How to completely kill your own hopes?Like, I'm 6'0, not bad looking, 7x6 inches cock and slightly fit. Not to brag but I probably would make quite a good one night stand almost chad liteYet I'm still a khhv because I want to be the first of my future wife and I be her first. I don't think that'll happen though, because women are whores, but part of me don't want to give up on that. If I can completely kill those hopes then I'd be able to go around fucking everyone and even paying for hookers without guilty
>>80081802Women are deposit of semen. Nothing more, nothing less
>>80081802I am literally you anon... i wish women were worth pursuing
>>80081802>I want to be the first of my future wife and I be her first *I want to be the first of my future wife and she be my firstRetard
>>80081802In my experience, it's less about killing your hopes and more about killing off your sense of shame. My attitude and anxiety relaxed and I started getting into hookers when a perfect storm of events happened at around the same time:>Moved from working part time to full time - it really exhausted me>Big traumatic event in my personal life - I suspect this numbed me a bit>Heard my 19yo little sister getting loudly railed by her bf one night LOL - made me think to myself "there's no reason why I shouldn't be getting any action too"I still cringe at things I say/do sometimes but I don't really feel shame about my actions or thoughts anymore.
>>80081802If you didn't lock it up in high school then that ship has sailed. Not to worry though. Women are loyal if they're attracted to you and you fuck them deep enough. There's no material difference between a virgin and a non-virgin if you're the best they've ever had. They will genuinely fall in love with you if you meet this criteria, and you will fall in love with them.
>>80082983Also, if you nut inside them for a month or two you'll fall in love. The worries just kind of wash away once you've subconsciously imprinted the notion that she might be carrying your child.
>>80081802You know now how most women feel like>I could get laid but I don't want to>I want to get married to a good manThis is how I feel. I could get laid, but that's not a good thing. I'm waiting for marriage
>>80083012>>>>>>>>>>most women
>>80083112Yeah most women. It's because all men claim to be good, and only show their true colors after a few months or years. I was dating one man (we didn't sleep together, because I said only after marriage) who claimed to be respectful and good and wanted to marry me. After a few months I found out he hates women, he insulted my whole family and refused to get a job. So I broke up with him, disappointed. Now he is playing the victim and curses me how modern women are disobedient bitches. I literally would have no problem cooking and cleaning and supporting him, if he wasn't a hateful lazy neet. If you want to get married, you need to show you are able to do your part taking care of a wife and future children. And he didn't.And no, he isn't a 6ft+ chad with a model face
