Shroom forest edition!erowid.orgpsychonautwiki.orgtripsit.mebluelight.org
>>82575579A shame the last thread died, I still had active conversations there...
>>82575579I feel like hold on bump limit I'll continue later
>>82577243okay as I was saying, I felt like I was bitching on this general about opiate withdrawals yesterday yet I was 5 days cleannot anymore since I relapsed on 50 mg of tramadol after 5 days for actual pain, but somehow I feel normal (for the most part) again without it.
>>82577260NTA.>opiate withdrawalsYou can beat it, anon. You got this!Also 50mg of trams is very low so I wouldn't count it as relapse if you're a high tolerance user.Glad you're feeling better/normal now.
>>82575579>mushroom bags almost colonizedGrowing 3 different species this time. Am excited.
>>82577523>Also 50mg of trams is very lowIt's why I didn't feel guilty taking it ai gee.this might be the bro science of substance abuse, but going cold turkey then relapsing on a small amount of the drug after a few days might be a viable strat for withdrawals.
>>82577603(though I don't reccomend it yet since I don't know if I just happened to get over the worst of it at that time)
How do I use Zyn better so they are stronger?
>>82577780Put it inside your foreskin.
What can I do at night besides alcohol? Weed is a no go as it makes me anxious
>>82577799assuming you want to fall asleep?
>>82577799If you like alcohol then other GABAergics (benzos and gabapentinoids). If you like sedatives in general then opioids, too.>weed [...] makes me anxiousLesser amounts of THC and more (or just) CBN/CBD might be better for you if you want to try cannabinoids ever again.
>>82577822Well that and get tipsy.
>>82577603>>82577621it's kind of like tapering in a way, you are somewhat resetting the withdrawals with a new dose but as long as you keep it low it's a momentary respite from them fully and the negative isn't that bigit is a very viable strat as long as you have the self control...so basically wouldn't recommend it in most cases but sometimes it's possiblein my own experience as someone without self control that is an easy way to waste the days spent withdrawing and just relapse
Nothing fills the void I feel.Cigarette after cigarette isn't the way.It keeps me sober man, but I miss DXM.I even think of eating raw weed.
>>82577603>going cold turkey then relapsing on a small amount of the drug after a few days might be a viable strat for withdrawalsIsn't it just tapering down with extra steps to it?
>>82577538>mushroom bags almost colonizedBased shroom grower.I heard it's hard to keep contaminants away from breeding grounds of shrooms as more types of spors or mold can get in there and ruin/kill the crop. You seem experienced, how do you avoid contaminations? Just by being very careful and sanitary, or is there a secret to it?
>>82577799>What can I do at night besides alcohol? Weed is a no go as it makes me anxiousBenzos are a good choice for less anxeity and falling asleep and are a good nighttime high in general, especially compared to alcohol, but can get addictive and build tolerance fast.Gabapentinoids are an option afaik but idk much about them so I can't truly recommend in an informed way.I've also heard of people who like to do ketamine at night and claim it's very comfy, with a lower risk of addiction than benzos; so that may be a valid option, too.
do second gen antihistamines also potentiate opioids? like I can get dph and prometazine and all that but like, the 2nd gen are free for me since my insurance gave them to me by the bulk and shit
ive mentioned here before that drugs are gay and turn you gay
>>82578945Drugs cured my homosexual tendencies.
I haven't gotten any more heroin yet, so I'm drinking instead >captcha: R420N
>>82578945>drugs are gay and turn you gaySissy hypno addiction gave me homosexual desires (and using drugs such as LSD along with it made it stronger) to the point of blowing a guy from grinder once (didn't care much for the experience, just fetishized it). But after-nut clarity fixes it for me in an instant and eliminates any gay shit I might've had experiencing at the moment.
>>82579071>I haven't gotten any more heroin yet, so I'm drinking instead Both are pretty bad options for the long-term, but have fun, anon. I'd at least smoke weed insted of drinking but whatever, it's a solid downer in a pinch.
Could I replace benzos with musicmol I read they're cns but are actually neuroprotective
>>82579377>Could I replace benzos with musicmolIn theory, since I've heard from guys on here who do the same having a good time.
>>82575579I've been taking gabapentin/pregabalin for a little over 2 weeks now. My current dose is 150mg twice a day of pregabalin. I'm going to stop, how bad will withdrawals be? Long taper isn't an option
>>82579377It works, just make sure you take a low dose or it becomes a nightmare trip
>>82579537>Long taper isn't an optionWith GABAergics that'll suck, but drink some extra water and/or gatorade (or something equivalent) and you'll be alright. Idk how notable 300mg of pregab per day is, but if you ever randomly wake up on the floor then consider medical attention. GABAergic withdrawals can induce seizures.
>>82579720I'm hoping that due to me being on it first a relatively short duration at relatively low doses it won't be too bad. I took roughly 50 mg and I'm feeling all right
I vape weed daily but I might be starting ADHD medication soon, anyone ever combine the two? No idea what medication in particular my doctor will be putting me on.
>>82579772>No idea what medication in particularThat makes a specific answer kinda difficult. Either way though, try scouring the erowid experience vault for THC + (amphetamines or phenidates) and see how people report on them. I've heard a variety of things from people comboing cannabinoids and stims, so it might be a toss up.
The exact mechanism of opiate itch is not fully understood. However, it is believed to be related to the activation of opioid receptors in the central nervous system and peripheral tissues. Opioids can stimulate the release of histamine and other chemicals that contribute to itching.
>>82579336You're a textbook case of porn sickness.
>>82579720Gatorade is just sugary poison. If you need extra electrolytes just put a pinch of salt in your water bottle.
>>82579772>ADHD medicationADHD is fake, but good job at convincing your doctor to give you uppers.You'll have amphetamines or methylphenidate, have fun.
>>82579772>smoke weed every day>man, i can't focus at all! :(
>>82580290It's all in the past now (though still fap to hypno like 3 times a week but cum in less then 2 minutes from the mere idea of being hypnoed, so it doesn't count as addiction anymore). Don't have gay urges now for the most part.
>>82579772>I abuse THC (known to fuck with focus and memory)>I tell my doctor that I have focus and memory issues (don't mention weed addiction)>he prescribes me amphetaminesSmart plan.
>>82580373You're still sexually deviant and probably wouldn't even get an erection with a woman since you programmed yourself to only be aroused by your weird tranny faggy fetish.
>>82580318>>82580339>>82580400I've been an unfocused retard before I even touched weed but my doctor hopes to help with "emotional regulation". Either way I'm excited for meth but I might want to cut down on weed.
I drank alcohol once and now I'm a diagnosed schizo
>>82580440He will not prescribe you methamphetamine.
>>82580440So you were already tiktokbrain before cannabis? Man you must not be functional at all right now.
>>82580440ADHD is the only "disorder" where you're allowed to actively make it worse through your life habits, and are not expected to seek non-medicinal treatment on your own.whatever. you'll have fun for a few months until it becomes so routine that its no different from morning coffee
>>82580414>You're still sexually deviantI might be. May very well be...>probably wouldn't even get an erection with a womanI have a gf and plap her just fine, thank you very much!As I said, it was a phase and is in the past.Can't control my fetishs though. Had a hypno fetish for as long as I've known myself; watching teen titans' picrel got me hard as a kid and I didn't understand what was happening. It's deep seated and burned into my subconscious.
>>82580471>>82580608Wow, where's all the hate on ADHD comes from?Some people really do have it and not because of short attention-span forming habbits. It's a real issue for some people out there.
>>82580444>I drank alcohol once and now I'm a diagnosed schizoAlcohol can cause psychosis for those who are genetically predesposed. How much did you drink?
>>82580763ADHD didn't exist before TV.ADHD doesn't exist for the Amish.You're just dopamine tolerant because of a hyperstimulating lifestyle.It's a life choice issue. That's how it's seen and treated in most countries, except corrupt pharmacracy (like the usa)
>>82580966>ADHD doesn't exist for the AmishBet it does~ ADHD is a real disorder that fucks with your attention, focus, impulse control and can come with intrusive thoughts to boot. I have a brother who was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age (as is common) and his symptoms are very real and he doesn't use tiktok and the such, more of a hiker type. While what you're describing is true is many cases as a lifestyle issue these days, ADHD is actually a real thing seperate from dopamine addled lifestyles ime (though both cases are very, very similar and treated as the same, always). It is more common in children but can stay active way into adulthood and fuck with your life in major ways. Some people *need* ADHD meds to function at all and have proper impulse control and are lost without it, in the more sever cases. In summery, you're right about it being diagnosed with people who have hyperstimulative lifestyles but wrong in saying it doesn't exist outside that demographic, especially, but not only, with children; no matter the lifestyle.P.S. Google AI claims that symptoms of ADHD were noted in children's behavior as early as the 18th century (but you know, it's AI sooo).Sorry for the long post.
>>82580763they are the most annoying mental illness havers. they act like they'll forget to get out of bed if you don't shove 200mg of adderall down their throat. i'm not even an ADHD denier, but a lot of you fuckers don't have it that bad. it's ok to be distracted and forget things sometimes, you don't need to over correct so hard
>>82581386>~Stopped reading there, you're a tranny.ADHD isn't real and you will never be a real woman.
>>82580710this is evidence that drugs make you gay
I was gay before drugs so It's like there's no downsides at all!!
Is coke worth trying?It supposedly does less than meth so I'm willing to give it a shot.
>>82582329I don't really think so.There's this story I heard about a guy who became a sommelier and was disappointed because it just meant he couldn't drink cheap wine anymore and getting premium wine is something he couldn't afford. I kind of have the same kind of thinking about cocaine
>>82582329trying it is worth. buying it is not. not because its relatively expensive, but because you'll do the whole bag in 1 night and become addicted
11 hours before my zaza is delivered. I've never tried anything that isn't just grown pot that you smoke, so this thc-a loophool stuff should be fun.
100mg MDMA, let's see if i burnt all my receptors or not
Sell drugs but have never done them. Who can relate?
>>82582498i promise you specifically nobody here can relate
>>82577789Do it fagaggot
>>82568387 #>awakeningroots.orgThanks for that link. I think think these grow anywhere in jew york so I'll have to just buy the dry caps. I think I might just look through that book of psychoactive plants and see which one's I can just get the seeds aside from datura before I try anything
>>82582498The extent of my involvement is largely skewed in that direction, although not to this extreme.
>>82582399sobriety is is akin to nofap but with drugsand buddyim cumming
>>82577799You know there are different types of weed, including those that might not make you anxious you might not have tried?I swear you fuckers have one bad experience with cannabis and act like it's a fucking hard drug
will psychedelics cure my PTSD? I am sick of feeling numb to everything good in the world
>>82577799if you want to throw your life away - opioids or benzos.if you don't, then ketamine or indica hash. you'll just have to ease in to them to minimise anxiety and keep tolerance at bay.
>>82582975Psychedelics do not cure PTSD, MDMA does.Take MDMA (or another empathogen) and write everything you can about your trauma. It'll cause the brain to process it and hopefully digest it.
>>82582975It's worth trying man. MDMA, psilocybin, and LSD have done wonders for my anhedonia
>>82582992>>82582997I'm tempted to try shrooms first for it because they're easier to access and have less threats of fakes (especially if I grow them myself). MDMA scares me a bit since I know people cut it with meth and it on its own can be neurotoxic.right now I just use weed through my States medical program and it helps some, but doesn't do anything about the numbness.
>>82582975>will psychedelics cure my PTSD?Assassinations cure PTSD.T. Did LSD 7 times, Psilocybin 5 times and DMT couple of times.
>>82583016With shrooms you're risking psychosis, so in my opinion it really depends on the nature of your trauma. Most MDMA you get from the dark net is gonna be unadulterated. but the other anon is correct, an empathogen like MDMA is the SAFEST bet for PTSD related anhedonia. And honestly a test kit from https://rollsafe.org/ could be used for peace of mind
>>82583021thanks for the laughs brother
>>82582997>anhedoniaI hate that fake reddit term midwits use to feel smart.
>>82583016Shrooms do not cure PTSD, that's not how that works. They're not acting the same way.MDMA won't be fake if you buy crystals and test them for meth, etc. It's not hard to not ingest fake drugs.And it's not neurotoxic if you do them correctly, studies on treating PTSD with MDMA attest to that.>I do weed but I feel numb and it doesn't go away Lmao.
>>82583070>With shrooms you're risking psychosisWhat kind of dumb comment is that? The hallucinatory state you are in when doing tryptamines is a drug-induced psychosis. That's the whole point.
>>82583091Alright then, they have done wonders for my feelings of emptiness and emotional blunting. Loser>>82583110Oh please, you people are insufferable. With shrooms you're risking a very very bad trip that can LEAD to psychosis when the drug has left your system
>>82583163No it does not lead to psychosis.You're superficially informed, what psychedelics can actually do is trigger a psychotic illness in those that have a genetic predisposition to it.If you do not have anyone in your family up to two degrees of separations that has a psychotic illness (schizophrenia, bipolar 1, etc) then it's fine.Source: MAPS
>>82583163>retard that gets everything wrong while talking authoritatively >"you people are insufferable"Come on man. If you don't know anything at least be humble when people teach you, even if they're a bit rude about it.
>>82583198"Erm akshually it can bring latent psychotic disorders to the foreground of your psyche" are you happy now? You're the uninformed one by the way, you absolutely can develop a psychotic disorder through psychedelics even without family history. Saying you can't is irresponsible at best and dangerous at worst. I swear /drugfeel/ is just people like you trying to be the smartest retard in the room.
>>82583347No you cannot develop a psychotic disorder. I don't know in what reddit thread you read that but it's not what the current literature on psychedelics indicates.This isn't the 50's anymore, we don't have to speculate as to what everything does, psilocybin is actively being studied, has for the last two decades now.There is a grand total of ZERO documented case of subjects manifesting a psychotic illness following psilocybin use ever since establishing the MAPS protocol that filters individuals with a familiar history of psychotic illness from studies and trials (which makes sense since it's genetic).Sorry this isn't reddit, you will find people that actually take the time to read papers here, not just circlejerk.Now will you be able to control your ego and not reply to seethe, cope, and dilate? Probably not. You'll still have learned something today.
>>82582997what'd you take first and what was the easiest to get your hands on? what one was the most effective with making things better?>>82583021>Assassinations cure PTSD.dont tempt me>in my opinion it really depends on the nature of your trauma. which one would be best for what? im mostly coming from trauma of childhood neglect, domestic violence, and some sexual abuse.>>82583104>Lmao.i've been living with the numbness for years and only recently started weed as symptoms have ramped up for me, it's helped chip away at inhibitions mostly. >>82583091>I hate that fake reddit term midwits use to feel smart.you're a faggot who thinks you're better than others because you can call things reddit.
>>82583496Bro you don't have the magical anhedonia because you're a special snowflake with a cool rare disease, you're depressed like many other people because you have a shitty meaningless life like so many other people.It's nothing esoteric. You feel bad because things are bad. Fix the things.
>>82583474>This isn't the 50's anymore, we don't have to speculate as to what everything doesRight, we actually know everything now, as a matter of fact! Uh oh, turns out we know a lot, but really don't know everything! we can't say for certain what causes Schizophrenia for example. Family history is a great indicator for things like psychedlic induced illnesses, but is by no means the deciding factor https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s00213-023-06478-5https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1876201825002473
>>82583496I first tried shrooms, and then tried MDMA, then LSD. MDMA has helped me make the most progress in my own trauma and, in my own words, feels like taking off a heavy backpack that i've always carried, looking at everything inside and going "well no wonder that was so heavy."
>>82583582None of what you've said contradicts anything I've said.So as predicted you couldn't control yourself and simply replied to seethe, cope, and dilate.I accept your concession.
>>82583619That's a cute and smart imagery. MDMA does help unpack your backpack like nothing else does.
>>82583619LSD is technically the easiest because of size, but then MDMA isn't too hard to get shipped from a dark net market, and shrooms can be a bit sketchy, but you might even be able to find "shroom candy" at a smoke shop. They use 4-aco-dmt instead of psilocybin which is then converted to psilocybin (correct me if i'm wrong).
>>82583651>>82583474>There is a grand total of ZERO documented case of subjects manifesting a psychotic illness following psilocybin use ever since establishing the MAPS protocolOk show me. Show me where you're pulling this from. Since we're not on "reddit" I'll read your evidence. (even though you haven't read mine). And just telling people "if you don't have a family history then you're fine" is dangerous even if i were wrong because i don't think everyone has sequenced their genomes yet, let alone their whole family tree's
I properly went outside for a walk for the first time in forever.It feels like being on psychedelics when you've been a shut-in for the past couple of months.
>>82583820lmao for real, like weed level observations because you're so used to the same 4 walls
>>82583742Page 13 for exclusion criteriahttps://maps.org/research-archive/cluster/psilo-lsd/pca1protocol.pdfThey since expanded to two degrees of separation in future studies because they're afraid that a single case of psychotic illness triggered by psilo would put them in trouble with the FDA, but there hasn't been a single case.Which is logical, if no one in your family has a psychotic illness, you don't either. (It's genetic)
When I smoke weed now, I feel unbalanced and tottering, like I cant move around without being clumsy and afraid of hurting myself. It wears off but I wonder if anyone else has had this.
I need help drug bros is 50gpb a lot for 3.5g of mushrooms and how deep will I be able to go with that amount they have Jack Frost and blue meanies golden
>>82584742>50gpbthat sounds like a lot.You'll have a solid trip if you take atleast 3 grams.
Every psychedelic trip I have had has always been shitty. Does that mean I shouldn't do them ever again? When I say shitty I mean I got them and every time I was somewhere else not enjoying it and even making terrible decisions.
>>82585301>making terrible decisionsYou didn't do it correctly then.A proper psychedelic trip should be spent lying down with a mask over your eyes and potentially a headset with music.Not anywhere making actual decisions.
>>82585301maybe it's just not the drug for you, I don't like acid mainly because it's effects make me feel worse, not better.
>>82581597>Stopped reading there, you're a tranny. ADHD isn't real and you will never be a real womanLick the hairiest part of my asshole, cunt~
I'm quitting weed starting now
We grew some plants in the backyard. Not joshing they don't interfere. 5 plants. Legal state. Been smoking a bit of it dried from our heater. Pretty good for a freebie. It gets me high but you need 2x as much as dispensary bud. Pulled it last night. Michigan. The taste is like .. fruity and bad though. I drink gin on it and die inside. For the dying inside I do speed but the comedown makes me want to commit suicide. I want to throw up anyway. Hard drugs are okay but you really end up worse for the wear. I want to throw up... Got gin on the way again
>>82575579went liberty cap hunting this weekendthis must be one of the best schizo hobbies you can get, you learn geography, botanics, wander around the forest or grasslands while the normies watch you searching like a lunatic for god knows what >>82585301what anon said here>>82585394
>>82586645>but you need 2x as much as dispensary budYeah most commercial weed is cross bred to be super high in THC, but lower dosage isn't bad if your tolerance isn't too high
>>82580763mostly ignorance, adhd comes from having a fucked up brain, every part related to dopamine is basically broken, this can even be seen in mris. ADHD brains are even visually different from that of a normal person, you dont even need training to spot it
>>82577799Low THC weed is much better. I got strange feeling in chest and strong psycho effects first times since 0 tolerance. Mixed half CBD weed and effects much more manageable.
>>82586798sounds funyou never know what you might findbasically playing an RPG IRL
demoralisation threads pushing this one to page 10 in under 50 minutes, fuck man
I have been prescribed Ritalin. If I take too little (10/20mg), it does nothing. If I take too much (150mg), it has diminishing returns.So clearly there must be a dosage sweetspot. I don't want to try all possivle combinations, so can anybody tell me at what dose you start feeling effects so I can go from there?
HOUSTONBE ADVISEDTHE ZAZA IS -GO- TODAY
>>82585301Question for you>What did you expect from psychedelics?Personally I didn't really enjoyed the nbnome trips but want to try real acid some time. Energy Boost was okay but didn't find it "psychedelic" weed hits me harder lmao.
>>82577260tram withdrawals suck, hope you feel better now>>82575579DXM and pregabalin and weed and a little bit of that and a bit of this and that... I forgot how fun this was, I feel detached, a green and red aura emanates from the white letters of my screen and the sound coming from my headphones sorts itself like an algorithm, I don't know how to explain it
>>82588200>If I take too little (10/20mg), it does nothing. If I take too much (150mg), it has diminishing returns.uhthat's quite the rangesurely you can work it out by trial and error?you're supposed to start low then gradually increase it.>I don't want to try all possivle combinations, so can anybody tell me at what dose you start feeling effects so I can go from there?i get good effects from just 5mg at a timeso what does that tell you about what you should do?oh, that's right, fucking nothing.idiot.
>>82575579I need the lyrica adderall combu speedball from temu
>>82586893You are correct but came to a wrong conclusion.Yes, brains with a high dopamine tolerance are visible on MRIs because the synapses do not light up the same way to stimuli.HOWEVER this does not mean this cannot be fixed. Dopamine tolerance can be reversed, lowering your exposure to stimulation fixes it.It's the exact same thing for meth addicts, it's perfectly visible on an MRI, but if they're clean for a few months it goes back to normal.
>come back to drugs after a few months sober>check psychonaut wiki app>its now paywalled to log 3+ drugsthis is so fucking gay brehs
>>82589817The dev is getting his bag ig. Back to using a generic notes app for now.
I was just out for a nightwalk (3 am here) and I think I accidentally spooked some inexperienced junkie almost to death. I was shortcutting through a small unlit wooded area and didn't realize until just after (when I saw some unkempt hoodie guy sprinting out of an apartment building and past me, phone in hand) that the strange "animal" by the side of the path was actually a guy on all fours in the dirt probably trying to hide himself from me. (Not lying there puking, he was shuffling about a bunch but got dead quiet when I was close.) I'm assuming the guy running past me was going for a meeting with this guy, and I'm also assuming nobody with professional experience would either cower in the dirt from random bypassers or sprint around in the dark like that, so I guess they're friends. Would it be bad manners or opsec to tape a note to the door of the building the guy ran out of asking him to tell his friend I'm real sorry? I'm not 100% sober myself desu but I really kinda am feeling bad that I might have seriously shaken him and messed up his night. One wouldn't cower like that for nothing and I know it can get pretty bad. Retarded sleep deprived small hour thoughts or actually good gesture?
>>82590403>guy on all fours in the dirt probably trying to hide himself from melmao>tape a note to the doorThat'd be a passive form of interaction, so I think it would be good for something like this.
>>82590426he did a pretty good job lol, were we somewhere else I would have taken him for boar. I'll give it a day
Finally my day off. Tried THCA/weed for the first time.It's a lot milder in effect than I thought, in a good way. I just feel nice. Like my body and mind relaxed and I feel just generally good. All the minor aches and pains went away too. Reflexes feel a little slower, I am a little mentally foggy, but I still feel mentally and physically capable. Almost everything is like 25% better and more interesting, but other than that I feel pretty much myself and the same. I am just a bit slower, mostly in thought but all a bit in actions. Makes me think it's a bit weird that some choose to play FPS games while high on weed. Also I noticed after one hit I went from thinking weed is stinky and kinda gross smelling to now appreciating the smell and flavor of it. I thought it was going to be gross but it's actually quite tasty. What a enjoyable experience. I have plenty of bud left so I will most certainly do this again. Oh Pizza is done!Man, I should not have denide myself this for so many years. This is legit really nice.
>>82591000checked. also unrelated I guess but your comment on the smell and the rehabilitation of it reminds me of tobacco. I wonder if it's about positive association, i.e. the effects burn it into your brain as good, or about having a more complete palate to understand a smell by? Some foods and their smells are similar to me
>>82589817There's an app? What is it even for?
>>82590403Nail a note to the door and write "next time you lie down in front of me I'll rape you in the ass".
tryna blow through all dis meff then do 7 days sober for le rehab. been in the process of getting in to one for a few months. six weeks then i can stay for another or leave. fuckiiin every lighter is DEAD. i have like 6 matches and some almost dead candles goddamn it.
>>82578311yeah it's kind of unavoidable that you'll contam a few bags. This is my third time growing, haven't seen any sign of contamination in these bags though. I was extra careful this time. Yeah just be very sanitary, I did the colonization procedure in a bathroom with the fan on, which I had sprayed before, during and after with a heavy dose of disinfectant spray. Wear gloves, spray your gloves with alcohol after touching ANYTHING, wipe everything with alcohol, use a lighter and burn the syringe tips before and after use. I might have finally done a perfect crop. But it's still probably too early to say.
Thought about buying meth today, jacked off then decided I didn't need it
>>82591642>syringeDid you go with LC or MS?Did you prepare the bags yourself, or did you buy them?
>>82592765Nice foodpepe.Do we have a methpepe?
>>82592765On this topic. I've noticed that it doesn't feel any better for me on meth, and actually meth kinda kills my sex drive. Why/what? Just unlucky?
>>82593014Either you are incredibly ADHD or what you're getting isn't meth
>>82593024It's meth, for sure. That diagnosis being made so quickly and firmly is worrying, even for an anon. Then again, that'd mean prescriptions
>>82593024>>82593036As we all know now ADHD isn't real, you might have a dopamine tolerance due to your lifestyle though.Try not using screens as much.
>>82593057>dopamine toleranceThat's literally what ADHD is
>>82593014Even thinking about masturbation feels gross on uppers. Sex is great but thinking about jerking off or watching porn turns me off too.
>>82593061No, "ADHD" is a disease (which doesn't exist), dopamine tolerance due to exposure to too much stimuli is merely a normal brain mechanism. There is nothing abnormal in that.
>>82593024I am the anon. Looking up ADHD in my very diagnosis-happy country, I dunno. I am a calm, still person. I do not tweak (even on meth, really, any dose, I only want to write and talk when high) and I can focus. I can keep at a task. All of the rest of the symptoms seem to overlap completely with depression, so I can't judge by them. Thanks for the idea though, the rest of the family are all diagnosed, so maybe.>>82593064That's interesting, but I'd heard people get meth for that specific purpose. Maybe I heard wrong.
>>82593103No yeah some weirdos do take meth just to masturbate for hours, it's gross but some people do it. It's what we historically called "gooning".
>>82579537i take pregabalin 75mg every day
>>82593112historically? is there a new term?
>>82593112Literally the only reason to take meth is sex/masturbation, its just a shitty drug for other purposes, I don't see why you would take it otherwise
>>82593148It keeps me awake overnight and the day after, gets me out of bed and up and going, and -- best of all -- makes me feel goodwill towards other people, when I usually cannot tolerate them. For this, I pay less than anything else in my life. It's fine. I have no experience with anything though, maybe there's a comparable and better choice.
>>82593148You're obviously not a productive person.Take a few mg and work all day without tiring, it's fun.
>>82593144Gooning used to mean masturbating for hours while on a stimulant drug.Zoomers now use it just as a replacement for jerking off, the word lost its meaning.
>>82593171I feel really paranoid when I take it and avoid others. What you're describing sounds more like what opioids do to me
>>82592765Post nut clarity wore off, im buying meth now fuck it
darn I wasted a good amount of dxm to black out and not remember anything :((
>>82593741Methbros we win again.
ambien's a fun nicheI love taking 3+ and trying to stay awake for as long as possible.
>>82591642another anon here>don't wear gloves>don't wear mask>don't use a glovebox>don't use a fansure, 2 out of 6 bags went sour, but imo sterilizing at 15 psi and disinfecting the inoculation needle under a flame are the critical parts
>>82591642>it's kind of unavoidable that you'll contam a few bagsI see I see.>I did the colonization procedure in a bathroom with the fan on, which I had sprayed before, during and after with a heavy dose of disinfectant spray. Wear gloves, spray your gloves with alcohol after touching ANYTHING, wipe everything with alcohol, use a lighter and burn the syringe tips before and after useWow, sounds hard core, man. Hope it'll take good this time!
>>82591226It is/was a journal for tracking usage. It has many graphs to illustrate usage patterns and the duration of substances. It's pretty useful, especially if you're using multiple substances at the same time, but the dev recently decided to paywall features. Specifically, I think if you have ever tracked the use of 3 distinct substances it stops you from adding any more.>>82593935I've heard of people having psychedelic-esque hallucinations from it, do you ever get any visuals?
>>82594866>do you ever get any visuals?Sorta, though the headspace makes me retarded in a blissful "can't comprehend bad things" way.
pls don't dielalalalala
Tweaking somehow managed to get me my ID back because had I not bought cigarettes again from a konbini, it'd still be there.good karma from returning a lost wallet without borrowing change I guess.
>>82593127How is the withdrawal?
I can't imagine what pregabalin withdrawals are likewhenever I take it, I feel like a normal person, so I can't imagine what discontinued long-term use is like.
>>82593741Just snorted a fat line.. for some reason this stuff makes me heart rate go down. Feels amazing
>>82588200>So clearly there must be a dosage sweetspotI get 300mg a month overall of 10mg instant release Ritalin.20mg gives me a nice low buzz, but my sweetspot for a receational dose is ~60mg. Supplament it with 30mg every 2 hours for a couple of times to keep the high going and get the comedown to flow over me gently. It gives a good hard buzz with focus and I sing along to my favorite songs for hours until I lose my voice. It lasts 2-3 days of fun. Didn't try more than 70mg at one go so I can't attest to higher doses nor can say anything about extended release.
>>82575579>wanted to die for at least a decade>attempt multiple times but always get unlucky and somebody interrupts it>decide to take up drinking, it'll kill me and I get to have fun while doing it>tolerance builds up, I'm able to down half a liter of rum a night (still rookie numbers, I know)>fingers and toes already going numb, although that may also be due to my constant Zyn useHow long does it take for alcohol to kill you? I'm trying here but I still haven't hit the jackpot yet
>>82593741>Post nut clarity wore off, im buying meth now fuck itYeees yeees that is the way
How is this barreling through the pages at such breakneck speed? It wasn't always like this, was it? I feel like I'm going to get whiplash from bumping this thread
>>82598599Maybe most zoomers ARE straight edge and the previous posters OD'd/stopped using.
What's the best psychedelic drug for unlearning negative behavior that has made me way too sensitive and anxious? Also are disposable weed vapes bad for your lungs?
>>82598925Idk about the vapes but I had a weird epiphany on weed that made me start taking morning walks everyday, so just take fatass rips all day everyday until god speaks to you directly.
What are the best weed strains to smoke for gooning? I live in the US South so I'm probably more limited in what I can legally buy versus legal state guys, but I'm hoping there's something out there I can wack it to after a few good puffs
>>82598990>so just take fatass rips all day everyday until god speaks to you directlyBeen trying but tolerance is a bitch
>>82599161Get a dry herb vaporizer if you haven't already, it saves you hundreds of dollars in weed if you're smoking long-term.220 degrees celcius in one of these bad boys gets you super fucked up, not as hard as a tightly packed bong would, but still very great for what it is.
Damn this gen is going extinct.
>>82575579popop opop
>won't have money til payday Friday >dont even know when I'll see the plug after>gf who's dtf still unavailable for another week Man it's boring. Coke vs XTC guy, are you still in these threads?
>>82596322How do you even tweak in Japan? Any stimulant is like a free ticket to prison and deportation.
>>82596985What's this meme, what do you mean you feel like a normal person on Pregabalin, prega makes you dumb and unfocused, as if drunk.
>>82600622Oh I just meant convenience store but konbini is shorter.
drugfeel, can you do heroin and cocaine at the same time my understanding is you alternate them to go up then down and google is being really gay
>>82597979Depends how strong your liver is.It's the vital organ that will fail and kill you after all.
>>82598925Probably psilocybin.
>>82599100Wow you're gross. Are you even 18?
>>82601103Yes you can, it's called speedballing and it's really dangerous.That's how George Floyd died.
>>82601172my understanding of speedballing is you stagger the dosing and you avoid both all at once though
