I stopped watching porn because I thought it was cuck to see a girl getting fucked by someone else. I stopped watching camgirls when I realized that they were able to arouse unhealthy fantasies in me. In the end, I tried to maintain a good vision of women by listening to cute stuff like certain kpop or jpop sounds. But then, since these have become desires for me, I masturbate on them. Does that make them dirty? I took one from a kpop group I like. And I'm trying to imagine an erotic scene where I don't dirty her, where she's active and I'm passive. I've even cum on a photo of her crying at the end of a concert, because her tears are a bit like my present situation, and so I share her feeling, even if it's obviously much sadder and more pathetic in my case. Have I gone mad? Do you pay as much attention to the ethical side of masturbation as I do?
>>80079134>one of those anonsoh no. stop before it's too late. it's not that deep. just nut and go.
>>80079178I need love, not just a nut.
