You're describing prison gay, anon.
You see, human beings need a significant other. Without one they will literally go insane.
To cope in a scenario where you have no access to women, but do have access to men, your brain will try to make you accept having a boyfriend to protect itself.
That said, it's much easier tricking yourself into liking fictional traps and femboys without faces than it is to trick yourself into liking real men.

>>80083977
This sentiment is probably why men only hang out online nowadays. You don't need a significant other, you are just mentally ill and chronically online. I bet normal interactions are a foreign concept to you and you twitch nervously over the slightest verbal exchange and yet here you are preaching what is normal.

>>80083709
well damn, if i friend who looked like that i'd date them in a heartbeat

>>80083709
sometimes I want to beat the fuck out of a femboy and then cum in his ass while he calls me daddy. But, mostly men are just hideous. Finding an actual feminine guy is nearly impossible.

>>80084879
i don't get how people get turned on by literal violence

>>80084939
hate is great. I once knew an asian girl who really got me. too bad I catfished her and she ended up blocking me. nice girl tho

I sometimes get the urge to hook up with random boys and get my ass destroyed but I believe sex is something that should be reserved to a single person you will share your life with, and I don't want to marry a man because men can't bear children. I cope by bouncing on rubber dicks. I hope my future wife likes pegging