I fell in love with someone in 2003 as a college freshman. She was my best friend and we talked for at least six hours every day. I never clearly told her how I felt, and when I finally did, she said she only saw me as a friend. Maybe she meant it, or maybe she wanted me to try harder I wasn't smart enough to understand. I pursued her until 2008 but with no luck.Eventually, I moved to a different country, but I couldn't get over her. Until 2017, she would message me once a year on my birthday, and I would spend the entire year waiting for that one message. In 2018, she got married to someone else. Hoping to move on and find happiness, I decided to get married too. I thought it would help me forget her, but it didn't.My marriage hasn't been great, but I stay in it for the sake of my kids. I'm not in love with my wife, and as a result, I still find myself thinking about my best friend. I doubt these feelings will ever completely go away.
as ugly little fuck I fell in love with the beautiful Stacy who never gave me the time of day or knew I existed. Nothing changed and I never made any effort whatsoever, boo hoo woe is me I am such an incel.
>>80087079>2003it's been over two decades, get over it
>>80087079Many times, I would often do something nice... In elementary school, I would try to play games, in middle and high school it was group projects. In college it has just been approaching women and asking if they need help with a certain class...I try helping consistently and repeatedly, often for weeks or even months at a time... No luck, nothing. Always it is you are just a helper, a tutor, a servant, though sometimes a friend...You would think I have many friends, but I have none, because I just retract into myself.I guess I am kind of pathetic.
>>80087079That's pretty tragic anon. You might find comfort from reading other people's experiences with limerence online. I involuntarily fell in love with someone online while already in a relationship, because this person shared so many of my interests and had spoken to me with a kindness and tenderness I'd never experienced before. I'm over it now, but it was very painful, and I never want to experience anything like that ever again
>>80087079>be me>hang out with this guy>He's cute, adorable even>not the brightest, but has an amazing personality>kind of autistic, not very expressive, awkward gaze, very inquisitive, hates eye contact, very quiet, pretty much mute>loves heat, seriously any time I visit his home it's uncomfrotably warm and he loves it>he's not hesitant to let me know that I scare him at first>the first month or so that we hang out I get the impression he kind of hates me>eventually he warms up to me>we start hanging out daily>he understands that just because I can hurt him doesn't mean I'm going to>Things get real sweet real quick>We hang out all the time and it gets really affectionate>sometimes he'll lay on my chest>sometimes he'll hold my hand well we listen to music or watch tv together>his hands are very dry, more scaly than anything really>he always smells kind of funny, like he doesn't bathe much but it's weirdly pleasant>jokingly start calling him Stinko-man>he responds well to it>this goes on for a couple years>one day I tell him "I love you stinkoman" as he's resting on my chest and with my hand on his backMFW he can't love me back because this story is about my pet bearded dragon and reptiles lack the mental capacity for emotions like love and y'all niggas thought I was secretly gay or somethin.
>>80087122Have you ever been in love with someone?
At least you know how being in love feels like
>>80088634Why is that supposed to be a good thing?
>>80087079I was only 9 years old>I loved Shrek so much, I had all the merchandise and movies>I pray to Shrek every night before bed, thanking him for the life I've been given>"Shrek is love" I say; "Shrek is life">My dad hears me and calls me a faggot>I know he was just jealous of my devotion for Shrek>I called him a cunt>He slaps me and sends me to go to sleep>I'm crying now, and my face hurts>I lay in bed and it's really cold>Suddenly, a warmth is moving towards me>It's Shrek>I am so happy>He whispers into my ear "This is my swamp.">He grabs me with his powerful ogre hands and puts me down onto my hands and knees>I'm ready>I spread my ass-cheeks for Shrek>He penetrates my butt-hole>It hurts so much but I do it for Shrek>I can feel my butt tearing as my eyes start to water>I push against his force>I want to please Shrek>He roars in a mighty roar as he fills my butt with his love>My dad walks in>Shrek looks him straight in the eyes and says "It's all ogre now.">Shrek leaves through my window>Shrek is love. Shrek is life.
>>80087079>Be me>Be lead night manager at popular pizza place>Cute girl from HS ended up working there>We both graduated >He bf asked her to marry him, she said no>Years went by both still working there, never talking she was on 1st shift>We started to get close and sometimes worked 2nd together>I drove her home many times, we sat and held each other before she got out of my car to go home>I even took her on a date, but I'm a idiot and forgot my wallet, and made her pay, and didn't even think about paying her backIm full triple SSS tier autist thank you>Eventually my best friend, me and her hang out a waffle house, a long with the rest of the people working there, we all kinda hang out there often for a while>I'm still always alone, couldnt get it in my head I should be spending time with her>Best friend spends way more time with her than me>Best friend one closing shift, asks me if I like her>At this time she and him were already hanging out a lot, so I thought it was already over>Said idgaf, do whatever>Something happens between them>He leaves>She starts sending me good morning and goodnight texts>I tell her to stopOther than this, I have one other story, but that one is bs and wouldn't never been real..
If I see this on a green text video, I'm dcma striking your ass mother fucker
>>80087079So my stories are a little different. I would frequently end up sleeping with the girl, but she never wanted to commit to me for one reason or another.>Girl I lost my virginity to had a BF. But since I was 14 and she was 18, she had no interest in us being a couple even though we fucked for a year.>goth girl with DDD tits was friends with a friend of mine. 1 night stand and then she stood me up for our date cause her ex was playing games>Dated some chick who confessed her crush but she dumped me cause I publicly acknowledged we were dating>a girl who later had the tables flipped when she became the girl with the crush stood me up 3 times and I didn't trust her anymore.>sex friend from work/school got knocked up by a different guy she started dating who she cheated on him with me with. Had no interest in being in a relationship with me.>girl in college says shes a full on lesbian now and we become roommates n have sex regularly. She never officially dates me cause she didn't want lesbians to not date her and didn't want guys hitting on her. She also would act ashamed of knowing me one minute then be desperate to hang out the next.>friend of mine started having casual sex and threesomes with me. She said she wouldn't feel right dating before getting engaged to some concert promoter (they never married)>current girl I am seeing is marrying another guy and has made it crystal clear we are not gonna stop fucking. This one is a bit different because he needs to stay on her insurance for medical issues and has erectile disfunction. I tried to get her to move in with me and dump him before I knew the full story, and it fell apart and I learned why she was having sex with me while staying with her fiance.I've always been a guy women like, but are ashamed to take home to their family. And I guess I should be happy they sleep with me, but before I grew accustomed to this I struggled hard with feeling like I was never good enough to deserve love.