>want to take a short nap>ends up taking up too many hours>at least the dream was kinda interesting>one of my favorite cousins is here>so my mood isn't that grumpy>I still need a cig & coffe to boot up fr>and I still miss my cat bleh>deal with some digital paperwork for cousins company>there are some physical papers I prepared for him that he needs to sign>great I can't find them>mom probably put them somewhere>dad asks me to take over the nightshift for our family business tonight>be like don't I need to accompany my cousin to a appointment tomorrow?>nope that was on thursday fucku>I guess I have to deal with it tonight>I need to get food & eat>also tobacco & a new lighter to be ready for later>I can't wait for august when its my vacation time>welp gotta first bother with lots of annoying things until comfy times
>>80126219Nice blogpost, faggot.I just had a dream where I was Al Pacino's character in that movie where he's a blind lawyer, except I'm not really blind and everyone around me is really suspicious and trying to test whether I'm really blind.
>go out to get everything needed to be ready>have a bic lighter with some kind of old school radio motive on it>if you need a light go always for bic they are build to last desu>eat back home while watching some video about pol pot>have to depart in around half a hour>none of the employees have confirmed yet that they are ready to be picked up for tonight>to be desu I wouldnt mind if they are all sick or something >I rather stay comfy in my room tonight or just sleep moar>but that would cause other kind of headaches I would need to deal with>bothering with everything better pays off in around half a year>Musk doing a sus salute while he looks like he has a autistic orgasm on stage >im just worried for the stocks of one of my cousins>she is a firm believer of tesla>the stocks are for her toddler son once he is 18>recently tesla isnt doing well product wise but its all bloated up cause of his sucessful presence (so far) in us politics>I hope im just worried too much for her oof>I need to get ready now and see if it actually happens tonight xd>>80126526made me chuckle, sounds like you played a role in the half drama half comedy version of it desuhobefully you won the case and werent exposed oof
>im ready>damn it everyone else is also ready>REEEEE>I gotta just remember>Do it for the vacation>dis time its going to be childhood dream tier so bery exciting>the most troublesome part of the family business hasnt even started yet oof>I need to do some safety schoolings for our kind of construction work for that>so I can be the lead & manager when that starts again oof
>>80126219>Family business That shit is a double edged sword. You pretty much have a guaranteed job but at the same time you also have stupid amounts of extra bullshit they constantly hammer you with. Like "oh the bee guy quit with no notice so you're gonna have to fill in all week probably the next three weeks because your dad can't be assed to actually hire anyone
>its going well so far>most of the night is still ahead of us>ugh seems like im also needed for wednesday>but I habe to be somewhere with my cousin at noon>then there is the talk of dad to use me for dis weekend>>80127187Big yesh,we do a lot ourself to save staff costs and dad causing most employees to run away desuThere is also some kind of 24/7 layer to it, gotta be ready to do emails/phonecalls/paperwork when ever dad or the business needs it at homeAnd you cant just quiet if you are fed up with the work>worst is they plan to transfer ownership to me>im going to be the head of it>parents are sure im going to run it better than my younger brother>I didnt used to believe in myself like that>but I was doing well at amazon >started at the bottom but had a speedy rise to better roled>my responsibility ended up to be to make sure all the orders of my department were out on time>had to do all kind of stuff to keep my department going well>I also fixed anything else I could if I found time for it>I kinda miss it>welp at least the payment is going to be much better if things go well>I will treat myself to a month+ long travel to japan via business class>gosh I cant wait>but first I have to go through a lot to earn that bleh
>a little moar than 4 hours left>the tasks aren't so tough>dad isn't around>it isnt as good as being comfy in my room tonight>but its at least a chill night out here today desu>the big challanges are still ahead of me>I guess I should see it as a warm up to get used to things again
>>80126219>frieren the redditEvery fucking time.
>>80128725?????Thats from bocchi the rockAre ur eyes alright anon???Wrong thread??
do u still care more about ur stupid fucking cat than u do about medie piglove me
>>80129217nothe cat is better than you
>I had too much coffee and too many cigs>around 3h left yay>>80129217If you are 26dollar than definetly desu>>80129223He is the eternal best boyPicrel
>>80129253I HATE YOU ASSHOLE I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR ETERNITY
>>80129253>Picrelhe is very cute I like his eyes
>>80129288>mom tended to say he did not just copy my traits while I raised him>he also had to have the same eyes as me>to be desu I would say his were a bit more blue>mine go rather a little into the greenish areadamn it I miss him so much>>80129278Ur being a ironic memelord like always, go back to ur wife krikikppp
>less than 2h left yay>I need a shower & sleep>I also feel rather blue>inb4 I stay awake for too long once im back home>can I please hab a time skip for a couple of months desu
>around half a hour left to finish things and start to head back home>I should stop looking at old pics of my cat>probably not helping with the emotional mess inside of me desu
>back home>need a shower n sleeep>some food would be also neat>too bad I dont have always cornflakes for myself at home anymore
>just be too idle for too long while being like meh>heading towards 8am>okies really need to push myself to shower now and then sleep asap>hungry
>take a shower>too hungry and not sleepy anymore>I should sleep tho>just worried n overthinking too much about everything>gosh I cant wait til later this year>too much bullshit is ahead of me til I make it there>I really need that time out to regain mental health points> thanks to my younger brother being pretty much a schizo who is making it worse through his own choices>parents are also on the edge of dying thanks to the stress he causes>I hate him SO much>fucking hell being alive is too much>yea I need sleep bleh
>smoke my last cig befor bed to a pretty sun rise at my cats grave>im hab to tell my US aunt some bad news>at first I told her I cant take her with me for reasons>then she was like economy will work out for her>plus she is going to just stay one week with me befor flying back home>I guess that could work out>tell mom>mom is like No.>"you will pay for my vacation cause she can afford her own and I need one myself">O-okay desu>gonna be Tehran for her methinks>Trump please dont invade >I think I have to weasel myself out for tonight>I just remebered that there is a second appointment I have to accompany my cousin with on thursday>I would probably not get out of bed >or be too grumpy with the very short sleep time I would hab befor having to go out im the morning for all day til the evening>should be fine if I weasel >ready2sleep>in bed with my blahaj>pls let me wake up in july or die in my sleep>I will take either>Goodnight..Goodmorning(??)
