>19yo college dropout>had a full ride scholarship but I fucked it up>had to take out loans to go for another semester, fucked it up too>got my loans forgiven because of my "permanent disability" (autism)>military won't take me because I take meds for my adhd (which don't work so I can't focus for shit)>no car either, not even my license>no job and am subsisting off social security checksI don't know what to do anymore. I think it'll just be easier to throw a plugged hair dryer into my bath tub and jump in with it than to try to aspire for anything anymore. Not like I'll be missing out on much, lost my virginity a year ago and that was unironically the peak of my life. It gets worse daily.
>>80083201>gets free money>complainsJust go work at a grocery store like half of America and find a gf and start a family and stop being a whiny bitch.
Yeah, doesnt side like you have any potential to make something of your lifeIf you're gonna kill yourself at least do it in a cool way that makes some waves
>>80083211>Just work at a grocery store!!!except I have no car and nobody willing to drive me anywhere. My mom intentionally works to keep me here and complains that I'm not doing anything with my life. Hell, she takes some of the money I get for herself I don't even get the full amount of that. I can't get a job of any capacity unless it's online somehow.
>>80083226I have no car either. You can walk to the grocery store. Also used cars are $1000 for a beater that'll drive in town to get you to and from work. Save up for a few months.
>>80083259I live in the boonies. Nothing is walking distance for me. That and I've looked, used cars run for at minimum 3k for me. Even if I got one, I still don't have a license.
>>80083226You need to get a job and move out of the house and then get a driver's license and some kind of qualification to work.
>>80083305Post ur bussy on da internet yteboi
>>80083201What is the point of this post? To elicit sympathy? You did it all to yourself
>>80083377I guess that might just be the point of the post. Not much else to post for when you're trying to brainstorm ways to kill yourself. Only other reason I posted this was for somebody to suggest some type of online side hustle or whatever. idk man, I find that most of what I'm doing right now is done without much reason behind it.
