Holy shit guys it struck me like a rock.>27 year old turbo autist virgin, no dates, no relationships>Watch peers in my year get married or engaged>Realized that my childhood crush got engaged to another manWhat the hell was I doing? Everything I did was cope. My job, my hobbies my lack of social skills, my fetishes, redpill, blue pill, incel, gigachad, crypto, anime, hentai. Now the whole world is crumbling around me. It was all a distraction. All I wanted the entire time was love. I realized that all I wanted is a loving wife. Nothing matters to me anymore. That's why I don't feel passion in video games anymore, that's why I don't feel good jacking off. It's all what I wanted: love.I overlooked every cute girl I that liked me, smiled or tried to get close to me. It's because I was a fucking dense idiot thinking I could meet that childhood crush again. Why the fuck did I take this life route? I really wish I could restart the game of life from the beginning and not take the retard route.Fuck now I gotta get out before it's too late. I need to find dates and a loving GF and make a proud family who will love me till death. I never had Joy. I must seek it. Wish me luck guys. And whoever is reading this, there should be a lesson here, but whatever it is, it can't be too late.
>>80085993>Fuck now I gotta get out before it's too late. Wish me luck guys.see you again in a week op
You know what, i hope you succeed.Good luck anon.
>>80085993A huge portion of Gen X men didn't father their first child until after they hit their 40s. You still have a lot of time.
>>80085993I'd like to post some encouraging words, but first I'll need to know how fat you are.
