I'm 39 now, shes 39, I've seen this with a bunch of random women I knew from the past and I've always just been apathetic (or happy for them when it seems their lives have worked out better than mine) but this one has made me sad.We were friendly in high school but I was a little boy compared to her, later we had a chance meeting in a totally different city when we were in our early 20s. She was an actress on a stage tour and even though by then I was still a massive virgin I was at least working an ok job, much taller and in decent shape, enough that she mentioned the changes, we were on the same train and went for a coffee afterwards just talking about old times for an hour.I'm not a complete retard and know when somebody is coming on to me and she was asking all the right questions about women in my life and what I want, she gave me her number and said I had to come see her show, she hugged and kissed me saying see you soon. I was a nervous wreck.Of course me being me I never called, never went to see the show, just went home to hide on the internet with an ego boost.15+ years later and I found her on social media doomposting about online dating and her life slipping away, trying her best to not crash through the wall.I'm under no illusions that especially in her prime years she'd already have taken a 1000 dicks and even if we had hooked up, I highly doubt I'd be anywhere near the top of any list she had for boyfriend material compared to the gigachads she would've been with.Like I said normally idgaf seeing the fuckups emerge from past names I interacted with but this one just makes me sad, most of the other Stacy's from the past all ended up marrying people, I can't help but thing if shit had worked out differently in the past both of us could've been saved from the miserable decades we have ahead of us.Thats the end of this weeks blogpost.The lesson for anyone on here younger than 22-23 is dont fuck it up when your time comes.
>>80082180Damn bro, i am 25 and no one has ever done anything close to that for me you must either be a giga chad or a chad lite.Congrats anyways
>>80082210>chad liteIn my early 20s I was chad lite, 6foot, decent build from sports, had what was considered a good job for my ageI can look back now at old pictures and I didn't seem to finish puberty until I was about 21, I started going bald at 28 and it was over then as the restof me looked young and it was weird. Even up until about 35 people would ask me for ID if I had a hat on, if I had the hat off people would stare at me trying to figure out how a 25 year old is bald.It was fucked, used to it now though.
The stream of women who liked me and I never made a move on out of nervousness teached me to at least be insistent after I miss the mark. If anything, so I can say "I tried" in the future.Last girl I went on dates with and didn't kiss, for example, was perfect in every way. After the episodes, she kinda drifted, even if she was still friendly. I invited her again and again and again, and everytime she had reasons stopping her. I insisted to my hearts content, until *I* stopped bothering, so my attempts leave no space for regret later.In other times I'd be more considerate and try to "get a clue", but now I only think of my future self. Fuck normalfags' opinions and the well being of women, I'm not letting future anon brood over what he should have done.
>>80082287>If anything, so I can say "I tried" in the future.It's worth it no matter what happens, it might feel cringe at the time but theres no hiding place from regrets in later life, theyll follow you forever.
>>80082180I was madly in love with a girl 5 years plder than me in school so i asked her to be my girlfriend and she rejected me because i was too young or some other dumb excuse (she was probably chasing chad)Now she is 30, i looked at her facebook profile and my god she has aged really badly and is still single, i still have strong feelings for her but time really did a number on her.I cannot put into words how much dread i feel about this, i wanted to marry her but she rejected me like all the other girls until i ended up as a kissless virgin, i had to lose my kiss virginity to the 'easy' girl of the group, which of course didn't want to be my gf either so everything sucked anyways.I wish things were different you know, i don't think the female brain is capable of making decisions properly, watching the woman i love get old and ugly and alone, childless and loveless is the realest balckpill i can swallow, this entire world is a torture chamber
>>80082504>I wish things were different you know,Yeah its just sad to see it, imagine how it feels from her perspective, she probably turned down 100s of guys like you and is having to watch everyone around her having kids and raising families.For all the bitching old fucks like me have done this past few years about our own shitty lives as we get older, it must be suicidal for these women.
