If I'm not accepted as part of society, why must I contribute to it in the slightest? It is not only not in my interest, but I have no moral obligation either since everyone ostracizes me and tries to screw me over proving society is not actually good.>you have to contribute to be acceptedDoes everyone I meet know exactly how much I have contributed and makes a judgment based on that? Total scumbags and ex-cons have loving friends and family yet I do not. They judge me for my taste in music, my haircut and superficial things like that, and they decide I should not be treated the same way as everyone else, that they would rather not have me around and they gossip to their friends and acquaintances and make sure that happens. It has been like this since I was age 14 too.>put more effort inLoneliness is skyrocketing in the modern world. No one ever told me how important it was in life to go out and make friends, growing up no one gave a shit that I was alone and depressed. Sure, maybe if I put herculean gigachad sigma willpower into something I will get results, but I'm not putting my effort into conforming to mainstream society, I will search for another community to be a part of.
