>can't take care of myself >apartment is a mess >rapidly gaining weight >alcoholic >no friends or relationships >no romantic prospects >shitty job >spending money faster than I make it >no motivation to engage in any hobbies >on internet 24/7 >all of my peers are more successful than me>starting to dissociate from reality >severe depression >severe anxiety >considering going to mental hospital but not sure I can afford it
>>80130679>alcoholicstop drinking alcohol, all your problems are made worse by drinking brain poison
>>80130699I can quit drinking for a few days at a time, but I always fall back into it. I get so bored. And it makes me stop thinking about all of my problems. I genuinely think if I had something to distract me and make me happy, I wouldn't be so dependent on it, but right now I have no shot.
Clean your shit and get a hobby even unproductive one is OK Start drink tea