://youtu.be/r8NwmwPHgno?si=e2CbVkuFqX0YszSm
>UNHOLY SHIT
>SWITCH 2 WAS ANNOUNCED AND I MISSED IT
>JEODBFPFNR9RBFIWVYOS9ENS9S628eeubfjd8eei3n
>I just want a new Animal Crossing game to be desu
>another Luigis Mansion too please
>but one thats more like the first one
>2 was meh
>3 was great
>but the first one is still too great compared to the others

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>some neonazi who has go to jail for denying the holocaust made use of the new trans laws
>has a female surename now and by is a woman
>they are confused now what to do with that person
>by law they have the rights to be send into a woman jail

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>has to go*
>by law*
>prison*
>fuck my esl the lighthouse model is exhausting my monkey brain too much
>made it to step 300
>1400 steps left
>40 more pages til I can use the instruction pdf 2 out of 4
>epic
>I need food desu

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>eat
>do nothing the entire time
>psychotic lil bro comes into my room
>tells me if I want he would transfer the family company to me
>since he believes he wasting his potential by just making money
>he wants to go to the uni to proof his delusional theory of everything
>oy vay I dont want any of this
>but I have to desu
>still not sure if this means rip japan in spring
>but I probably have to wait for it til summer or next spring FUCK
>welp I still have to debate the details with dad
>tell dad the best thing to do is to hustle monays a few years
>and then be like farewell germany
>I better enjoy my less busy days
>ofc I will feel too bleh for it wont I
>next week is going to be bussy supporting my cousin from dubai
>he also wants me for his company once business starts fr
>I guess he can still hire me as part timer
>handling two businesses was unimaginable a few years ago
>besides my own smol steps that added up
>also thanks to jeff bezoz
>his warehouses are wagie bootcamps
>specially if you get to rise up and get more critical roles
>damn looking back
>I miss walking around with my laptop & walkietalkie
>even wearing the free tshirt from working during prime days atm
>>>>>>>you help them to make big profits during a exstreme busy week
>>>>>>all you get is a free cheap tshirt that reminds you of working hard
>epic
>I need a shower methinks

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>dont shower to not risk waking up mom
>cant decide on what to do
>end up just scrolling through youtube n waste time
>great
>watch this pirate software guy casually sometimes
>find out there is big drama about him
>cause he went for safe play and saved his own ass in wow hardcore classic
>while his other group matex died
>if I get it right the big fuss is cause he didnt properly apologise or something and went a lil assholish
>I mean he is a furfag they can be like that why is everyone so mad
>damn thinking of my online furfag fren I know since around 15 years now
>even if I re-add him he is just going to play warthunder and be only interested to watch (old) drachenlord videos together
>many years ago we played n watched everything together
>his plane autism had to grow too strong over the years
>the drachenlord problem is on me
>I still remember the first time I made him watch a video of him with me
>"WHO is this fatfuck and why are we watching him play basketball? this is BORING"
>skip forward and now he isnt interested in anything else to watch together
>damn it I dont have any good online frens anymore

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>dont continue my lighthouse model
>dont continue wow classic
>get a glass of alcohol desu
>preheat the oven for my favorite frozen pizza
>gonna add truffle & exstra cheese on it
>im going to regret being so wasteful with my time soon enough
>cant be helped I guess

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>hab a second glass of alcohol
>anymore would be critical
>perhaps it is already
>but my pizza should calm down
>funny how mom tends to buy truffles
>but never uses them since she mostly cooks persian food
>so I use them on my pizzas befor they go bad
>dad was like I can take off two weeks in fall for my japan travel
>but I was like
>just two weeks?
>at least a month
>we still have to figure that one out
>I guess a later travel is better for my stocks
>cause I can use my earnings from my future business instead of selling them
>but I rly need a nice travel asap to valm down from my favorite cats death + psychotic lil bro arc
>im most likely gonna spend a lot of moneys for food & sweets over there
>Im probably gonna get a ragdoll kitten for myself on my bday dis year
>lookup ragdoll kittens4sale
>they all look like my favorite cat while he was a kitten
>made me cry

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>have a BIG shot of tequila befor I start eating my pizza
>I just miss my favorite cat even more
>I HATE this timeline SOOOOOOO much
>why couldnt I die instead
>why couldnt my lil bro die instead
>all I asked parents was to keep him safe while I was in dubai
>but NO
>had a phonecall with my lil bro while in dubai
>kept asking him how favorite cat is doing
>he didnt answer it but monkey brain me didnt realised it was bad
>I only suspected something is off when they paid for my skydiving instead of myself
>I was like 600bucks present just like that???
>what happened I wasnt such a good boy to deserve that???
>whats going on??
>now I now
>FUCK

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>https://youtu.be/FnHv0ne0xjY?si=drKtC-GqKqaqWcJH
>had another big tequila shot while I was eating
>anymore is too risky
>I should try to sleep asap
>03:05AM

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>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b35df4RuuN4
>im SO full of hate its unreal
>03:49am
>ye I should sleep befor I drink more desu

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>I hate this entire world so much
>this entire species deserves nukes
>not a single person is worth saving from the rainfall of nukes
>just burn it all down

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>04:04AM
>gonna try to sleep I guess
>never EVER let me wake up again
>I dont wanna have to bother or deal with anything
>nothing is worth it
>why was I even born
>just to suffer
>burn down this cursed planet already
>I hate this world so much

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>whats thete to even life for
>nothing
>just make money til you get old n die
>dad is soo lucky that mom exist
>or else I would try to end it in japan already
>the last thing on my bucket list ig
>FUCK why do I even have to feel guilty about her