Living without internet and trying to take it easy
How are you able to post on r9k?
>>82662700I have 2 use my phone unfortunately
>>82662501Wish i could live without internet Im so addicted and spend almost all my free time on it
>>82662757I am addicted as wellNow i can't even watch anything while i eat!
And once again the thread is kill, wonder why...>>82662501Can't you just hotspot from phone to putor?>>82659597>Do u find comfort in the bleakness of such a world?I do find comfort in knowing that ultimately everything is meaningless>Remind me, what's it about?A horror game about WW1>Have u been enjoying ur hermit arc or is that over?That was never a thing thanks to le heckin' tourists...Hopefully autumn and winter will be more peaceful
>>82663928>Can't you just hotspot from phone to putor?I can't because i have no moblie plan>>82663928>I do find comfort in knowing that ultimately everything is meaninglessWould u prefer it if ur lifr had some meaning or nah?>>82663928>A horror game about WW1I member noeI think pyroslopical played it on stream>>82663928>That was never a thing thanks to le heckin' tourists...Is ur new place a popular tourist destination?Is it a coastal resort town?
I might have fucked up big time trying to send a present to someone in America, since customs are reportedly destroying packages if you've packed food and I very stupidly added some Pocky without realising this. Instead of sleeping I was badgering UPS to intercept it and return it to me but I'm not sure if they will. Please leave a quick prayer for me.>>82657333Sorry your sleep has been all messed up. I'm currently dealing with that now and it's awful.>Touhou Project Niji Sousaku SeriesI've had all the chapters downloaded on my tablet for months but I've still not got around to reading it yet. I really should.>>82658335>I couldn't finish that one unfortunately...Not a fan? I really enjoyed the soundtrack. I remember playing Elden Ring and wondering if I'd like it more if the guy who did Nier's music also did the soundtrack for it.>What's it about?Skeletons navigating the afterlife in a kind of film noir setting. It's one of the old LucasArts point and click adventure games.>2, CD and 3 were a lot betterI'll have to check them out at some point, since I feel like I can't be a true gamer without having touched it. I think the only Mega Drive game I've played is Toejam and Earl and I quite liked that.>>82659597>What's wrong with the cheese? Does just taste bad?Pretty much. I don't know why. You can get very good cheese here.>>82664045>I can't because i have no moblie planHow are you posting without one?
i took koishi's advice and now i got a hotspot set upmuh gigabit internetz...it's so ogre>>82664052>I might have fucked up big time trying to send a present to someone in America, since customs are reportedly destroying packages if you've packed food and I very stupidly added some Pocky without realising this. Instead of sleeping I was badgering UPS to intercept it and return it to me but I'm not sure if they will. Please leave a quick prayer for me.was this intentional or nah?>>82664052>Pretty much. I don't know why. You can get very good cheese here.mayhap u should stick with grilled cheese then...>How are you posting without one?i used the standard one. Not very optimal but it works very well when u don't use data very often
>>82662716>I have 2 use my phone unfortunately>hotspot set up i know this pain, i don't have home wifi
>>82659597>I did a test 2day as well and i managed 2 get a max grade!Nice. Good to put in effort even if you want to switch back to chemistry in the future.Why is your internet down btw?
>>82664727>was this intentional or nah?On whose part? If I knew the CBP were incinerating packages I wouldn't have sent it, or at least not with pocky.
I used to just get the infinite internet for a month plan and use my phone as a hotspot. It's like 12 eurodollars. Gobless Slav internet, you could never even imagine anything this generous over here.
internetz is back, yay!!!>>82665091y not?do u live in the middle of nowhere?>>82665149>Nice. Good to put in effort even if you want to switch back to chemistry in the future.especially when it pays off!!!Feels so nice!anyway, how was ur day 2day?>Why is your internet down btw?i have no ideabaka suddenly wakes up and poof! no internetz!>>82665180ah so u didn't know theni wonder what makes pocky such a security risk?>>82665194if i knew internetz was gonna come back 2day, i wouldn't have paid like 20 euros 4 one! UGHHH well at least it's back now!
>>82665251>i wonder what makes pocky such a security risk?It's any package that contains food. They used to not enforce this for gifts but now they do. There's a few sentimental items in there. I can't let it get destroyed.
>>82665194I used to just get the infinite sex with Aisu for a month plan and use his thread as a hotspot. It's like 12 eurodollars. Gobless Slav sex, you could never even imagine anything this generous over here.
>>82665432i hope that u retrieve it then!Would suck if u lost ur stuff!R u taking it easy rn?
>>82666091>i hope that u retrieve it then!Me too. Hopefully UPS can redeem themselves.>R u taking it easy rn?Yes. I'm pretty comfy and ate a fish burger at 3:30am. Living the dream.
>>82666696>Me too. Hopefully UPS can redeem themselves.idk... I'm starting 2 lose my faith in them...>Yes. I'm pretty comfy and ate a fish burger at 3:30am. Living the dream.happi borgor time!played any forkknife recently?
bump-a-nunu
>>82662501Kicked out of my moms again for being an alchy. Back to grandmas.. why the fuck did I even try in the first place
>>82662501I'm not taking it easyBeing a neet WITHOUT neetbux is beyond fucking terrible and i hate my life
>>82668057I thought u were done with alchy, nonny... What got u 2 relapse?>>82668178How is ur prorgess?
>>82668235They sell the winecoolers and beer i like down the street for 1.50, never stood a chance really... got caught a few times and 3 strikes ur out hehe
kaguyanon im so anxious I feel like im gonna throw up
>>82662501definitely not taking it easy as of late, but starting to get a tiny bit betteri really, really want to just give up though, but i can'ti want to find who or what is binding me to this world and obliterate them/it, i want out alreadyi can't take this loneliness anymore, not when life keeps throwing people on my face who are dating, engaged, or married all the fucking time as if to mock meanyway, stay safe, you allp.s. i listened to all of the nazrin theme remixes, i think i like the colombian one best, but the house remix ain't half bad eitheri'm a bigger fan of necrofantasia as well as evening star/night falls myself, but yeah
>>82668315What r ur thoughts on sugary drinks? Do u think u could drink those instead of beer?>>82668329What's got u feeling anxious, anon?
>>82668376Hey junas! I am sad 2 see that u r struggling. I hope that 2morrow will b a bette4 day 4 u. I know it's hard seeing all these ppl living the life u wanna live, but don't give up yet! I think u can live it 2 if u give it ur best!
>>82668377I think im gonna mess my whole life up and let my parents down
>>82666696>>82667472>>82668235hey hey hey what's up people?pretty chill thread today, taking it easy while listening to some undertale music, the PSone worked fine thankfully, i've been just playing vidya and busy with college and stuffi actually recorded a video of the console working to post here but i'm not doing a voice AND hand reveal (lewd) cause that kills the integrity of the thread.. i think(?) also my voice cringed me out lmao+i recorded it with a fish+you can hear my dog barkinganyhowwas life too terrible without interweb baka?how was the burgir eikinon?>>82668315>got caught a few timesin the span of how many days anon? is your addiction actually that serious?
>>82668428>I think im gonna mess my whole life up and let my parents downwut makes u say that?>>82668430>hey hey hey what's up people?hey hey, ui anon!>pretty chill thread today, taking it easy while listening to some undertale music, the PSone worked fine thankfully, i've been just playing vidya and busy with college and stuffremind me, wut r u studying again? R u enjoying it?>i actually recorded a video of the console working to post here but i'm not doing a voice AND hand reveal (lewd)i did a voice reveal once cause animal anon wanted me 2 go on a rant about something. Good luck finding it though haha>was life too terrible without interweb baka?it was awful!All i could do was sleep, which isn't bad in itself, but when u wanna do something else, it's not great!thankfully, it's back!
>>82668377Ohh im not picky at all, I usually prefer flavored winecoolers ya they're better but I dont mind beer. I try to avoid hard alchy tho nothing ever good happened when I drank that..>>82668430>in the span of how many days anon? is your addiction actually that serious?Umm she got me 2 outta 3 times within 3 days, rookie mistakes honestly id be too busy playing vidya and she would sneak up on me like anon what is this ur drinking?
>>82668420bit too late for me, kaguyanoni'm already almost 29 and never had a gf or even held hands with anyone romanticallyi'm emotionally stunted in the love department and don't think i'm getting any experience anytime soon, i just wish life didn't fucking mock me for it, that's what really makes me want to fucking die
>>82668474>remind me, wut r u studying again?computer science, programming and stuff same as you i think>R u enjoying it?hm.. i'm trying to think if i do or not, but i would say.. yes, i do enjoy programming and shit, problem solving i guess? like doing a game or web page's fun, but doing queries for database stuff, is boring as fuck, same with the cloud stuff and all that.. so yeah i like it, but only when i do little programs that are fun like game or something, everything else feels the same as stabbing myself in the balls every time i blinkand you baka?>Good luck finding it though hahauhhhhhhhh DUDE i'm gonna IM FUCKING GONNA>ut when u wanna do something else, it's not great!vidya? maybe? you gotta prepare for next time>>82668489>2 outta 3 times within 3 daysumm it doesn't sound that bad? was it really big quantities of alcohol then?>>82668506hi junas, why not play some dating sims? i get it's not the same beautiful thing as growing and constructing your life with someone you love.. BUT you can distract yourself maybe? watch oneyplays taking to ai videos and laugh a little? idk that's what i do when i feel bad
>>82668474what makes you say that?Im a worthless drug addict and I got a job offer but I dont think ill pass the drug test cause im very brainless and couldnt quit smoking weed in time. Im going to continue working out hard and drink water and just hope it works out
>>82668567>dating sims?i'm not looking to become even more depressed than i already am, anonit does nothing to distract myself, it just reminds me of that which i'll never have>watch oneyplays taking to ai videos and laugh a little?i went play dead cells for a little bit and that helpedwhat does not help is that i'm having a case of limerence so when life throws that on my face, it hurts twice as morebut i'll get over myself very soon now that i can finally acknowledge thatoccurred to me a little while ago in fact
>>82668567>umm it doesn't sound that bad? was it really big quantities of alcohol then?Just a long history honestly, I been an alchy since I was 14, 10 years later still an alchy. At this point they see meow with alchy they treat it as if its a syringe full of fenty.. really dramatic. Being a neet is fun and all but I miss being able to drink alone in peace
takin it very easy
I'm so sleepy that I want to sleep
Staying up all night and seeing sunrise was worth it after all~Okay, I'm off to bed now. Gonna go to store and buy a hot dog later, see ya.
Is there a way to cure my internet addiction?or restore myy will?
Junas should e-date drunk-chan I think that would be mutually beneficial
>>82669786>drunk-chaneh? is that the name we're going with
>>82668489all i'm saying is that u need 2 replace this habit with a less destructive one...>>82668506i don't think it's 2 late. It's only ogre when u say it's ogredo u want it 2 be ogre?>computer science, programming and stuff same as you i thinki am doing informational systems which i think is moar broad than just programming, but yeah it's similar> but doing queries for database stuff, is boring as fucki rather enjoyed doing that actually>and you baka?i think it's okay., but i prefer chemistry>>82668597how long have u been addicted 2 drugs?>>82668738wut made u an alchy?>>82669719r u still waiting 4 the new ranfren?how did u sleep? Did enjoy the hot dog?>>82669743what would u rather b doing?>>82669786maybe...
happy birthday 4chan! woot wootcrashed on the couch when i got home. i was typing out replies but im taking too long, i should really get back to sleep soon. so ill do it tomorrow instead. goodnight everyone
hello, my mental state is declining and im kind of scared, i dont really feel ok. i hate this stupid brain of mine.
>>82670882happi bday indeed!was ur day at work tiring?If so, then rest well and goodnight, mouse lady!>>82671164what's causing your mental state decline, mio, anon? What's wrong?
oh yeah happy bday 4chan>>82671271i didnt get anything done, im sick, my brain isnt working at all and im pretty screwed academically unless i do something very drastic (studying for 16 hours a day probably)also thinking about past regrets again>>82670882sleep well nezumi anon
>>82671320>i didnt get anything done, im sick, my brain isnt working at all and im pretty screwed academically unless i do something very drastic (studying for 16 hours a day probably)have you got any assignments due soon?you probably should take it easy though, if u r sick. Maybe take academical leave if it's really bad?as for past regrets, there is no point in dwelling on them. Past is the past, there's nothing that can b done 2 change it. If u spend 2 much time doing that u'll create moar regrets in the future!
>>82668235>How is ur prorgess?If you're talking about the coding, not much, I still got alot to learnWhen it comes to life, I haven't made any progress at allI been broke for years already and I still want to have my driver's license but unfortunately it seems like I won't do anytime soon because my mother and psychiatrist won't allow me to and honestly this is starting to piss me off
Happy birthday 4chan. I wonder how moot's doing these days.>>82667472>I'm starting 2 lose my faith in them...It's been in outbound customs for two days, it's not even been loaded onto the plane just grab it!>played any forkknife recently?My sister started playing because they did a Daft Punk crossover, and I played that and some Festival with her.>>82668057Glad to see you again but sorry to hear that happened.>>82668376>can't take this loneliness anymore, not when life keeps throwing people on my face who are dating, engaged, or married all the fucking time as if to mock meI used to be bothered by this and it only really changed after I moved here and basically stopped interacting with people in the meatspace. I'm not really sure how useful that is though.>>82668430Glad to hear the PS1 works. I had one as a kid and got a lot of use out of it. Undertale had its 10th anniversary recently and that makes me feel ancient because I remember playing it on release. Best of luck with your studies.>how was the burgir eikinon?It was good. Alaska pollock tastes really nice.>>82670882Have a good snooze!>>82671320>im pretty screwed academically unless i do something very drasticWhat problems do you have, specifically? I might be able to help.
>>82670353also meant 4>>82668567>uhhhhhhhh DUDE i'm gonna IM FUCKING GONNAhow's it going?>>82671478>Happy birthday 4chan. I wonder how moot's doing these days.r u old enough 2 remember him?>It's been in outbound customs for two days, it's not even been loaded onto the plane just grab it!have u gotten any news about that?>My sister started playing because they did a Daft Punk crossover, and I played that and some Festival with her.how did she like it?>>82671417i hope you'll be able 2 do something with the coding u learn!
>>82671610>i hope you'll be able 2 do something with the coding u learn!Thanks, at the very least I'm not just rotting away in this houseI just wish I could be making alot of moneyI hate lots of things and being broke is one of them
>>82670353>maybe...All the anons in this thread should be paired off and marry each other
>>82671610>r u old enough 2 remember him?Yes. Weird to think we've had Hiro for almost as long at this point, probably because he never shows up.>have u gotten any news about that?It's currently in Taiwan now... the destination centre has been notified and asked to mail it back, but I have no idea if they actually will.I'd better look into how to make a claim from UPS if it ends up getting torched...>how did she like it?She thought it was great.
taking it easy at work, and happy birthday 4chantoday i had a nice dream but i don't remember it anymore, it had to do with a cat i thinkalso i think i might be iodine deficient, yesterday i popped a pill that has like 6x the daily dose and felt better over the next few hoursiodine deficiency can cause some depression bouts after all... maybe i'll start taking these once every 3 days insteadi feel fine right now and not as lonely anymore>>82669786wha? who?and uh, i have a thing against people who smoke or drink too much, you know? i often bitch at these people too hard>do u want it 2 be ogre?i don't know, kaguyanonon one hand i don't really because it's something i always wanted even as a kid, but on the other hand i realize i'm not fit for that kind of stuff, it just isn't for me so ripping off the bandaid would be niceit's a matter of choosing between what you want and what you think is bestp.s. computer science and information systems are NOT the same thing
>>82672460>and uh, i have a thing against people who smoke or drink too much, you know? i often bitch at these people too hardYou get a gf and she gets sobriety. It's a win-win.
>>82672507man i don't even know who that is so i don't know how she'll react to my complaints, eveni can be fucking insufferable with that since that brings back bad memories, but then again i'm not beyond telling people off even without datingshoutout to the miko who brought me here, most notorious case of that... and there were a couple others too, the more i care, the angrier i getthings aren't looking so hot from a first perspective there, anon
>>82664045>Would u prefer it if ur lifr had some meaning or nah?I guess? But meaning is just a made up human concept>pyroslopicalDo you watch him often?>coastal resort townNope, it's on the mountainsIt's only been gaining popularity in recent years>>82664052>Not a fan?I remember there being a ton of things that put me off. I wouldn't call it a bad game though, I got to the second ending before dropping it>It's one of the old LucasArts point and click adventure gamesI saw it got a remaster, might check it out sometime>a true gamerSorry but Kojima fanboys don't get to be trve gaymers>>82668376>as if to mock meLife can be very unfair for some but I don't think that's the case for you. The reason you can't get pussy is right in front of you, you're only too late to realize that>>82668567>everything else feels the same as stabbing myself in the balls every time i blinkI have bad news for youAre you good at math? What do you plan to do with your CS degree?>>82672507>sheWhere did you get the idea that Sagirinon is a w*man?
>>82671859I wish i had moneys 2>>82671998I don't think there r enough anons 2 pair up...>>82672459>Yes. Weird to think we've had Hiro for almost as long at this point, probably because he never shows up.Do u think hiro did a better job than moot or nah?>>82672459>It's currently in Taiwan now... the destination centre has been notified and asked to mail it back, but I have no idea if they actually will.>I'd better look into how to make a claim from UPS if it ends up getting torched...That doesn't sound gud...What can u get out of ur claim?>>82672459>She thought it was great.R u gonna get her 2 try zero build?>>82672460>on one hand i don't really because it's something i always wanted even as a kid, but on the other hand i realize i'm not fit for that kind of stuff, it just isn't for me so ripping off the bandaid would be niceY do u think ur not cut out 4 it? I think everynyan is. They just need 2 find the right ppl>p.s. computer science and information systems are NOT the same thingWhat is the difference?
>>82662501Taking it easy is what its alllllll about anon.
>>82672940>The reason you can't get pussyif only sex was the actual problem, lol...plenty of escorts to be had or one night stands evenwhat i want is companionship, and if you think it's that easy to get, then think againi'm aware that i'm my own problem but working to solve it is going to take... more than what i can give at the momentbut that's a bit beside the point and not something meant for you to know anyway>>82672987>Y do u think ur not cut out 4 it?lots of reasons, none of them good and none of them meant to be shared out here anyway>They just need 2 find the right ppli guess there's some truth to that, but then again i'm not even sure where to look anyway and i don't count on my luck that i'll just stumble on that person>What is the difference?i imagine info systems has a stronger focus on telecoms and the software itseldthere definitely is overlap but computer science goes deeper into the theory of computation itself, like we figure out what's the idea behind what a computer does, why it does things the way it does, etc.it's kinda like studying what people do and how they communicate vs. studying why they think the way they do and how they reach that train of thought, there's overlap but the focus is in different thingsdo correct me if i'm wrong though as i haven't studied info systems
>>82672987>I wish i had moneys 2At the very least you stopped being a neetI'm still a neet and this entire board doesn't make it any betterBeing a neet fucking sucks
>>82670353Hey, Kaguyanon. I just woke up from a nap but here's the gist of things:-New Ranfren came out at 6 AM today-Skipped 33 went straight to 34-They're being silly in a tent-Lots of Luther and Randal interactions in this one, very niceDoing pretty well overall.
I am finally free 4 the evening!>>82672940>I guess? But meaning is just a made up human concepti think it it's okay, as long as it gives u comfort>Do you watch him often?used 2 watch him pretty often. Now i don't watch as much>It's only been gaining popularity in recent yearswell hopefully the colder months will b moar comfy! U like the cold anyway, right?>>82672995r u taking it easy?>>82673054>i guess there's some truth to that, but then again i'm not even sure where to look anyway and i don't count on my luck that i'll just stumble on that personWell, there is unfortunately only one way 2 find such a person>>82673054>it's kinda like studying what people do and how they communicate vs. studying why they think the way they doi seei haven't studied CS but i think u describe IS pretty well>>82673156how was ur nap? DId u over all enjoy the new ranfren? Was it worth the wait? How long will u have 2 wait 4 the next one?What r u gonna do next 2day?
>>82673912>there is unfortunately only one way 2 find such a personat this point i just want someone nice to me that i click with and i'll take it from therei'd be willing to adapt to her so if she was willing to adapt to me, i'm set>i think u describe IS pretty wellwell you tell me as you're the one who studies info systemsi can stand my ground on what i said about comp sci but info systems isn't what i studied, so...
I got some storage boxes from IKEA so now my fumos can look over me while I sleep.>>82672940>I remember there being a ton of things that put me off.It's quite repetitive, especially the second part, but I liked it enough to get all 26 endings. I need to play the other Nier games.>I saw it got a remaster, might check it out sometimeI'd recommend it. It's good fun and not too long. Some of the puzzles are infuriating so don't feel bad if you need to check a guide at any point.>Sorry but Kojima fanboys don't get to be trve gaymersHe filtered millions...>>82672987>Do u think hiro did a better job than moot or nah?No. moot was at least present.>That doesn't sound gud...I've also seen reports that the packages weren't actually being destroyed, jus that the customs backlog was so horrendous that they were getting marked as abandoned.This whole thing is a complete mess.>What can u get out of ur claim?The value of the package, which is slightly more than what it cost to ship.>R u gonna get her 2 try zero build?Yes, maybe tonight.>>82672995I need to play KS again.
Can't believe the fellow khhv robot I used to chat with was a w*man all along... but it makes perfect sense thinking about it>>82673054I said pussy because I doubt you'd want a penis haver as a companionAnyway I'm not trying to say you should blame yourself for it, just that you're living the consequences of being a computer nerd. It's a common problem in modern society, especially among zoomers. We weren't prepared for the internet era...>>82673912>i think it it's okay, as long as it gives u comfortHave you found meaning in your life?>Now i don't watch as muchHow so?>U like the cold anyway, right?I like it when I'm comfortable, which usually means cold outside and me staying indoors wearing comfy warm clothes>>82674413>26 endingsYou didn't have to beat the game that many times, did you..?>Some of the puzzles are infuriatingIn what way? Having you search every corner of the map for an item?>He filtered millions...With the dumb political/DEI propaganda he's been shoving in every game after MGS5, yesBy the way, what do you think of his new game OD?
>>82674413why are they ALL LOOKING AT SOMETHING TOP LEFT(for them its top right) I CANT FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE... it bothers me greatly
>>82674646>You didn't have to beat the game that many times, did you..?There are 3 main endings, the others are joke endings if you die in a specific way or complete certain tasks.>Having you search every corner of the map for an item?That or using every item on everything you can interact with. The remake added pointer controls so you can see what's intractable by hovering over everything, but the original release only had tank controls so it was even harder to see what you could do.>By the way, what do you think of his new game OD?Cautiously optimistic, as with all his games. Even if it sucks, it'll be weird and authentically him, which is more than most non-indie games can say. I was sad that PT never went anywhere (although there's a schizo theory that that was the plan all along) because a horror game by him and Del Toro could have been incredible.>>82674699That's the glint in their eyes. Rest assured they're looking straight ahead.
>>82674843they are not just i cant unsee it and it, that it what.im botehred
>>82674646>I said pussy because I doubt you'd want a penis haver as a companionah ok, fair enough then>We weren't prepared for the internet era...well i can't speak for others but there's some truth to what you sayin my case though it's also my fault for a number of reasons, so not entirely me, not entirely the rest of the world, i guessit's an unfortunate situation that i'll just have to either accept or power throughfrankly, if someone shows up in my life i'll power through and seize the opportunity, but if not... i'll just accept, i guess
My mother is seriously starting to worry me, all she talks about is dying and me getting a wife, my mother isn't dying, she never smokes she never drinks any alcohol, but she keeps talking about dying like she is going to die tomorrow and I should get a girlfriendI know I suffer from loneliness, but I'm not gonna force myself into a strange woman nor I'm gonna get a woman who doesn't respect meBut my keeps rushing me that I get a wife as soon as possible and I don't even have my shit figured out yetMy mother is worrying me
>>82674646>Can't believe the fellow khhv robot I used to chat with was a w*man all along... but it makes perfect sense thinking about itI'm telling you, half the poster and probably 2/3 of lurkers ITT are w*men.
Anon, never stop taking it easy, never ever. You live rent free in my head, but in a good way. If im down, i think >atleast anon is out there taking it easy for all of usI never contribute much but i like your posts.Whats the easiest you have it ever taken if i may ask ?
>>82670353>wut made u an alchy?I always had a super addictive personality like even as a kid I would destroy candy cos it tasted good so once I found out alchy turns me from timid and introverted to a temporary extrovert I liked it but it always gets me in trouble always >>82671478>Glad to see you again but sorry to hear that happened.Likewise c: unm its not bad her bf got home and kinda calmed it down so im still staying here bht shes mad at me ya.. gunna juss lay low and behave glad I didnt get kicked out again
I have a recessed chin which severely nerfs my looks, despite this I have a body count over 10When I get genioplasty and finally have a normally developed lower third I'll be unstoppable
>>82673983>i'd be willing to adapt to her so if she was willing to adapt to me, i'm seti think these r reasonable standards 2 have >i can stand my ground on what i said about comp sci but info systems isn't what i studied, so...i'm not 2 knowledgeable myself yeti only just started!>>82674413>No. moot was at least present.what was it like? Did u ever talk with him?>This whole thing is a complete mess.yeah. Hopefully u can get an alternative>The value of the package, which is slightly more than what it cost to ship.well u should at least b able 2 get the important items back right?>>82674646>Have you found meaning in your life?i am still looking 4 it>How so?i am not sure... Ig i just got bored of him...>I like it when I'm comfortable, which usually means cold outside and me staying indoors wearing comfy warm clothesik what u mean... I enjoy this as well>>82676129maybe u could bcome an extrovert without the alchy?>>82676379maybe u r attractive in other ways?
>>82675893hello anon!i think i took it pretty easy 2day when i just fell asleep 4 no reason in the evening. I just woke up rn!Anyway, r u taking easy?
>>82676652>i think these r reasonable standards 2 havemaybe, but it's not really an option for me anyway so i'll just accept i'm dying alone and carrying onbest i can do for now, so i'll just drop this subject>i only just started!which semester are you in again?
>>82670882Are you sure ur a tomboy and not an unawakened ftm??? Think about it.
>>82676652>maybe u r attractive in other ways?I have a good eye area and front profile, but my side profile is beyond deformed, makes me look juvenile as fuck despite being over 25genioplasty will ascend me hard
>>82675462That sucks. My mother was like that for a while but she kind of stopped caring. I think it just happens at that age (assuming yours are pushing 70, too). Hopefully yours will too.I noticed that she went from saying "when you get married" to "if you get married" a while ago.>>82676129>so im still staying here bht shes mad at me ya.. gunna juss lay low and behave glad I didnt get kicked out againThat's good. Try to lay off the booze as much as you can. >>82676652>what was it like? Did u ever talk with him?He'd just sort of show up in random threads. I probably replied to him a couple of times. I got the sense that he cared a lot more about the site than Hiro does, partly because he used it without his capcode.>well u should at least b able 2 get the important items back right?The best case scenario is that it gets returned to sender (me) or it passes through customs and gets delivered. The worst case scenario (and probably the most likely at this point) is that it gets sent to a plant and burned. If that happens I can claim the value of the package and buy some of the stuff again but anything with sentimental value would be gone forever. Customs doesn't give a fuck.
>>82671610>how's it going?terrible, i've found nothing except for a guy that really fucking hates you for some reason, it's kinda funny desui'm gonna give up though, if ui anon was strong willed, he wouldn't be on 4chan and wouldn't be failing 2 classes even though it hasn't been a month since the semester started lmaoyou falling any classes bakanon?>>82672940>I have bad news for youoh no...>Are you good at math?nope, hate 'em but i can do them (kida) if i try, my brain just doesn't comprehend themwhy you ask?>What do you plan to do with your CS degree?major in data science, i know i said i hate it with passion, but it's more like.. uninspired and kinda sad, i don't really hate it, but it makes me feel like a braindead worm whenever i have to do something related to itbut idk, i'm not that passionate about my career, i just wanna play vidyaare you a CSfag anon?>>82677137>noticed that she went from saying "when you get married" to "if you get married" a while agothat's literally all the mom's in this board..
>>82676811die. kill yourself. drink bleach. you're absolutely disgusting, a waste of space, "human" trash.kill yourself, NOW.>>82677302>data sciencegood luck with that, paltons of maths involved there, and lots of statistics tooit's a cool field but it's one of the most math-intensive ones comp sci graduates can pursue
>>82677302>i've found nothing except for a guy that really fucking hates you for some reasoni wonder how hater-chan is doing these days
ah.. it's about time I rise from the dead desu !>living without internetfelt nyaa. The new place I'm living at's wifi renders my phone completely useless>>82664052it seems in my time away, Eiki Chan has extended his harem beyond borders...>>82668376*hugg* for you in your time of need, freni'm sorry for it's all I have to give
>>82671478>Glad to hear the PS1 works. I had one as a kid and got a lot of use out of it.that sounds nice, being a kid was so nice>Undertale had its 10th anniversary recently and that makes me feel ancient because I remember playing it on releasesame, but i watch it instead of playing it, i got recommended a stream from vargskelethor part 3 i think, and from there on i watched the vods whenever they were uploaded (desu even though i was young i was put off very easily by most tubers that i got recommended at the time (people were mean back then and i was way too sensitive as a kid) but joel and vinny were the first youtubers that didn't feel like piece of shit humans so i stuck with them), never saw joel playing undertale live though, but i think it's cause he streamed on the vinesauce website and i barely knew how to use a putergood times>Best of luck with your studiesbest of luck to you as well>Alaska pollock tastes really niceevery fish i've had from alaska is good af, yummy as shit someone would saycod fish is peak though, in a pan, some butter or fried..i'm hungry now..also sorry if my shit isn't really coherent, i'm doing a 24 hour whatever to fix my sleep schedule
>>82676846r u sure u don't have dysmorphia?>>82676803>best i can do for now, so i'll just drop this subjectit's okay, u can vent it u wanna>which semester are you in again?2nd>>82677302>you falling any classes bakanon?not yeti did fail my chemistry course unfortunately, but u already knew that hahai keep talking about it...>>82677412Hey there, yuyuko!How have u been?Good, i hope!>The new place I'm living at's wifi renders my phone completely uselesshow come?
>>82677474>r u sure u don't have dysmorphia?i objectively have a recessed chin, my side profile is comicalfixing it will be a simple task
>>82662501I'm trying to take it hard. and raw.
>>82677474>u can vent it u wannanah, it's been depressing enough, thanks though>2ndah i see, very nicei miss when i was still in first year lol, everything was so new and interesting and i was mostly fascinated to learn new things in unido enjoy your first year, in the second one things will ramp upif you have questions, feel free to ask me or someone else, aye?>>82677412i missed you, anoni even sent you an email but you never responded, how have you been?do talk to me
>>82677474>How have u been?mreow, busy and tired. How about you ?>how come?I'm not sure. I think it's just the area; it's a total dead zone. Strange too, since I'm in such a big city.>>82677572Anon, someone daydreaming about plastic surgery has some form of dysmorphia>>82677668mreowmy apologies...I had a 2 week stint in the hospital + another 2 weeks of trying to get my life togetherand... someone told me they wouldn't be my friend anymore if I used 4chan under their roof. So... I did my best to avoid this place.but loneliness eats away at you, ya know ?
>>82677712>I had a 2 week stint in the hospital + another 2 weeks of trying to get my life togetherdid you manage it then?and i'm glad you seem to be feeling better, good enough not to be at the hospital again, at least>I did my best to avoid this place.that's understandable, but if someone's gotta blackmail you to be your friend, then they're not your friendget away from them, you're being manipulated
>>82674843>There are 3 main endingsOh I see, I wasn't far from beating it then...Maybe I should try again sometime. At the very least I get to stare at 2B's silicone for a while>That or using every item on everything you can interact withAh yes, the Clock Tower experience... I hate when old games do that>Even if it sucks, it'll be weird and authentically himSo you'll buy it even if it's bad?>a horror game by him and Del Toro could have been incredibleMaybe, but it sure as hell wouldn't have been anything like a Silent Hill game>>82674945>an unfortunate situationIt is, but it's more like a societal crisis than a problem you've created yourself. It sucks, but it is what it is. At least you'll be a wizard soon>>82675628Don't worry anon, only a small percentage of them are actual w*men, the rest are just pretending>>82676652>Ig i just got bored of him...Do you watch anyone else now?>>82677302>why you ask?Because math is what makes programming fun, everything else is just boilerplate work>data scienceWhy that specifically?>i just wanna play vidyaMe too fr>are you a CSfag anon?Dropout but yeah, I'm just a webfag now
>>82677592wdym by "taking it raw"?>>82677572Just make sure not 2 over do it with the plastic surgery...>>82677668>nah, it's been depressing enough, thanks thoughwell if u think it'll make u feel better then don't talk about it!>>82677668>if you have questions, feel free to ask me or someone else, aye?i will! I wil probably need sum help later on because i think i lack the creativity 4 this sort of thing...>>82677712>mreow, busy and tired.r u taking care of urself? Do u have any time 2 take it easy?>How about you ?i've been taking it easy i suppose. I did miss u tho. Glad ur ukay>someone told me they wouldn't be my friend anymore if I used 4chan under their roof. y would they say that? That sounds like an awful ultimatum...>>82677836>Do you watch anyone else now?hmmm, not rly. Rn i mostly just either watch ppl play map games or listen 2 musicanyway, how is ur portfolio program going?
>>82677775>did you manage it then?somewhat...>get away from them, you're being manipulatedam I ? They say ir's for my own good. everyone just pulls me every which way, says they're the right one and all else is wrong. I'm so confused I just want to close the blinds and stay all alone forever>>82677880>r u taking care of urself? Do u have any time 2 take it easy?I'm trying to... i've been eating a lot, and I have a little bit of free time every evening, although i'm too utterly exhausted to do much>I did miss u thoI missed you too fren :3 *hugg*>y would they say that? That sounds like an awful ultimatum...they say it's bad for me meow...
>>82677836>it's more like a societal crisis than a problem you've created yourself.i see it as both, reallythe crisis just aggravated the problem, i guess>At least you'll be a wizard sooni suppose, silver liningunless someone comes along within the year, lol>>82677880>i think i lack the creativity 4 this sort of thing...what sort of thing?>>82678156>somewhat...tell me about it, anon>>82678156>They say ir's for my own good.they don't know shit about the chan, lolover here there are a bunch of people who care about you, in this thread aloneis it that bad to be among those who care for you? i don't trust anyone that attempts blackmail, for whatever reason>I just want to close the blinds and stay all alone foreveryou know that's not true. you wouldn't be here otherwise.we'll be with you, yuyuko anon. always.er, well, at least i will, lolif you don't want to reach out on the chan, you still have my email, i'll always reply to you as soon as i canit's not much but it's something, right? and well, if you want another way to reach me, also ask away and i'll see what i can doi'm starting to get to the point where those gaps i see between us can finally be bent or twisted around...>Captcha: XSWAG>seriously? fucking kek
>>82678350>tell me about it, anonmreowWell, I had a seizure and wound up with LQTS (or LQTS caused the seizure, blablbalba I don't keep track of anything doctors throw at me anymore) spent a bit in the ICU. I got out, had to move around and figure out my living situation, and get back to my 9-5. Lived on my friend's floor for a week, found a last-minute room somewhere that wiped out my emergency fund from my estranged grandparents.... So, I'm barely clinging on to life ! I just keep walking ahead, and I'm so, so tired.>>82678350>over here there are a bunch of people who care about you, in this thread alonebut... they care for me too, you know? They just want what's best for me... even if I don't understand it >we'll be with you, yuyuko anon. always.>er, well, at least i will, lolthank you, heh. That's comforting at the leasti'm curious what the gaps are between us, that's something... I don't understand ? or maybe havn't noticed... I'm sorry, meow. I'm socially incompetent and very, very weak
>>82678447>LQTSoh no... you probably had it for a while and it manifested only nowplease keep a close watch on yourself, ok?>I'm barely clinging on to life !i'm so glad and relieved you are, anon. thank you.>I'm so, so tired.so am i, but if you're walking forward then so will iif i can ever help you with anything, please let me knowor if you're troubled, also talk to me and i'll see what i can figure out>they care for me too, you know?i hope so, but blackmail is a terrible, god-awful way of doing thatpost as much as you want, and be around them as much as you want, don't let either of us influence your habits, ok?frankly i won't even say much about that but i'm immune to blackmail by now and can smell it a mile away, i know what it's like to get blackmailed "for your own good" and it's awful... just awful.like i said, you're among frens here, these people don't know us and they don't know the chan, so they have no idea and think it's bad because of whatever media told themyou know better so you tell me, does it make you feel bad being here?>that's something... I don't understand ? or maybe havn't noticed...heh, i'll leave that up to your imagination>I'm socially incompetent and very, very weakyou're a great person, anonand you're strong in other ways, much stronger than me at least...
>>82678447>>82678574The "gaps" are that he likes you
>>82678635oh come on, this again?man... you people never learn
>>82671478>What problems do you have, specifically? I might be able to help.I mean, it's just me procrastinating at the start, and then the longer the procrastination goes the worse my mental state gets as the stress builds. I don't know why I procrastinate so fervently, though.
Taking it sleepy
some very late replies for some very nice people1/3>>82647926>explain namesi used to petsit a cat named ambition, ripdr.worm is a reference to a tmbg songi was relistening to polyphia when i caught murkrowi was thinking of what to reply back to futaba anon when i caught digletti've caught more since then, i'll edit together and post a picture tomorrow>what's softball like?like baseball pretty much, if you're familiar. except the ball is bigger and underhand pitches are done instead of overhand>age a bit moar gracefullythat may be so in terms of physique but you can't stop the inevitable joint/muscle pains/injuries as you age, especially if your job is really physically demanding like playing a sport for a living. most softball players retire in their 30s>desk job or mechanic job?if they paid the same? mechanic no question>aestheticsi really like indie twee fashion so that's what i aim for. i wish i could have been an adult in 2010 so i could have enjoyed the popularity it had at the time. besides that, i also wear a lot of business casual because that's the dress code for my job. but i also wear it outside of my job because the clothes are pretty expensive, it would be a shame to treat them purely as a uniform. i like the attire anyhow, it's comfortable. if i feel lazy or just want something more practical then baseball tee's and jeans it iswhat are your aesthetics like?>natural at chemistryi suppose that's true about the history thing, unless you became a professor or something like that. well it's good that you found what you enjoy, some people never do. is it fun to wear lab coats?>yeswhat made you become a britishboo? what made you drop it? or are you still one>a balanceso a small town?>soft drinksany specifics? other than coke, i know that one haha>warm milk with cerealheresy>>82649199>sicki was just sick too, small world. get well soon>emailhaveamiceday@proton.medon't say i didn't warn you though
>>826795812/3>>82650543>I'm not sure how useful that is in a nuzlockecrystal clear supposedly balances out pokemon, i think. have you played it before? this is my first playthrough of it. also, tsk tsk, don't you know you're supposed to believe in your pokemon?good luck with your ups package, hopefully the worst case scenario doesn't happen and it isn't detroyed. bad practice. nice nazrin fumo btw>>82658335>it's hard to keep track anymoreare there any other guitarists you hold in high regard?>My daily workout is 90% Polyphiaare your fingers calloused from your guitar playing? i would imagine all the tapping would make it so. im assuming you play electric, do you play acoustic as well?>How come?we were short on money and bills were around the corner so i sold it. i learned a few songs on it, it was fun. i told myself i'd buy another one later but i never did>What do you prefer doing in your free time?i like going to the gym, playing pokemon games and shuffling, like the dance not the card game. just alone in my house though, im not brave enough to do it in public occasionally, if i have enough spending money i like going to the batting cage. i used to play softball and before that lacrosse, i don't anymore. do you like to play any sports?what else do you like doing in your free time?>Unusually healthy coming from an Ameriburger...i eat pretty clean generally>Cookies, fruit juiceany specifics?>coffeeblack or no? i like dark roasts
>>82679581>>826795983/3>>82668376living completely alone must take its toll. would you ever consider a pet? how have you been getting along at work btw do you get along with your coworkers? sorry to see that you've been feeling down lately, i hope the feeling passes soon. although i saw in your other post that most of it has already so im glad to hear it. crazy to think that iodine deficiency can make one feel sad but it makes sense i supposefavorite necrofantasia cover?>>82676811although some of my skills and hobbies could be called "tomboyish" i don't label myself as so. and i can't say i've ever felt confused about my gender lol>>82677412welcome back yuyu! im glad that you're back in the thread, your presence was missed. i hope your situation improves, sounds like you've had it so rough lately... rooting for you
>>82679598>>82658335>public occasionally*public. occasionally
>>82678350>what sort of thing?like 4 programming>I'm trying to... i've been eating a lot, and I have a little bit of free time every evening, although i'm too utterly exhausted to do muchhave u been eating well? U need plenty of protein!don't work urself 2 the bone though!How long do u have 2 work? Is it indefinitely or is it a contract thing?>I missed you too fren :3 *hugg**Huuug*>they say it's bad for me meow...should've shown them this thread!>>82679581>i used to petsit a cat named ambition, riphow would u name a cat if u had one?>dr.worm is a reference to a tmbg songlots of ppl seem 2 like this band itt... Mayahps i should listen 2 them moar as well...>like baseball pretty much, if you're familiar. except the ball is bigger and underhand pitches are done instead of overhandI actually played baseball once when i was in a suimmer camp! It was pretty fun!>that may be so in terms of physique but you can't stop the inevitable joint/muscle pains/injuries as you age, especially if your job is really physically demanding like playing a sport for a living. most softball players retire in their 30si see. The human body is as much a prison as it is a temple it seems...>if they paid the same? mechanic no questionwoukd it b hard 2 get by with the amount mechanics get?>i really like indie twee fashion so that's what i aim for.It looks awesome! I'm sure it fits u very well!>. i wish i could have been an adult in 2010 so i could have enjoyed the popularity it had at the time.I think it's okay 2 enjoy any kind of fashion, even if ur late 2 it. Besides, 2010 wasn't THAT long ago...i'm sure u wouldn't look out of place...what r ur thoughts on track clothes?>what are your aesthetics like?oh they're all over the place haha! Recently i got into cargo pants thanks 2 hutao anon, but i mostly just dress up in black and i put either a puffy vest on top or a black jacket. I really got no fashion sense...(cont)
>>82679581>i suppose that's true about the history thing, unless you became a professor or something like that. well it's good that you found what you enjoy, some people never do. is it fun to wear lab coats?yeah! I hope i'll b able 2 find a job in the future with this... And yeah labcoats r fun 2 wear!>what made you become a britishboo? what made you drop it? or are you still onemostly just self hateafter a while i just stopped caring as much>so a small town?maybe. What r ur thoughts on small towns?>so a small town?hmmm I like all of them ig, but not as much as coke. I also like monster and juices as well. I mostly drink multi vitamin juice>spoilerI have sinned...u should try it sometime though! Or do u prefer the cold milk 2 wake u up?
I wish I had an easier time talking to anons in this thread. Admittedly, it feels like I don't really know the people here. Making new friends takes some effort... or I might just be overthinking things like I usually do.
>>82680080what's making it difficult, mio anon?
>>82680243Well, I overthink things, I get jealous, I don't want to put in the effort but I also want to get to know you guys better and I want to make friends. It's all just a mess of thoughts in my head. That's what's difficult for me. I think I find it difficult to read the very long replies the posters in your threads usually make; it's pretty intimidating for me. It can't really be that big of a deal though, right? I could just reply to anyone I'm interested in. I feel like I was better at making online friends a few years ago when I was less anxious about things. I would just talk to everybody and try to make friends with everyone, but I guess I got hurt too much to still be that open to people. Then again, I'm always up for a challenge so even the pain of the past won't stop me forever :D Imagine if I used that attitude in real life! I think I would make a lot of friends in real life if I wasn't always so worried about every little thing I do. I suppose it is natural to avoid the things that hurt you instead of rushing face-first into them though.
>>82680264I am like that as well, believe it or not! I Overthink things a lot 2 and I even get jealous. I hope that makes u feel a bit less alone! I also have issues with long replies, but it's something i have been working on 2 fix. It feels very wrong 2 see a long reply and 2 reply with only a few sentences... We're all r a mess, remember that. Maybe it'll make things a bit easier!
>>82680338Well, you guys have always felt very relatable. I think that, if I can knock down the walls I always keep up around myself, I'll feel a bit less lonely when I open myself up to making new friends and not worrying so much about the mistakes I make (and I will make mistakes and they will suck, but not worrying too much about it is the way to go). As you always say, perhaps we should Take It Easy.
>>82680351A wise fren once told me that u should not b afraid of making mistakes because they present an opportunity 2 learn!>As you always say, perhaps we should Take It Easy.yeah!R u taking it easy 2day, mio anon?
>>82680530I'm never truly taking it easy because either I get myself stuck in a stressful situation or my mind invents a problem to worry about. If we're talking about today, then no. Currently dying of stress right now. It's going to be like this for a long, long time until I get things under control. (Maybe I should swallow a handful of antidepressants or something... bah, won't solve the actual problem at hand.
>>82680558>Currently dying of stress right now. It's going to be like this for a long, long time until I get things under control.is it because of ur studies? What exactly have u got 2 do?>I'm never truly taking it easy because either I get myself stuck in a stressful situation or my mind invents a problem to worry about.I am stressed often as well, but i try not 2 think about it. This is probably isn't very good advice...
Had an alright sleep only to be awoken by my stomach trying to kill me for the next 30 minutes. Probably ate too much Nutella this last week. I think I'm alright now. Time to eat some granola.>>82677302>that's literally all the mom's in this board..I'm sure still have some hope, however misplaced.>>82677412>Eiki Chan has extended his harem beyond borders...Outer Haven... Harem Sans Frontier.Glad to see you back.>>82677418>being a kid was so niceYeah. I'm pretty sure I peaked at 11.>i got recommended a stream from vargskelethorMy sister really likes his Sims videos but I've not watched him too much. I prefer the sad Italian man.>cod fish is peak though, in a pan, some butter or fried..Cod's really nice. I get it whenever I get fish and chips here. It's delicious but fish is really small compared to what I'd get in the UK and costs just as much. I need to make more excuses to go there.>i'm doing a 24 hour whatever to fix my sleep scheduleMaybe I should try that. Mine is all messed up after the last few weeks.>>82677836>I wasn't far from beating it then...Yeah, the third part is quite different to the 9S bit as well.2B has such a cute design.>I hate when old games do thatIt was a different time. Back then you'd get one and it'd last you months.>you'll buy it even if it's bad?Just to see how it is. Even if it's bad on a technical level I might get some enjoyment out of it. Deadly Premonition is one of my favourite games and that's really bad.>it sure as hell wouldn't have been anything like a Silent Hill gameYeah. I think you can probably blame the suits for wanting brand recognition there.What are your thoughts on F?>>82679598>have you played it before?I have not. I've never done a Nuzlocke either. I need to play a Pokemon game again, it's been a while.>hopefully the worst case scenario doesn't happenI'll just have to wait and see. >nice nazrin fumo btwThank you. I may or may not have preordered some more friends for her.
>>82680594>What exactly have u got 2 do?I am now 5 weeks behind on stuff because for the past 2 weeks I didn't catch up. It's over for me. Well, not if I grind it out, probably, but sickness and exhaustion and trauma-fear makes it hard for me to actually start doing anything. >but i try not 2 think about it. I go on le 4chins, play le piano, exercise le arms, and brainrot on le reddit, but the escapism can be bad sometimes. Like when it makes me get 5 WEEKS BEHIND ON MY HOMEWORK!!!!!! Oh and here is a cuddle shark for you, Kaguya-sama, your eternal presence is always appreciated.
Missed >>82678725Yeah, that's definitely a problem. I can recommend using a pomodoro timer. That usually helps me stick with a task pretty well.
>>82680633I don't think a Pomodoro timer is going to save me anon... it seems like a different kind of problem. Like one where I'm too terrified to even start.
>>82680605>Had an alright sleep only to be awoken by my stomach trying to kill me for the next 30 minutes. Probably ate too much Nutella this last week. I think I'm alright now. Time to eat some granola.eburynyan is getting sick!I am probably next...Pray 4 me!>>82680616>trauma-fear makes it hard for me to actually start doing anything.what makes u so scared of starting stuff?what sort of subjects do u need 2 do? Maybe we could help?>Oh and here is a cuddle shark for you, Kaguya-sama, your eternal presence is always appreciated.thank u! I appreciate u as well, mio anon
>>82679959also meant 4 yuyuko>>82678156
passing by to wish 4chan an happy birthday, hope you all are taking it easybeen stuck on a rut as of late, hopefully it will get better
>>82681001Hoping that everything picks up for you, anon
>>82681001hey jill anon!I am taking it easy, what about you? How severe is this rut? Whatt would u like 2 do instead?
taking it easy at worki can feel the emptiness calling me faintly, guess i'll take another pill tomorrowiodine will be my super soldier serum, ayyi also remember having a nightmare but i don't remember what about, i just know it was a bunch of creepy things surrounding me and approaching mebeing a nightmare hunter however, i grew a bunch of hands from my back and grabbed every single one by the face and started to crush their skullssome bit off my hand so i regrew them, clawed this time, with knife blades for fingers and sunk them in, slicing and crushing their teeth and jaw and ugly mugsi don't remember how it ended or when i woke up but it was like that feeling of like>it's not that i'm stuck in a room with all of you, it's you all that are stuck in a room with me>>82679607>would you ever consider a pet?it'd be tough, i'm away from home like 9h+ a day, maybe a fish though...>do you get along with your coworkers?work is nice, i like what i do and it's fulfilling even if i don't earn as much as my peersand my team is nice too, we get along nicely but i'm still much too quiet compared to them, they're almost all extroverts...>crazy to think that iodine deficiency can make one feel sadaye, and if my guess is right, i could've avoided being a pyromaniac in the past, lolwhat a depressing thought>favorite necrofantasia cover?i'll fetch you a link when i'm home, there's this metal cover that i really really liked>>82679959>like 4 programmingah ok, it takes a bit of thinking, it's normalproblem solving skills
>>82677880>how is ur portfolio program going?I got the main stuff done, trying to think of what to do next, but honestly I just wanna go back to writing goon tech...I hate all this corporate bs I'm supposed to go through to get a damn job>>82678350>the crisis just aggravated the problemWell I don't know the exact issues you have, but in my case it definitely created the problem. I blame it all on computers and boomer parents who couldn't foresee the dangers of modern technology>>82678447I feel sorry for you and hope everything goes well...>>82679598>are there any other guitarists you hold in high regard?Too many to name...If you're into virtuoso/instrumental music I could name a bunch, but I take it you don't like this kind of intense stuff>are your fingers calloused from your guitar playing?Not with my current guitar, it's very easy to press strings on electric and I don't hold down on chords for long, which is what usually causes calluses, that or boomer bends... Tapping doesn't do much either>do you play acoustic as well?No but I do want to eventually>we were short on money and bills were around the corner so i sold itDo you have money issues often?>i like going to the gymHow...>shufflingThat's cool, what got you into it?>i used to play softball and before that lacrosseWhy did you stop? No monies?>do you like to play any sports?The sport of sitting on my ass all dayKid me used to ride bikes all the time though, until he found out about mmos...>what else do you like doing in your free time?Code and vidya mostly... >any specifics?Hmm I tend to like oatmeal cookies, ones with dried fruit or chocolate in themAs for fruit juice my recent favorite has been pomegranate juice>black or no?Sweet espresso
>>82680605>Back then you'd get one and it'd last you monthsFor the wrong reasons... But yeah, stuff used to be a lot more meaningful back then, not just games but anything you could own physically. Even if things were generally more boring and simple it was much easier to appreciate them. Now if I get fed up with a game I just drop it and move on to the next one>Deadly PremonitionNever played that one, what's wrong with it?>blame the suits for wanting brand recognitionMaybe, or perhaps Konami was actually trying to hold him back with all the nonsense he wanted to put in his games, and they knew he would've done irreversible damage to the Silent Hill franchise, so they kicked the freak out before it could happen. He's been a weirdo ever since he left Konami>What are your thoughts on F?I haven't played it yet but from the reviews it seems to be an okay game, maybe not memorable but at least better than anything they've released in the past 2 decades that wasn't a remake
>>82662501You think that's so bad nigger try going 134 days without electricity in your house, the electricity fortunately turned on just yesterday but holy fuck what an agonizing and boring shithole time those 134 days were and I still don't even have internet to play vidya as of right now
>>82682001>iodine will be my super soldier serum, ayyDon't over do it>>82682001>being a nightmare hunter however, i grew a bunch of hands from my back and grabbed every single one by the face and started to crush their skulls>some bit off my hand so i regrew them, clawed this time, with knife blades for fingers and sunk them in, slicing and crushing their teeth and jaw and ugly mugs>i don't remember how it ended or when i woke up but it was like that feeling of likeLucid dreaming must b fun, i wish i could do that.Me? I'm a professional nightmare escaper. I can force myself 2 wake up whenever i get a nightmare>>82682316>I got the main stuff done, trying to think of what to do next, but honestly I just wanna go back to writing goon tech...What else would u need 2 do?What sort of goontech have u done?>I hate all this corporate bs I'm supposed to go through to get a damn jobYeah. I'm dreading having 2 look 4 a job myself once i am done with my studies>>82682335That sucksI do u live in a warzone or something? Y did u lose ur electricity 4 so long?
I'm still not taking it easyHelp me take it easy please
>>82682445>Don't over do itone capsule every 3 days for a month, then one a week afterwardeach capsule has 900mcg iodine, i think i'm in the clear here>Lucid dreamingit wasn't lucid, loli just get angry at things trying to scare me somehow so i just think about destroying them>I can force myself 2 wake up whenever i get a nightmarevery nice, i can do that toopress the recall button and just head backp.s. completely unrelated but i've been meaning to play terraria recentlyyou think we could/should set up a server for it maybe? i was thinking journey + master mode since i don't have much time to play, nor do i think a lot of us do and it cuts down a lot of the grind
>>82680661>Like one where I'm too terrified to even start.Starting is always the hardest part. I guess my only advice is to start with whatever interests you most to get the ball rolling.>>82680879>I am probably next...Good luck. I got off pretty easy, all things considered.>>82682320>ven if things were generally more boring and simple it was much easier to appreciate them. Now if I get fed up with a game I just drop it and move on to the next oneI wonder if this is a getting older thing or if stuff is just more disposable now. Probably a bit of both.>Never played that one, what's wrong with it?It's a horribly buggy mess with a bunch of bad shooting sections the director didn't even want in the game. It's really unpolished. But it's got a cult following because it's so odd and completely unlike anything I've played before or since. I've heard it's a bit like Twin Peaks but I've never watched that. I'd say SWERY probably even weirder than Kojima but less artsy.>they knew he would've done irreversible damage to the Silent Hill franchise, so they kicked the freak out before it could happenThe schizo theory is that he knew that they knew that and decided to make the demo into an allegory for him getting fired. Bravo Kojima...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yr4RvdREwl8>He's been a weirdo ever since he left KonamiHe's always been a weirdo, he just has no one to tell him "stop that" now.>I haven't played it yet but from the reviews it seems to be an okay gameThat's good. I was worried it was going to be a trainwreck. I've got the itch to play SH2 again.
>>82665251>anyway, how was ur day 2day?Last few days have been fine if kinda hectic. Hope things went well on your end too.
>>82683060>one capsule every 3 days for a month, then one a week afterwardgood then! Just make sure you don't take too much!>i just get angry at things trying to scare me somehow so i just think about destroying themI am usually unable 2 get angry, but i had sum angry dreams b4idk why>>82683060>p.s. completely unrelated but i've been meaning to play terraria recentlyhmmmaybe. I got terarria recently 2... Who knows, if moar ppl r interested we might b able 2 set something up!>>82683259>Good luck. I got off pretty easy, all things considered.so ur feeling alright now? That's good!How did ur work go?>>82683700>fine if kinda hecticwhat happened?stuff is kind of okay on my end, haha
>>82684379>usually unable 2 get angrywell you won't make a good nightmare killer thenwhat kinda angry dreams can you recall?>if moar ppl r interested we might b able 2 set something upaye, would be funi shall serve as a second and actually useful guide in that case
periodically glancing at a clock and taking it easy
Having a twilight zone/that one episode of TNG-esque nightmare and not taking it easy.I suppose it's that kind of year.
>>82682445>What else would u need 2 do?Have something to show off and let employers know how big my pp is. Getting a job is all about presentation>What sort of goontech have u done?I was working on a new frontend for my booru to make it easier to view and tag my stuff one-handed>I'm dreading having 2 look 4 a job myself once i am done with my studiesDon't think about it, long way to go>>82683259>I wonder if this is a getting older thing or if stuff is just more disposable nowThere is a clear excessive production of media these days, just look at how many games get released on Steam now vs 10 years ago>it's so odd and completely unlike anything I've played before or sinceI'll have to see what it's about sometime, maybe it's bad enough to be good...>an allegory for him getting firedIt makes a lot of sense... very well devised tooThanks for making me hate nu-Gaynami more than I already do, I didn't know they went full mobileslop at some point instead of making real games, what a shit company>I was worried it was going to be a trainwreckIt might be an okay game but the bloated price is just ridiculous, they don't deserve any money with that disgusting attitude
Not a bad day today, but my social battery is oh so drained.... I just want to hide away and sew >>82678574>oh no... you probably had it for a while and it manifested only nowyeah, I am weak in general, so I'm not surprised>don't let either of us influence your habits, ok?Ah... but I'm naturally influenced by people. If someone tells me to do something, I'll go out of my way to try and do it, or at least consider it, especially if they're older or important to me>heh, i'll leave that up to your imaginationI... still don't understand, but alright>and you're strong in other ways, much stronger than me at least...My only strength is that somehow, despite everything, I cannot seem to die. >>82679607>rooting for youThank you lurker-chan... rooting for you too ! also indie-twee goodness... Zoey Deschanel twee or more Amelie (2001) ?>>82682316>I feel sorry for you and hope everything goes well...Thank you meow, I hope things go well for you too
Is this a gay hook up thread of tranny faggots or something? If so you should kill yourselves.
>>82687263No this is the biofem thread
>>82687315Fat ugly feminist foids should also kill themselves
>>82677365>it's a cool field but it's one of the most math-intensive ones comp sci graduates can pursueyee but it's not solving math problems though, all the boring calculations and shit the program or a library runs it, i just do the infrastructure and that's kinda fun..still not passionate about it, but what can i say, i'm more of a homebody>>82677367>i wonder how hater-chan is doing these dayshe's probably in this board rn lmfao>i keep talking about it...it's fine man, that must've been very terrible for you, like that felling of being completely useless sucks, even more if you try and you don't succeedyou can do it though, i believe>everything else is just boilerplate worki kinda see it, if you mean that doing a program to solves a math problem is fun then yeahh i see itbut if you don't, then i don't really agree cause i like solving a stupid problem like "make a program that helps cumgut to manage hist sperm count in oz using functions" that shit's (kinda) funagain if what i just said is what you mean by math then i agree lmao>Why that specifically?i think that it gets money, and is less uncertain job wise than let's say software engineering, but software developer is cooler, especially if i jump from there to a videogame dev now THAT would be kinda funmy dream (job) actually, and i get kinda exited whenever i think about it would be to work for square enix, but i've given up aaa looooong time ago on doing thatand i also think that the work would get boring after about a year, again i'm not that passionate about this type of stuff, being home is super relaxing, no stress all comfy it's nicenot to say that i wouldn't like to try and see how it is to work there, but i would still prefer to focus on the simple things in life, cause people get lost when they work and forget how to live, and that's fucking scary, and super sad as well>Me too fryeee>Dropout but yeah, I'm just a webfag nowso a neet? or just webfag?
>>82662716Welcome to life in my country lolMost people here have to buy data plans
>>82680605>I'm sure still have some hope, however misplacedtrue>I'm pretty sure I peaked at 11.same, playing some pokemon on my ds all night.. i miss that, i really dobut i think that it's kinda cool that once you're an adult you can give that beautiful feeling to your kid, not that i'm thinking about having kids, but you know, i think generally, like how life works is cool>My sister really likes his Sims videos but I've not watched him too much. I prefer the sad Italian man.same with me desu, when i first got into the vinesauce uhhh.. sauce i was full on joel, but then like 3 or 4 years ago, i started to watch vinny more, and he's bestest in my opinion, not saying joel is bad, but vinny has a certain charm that i can't quite put my finger on, but it's definitely there>fish is really small compared to what I'd get in the UK and costs just as muchis that a genetic thing or is it china's fault?>I need to make more excuses to go thereto the fish store or the uk? lmfao>>82684379>>82683060what the fuck is an angry dream? you get mad over dreams junas? do we all have fucked up dreams?>>82687263could you imagine lmfao
>>82687239>I'm not surprisedeh... having a frail health doesn't make you a weak person, don't badmouth yourself like that, anon>I'm naturally influenced by people.that's worrisome, really... even good people screw up sometimes, so keep an eye out, ok?i care about you so i want you to be the best version of yourself you can be, not what others think you should beand that one is entirely up to you>I... still don't understand, but alrightmaybe one day you will :^)>My only strength is that somehow, despite everything, I cannot seem to die.good. i'd be devastated if you did.but i'd say another strength of yours is how you're still finding ways around hopeless situations, even if they require big sacrificesit's important to have that kind of determination to keep pressing forward despite the shit life throws at you, and i highly admire thatlet's keep on walking, shall we?on that note, did you do anything fun today? i know i did, lol>>82687366>i just do the infrastructure and that's kinda fun..anon, to do the infrastructure you need to know what exactly it is these things are doing and when to apply them, you'll have to learn all that stuff anywayyou won't have to actually do the calculations but you'll have to understand them well enough to know when to apply them and what they're supposed to output>still not passionate about ityou'll hate the field most likely... try an internship when you can, ok?
>>82687458>you get mad over dreams junas?i feel all sorts of emotions in my dreams, including angerthere was this one in particular where i incorporated wrath itself, now that one made me scared of myself after i woke up, loli still have it somewhere here-- oh, i should look for that dream i mentioned to eiki, about the sound labs and shitlemme see here...p.s. for lurker-chan, here's your linkhttps://youtu.be/RZJ4WxErvxg
>>82687565>try an internship when you can, ok?okay, that sounds like a good ideanow that i think about it, i could just go for software ingeneer, it's not too latehey junas, do you work in the field? data science or software ingeneer i meanif so, i have a few questions if you don't mind helping an anon out since we're talking about it
>>82687621>do you work in the field?aye, government job as a software developeri'm still at junior level but i could help you out yeah, sureask away
I have secured a desk at the office this year. Hopefully I'll get some work done this time.I also found out the package cleared customs so I can stop worrying. I never should have doubted UPS... They've always had my back. Knowing my luck they will return it to me after all that.>>82684379>How did ur work go?I sent over something to my supervisor.I also found a pretty chill conference coming up at another university here about gacha games that I might be able to submit a paper for, since it's broad enough to cover part of my thesis. I've got a month to submit an abstract for it.>Cosplaying at the event and playfulness are fully encouraged!>>82686365>just look at how many games get released on Steam now vs 10 years agoThat's true. It's good to have options but there's so much stuff on there now that you can't find anything you want.> maybe it's bad enough to be good...There's some genuinely good stuff in there and I really like the characters, it's just executed poorly. The PC port borders on unplayable so your best option is emulating the PS3 release.>I didn't know they went full mobileslop at some pointAround that time they gutted most of their studios. They seemed to have U-turned now but they just gave up on making games for a few years.>the bloated price is just ridiculousSomehow HK seems to have been insulated from all the price increases for vidya. I don't know if it's a tax thing or a culture of stinginess or something else but I'm very thankful for it.>>82687458>but i think that it's kinda cool that once you're an adult you can give that beautiful feeling to your kidThat's true. I'm not sure when or if I'll have any but if I did I'd want them to have a better life than I have.>is that a genetic thing or is it china's fault?I blame it on rent here. Makes it so you have to pay through the nose for everything.>to the fish store or the uk? lmfaoThe fish store. My last trip home was very depressing.
>>82687565>having a frail health doesn't make you a weak person, don't badmouth yourself like that, anon, but it's true... I lack any form of muscle; I am exhausted every day after work. I am weak, desu.>and that one is entirely up to youAh... I... I don't know what I want to be, really>let's keep on walking, shall we?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Bnir0BL1S4&list=RDH7_1LDku7sg&index=6>on that note, did you do anything fun today? i know i did, lolWhat did you do ? I simply worked... although I did dress up a bit. My coworker said I looked like Alice in Wonderland, which made me happy. It is so rare I look nice anymore...>>82687731ah... eiki cosplayer arcplease ask a fellow cosplayer for any help !
loving blogging and taking it easy
>>82687652thank you so much man, ok so:>questions related to work:1: how does programming work when you're collaborating with various people? not as to what programs are used to do this, but, is your code inspected by someone else from time to time? is it edited by other person? or you just take care of one area that you're assign to? (if you work in a big project with other people of course)2: is the use of chatgpt and other ai' a common sight? and how is the general filling towards them among your coworkers or people in the field in general (i have an idea, but i would like to know how it is inside the actual professional field)3: would you say that the field is competitive? in software engeneer? (i'm assuming you're in software, but anything will do really) like how long was it before you found a job? and did your college or university had any certifications courses or programs or whatever? if so would you reckon they're useful or meaningful? if you took or know someone that took one or various? cause my college offers them for free, so i'm thinking on taking all the ones that i need>questions related to the carrer:1: how much people did you saw getting their degree at the end? was it many? was it too little?2: how difficult were the tests or exams during the last two years?------------------***thank you so much btw junas, i'm kinda thinking about this since yesterday, but i'd like to find a balance between the stupid career a job in the future and my lifeif i do well now, maybe, just maybe the future will be alright for me, and that's all i wantso anything i can learn helps me a bunch, and i like to know people's experiences with stuffalso to make it clear, i don't hate the career, but i'm realizing now (yes, now, i'm maturing xd) that data science is a bad idea for me at least, so now that this year i need to declare a major i don't want to fuck it all up (i think)anyway thanks a bunch you're cool man
>>82687764>I am weak, desu.and yet here you are, anonlike i said, you're finding ways around hopeless situations, you're still taking care of yourself as best you can (right?), and you're still here, alive and kicking, lolyou're stronger than you give yourself credit for, strength as a whole isn't just good healththe fact you can still go on despite all that is impressive on its own>I don't know what I want to be, reallydo you know what you don't want to be then?or at least some things you don't want to be>linka beautiful, yet sad songi'll always be here, now and forever, so if you ever do walk out of range, i'll still be here, ok?>What did you do ?i went out with my team and had some ice cream with themone of my coworkers got his jeans all stained with chocolate as it melted, lolanother one used a ton of napkins to wipe out 2 droplets that fell over her phone, which was like, kek>My coworker said I looked like Alice in Wonderlandoh? do you agree?>>82687828this deserves a more elaborate answer, do excuse me for a little bit while i sort some things out, ok?i'll definitely reply but yeah lol
ah here i found my dream notes, here's the labs onei'm not sure if it was eiki anon who i was supposed to send this to but these dreams happened in 2018 so they're quite old, lolnow let's see about that answer...
>>82687731>I'd want them to have a better life than I have.at least you have the father instinct>Makes it so you have to pay through the nose for everything.that makes sence but... how the fuck do they make the fishes smaller then?>The fish store. My last trip home was very depressing.how come?https://youtu.be/azSYS5WDJLQ?si=0HtoYkZkxCqZxpMt>>82687871>i'll definitely reply but yeah lolit's fine, i took it too serious, i had a sudden wave of passion and i genuinely gave a long hard thought to my questions xdit's up to you if you reply or not, i personally wouldn't lmao
>>82687871>you're still taking care of yourself as best you can (right?)taking care of myself...am I really?I'm back to taking Benadryl to sleep every night, energy drinks in the morning, I eat so much my stomach aches. All these increase risk factor for LQTS...I take my meds at what cost ? The same ones that keep me sane are killing me.2 weeks out of the hospital, my mother and friends beg me to make it to December...christsorryjust venting out it all, I suppose, this place feels the safestno matter what I do, I am killing myself. But it'sn't that what I always wanted?What am I living for ?>oh? do you agree?no... I'm not blonde, for onealso what flavor ice cream did you get desu ka ?
>>82683259Holy shit, I used to know this artist! Didn't expect to see their art get posted here.Yeah, getting started is the hardest part and I really struggle with it. I need to get better sleep (for better mental health) and stay outside of the house to avoid distractions.>>82680879>what makes u so scared of starting stuff?I have a deep fear of starting homework ingrained in me. Probably has something to do with the way I was treated as a kid.I think a few people in this thread actually study things that are related to what I'm studying so I could ask around, but off the board. >>82687239What kind of stuff do you usually sew?
>>82687828>how does programming work when you're collaborating with various people?well since i'm still a newbie at my job, it usually is inspected by the more senior membersedited? only if it's related to their tasks, but any bugfixes are on me since i'm the one who did itin my own projects, we take care of the projects themselves, any area that we canthe team leader knows better than to assign someone a task they're not qualified for, lol>is the use of chatgpt and other ai' a common sight?we've recently began using amazon qdeveloper and it's quite helpful, but we're all aware it must be used responsiblycan't trust the code implicitly, we review and test the changes alwaysthe general feeling is one that AIs are useful, but not gods, they're tools there to help you but you must know how to use these toolsthere is no silver bullet here>would you say that the field is competitive?it's... oversaturated, and nepotism runs rampanttook me a while to find a job and i couldn't find any working for private institutions so i had to study for public service admission examstook me around 2 years before i started but i lucked outas for courses, we had to do 200h extracurricular activities to graduate and courses counted, so we went on courses platforms (e.g. udemy) and got some certificatesthey were definitely useful but practice is something else entirely>how much people did you saw getting their degree at the end?i never paid attention, i just know almost all my uni buddies graduated (and they weren't many)in my graduation ceremony there were like... 10 ish people>2: how difficult were the tests or exams during the last two years?they were difficult, but the 3rd year was harder than the 4th solely because i was also interning 6h a day while taking 7 classes>i'd like to find a balance between the stupid career a job in the future and my lifeikigai is a nice concept to think about, may be relatedworking here is definitely my ikigai so i'm happy here
>>82688004>am I really?well... you're taking your meds, that's better than nothingbut you definitely need to improve on some aspects there, anon... i'll help you keep yourself in check if you make the effort though, but i can only do so much>2 weeks out of the hospital, my mother and friends beg me to make it to December...that's the price of being loved, anoni'm sorry you can't seem to feel it, but not unlike me, that's all they can really docry and beg that you'll be fine, that you'll get better>What am I living for ?i often ask this myself, but maybe there's no reasonat least, other than spending my time with great people like you guys around hereand you definitely rank among those amazing people i like so much over here, so if you need a reason, then let it be this moment, these times you spend with uswe'll gladly listen to what you have to say, dear. we enjoy your company, just the way you are. you don't have to leave us so soon.>I'm not blonde, for onewhat's your hair color then?>what flavor ice cream did you getthere was this white chocolate one in a big cone, border had some pistachio ice cream with shredded cashew nuts spread over itwas quite nice, but the cone took me a while to eat and some of it melted loltwo drops made it to my jeans but they're dark so it was fine
>>82687764>ah... eiki cosplayer arcWe'll see. I'd like to do something if I end up giving a talk but it'd need to not be too ostentatious since I'd have to get the bus there. Maybe Maya's jacket.>please ask a fellow cosplayer for any help !Of coruse.>>82687936>i'm not sure if it was eiki anon who i was supposed to send this toI'm pretty sure it was. Thank you.The nightmare I had last night was very vivid. Spooked me good.>>82687956>at least you have the father instinctI suppose so. It's not something I've given much thought.> how the fuck do they make the fishes smaller then?A knife.>how come?Part of the problem is that I went in winter. It's just generally a pretty depressing place to live, I suppose - video somewhat related as well. Going back just made me sad and really appreciate where I live now.>>82688004>I'm back to taking Benadryl to sleep every night,I used to take a lot of nytol (which is a bit like benadryl) to help sleep. It stopped working after a while since I got a tolerance and antihistamines aren't that helpful for sleep. Getting an eyemask helped my sleep much, much more, so consider getting one if you don't have blackout curtains or if your devices have a light on all the time.>What am I living for ?You're driven by your craft and you want to do good work, at least from what I've gathered.>>82688053>I need to get better sleep (for better mental health) and stay outside of the house to avoid distractions.You know what the problem is, which is good. The next part is acting on it.
>>82688132>The next part is acting on it.Acting on it? Like... using 4chan less??? I couldn't imagine...
i woke up with bugbites all over methere's a mosquito hiding somewhere...so annoying...>>82684471yeah haha>what kinda angry dreams can you recall?just plain ol regular violence. I don't like 2 talk about it...>>82685914which episode of tng?>>82685490r u waiting 4 something?>>82686365>Have something to show off and let employers know how big my pp is. Getting a job is all about presentationi seewell hiopefully ur program will covnince them!>I was working on a new frontend for my booru to make it easier to view and tag my stuff one-handeddon't u already got one?>Don't think about it, long way to goyeah...>>82687239>Not a bad day today, but my social battery is oh so drained.... I just want to hide away and sewwhat would u like 2 sew? Friday is almost here, u'll b able 2 take it easy soon enough!>>82687458>what the fuck is an angry dream?like a dream where u do angry thingsu knolike get violent>>82687731>I sent over something to my supervisor....is it more AI?>I also found a pretty chill conference coming up at another university here about gacha games that I might be able to submit a paper for, since it's broad enough to cover part of my thesis. I've got a month to submit an abstract forr u gonna attend?>I also found out the package cleared customs so I can stop worrying. I never should have doubted UPS... They've always had my back. Knowing my luck they will return it to me after all that.that's great! Hopefully u'll get it back soon!>>82687766r u taking it easy?>>82688053>I think a few people in this thread actually study things that are related to what I'm studying so I could ask around, but off the board.yeah that would probably b a good idea>I have a deep fear of starting homework ingrained in me. Probably has something to do with the way I was treated as a kid.how long have u been feeling this way about homework?
Guys, I'm tiredI don't wanna be a neet anymore
it was a good day but i don't have much to say about it. i was working on some drafts but now im going to bed. some replies before i do>>82680605>>82685914eiki anonymous, an englishman in a foreign city of neon lights and sleepless streets. a scholar who came to hong kong chasing a doctorate. not just to finish a paper but to put order to the world with citations and footnotes. but in a space between the living and the dreaming he found another syllabus. one not bound in books but written in shadows. a nightmare that seemed as real as the crowded alleys outside of his window, yet vanished like smoke when morning came. eiki anonymous will return to his studies, to his routine, to the quiet company of his own mind. but he now knows that in the pursuit of knowledge, some truths simply don't lie in libraries, lecture halls or academia. instead, some truths live in the uncharted campus of the human imagination. a campus in the hippocampus who's gates open only in... the twilight zone *doo-doo-doo-doo*this is eiki right? this'll be embarrassing if not>it's been a whilehave you played any pokemon rom hacks before? or have you only played the originals>>82687458>pokemonwhich is your favorite?>>82682001>9h+ a daydo you live at work for most of the day like i do? lol>maybe a fish though...what kind would you get?>get along nicely but i'm still much too quiet compared to themdo you think maybe you'll open up more as time goes on or are you generally quiet? it's good that you all get along at least, even if they're a little more outgoing. it would suck if that wasn't so>avoided being a pyromaniacwas it soothing to burn things up? what kind of things would you burn?>songthat was pretty good! i love when they include piano in metal, it's so fitting>>82687239>Zoey Deschanel twee or Amelieboth are nice! but my style leans more towards the zoey deschanel kind of twee more. no big hair bows though, not a fan. what fashion styles do you like?
>>826895132/3>>82679959>how would u name a cat if u had one?ambition the fifth, to keep the tradition going. that one i used to petsit was the fourth, i didn't meet the first three. do you have any pets?>listen 2 them moar as well...they have catchy songs imo>played baseballwere you good at it? did your team win?>a prison as it is a temple it seems...i guess so. but still, taking care of the temple is still important anyhow!>woukd it b hard 2 get by with the amount mechanics get?at first it would be. from my understanding, mechanics don't really start making good money until they're older, like in their 40's or 50's. unless you own your own shop>Besides, 2010 wasn't THAT long ago...15 years is a pretty long time... i would have been 4 years old then lolmy biggest complaint is that twee style clothing is less easily available since it isn't as trendy now as it was then. i look through old clothing shop catalogues from that year and there's so many items i wish i could have bought. thrift shops and online shopping has saved me in that regard, but buying online is always a gamble. luckily business casual never goes out of style so no issues there>what r ur thoughts on track clothes?like track suits? i don't have any strong feelings towards them. do you wear them?>cargo pantsdo you enjoy all of the different pockets it has?>mostly just dress up in blackeven in the summer? don't you get hot?>spoilerdon't like your countries culture?>What r ur thoughts on small towns?they're alright, they can be cool. i would still prefer them over the city>monsterwhich one? the white ones seem popular>u should try it sometime though!maybe. i've never heard of warm milk with cereal honestly. is it common over there?>Or do u prefer the cold milk 2 wake u up?i prefer water, tea or coffee. milk in the morning never agrees with my stomach, i would get cramps for the first half of the day for sure
>>82689513>>826895383/3>>82682316>instrumental musicmost instrumental rock music i like comes from the math rock genre>I could name a bunchim still interested in knowing. but you don't have to share if you don't wanna>I do want to eventuallywould you go for steel strings or nylon?>Do you have money issues often?sometimes. however not as many these days as back then>How...i go most mornings before work, it's a nice way to start the day imo. it's also a good way to shut off my brain for a little bit, like a form of meditation almost>what got you into it?i saw videos of it online when i was like 13, i thought it looked really cool. so i followed tutorials for it on youtube and went from there. it's fun! do you like dancing at all?>Why did you stop?no time mostly, my free time is limited these days>Kid me used to ride bikes all the time though, until he found out about mmos...do you ever feel the incentive to ride a bike more again? i've never played an mmo, are they as grindy as people say>vidya mostly...what kind of games do you tend to like?>oatmeal cookies, ones with dried fruit or chocolate in them>Sweet espressodo you typically prefer sweet things? i for one like bitter flavors
I think I should prioritize studying for my exams over studying Japanese, but... eh... Japanese is more fun, anything is more fun than school stuff. Even if it's not brainrot bullshit, I eventually find ways to procrastinate anyway!!! At least I'm actually doing something useful with my time! I am slowly removing the distractions that are not productive and replacing them with distractions that are at least a bit more productive than brainrotting!>>82688523>how long have u been feeling this way about homework?I've always felt like this. Even as a kid I'd stay up until 2am regularly. That probably didn't help my mental development.>>82689357Are you going to school or looking for a job? Sorry, I don't remember your lore :(>>82689513>i was working on some drafts but now im going to bed.What drafts were you working on?
>>82689513>it was a good day but i don't have much to say about it. i was working on some drafts but now im going to bed. some replies before i do4 the motivational letter?>>82689538>ambition the fifth, to keep the tradition going. that one i used to petsit was the fourth, i didn't meet the first three. do you have any pets?we used to have 2 dogs. Now all we got is a bunny. My sister's the one who's responsible 4 it>they have catchy songs imowhat is your favourite TMBG song?>were you good at it? did your team win?i think i did alright, can't recall if we won though>i guess so. but still, taking care of the temple is still important anyhow!r u taking care of your own temple?>at first it would be. from my understanding, mechanics don't really start making good money until they're older, like in their 40's or 50's. unless you own your own shopWould you open your own shop?Would it be difficult to do so?>15 years is a pretty long time... i would have been 4 years old then loli'm not old...i'm not old...i'm not old...>my biggest complaint is that twee style clothing is less easily available since it isn't as trendy now as it was then. i look through old clothing shop catalogues from that year and there's so many items i wish i could have bought. thrift shops and online shopping has saved me in that regard, but buying online is always a gamble. luckily business casual never goes out of style so no issues theredo thrift shops always have the clothes u want or is it a rare sight?>like track suits? i don't have any strong feelings towards them. do you wear them?i wear a hoody and track pants at home when it gets colder>do you enjoy all of the different pockets it has?yes! I need the pockets! Especially during summer when i can't wear the puffy vests>even in the summer? don't you get hot?Yeah, what else can i say, aesthetics over all!>don't like your countries culture?I just prefer western cultures a lot more...(cont)
>>82689538>they're alright, they can be cool. i would still prefer them over the citywould u live in one?>which one? the white ones seem popularuhh the classic one. White ones make me feel weird...>maybe. i've never heard of warm milk with cereal honestly. is it common over there?Not sure, i think most ppl eat cerial with cold milk here as well. I think i'm just a weirdo haha>i prefer water, tea or coffee. milk in the morning never agrees with my stomach, i would get cramps for the first half of the day for sureWhen i drink coffee i always drink it with milk and sugar. I wonder why it makes ur stomach so upset. Ur not allergic 2 milk r u?anyway, goodnight, lurker-chan! Sleep well!>>82689563u can always study japanese later, when u got more free time!>I've always felt like this. Even as a kid I'd stay up until 2am regularly. That probably didn't help my mental development.wow that's rather late. Do u think u can overcome this trauma?
>>82662501i love that character
Phone posting is fun though ive been doing it for 15 years
>>82689896whyd u post about it then
>>82689850I like Kaguya as wellshe's the queen of taking it easy!>>82689896eh, it gets tedious, especially when u reply 2 a long post...
>>82689939Im so used to it now i forget what pc posting is liekHow ru btww?
>>82688363>Acting on it? Like... using 4chan less??? I couldn't imagine...It's a big step, but I believe in you.>>82688523>i woke up with bugbites all over meThat sucks. Mosquitos are awful.>which episode of tng?The Survivors, after looking it up.>...is it more AI?Yes ;_;>r u gonna attend?I'll try to give a talk. If not I'll still try to attend.>that's great! Hopefully u'll get it back soon!No, I mean it's headed to the recipient now. Now I need to worry about it getting stolen.>>82689513>spoilerYeah, that's me. Thank you for the sensible chuckle.I don't know how close to an episode it was, but I was with a group of a few people in the middle of nowhere. The only thing there was a house where a nice enough midwestern couple lived there. Except part of the house was sectioned off by a cage/railing and they lived in that bit. I was told that if anyone tried to go in that part of the house we'd all be killed. Then some dumbass in my group stuck her head through the railings and at that point I tried desperately to wake up.>or have you only played the originalsI've only played the originals. I want to play Clover at some point though.
>>82690030>How ru btww?i'm alright!gonna go 2 the shrink 2daywhat about u? How r u, anon?>>82690263>That sucks. Mosquitos are awful.yeahi never did end up catching ithopefully it's dead>The Survivors, after looking it up.gonna have 2 rewatch itdo u remember the synopsis?>I'll try to give a talk. If not I'll still try to attend.about what? Ur thesis?>>82690263>No, I mean it's headed to the recipient now. Now I need to worry about it getting stolen.wait i thought it was gonna get destroyed...
>>82690708>do u remember the synopsis?It was about an empty planet and the only thing there was a house with two middle aged people on it. I don't remember much else.>about what? Ur thesis?Legal aspects around server shutdowns and fan-hosted servers.>wait i thought it was gonna get destroyed...It's not. It somehow made it through customs without issue, they even believed it was a gift (which apparently they don't these days). Whoever filled out the customs paperwork in Hong Kong is a hero.
>>82689563>Are you going to school or looking for a job? Sorry, I don't remember your lore :(It's okay, don't worry about itI already finished school a long time ago, and I was looking for a decent job, I said was because I no longer have the patience to deal with too many ghosting
taking it easy (barely) at worki slept like... 5h today onlyi want to go back to sleep, especially since it's a slow day today>>82689513>do you live at work for most of the day like i do? lolkinda, only 5 min walk separating me from home anyway so...at least i don't hate working here, it could be worsehow about you, what do you work with again?>what kinda goldfish as usual, always been a fan of them>do you think maybe you'll open up more as time goes onmaybe? i hope so, but i'm usually quiet irl, especially with them because i don't have much in common nor can i relate a lot of timesbut you're right, it's not so bad... do you get along with your coworkers?>burn things uplol, i was a pyromniac in the sense of burning bridges, although watching things burn was fun tooi just think maybe if i'm right and it makes me more mentally stable, i could've avoided so much pain in the past, and it was such an easy fix...>piano in metalright? it's great, lolhere have another one that got me hooked into those rock/metal arranges back in the day, particularly demetorii used to call it "the song of songs" for some reason, lolgo figure, but it's very nice anywayhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXMa9AWrK5k
>>82687366>doing a program to solves a math problemYeah that's what I meant, real problem solving and not the usual boring backend work like writing queries and stuff. Frontend can be boring too but at least you get to be creative (when you're allowed to), and if you're good at it you can do cool stuff with math like animations, 3d rendering, etc.>it gets moneySo you're just chasing the money?>videogame devWould you do the art too or just the code?>work for square enixFinal Fantasy fan I assume?>the work would get boring after about a yearYeah most dev jobs do... A lot of game devs seem to stick around for longer though so I don't know about that career>being home is super relaxing, no stress all comfy it's niceSame thinking... We weren't born to take it hard...>forget how to liveLiving to work instead of working to liveSociety is such a scam, we should go back to the woods>so a neet? or just webfag?A webfag neet>>82687731>that you can't find anything you wantTrue... Most of it is slop anyway>There's some genuinely good stuff in thereLike what?I watched some clips of it last night and thought it looked horrible. That first part where you drive around in your car is so unfit for a horror game... Unless the horror is in how bad it is?>They seemed to have U-turned nowMore like L-turned... Konami can't be trusted anymore>Somehow HK seems to have been insulated from all the price increases for vidyaHow much is it there?>>82688004>2 weeks out of the hospital, my mother and friends beg me to make it to December...Are you being forced to work or something..?>>82688523>don't u already got one?Yes but I want better since it's something I use so oftenThe default UI was so bad I had to write monke scripts to make it usable. Still don't like it though, super slow and clunkyYou should try writing a monke script, it's fun
Too much yapping...>>82689548>math rockGot anything to share?>im still interested in knowingOh, well I would name Ichika Nito for startershttps://youtu.be/lpPih3tTuM0and Marcinhttps://youtu.be/s43PDheTOqQTheir playstyles aren't my preference but they're insanely good at what they doThen there's Bernth and Syncatto who have conveniently done several collabs so less homework for you to dohttps://youtu.be/9XnHJNKEcW0Tosin Abasi also deserves a mention, he's the one who taught Tim Henson how to thump. Harder to find good videos of him showcasing his techniqueshttps://youtu.be/GkmtoEeTisQYou already saw Steve Vai collabing with Polyphia in Ego Death. Any other guitarists who have collabed with them are also greatWay too many to list like I said... too many I haven't even discovered yet. My recent favorite is Sebastisidehttps://youtu.be/9H0cyfkNyZshttps://youtu.be/_vvMG-X-RRk>would you go for steel strings or nylon?Why not both?>sometimes. however not as many these days as back thenI thought bank jobs paid well...>like a form of meditation almostI see it as a form of torture...Do you have any favorite exercises?>i followed tutorials for it on youtube and went from thereHow good are you at it now? Ever record yourself?>do you like dancing at all?Wouldn't say so, not like I've ever tried anyway>do you ever feel the incentive to ride a bike more again?Oh yeah, I'm probably gonna do it on the mountains when I get a new bike>are they as grindy as people sayThey strip your life away>what kind of games do you tend to like?I could yap about it for hours but I'll spare you the trouble and say gamey ones with a good sense of progression...>do you typically prefer sweet things?Not necessarily, but if I eat too bitter I like to have something to counteract the bitterness with itWhat kinda bitter stuff do you like?
I have to stop being a neet but I can't get over the trauma of getting ghosted in countless interviewsMy life is fucked and I keep getting older
>>82692330>True... Most of it is slop anywayYeah but it's sad to think the best game ever could be drowning in all of it and no one would ever play it.>Like what?It being a horror game kind of got thrust upon it by upper management - originally there wasn't meant to be any combat and you'd just go around doing detective stuff. I like the driving parts because he tells fun stories.I don't know how to describe it other than it tickles my brain in a certain way that few games do. I really likes games where NPCs follow certain schedules and you have to be in the right place at the right time. I can only think of that and Majora's Mask that do that.That and I just plain like York as a character because he's so odd.>Konami can't be trusted anymoreFor sure. I know they horribly mistreated the BEMANI staff (who make all the rhythm games) as well during that time. Japanese companies can be brutal.>How much is it there?About 50 eurodollars.
ugh i am eating like a pig 2day...starting next week i am going on a diet, promise!>>82690783>It was about an empty planet and the only thing there was a house with two middle aged people on it. I don't remember much else.ah i remember now! That was a wacky episode indeed>Legal aspects around server shutdowns and fan-hosted servers.oh ur writing a whole new paper 4 it?>It's not. It somehow made it through customs without issue, they even believed it was a gift (which apparently they don't these days). Whoever filled out the customs paperwork in Hong Kong is a hero.nice!Hopefully it reaches its recipient then!>>826914505h is crazymake sure 2 get plenty of rest 2day and over the weekend!>>82692330>The default UI was so bad I had to write monke scripts to make it usable. Still don't like it though, super slow and clunkyso u wanna just optimize it? Or r there other things u wanna add?>You should try writing a monke script, it's funwhat's a monke script?
>>82693349>make sure 2 get plenty of rest 2day and over the weekend!aye, i plan on itusually i go back to being a waste of space on weekends and return to my roots, go sleep late (2-4 am) and wake up close to noon
>>82693671u should treat urself something delicious as well!
I'm trying to take it easy but I can'tI keep worrying about my problems and personal lifeAt least I'm having fun with my cats
