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Rampant ANXIETY 01/16/25(Thu)14:06:52 No.80078108

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Rampant ANXIETY Anonymous 01/16/25(Thu)14:06:52 No.80078108

For some reason, I always find myself in a situation where I have some personal crisis and I spend days if not weeks in nonstop nervousness and anxiety till the problem is solved. It wears me out body and mind, and I cant even get studying and working done, let alone dating.
I've been stressed for 10 years now and let me just say it shows in my hairline.

People say I have the worst luck ever. Shit just keeps happening to me.
What I hate most is that these days most problems are handled using email, not letters anymore. Because email runs 24/7, I have to sit on my computer anxiously waiting for that life-changing email all day, every day. With snail mail you can at least take a breather during weekends and evenings. Email keeps my cortisol running till it's over.

I just constantly find myself sweating and freaking out, in a near unreal state, thinking "once I've survived from this, I can go back to being happy." But the catharsis is never there. Once I get an email saying I won't be sued, 15 minutes later I get an email from my doctor saying I might have a serious illness, and then I get a call from eBay saying my customer is demanding their money back, then I chip my tooth during the call... others have normal days, these are my days.