Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportoh my it's almost october :oHey hey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
hiiHere's a bunch of helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Hi kitty (>^_^)><(^_^<)Mwah! I love you <3Dear anon,Please don't hurt self todayYou are beautiful!!
>>82665339This is probably what /cat/ looks like :3
>>82665569it cat a boy fish or a girl fish
Hey allbeen playing cs1.6 and exploring nice maps >>82665368Heyo :>how's it going??>>82665569Hello anonnope I don't look like thatHow are you today?>>82665624pish? ><>
>>82665339hello! im gonna explode!!hru cat? hru everyone? hope yall had a nice day
>>82656679>chances of finding fresh local is slim, but still definitely better prices than some places in the world for decent quality.guess we're lucky in that regard, but i live in a rural area. it's one of the few upsides. and if you want better quality meat here without having a decent butcher or local farmer who sells it, than you're still better of buying irish or spanish meat. hard to get quality anything these days. :/>it's a big chain and even people get pissed, some will still keep going.pretty much this. as long as they don't do some really stupid shit that beats people's inertia, they're pretty much good.>Some quality control on the meat cuts is all i ask foras long as you at least get that it's fine, i suppose. keep looking for the good stuff, though.>I wish I personally didn't have to deal with those types as much as I unfortunately run into themsadly we can't choose with what people we have to deal with any given day. all you can try is to stay decent yourself, but i'm not seeing any issues in that regard. :>>>82665339hi catbro! how's your week so far? enjoying the colder season?>>82665569i don't even know how to react to this>>82665779hi rem! what's up?>hello! im gonna explode!!D:>hru everyonefine. tired from work, but what else is new, right?
>>82665339why do i keep slicing my arms opens?
>>82665779Heyyyo :3>im gonna explode!!noo dont explode D;is today very stressful?>hru catI'm goodbeen playing cs1.6 maps and taking screenshots and make like idk whatcha call them postcards? here's an autumn one!>hope yall had a nice dayyep it was a good day :]>>82666039Helluuu Yuanon how are you doinn??>how's your week so far? enjoying the colder season?I'm doing well just chilling and playing cs1.6 maps and taking screenshots and making things, here's an autumn cs_house_arrest
>>82666039>>82665779here's a winter one
>>82666141Helloit's really a question for youAre you unable to stop? have you tried stopping? do you donit because something is stressing you out or do you just like it?
>>82666169>how are you doinn??not bad. just a little tired from getting up early. just watching some stream and gaming to kill some time.>just chilling and playing cs1.6 maps and taking screenshots and making things, here's an autumn cs_house_arrestguess you're basically a cs1.6 explorer/tourist at this point. ^^ those are some really nice looking maps, though. gets you in the mood for the next few month. :>
hey people.. i might have a chance to meet a therapist soon, like 1 month later! the thing is i need some motivation to get the guts to tell someone from my family about that, because i probably can't easily go on my own, soo i just need some motivation to do it! so uhm it's kinda strange talking to irl relatives about meeting a therapist out of nowhere lol, sooo yeah. i will also say that i need to understand what's wrong with my serotonin or whatever is wrong so i could fix it which will help me greatly with studying, and that's actually true i won't be lying by saying this.>>82666039hi yuanon!>what's up?i'm getting fried by studying and stupid emotions and lack of sleep xd>fine. tired from work, but what else is new, right?that's sadly right from what i notice in your replies here :(i hope you can have a great rest soon yuanon >>82666169>is today very stressful?yea>here's an autumn one!OH MY GOD! that's so lovely really i liked the pictures, and the aesthetic with the autumn one is just awesome!!>yep it was a good day :]so glad to hear that :)take care everyone!!
>>82665339wassup>How are you doing today?feel like shit but i have tetris and makeup to keep me occupied>Any plans for today?uhhh not in the slightest>When was the last time you hurt yourself?july but ideation has been rampant>Why did you hurt yourself?I felt really angry at my disconnection from my peers and my past social failures, I have to punish myself and I'll feel better>Is there anything bothering you right now?Same shit different day. I'm a failure
>>82665658hey cat! how's it going?>exploring nice mapswhat kind of maps you running around?>>82666169>>82666185actually see now, pretty neat>>82666039hey yuanon, how are you?>i live in a rural area. it's one of the few upsides. I think I'd rather take the slight convenience of slightly built up then have cheaper meat still either way. The thing that bothers me most about rural areas is how hard it is to get fresher fruit. I notice this everytime I go away is certain regions of this country it seems really hard to get it, and that's a big negative for me> all you can try is to stay decent yourselfnever going to have to deal with being one of those people, since I'm not cut out for it. I see how evil and cruel some of those people are, I don't want to be in the position I have to do similar even if I could. Feel like there's pressure to be that way in those positions, so only people who like being that way tend to survive. >>82666369hey rm!good luck coming up with your story. I don't think the idea you have is necessarily bad. It sound plausible enough But don't feel too embarrassed about doing it. I know it's not the easiest conversation in the world, but I feel like most people are pretty understanding.
>>82666361>not bad. just a little tired :< at least ur not bad>from getting up early. why did you have to wake up early?>just watching some stream and gaming to kill some time.have fun :Dplayin wow?>guess you're basically a cs1.6 explorer/tourist at this point. ^^ I guess, it's fun :3>those are some really nice looking mapsyep they have very nice moody lighting especially the house_arrest one and very nice sounds, I wish I could embed a sound in that png and post it here >gets you in the mood for the next few month. :>I should make a spoooky one too I just like take pictures of the maps and I decided to make something with them because because they deserve to be seen>>82666369>might have a chance to meet a therapist soonwooo>because i probably can't easily go on my ownhm is the public transport where u live bad?in that case you might have to ask for help>will also say that i need to understand what's wrong with my serotoninI'm thinking what could get them on board without you have to reveal too much Maybe you could say something about bad dreams and you're unable to sleep or can't concentrate and you think it could really help you But regardless, SENDING YOU MOTIVATION!!!!! (>^w^)>~~~~~~\(you)/>yea:< >OH MY GOD! that's so lovelyaww thank you ^^here have some more cute autumn kitty vibes!https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q7gy2GRwT-Ihttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pZCYT-PuYeA>glad to hear that :)ty :>>take care everyone!!u 2!
>>82666538>most people are pretty understandingthank you so much yuanon :)>>82666674>bad dreams and you're unable to sleep or can't concentrate and you think it could really help youexactly!! i will probably talk about these too! thanks cat>SENDING YOU MOTIVATION!(>^w^)>~~~~~~\(you)/THANK YOU SO MUCH :DDD
>>82666674> autumn kitty vibes!i'll definitely take a look!!
>>82666507Hello>feel like shit but i have tetris and makeup to keep me occupiedhopefully it keeps you occupied enough ao you don't think too much about feeling not well>not in the slightesthope then you can at least rest >july but ideation has been rampanthey good job :]is there something that helps with your ideation that's not sh?>Same shit different day.same>>82666538HeloHow are you??>how's it going?like u saw, just havin a nice time :>>actually see now, pretty neatthere were others too but I hadn't made any images about thembtw if ur bired here a cool cs map video https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lBTeEcu3ts8&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=481&pp=gAQBiAQB0gcJCfYJAYcqIYzv>>82666785>exactly!! hopefully it works :D>THANK YOU SO MUCH :DDDno problem :>>definitely take a look!!they're very short so dwbtw how was your day besides stressful? how was your sleep did you eat something nice?
>>82666369hey rem!>i might have a chance to meet a therapist soon, like 1 month later! the thing is i need some motivation to get the guts to tell someone from my family about thathm. opening up to you family about anything is probably the hardest it will ever be. after that talking about your feelings will be way easier. best of luck, fren. i'm rooting for you.>fried by studying and stupid emotions and lack of sleep xdgot a lot going on, don't you? what's keeping you up?>that's sadly right from what i notice in your replies here :(it's all good. i have to deal with a lot of people at my job and it's dragging me down sometimes. just a lot to process and afterwards i shut down.>i hope you can have a great rest soonthank you. at least next weekend will be a long one. looking forward to it. :>>>82666507hello anon!>feel like shit but i have tetris and makeup to keep me occupiedboth fun, i suppose. ^^ are you applying it, buying it or just looking it up?>not in the slightestme neither. :]>july but ideation has been rampantthat's quite a while. good job.>I felt really angry at my disconnection from my peers and my past social failuresi get you. wanna talk about what happened?>Same shit different day. I'm a failuredoesn't matter here in the slightest.>>82666538>how are you?a bit meh, but i got a package today and it's contents lifted my spirits a bit. now i'm just lying on the couch, relaxing a bit. what about you?>The thing that bothers me most about rural areas is how hard it is to get fresher fruit.well, i'm not like absoulutely out there. still one of the bigger towns, but i suppose even bigger towns can be very far away from each other in the states. i just feel the quality of produce in general has been declining, no matter where you are. just the same few shitty tasteless sorts everywhere. >:[
>>82666538>and that's a big negative for meunderstandable. i try to eat locally and in season a bit more anyway, so it's not that big a concern for me.>never going to have to deal with being one of those people, since I'm not cut out for itme neither. :/>Feel like there's pressure to be that way in those positions, so only people who like being that way tend to survive.lots of mixed signals being send out out to people about how they should behave and the ones who don't give a shit in the first place get a head start while everyone else tries to make sense of it.>>82666674>at least ur not badwhich is good :>>why did you have to wake up early?had to fill in for my boss. he's sick again. or still. don't know.>playin wow?yup. just a bit of questing. it's that kind of boring that's just right when you don't want to think about anything too much.>it's fun :3gotta get that game and check for myself at some point.>I wish I could embed a sound in that png and post it heremaybe there's a walkthrough-vid on youtube?>they deserve to be seenthey do. but you can appreciate it even more since you know how much work goes into those maps.
>>82666785>thank you so much yuanonI got promoted to yuanon, that's pretty neat:>>>82666898>How are you??pretty good. Uneventful and slow day. Got done earlier than yesterday so made most of the time playing a game for a little bit before prepping for tomorrow>there were others too but I hadn't made any images about themall good. Cool to see though. Even if I'm not into a game per say, appreciate people making maps for stuff like this and pretty neat to see what people built>btw if ur bired here a cool cs map videomy favorite counter strike map - Sweden lol>>82666934> but i got a package today and it's contents lifted my spirits a bitwhatcha get if it's not secret? okay if it is. Hopefully tomorrow treats you better all around>what about you?like i told cat, got done earlier than my late day yesterday, so pretty good and doing some gaming for a bit.>well, i'm not like absoulutely out there. still one of the bigger townsdidn't think you were that bad, I've been some very remote places here and think those kind of places are hard to find over there unless you go really out of the way since we have parts of the country barely settled ever. Even in bigger cities in some parts of the country, it's just hard to find certain things I'm used to on the coast. >>82667056> i try to eat locally and in season a bit more anywayI can do in season, but just too hard to stick local. Not going to be able to eat pineapple that way D:> the ones who don't give a shit in the first place get a head start while everyone else tries to make sense of it.For sure, but I'm not jealous of them for it. I have a friend (might want that in quotations but I guess I care enough not to) who I could consider very successful, but is one of the coldest, most manipulative, and kind of mean person I've ever known. If that's what you need to be successful, I don't want to be.
>>82667056>which is good :>yee :D >fill in for my boss>>:cso you work more? >just right when you don't want to thinkoh I know a thing or two about not thinking have fun then >get that game and check for myselfisn't it there a steam sale going on rn?I wonder if I could like make a server for two ppl easily >there's a walkthrough-vid on youtubewell the only way to do that would be to make it into a video but you can't play sounds on r9k>much work goes into those maps.yep heh that's sorta why I've been making all them pictures to get inspirationsoh an btw I was in a furniture stores today they're very comfy when the isn't any ppl around oh and btw btw I sent some cute short vids to rem up there you could check them out >>82667443>>82667443>Uneventful and slow day.that's great!>playing a game for a little bit before prepping for tomorrowwhat u playing?and how do u prep?>appreciate people making maps for stuff like thisme toono one pays them, people just do it because they want to and that's very lovely >Swedenswedish people really like their country it seems :]But I really like when people make a map about something close to them like their school or house
gettin eeepy might go sleep soon
>>82667443>whatcha get if it's not secret?nah. just some orc miniatures for wargaming. i think i talked about it when i ordered them last month. the company threw in some free bits as well and the delivery driver even came around a second time later in the evening even though he didn't have to. he's a nice guy. >Hopefully tomorrow treats you better all aroundfingers crossed. not counting on it, but who knows? never say never.>got done earlier than my late day yesterday, so pretty good and doing some gaming for a bit.good job! what are you playing?>think those kind of places are hard to find over there unless you go really out of the wayyeah. i think so, too. maybe in super rural southern european areas. not so much in the north.>it's just hard to find certain things I'm used to on the coast.we're definitely not used to not having things available at all time anymore. ^^>Not going to be able to eat pineapple that way D:super hard to find here, too. at least decent quality. it's either canned or has mold on it. :/ ever made tepache?>I'm not jealous of them for it.same here. i'm just glad that i mostly made peace with everything i can't control. i don't even have the desire to control things.>>82667637>you work more?a bit more that i should have. didn't go as planned, though. at least next weekend is a long one.> I know a thing or two about not thinkinghave fun thenthank you. i'll head to bed soon to intensify the not thinking part.>isn't it there a steam sale going on rn?there always is a steam sale going in. it would be easier to say when there isn't.>the only way to do that would be to make it into a video but you can't play sounds on r9ktrue, but you coumd just send the link to the vid if there is one?>I was in a furniture stores today they're very comfy when the isn't any ppl aroundthey can be super crowded sometimes. i hate that. did you find anything nice?>you could check them outwill do>>82667777same. good night!
>>82667777Sleep well cat and everyone elseThat's a lot of 7777s
2am. going to do the biggest cut yet. i do it for the love of the game
>>82666934>are you applying it, buying it or just looking it up?I was just messing around with some eyeshadow ideas, nothing big.>wanna talk about what happened?It's a very long and depressing story but to keep it brief; I'm sobering up after years of heavy drug use, of which my actions from said use caused a rift between my family, friends and lovers. I basically wrecked my life over the course of a year and no matter how much I'm showing a willingness to improve nobody gives me a break. Not to mention most of my problems are spiritually bypassed with the typical small town american southern christian surface level bullshit. I digress, we all have our copes lol. >doesn't matter here in the slightest.I figured, I usually don't use this board so I'm new to the culture... I mean aside from the pre-established stereotypes.What make u start using r9k, yuanon?>>82666898>is there something that helps with your ideation that's not sh?Exercising to failure, creating absurd art and playing instruments usually is a way I expel anger.. Sometimes a joint and a few hours with vim can make me completely forget what I was stressing about too.What about you?
>>82667443>I got promoted to yuanoni'm sooooo sorry officeanon i didn't notice the nickname :(>>82666898>they're very short so dwyeahh i watched both, so cute :D>how was your sleep did you eat something nice?not really, still the lack of sleep, even now i slept for like 5 hoursthanks for asking!>>82666934>probably the hardest it will ever beyou're right, i dont really wanna talk about my feelings that'd make things complicated and i'll get them worrying about me>best of luck, fren. i'm rooting for you.thaank you so much yuanon!!>what's keeping you up?mostly studying, you know> i have to deal with a lot of people at my job and it's dragging me down sometimes.mhm i understand, what kind of people btw? are they mean by any chance? or just randoms?> just a lot to process and afterwards i shut down.totally understandable, i hope you can deal with it better :)>thank you.np>at least next weekend will be a long one. looking forward to it.yeahhh i guess we both are looking forward to the next weekend!! good luck yuanon :)good luck everyone!
>>82668766do you do it "only" cuz you like it anon? is there any other purpose? maybe like, stress?
just a mornig bumper
good morning everyone rise and shine :3
>>82671079gooooood morning
>>82671079Wow so shiny and bright
ANNOUNCEMENT >picrel>>82671312helloohope u have a good dayany plans?>>82671458he is risin and shinin :3
happy birthday to 4chan btw :]
>>82672361>>82671599Happy cat day (>^_^)><(^_^<)
>>82665339I visited my old school today because one of my friends will be graduating this (school) year, felt really uncomfortable having to get recognized and having to explain what I was doing the past 2 years (nothing but rotting in the attic) but I made it.
hi everyone, its been awhileglad to see the threads still going :>
>>82672719Thank you :D>>82672732Hello anonIt sounds annoying but at least it'll over now>having to explain whatdid u tell them the truth?>but I made itgood job :D>>82673124:0heyaa tamagoo! :DDhow's it going friendd??
>>82671599>hope u have a good day, any plans?ty ty u2, now that i'm home, it's time to finally chill, it's like i finished the week since i finally finished the stupid exam todaywhat about you? plans?and btw it's interesting that the thread isn't archived yet :]and also i was thinking about how would i hide the self harm thing from the therapist, i wanna read your opinion :)
>>82673239>did u tell them the truth?I didn't think to lie so I didn't, I was ten times more autistic since last interacting with them anyways so I knew whatever I say can't make it any worse :[
>>82673239hi catbro :>Eating disorder hasn't let up one bit, went from being able to at least stay a week bulimia free, down to 3 days, now I'm on my 18th day in a row binge/purging :/ I guess on the bright side I've managed to significantly cut down on the self harm to just once every few weeks or so (I did relapse just yesterday :/)How about you? Hope things are well :>
>>82673368>now that i'm home, it's time to finally chill, yayayy :3finally, I'm very glad you can restso how will u rest?>finished the stupid exam todaygood job!!>what about you? plans?just relaxed and watch stuff on yt then I went and took pics of another cs map and made another picture >interesting that the thread isn't archived yet :]yep that's nice it's because people were posting through the night so it didn't get to page 10>thinking about how would i hide the self harm thingI feel the best thing is maybe not tell them about it at least not immediately of of you want to tell them you probably should say that you thought about hurting yourself or something of that sort instead of saying that you do itmostly because if your tell them you do ot that means you're w danger to yourself and they might put you in a ward >>82673497>didn't think to lie so I didn'well at least you won't see them again for a long time probably >>82673568>Eating disorder hasn't let up one>significantly cut down on the self harmsorry to hear that ed struggles but it's very hard to fight two things ar once when there's only one of youAnd you did manage to get better with sh so good work o7>did relapse just yesterdayit's okay hey at least now it'll take a couple of weeks before it happens again :>>How about youI'm okay I had an enjoyable summer though it was pretty short and now I'm just relaxing at home and decided to watch girls last tour anime and besides that I also decided to have fun making pictures in cs1.6 maps and make like postcards, like here: >>82666169 >>82666185And how was your summer and whatkind of stuff do you do to have fun?
I guess a few more updates if anyone cares or remembers me? Its currently finals season so I'm just trying to survive. I'm not sure if I've talked about my final year project here but I ended up having to drop the entire thing because I made zero progress on it (due to bulimia). I'm supposed to start interning next semester but I haven't managed to land a position yet :/ So far out of all the companies I've sent my CV to I've only gotten 2 responses, actually interviewed for one just this morning and another will be on friday. I'm terrible at talking with strangers so I feel like I completely flopped the one this morning and will do the same for the next :(>>82674329>And you did manage to get better with sh so good work o7yeah I guess its one or the other, but I'm glad I at least manage to keep it down to mostly one of the two>pictures in cs1.6 maps and make like postcards, like herethose are really nice! I'd imagine those images would be really nostalgic for some people :>>And how was your summer and what kind of stuff do you do to have fun?well I pretty much have permanent summer in my country so it wasn't really any different ^^' I try to be positive but honestly between the time I last posted here and now every day has been a blur to me and I can't really recall anything significant.
Happy birthday to 4chan. It's always been kinda shit, but it's enjoyable shit>>82667637>what u playing?Yakuza 2 some more. Wasting time on every single mini game before continuing the plot>and how do u prep?ironing clothes, getting bags together. etc. When I go to work, the least amount of stuff i need to remember in the morning the better>no one pays them, people just do it because they want to and that's very lovelyindeed. Lots of respect for modders who do stuff with games I like. Huge projects that last multiple years thanks to people who just love certain games>>82667953>just some orc miniatures for wargaming.nice. I don't do tabletop games, but I can appreciate getting physical things like that(I got some new figures lately and made my day when I did)>he's a nice guy.had a lot of bad delivery people who just kind of throw stuff, but I have one guy I really like as well.> never say never.it's tomorrow now, so here's hoping>playing?more yakuza, which will be answer for a while now> cannedthe most popular way to have it here that you see even in rural places is the little plastic cups that are more artificial syrup than fruit. Hard pass from me>ever made tepache?had to look it up so no, but sounds like it wouldn't be bad. Should consider next time I buy a whole pineapple>. i don't even have the desireI just want peaceful work without too much unreasonable trouble. See so many people just making lives miserable trying to climb just a little higher>>82669544>i'm sooooo sorrylol no worries at all! It's easy to miss who's posting which post sometimes, happens time to time.
>>82674697hey tamago! I remember you! Good to see you>only gotten 2 responses,job searching is hard for a lot of people now. I know here it's bad, but imagine most of the world it's a bit harder than normal right now, so just don't feel too bad about it> terrible at talking with strangers used to be my biggest issue interviewing too. Just try to relax ahead and talk your way through. Practicing is the biggest part, even practice the casual soft question type stuff if it makes you feel more comfortable. It's a skill that even if you're still uncomfortable talking a lot day to day life, you can learn to be better with interviews still
>>82674697>updates if anyone careswe do :>>finals seasonnoo :<that's awful another stressful timeI wish everything goes well for ypu>final year project here but I ended up having to drop the entire thingthose are awful, it doesn't feel like they give you enough time especially when you go other crap to take care ofI actually am in a similar situation >gotten 2 responseswhat's ur major?>terrible at talking with strangers I'm not sure they're gonna care too much especially that ur an intern>will do the same for the next :(ow sending hugs>but I'm glad I at least manage to keep ityep, proud of ya :>>images would be really nostalgic for some people :>it might beIt's a great game and the maps have a very comfy feel>permanent summer in my country soh I forgot hehewell hopefully it's not too hot over there now>now every day has been a blurcan't blame you frenyour every day is probably the same and you understandably don't have the energy to do anything extra >>82674912Hello >Yakuza 2 someheard good things about it have fun!>ironing clothes, getting bags togetherhm I see, do you prepare breakfast day earlier too?>Lots of respect for moddersyep yepmodding used to be pretty big I wonder if there are any biger mods for newer games
>>82675297hiya cat, how's it going?>heard good things about itthey're fun games. Very silly even when they're trying to be more serious, but fun still>do you prepare breakfast day earlier too?lol no but that would be funny. If I'm ever that busy I'd be very very concerned. Usually just eat cereal anyway>wonder if there are any biger mods for newer gamessure there are, but suppose newer is relative. I play games from 20 years ago, but even looking back something like fallout 4 is 10 years old now... suppose bigger mods have been worked on for years before release, so it's reasonable the game itself is old by the time they get it out
>>82675556>how's it going?just chilling made a cs image today too>Very silly evenyep that's what I heard hehe x3>but that would be funnyI did that once or twice because a sandwich won't go bad in that much tiem anyway :>>just eat cereal anywaywhat kind?> like fallout 4 is 10 years old now.that's funny because f4 is actually pretty newer to me too>reasonable the game itself is old by the time they get it outhmm I guess tho some games get big mods pretty quickly like HL:A got Levitation but ig valve is not doing much to suppress modding
>>82665339Wow, thread's still up>How are you doing today?Doing better. A bit pissed at myself that gained 5 pounds so rapidly again.>Any plans for today?I finished cleaning an organizing. It took two days with 4 hours set aside each day.>Is there anything bothering you right now?Some stress over getting my scholarship to fix an error in my financial paperwork for this semester.I've been trying to sort it out for a month and now that the government shutdown is about to occur I'm not sure how this will play out.>>82672361hi cat>happy birthday to 4chan btw :]oh that's what the hat is.>>82674912hi office anon>een kinda shit, but it's enjoyable shitYeah it's just the internet. There are worse places to be.>>82674697hi tamango>anyone cares or remembers me?I remember the eggs man>I'm supposed to start interning next semester but I haven't managed to land a position yetUnfortunately that's how it goes sometimes. People just don't want to make it easy to get hired.But some people will take that that risk. it happens at your lowest sometimes, but it does happen.
>>82676130>made a cs image today tooimage? Like a screenshot?> that's what I heardnice to play games that don't take things too seriously sometimes>I did that once or twice because a sandwichah yeah that's reasonable. Here I was imaging cooking a omelet and reheating in the morning lol>what kind?plain cheerios. The most boring processed food known to man>f4 is actually pretty newer to me toosad because all i could think how much of a stepdown for bethesda that game was for me. Makes me realize how long it's been since they've been the developer i wish they still were>valve yeah, feel they're just easier to mod than a lot of games too>>82676381hey cynic>, thread's still upalways a nice surprise>I finished cleaning an organizingi should try to set aside time to as well. Some of the spaces in my house are getting really out of control, especially ones I keep random junksorry to hear that's got you in a bad spot right now. Hopefully doesn't last too long. Know a lot of people freaking out over it since a lot of people around where I live because of layoffs being talked about for fed workers again. Past year has been turbulent for them, which happens to be a lot of people I know from school and family.>There are worse places to be.For sure, just poking fun since I had just seen people talk about 4chan going downhill, which is what people have been saying since at least 07' as far I know, and probably even earlier lol
>>82676381Hewo>gained 5 pounds so rapidly again.don't be angry at yourself do you think you'll lose it?>>82676381>finished cleaning an organizinggood work (^-^)b>government shutdown is about to occur:0why??sounds serious >that's what the hat is.yep :3>>82676523>Like a screenshot?like the other ones >play games that don't take things too seriously sometimesagreed>cooking a omelet and reheating in the morningI guess if you're desperate it could work >most boring processed food known to manI eat corn flakes that's probably even worse>been since they've been the developer i wish they still wereEA is gone too now I wonder if there wall be a crash like that one in the 90s or 80s when it all collapsed>just easier to mod than a lot of games toomight be
>>82676523FUN FACTthe guy who made that map in 2001 has a cool website https://redsquall.net/csmaps.php
Hi /cut/ :3I hope you are all having a wonderful day; if you aren't I hope it gets better <3Thanks for listening to my rant the other day, guys. Anyway, since today happens to be the anniversary of 4chan, I wanted to ask the following: How did you first start using 4chan? How long ago was that? What's your favorite thing about this site?I've visited this site a few times in the past 5 or so years, and I've come to use it more so in the past year, especially upon finding this general. I like the format and layout of it, and I also enjoy the anonymity a bit, and that it doesn't require an account.
>>82676829>do you think you'll lose it?Yeah, I've started doing cardio again.>good work (^-^)bThank you>why??Politics>>82676523>Some of the spaces in my house are getting really out of control,oh it's barely under control. I still have a full night stand.>especially ones I keep random junkI started just keeping a junk drawer. Eventually I will dispose of the old e-waste, I just want it recycled.>Hopefully doesn't last too long.supposedly I got a month before it's all out of founding. >Know a lot of people freaking out over it since a lot of people around where I live because of layoffs being talked about for fed workers again.Yeah i was in homeland security at the time. It sucked not being paid for that shut down.
>>82676908Helloo>hope you are all having a wonderfulthank you and you too>Thanks for listening to my rantur welcome feel free to vent whenever u need :>>How did you first start using 4chan? I would just read posts and people's replies but I would not post anything >How long ago was that? oh hard to say I think around...2020??>What's your favorite thing about this sit I like that you can attach images to any post so often people post interesting images just to decorate their reply and that you can reply to multiple people at once and especially I like how anyone can say anything and there's no stupid upvotes or anything else that makes someone reply more important that someone elses It feels at least for me like everyones words have (almost) the same chance of being noticed while in basically all other social media only maybe the top 10 comments get noticed and your thoughts will probably not be seen by anyone Also i like the design of this site and many other things really >also enjoy the anonymity a bit>doesn't require an account.yes same sameeAnd I have a questions what would you like to see changed?>>82676954>started doing cardio again.ur jogging? isn't it getting cold out where you live too?>Thank youyou're welcome :D >Politicsgrrr >:3 stupid
oh btw I may be going to sleep soon it's getting a lil late
>>82677122>feel free to vent whenever u need :>Thanks <3>that you can reply to multiple people at onceMe too bro.>I like how anyone can say anything and there's no stupid upvotesThat's also a huge plus, but it does come with the tradeoff that it leads to certain groups people spreading really stupid ideas, but I guess that's the price~>what would you like to see changed?It'd be cool if people could attach multiple items in a single post. Unless you can and I just haven't seen it X3>>82677135Goodnight /cat/ :3
>>82677135Sleep well cat, I go sleep too now. Maybe thread will exist for 3 days in a row @_@'
>>82676829>like the other oneslol walmart>I guess if you're desperate it could workit's what the hotels do with little omelets that serve at breakfasts here on large scale. I don't eat those cuz they're gross and doubt it's real egg>corn flakesthere is slight corn flavor to those though which is kinda nice. But I do prefer my cheerios. Kinda toasted taste even if it's simple>EA is gone too nowto be fair, i don't think EA ceasing to exist would even make EA worse than EA was the past years>I wonder if there wall be a crash like that one in the 90s or 80s when it all collapseddoubtful, as much as people online complain about these game devs, as long as people still blindly buy stuff they'll do fine.> has a cool websitefeels like stepping into a time machine>>82676908I came to 4chan in either 06' or 07' Can't remember which for sure, but I was in middle school at the time and just found it and stuck around.>>82676954>oh it's barely under control. Ii have too many random one off appliances, tools for cooking, stuff like that. Not a big kitchen area, so moved some of that elsewhere, which led to piling boxes in rooms I don't use. Once that starts, easy to justify pushing more in there>I started just keeping a junk drawer.probably the best solution. Never going to be able to get rid of everything or find a place of like stuff for everything either. Just try to limit it. >It sucked not being paid for that shut down.way prices are with everything, lot of people more pressed than ever. Just an all around bad time for this, but suppose there's never a good time.
>>82669097>I was just messing around with some eyeshadow ideas, nothing big.hope it came out nicely. :>>I basically wrecked my life over the course of a year and no matter how much I'm showing a willingness to improve nobody gives me a breaki see. i guess it a tough situation for everyone involved. try to stay strong.>typical small town american southern christian surface level bullshit.must be very annoying. :/>I'm new to the culture... I mean aside from the pre-established stereotypes.well, best to leave them at the door when you come to this thread. it's quite different, to say the least. ^^>What make u start using r9k, yuanon?well, i was over on /cm/ checking out the hooni/parkgee thread and talked to bpdhoonianon about his problems, then another anon told us that the cutters general was up again and we took our conversation here. that was a few years ago. i check the catalog once in a while, but i'm basically just posting here these days. what about you?>>82669544>i dont really wanna talk about my feelings that'd make things complicated and i'll get them worrying about mei get you. still, therapy sounds like a good idea. i hope you'll get a chance to try it out.>mostly studying, you knowthat would keep up anyone, i suppose. is it going alright?>what kind of people btw? are they mean by any chance? or just randoms?just random customers. most are nice enough, but it's the ones that aren't that really are the problem. though i get that they're angry sometimes. our delivery drivers are just the worst. sadly i have to bear the brunt of the anger that should be directed at them.>i hope you can deal with it better :)thanks. :> i try, but it can be rough.>good luckgood luck to you as well! o/>>82672361oh noes! missed the birtday... D: well, belated happy birthday 4chan!>>82673124hey tamtam! good to see you! :D how have you been?
>>82674912hey officeanon!>I got some new figures lately and made my day when I the joy of wasting money. ^^>had a lot of bad delivery people who just kind of throw stuffi get them to a degree. i try to be careful, but also have to get shit done at the same time, so sometimes packages get handled a bit rougher than they should.>it's tomorrow now, so here's hopingit was ok. i'm just glad tomorrow is the last workday for the week.>more yakuza, which will be answer for a while nowfair. ^^ i just played wow with a friend again. he's in rehab atm, so that way we can spend some time together.>the little plastic cups that are more artificial syrup than fruit. Hard pass from mei'd rather not as well. some canned peaches though... didn't have them in years, but i do like them.>sounds like it wouldn't be bad. Should consider next time I buy a whole pineapplehope you try it. i'd like to hear your opinion.>I just want peaceful work without too much unreasonable trouble. See so many people just making lives miserable trying to climb just a little higherit would be nice if you had the option to live a comfortable, if simple life at a lower income. guess it'll always be a pipe dream.>>82676381hi, dude! what's up?>A bit pissed at myself that gained 5 pounds so rapidly againsome of it surely is muscle, isn't it? :>>>82676908>How did you first start using 4chan?way to long ago. over a decade at this point. i was just lurking, though. didn't start posting until a few years ago. mostly browsed /tg/, /co/, /v/ and /a/. just hobby stuff.>What's your favorite thing about this site?this thread.>>82677135sleep tight! see you tomorrow!
just a goodnight-bump. good night!
hey y'all hope your well. schools about to be out for fall break and im really dreading it desu, im kinda scared, i don't talk to anyone online anymore so I'll just be so alone over the 2 weeks or whatever long it is.
comfy thread here is a quick bump
the memories from my lifes best days are fading away and each month I see less and less when I look. . .
>>82679019(>^_^)> sweet angel ! ! !
>>82679019Who are you. . . Poster should i know
thread is still here. pretty cool>>82677664Hi Yuanon>the joy of wasting moneyis it really wasting money if you enjoy it though? I've never had any regrets about buying an anime figure, only ever spending it on money for serious things.>but also have to get shit done at the same timeI hear you on that. I don't know what kind of time frame people are on with these and imagine it's not always pleasant. My biggest gripe is I've had times when I can damn well tell that damage to boxes is used as pretense to see if there's anything worth stealing. Doesn't happen with the regular delivery people, but I've had stuff not show up till I filed a complaint and other times packages were clearly opened/re-sealed.> that way we can spend some time together.can always appreciate how good mmo's are at bringing people together.> some canned peachessome fruits do better than others I feel, since to me that doesn't sound as gross as the pineapple is to me.>guess it'll always be a pipe dream.Becoming hard and hard to live comfortably with even a moderate income and trying to work hard to succeed. I can understand people who've given up trying to work considering whole thing is just one big shit test that rewards people who put up with less and less each year.>>82678121hey gator.>dreading it desuhow I used to be when I was in college for summer and winter breaks. Try to make the most of it. I know it's a bit lonely, but not the end of the world either. Should try to think of something you can focus on or kill time with over the break and then be over before you know it>>82679019It's a weird sensation, thinking about distant memories. I think back on past stuff and sometimes question whether or not the things I'm thinking over happened or if I'm imagining it all. I've had moments where I swear I had experiences I know I didn't and questions things that did.>>82680801/cut/ MBTI thread? I oddly enough am INFJ, but am unsure of the "I" sometimes
>>82678121hey gator! good to hear from you again.>schools about to be out for fall break and im really dreading it desu, im kinda scared, i don't talk to anyone online anymorehm. you don't have to talk to anyone if you don't want to, but you know where to find us if it gets really bad. you're always welcome here and you can always talk to me on discord if you feel like it.>>82679019>my lifes best daysyour best days til now. i'm sure there'll be even better ones. :>>>82680801i won't even answer that. :p>>82681336>thread is still here. pretty coolglad to see it as well. :D>is it really wasting money if you enjoy it though? nah. if it sparks joy, it has a place with you.>only ever spending it on money for serious things.makes sense. those tend to be bad and unforseen anyway, so it's usually not fun to have to pay up when they come around.>My biggest gripe is I've had times when I can damn well tell that damage to boxes is used as pretense to see if there's anything worth stealing.i hear you. we had some asshole driver actually steal packages from our storage. scum of the earth, i tell you. and i see more and more signs of that on the packages as well. and if i can feel that there's an item in the letter people want to send or if it feels and looks like a birthday card, i always try to persuade them to send them with tracking and insurance. this stuff always gets stolen. after some time working there you just get a feeling for this stuff and when stuff gets stolen people always blame us for it.
>>82681336>other times packages were clearly opened/re-sealed.sometimes it has to be because the package got that damaged during transit, but here it's always clearly stated on the new packaging that it had to be done. then there's the shitty plastic bags that rip open as soon as you grab them. but yeah, you usually can tell the difference between a package that wasn't handled properly and one that was opened to check. just yesterday i had my suspicions about two packages from adidas i handed out to a customer, but after looking at them, they might just have been cheap garbage. big corpo cutting costs and all that.gotta head out soon, see you guys later.
>>82681336dang. forgot to reply to the rest of your post. head's somewhere else atm...>can always appreciate how good mmo's are at bringing people together.true. at least you've got something to do while hanging out, but i feel like paying a monthly subscription is slowly killing the genre. it's build more and more like a trap for the people who can't get out and will die with them. guess there's a reason why private servers are growing in popularity. >to me that doesn't sound as gross as the pineapple is to me.i feel like those peaches have avery nice texture, but as you said, just cooked in sirup until it's basically just that. not the healthiest snack do get. there's a sort of pie here that's a crust, then a layer of fruit (usually cannned peaches or fresh strawberries) and then you seal it up with a layer of slightly sugared gelatine. pretty good, honestly. maybe i'll make one again.>I can understand people who've given up trying to work considering whole thing is just one big shit test that rewards people who put up with less and less each year.yeah. center-left government here is constantly complaining about how lazy everyone is and that we need to cut welfare and benefits. chancelor just asked the question why people who work part-time (around 450 euro) or minimum wage don't just work for 2000 euro a month instead. and for some reason everyone is wondering why the big fat meanie altright populist party is growing every election. i wonder why... they're just a bunch of opportunistic russian and chinese spies with no actual solution to any of those issues, but they're also not the guys seen as responsible for what's happening. just how that goes.
>>82681336hey good to see you >when I was in college for summer and winter breaks.yea they just sound super boring and lonely >something you can focus on or kill time withyea I'll try to find something I suppose just to do>then be over before you know ithope so>>82681544>us if it gets really badi probably definitely will be here more over the break >talk to me on discord if you feel like it.okay sounds good
>>82681544> it's usually not fun to have to pay up when they come around.Emergencies happen I guess you need to, but I mean not just that stuff but other stuff too. I feel less and less like my time in school was worthwhile money> some asshole driver actually steal packages from our storage. that's annoying as like you said, a lot of hands go onto these types of things as things move place to place. Gives people who are just trying to work a hard time when stuff goes missing too. Why I don't hurl accusations at anyone unless it's clear. only done it one time when I didn't get a package and a driver clearly uploaded a picture as proof that was so zoomed in you couldn't see where the package actually was.>ometimes it has to be because the package got that damaged during transiti give the benefit of the doubt as needed and get sometimes it's necessary, but I'm also naturally distrustful because where I live and I know for a fact temp drivers will steal a bunch of shit, run, and then hope no one bothers them. This happens every year here and between that and underpaid warehouse workers, lots of people stealing anything they think they can get away with.> somewhere else atmyou do have to get out soon, so understandable. I'm at home a lot of work days so less pressured those days> a monthly subscription is slowly killing the genre. i could never get into mmo's at all, but that does seem like one downside. I just struggle since I don't do a great job when it comes to playing games with other people.>pretty good, honestly. may have seen something like this before but not sure. ether way, never had it even if i had. >t how lazy everyone is and that we need to cut welfare and benefitslike here where they cut stuff while also making it harder than ever to gets jobs by ruining the economy and cutting fed jobs which is where most people in my state work in some way.
>>82681613> they're also not the guys seen as responsiblepolitics in a nutshell. It goes back and forth every 4 or 8 years because the one side fucks it up since no one has any idea what they're doing, so people vote in an equally out of touch person who's saying the opposites things of the person who messed things up prior. It gets worse each swing now.>>82681650> sound super boringreally were for me. I guess the problem I had was I couldn't get an internship or make friends in school because I had 0 confidence, so I wasn't getting proffessional experience and wasn't having fun either, I just stayed home played games and posted on 4chan. >I'll try to find something I suppose just to doif it's just 2 weeks, even gaming would be better. Wouldn't recommend trying to fill too much time, but it's not too long I'd say that it's a bad idea.
Why are there so many trannies on this website
I am once again asking you all to either kill yourselves or stop cutting, retards.
heyy hey good morning :]or afternoon
>>82682197They're putting something gay in the tap water
>>82682756Hai! hi Good afternboon :]or evening
>>82677664> this threadSuper relatable. This thread is my favorite. You guys are awesome <3
How did your shrinks react when you admitted to self harm?Asking for a friend.
>>82682791Hello anon o/how's it going?>>82682883I don't have one but I assume it can vary from sending you to a ward to just trying to help you find other ways to cope It probably depends on the therapist and how dangerous or out of control the self harm is I personally feel it's best to tell the therapist the you have thoughts about self harm rather than admitting to doing it, at least at first, to see their reaction
hello two days thread! hello everyone!hru?>>82674329hi cat! hru today? >so how will u rest?i think i slept back then, yeah i finally had long time to sleep after like 5 days of suffering, i finally slept enough>good job!!ty!!>just relaxed and watch stuff on yt then I went and took pics of another cs map and made another picturewoah could you show me the picture? and btw how's the girls' last tour going?>through the night so it didn't get to page 10yep :] til this moment>thought about hurting yourself>might put you in a wardbeing in a ward could be like death to me, i believe it should be for people with more serious problems than minebut doesn't the idea of "thinking about hurting myself" have the same result of just saying "i wanna hurt myself" ? self harm is a huge thing in my life, if i don't mention it i might have to skip like 80% of my problems, since like some other problems are related to self harm, in that case, doesn't a test or two for hormones of some sort help with getting diagnosed instead of telling a therapist my whole story?
>>82677525yuanon! hru?>i hope you'll get a chance to try it out.thanks yuanon! tho i want your opinion about therapy, can't i get somehow diagnosed without having to tell a therapist about everything especially self harm?> is it going alright?yeah it's okay, i just need some free time to understand few old things>i have to bear the brunt of the anger that should be directed at them.oh that sucks, can't you let someone else take care of the angry customers' calls?>but it can be rough.i totally get it, it's so annoying to deal with angry people everyday, that's so tiring>good luck to you as well!ty!
>>82683388Helloo>two days threadwoo :D>hruI'm going just chilling and watching stuff of youtube>finally slept enoughthank goodness will you be able to sleep well from now on?>could you show me the picture? yep here it is :>>>82676829I reccomend opening it in another tab and zooming in because it pretty wide>and btw how's the girls' last tour going?two episodes left :0I'm enjoying the show a lotit was very very cute when the girls got drunk>same result of just saying "i wanna hurt myself" ?not necessarily, it's just thoughts after all people have many thoughts but it gets more concerning when they turn into actions, It's sorta like with crimes, no one can arrest you (I think) for thinking about stealing something, you can only get on trouble once you try to steal >if i don't mention it i might have to skip like 80% of my problemsyeah that might happen, but maybe you'll therapist will be nice and you won't have to hide anything from them>doesn't a test or two for hormones of some sort helpI don't know, sorry But I hope everything goes well for you ^^
>>82683282>how's it going?Hiyo o/ it's a good day I'm reading books and having pancakes for dinner! :o>>82683481>>two days thread>woo :D>>82683388>two days thread!Is it better to bumped it so that it doesn't die or maybe it should fall so that a new thread with new questions would happen? :O
>>82665339My application got approved before the government shut down. I Have Money!>Any plans for today?Got an online test today. I missed the last one because my professor refused to let us take an online test outside of 4pm-5pm. Doesn't stop him from randomly changing the date though. I don't even care that I'll cheat.>>82677122hi cat>isn't it getting cold out where you live too?Yeah, but that makes it easier sometimes.>Politics>grrr >:3>stupidAlways is.>I like that you can attach images to any post so often people post interesting images just to decorate their replyThat true. replying with images often replaces points that could take paragraphs or be misinterpreted as defensive. Memes make the argument funny and disarm.>while in basically all other social media only maybe the top 10 comments get noticed and your thoughts will probably not be seen by anyone I'll add that the upvote system just encourages people to repeat group approved jokes rather than add something new. Repeating the same joke but worse is always a sure fire way to get upvotes on reddit. Here, there is no filter and no arbitrary standard to appease. >>82677452hi officeanon>but suppose there's never a good time.I think that's something we've all had to learn. I've waited for housing prices to go down for so long that I just have to accept it won't be where I want it.>i have too many random one off appliances, tools for cooking, stuff like that.I feel like I'm holding on to stuff just in preparation for an actual house. Maybe one day it will pay off.>>82677664hi yu>some of it surely is muscle, isn't it? :>Probably, My arms did get bigger.
>>82684210cont>>82678121hi gator>schools about to be out for fall break and im really dreading it desuIt'll be okay. just take the time to catch up.>I'll just be so alone over the 2 weeks or whatever long it is.I'm in a similar situation because most my friends were coworkers. But we still meet outside of work. I'm seeing a lot of them for a haunted trail soon. Maybe you could invite them somewhere like that?>>82679019The memories form a new and I wonder who lives in the place of the old me.
>>82684064>it's a good day I'm glad to hear this >I'm reading books and having pancakes for dinner! :opancakes I'm jealous :0what books are you reading btw?>better to bumped it so that it doesn't dieit's nice when the threads say up for a few days but also you don't have to go out of your way to bump themif they get archived i can answer make a new one >>82684210Hey :>>application got approvedheck yeah money B3>online testgood luck >don't even care that I'll cheat. nyeheheh >:3 >but that makes it easier sometimeshow?>with images often replaces points that could take paragraphsyep you can even completely change the meaning of your words of you use a particular image >Repeating the same joke but worse is always a sure fireyes good point they're just trying to be funny and not say anything interesting
>>82683481>just chilling and watching stuff of youtubenice! have fun :D>will you be able to sleep well from now on?not sure desu, i hope i could be>yep here it is :>DAMN pal that's so good, i really like the aestheticare you planning on posting it somewhere or ju>it was very very cute when the girls got drunki think i didn't reach that part, but i already have seen cute things there like when the black haired one hits the yellow haired on her hit for eating her chocolate (or something like that)only writing this made me remember how cute this was, so i can imagine how it was when they got drunk xD>when they turn into actionsthis could be true but i think it's a bit risky, so i'll try to find a way>won't have to hide anything from themwe'll see :>>I don't know, sorrydw dw you already said alot of helpful things :D thank you so much for everything>But I hope everything goes well for you ^^thank you so much, you too!! :)
>>82684064> maybe it should fall so that a new thread with new questions would happen?hmmmmmmm maybe, i think both are alright desu :\
i talked with someone from my family about that i want to know more about my serotonin, things went well and i might meet the therapist this month or the next one. i hope i can finally get diagnosed and understand what's wrong with me, wish me good luck pals!! :)
>>82665339Thoughts on suicide boy?I'm assuming you've read it since you usually use hooni as the...uhhhhhhhh..picture thingy
>>82681650>i probably definitely will be here more over the breakyay! looking forward to it. (^-^)>>82682043>I feel less and less like my time in school was worthwhile moneyi think that we have to rethink the education system from the ground up. to be indebted for the rest of your life because you wanted to get higher education is just insane. i feel like it's only worth it if you can buy your way into certain societal circles that way.>Why I don't hurl accusations at anyone unless it's clear.that's very considerate. i usually get blamed by people that i warned before and that decided a few bucks more isn't worth it to make sure that the money or gift cards actually reach their destination. i actually should refuse to send it when they do that.>a driver clearly uploaded a picture as proof that was so zoomed in you couldn't see where the package actually was.yeah. we only found out because the guy went back to the country he came from and posted a pic of the stuff he stole as a last fuck you.>I'm also naturally distrustful because where I live and I know for a fact temp drivers will steal a bunch of shit, run, and then hope no one bothers them. sadly it's always right to assume the worst until proven otherwise. :/ we also had a coworker that stole quite a bit of money. weirdly enough she decided to do that when i was on vacation, so one less possible culprit was around. she wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed. >lots of people stealing anything they think they can get away with.guess it's this "everyone does it..." mindset that you can find at every step of the ladder that makes people act like this. >i could never get into mmo's at alli only played world of warcraft and warhammer online because of the ip. wouldn't recommend the genre if you don't like the setting or have a group of friends to play it with. back in the day i played mostly solo, but leveling and questing in those worlds was fun enough for me.
>>82682069>get an internship or make friends in schoolthe does sound like a awful place to be in >stayed home played games and posted on 4chanwell at least you did something I guess >just 2 weeks, i suppose so>, but it's not too long I'd say that it's a bad idea.yea shouldn't be to bad>>82684251hey cynic>we still meet outside of workthat's great that you do >seeing a lot of them for a haunted trail soon.Ooo that's fun then>could invite them somewhere like that?eh doubt it but maybe only have 1 day to invite them>>82685252>looking forward to it.yup
>>82682043>I just struggle since I don't do a great job when it comes to playing games with other people.that's completely fair, even if big publishers want to tell you otherwise.>ether way, never had it even if i had.i think i'll make one this weekend. i'll tell you how it turned out. it's quite the simple recipe, so i shouldn't mess it up too much. ^^>making it harder than ever to gets jobs by ruining the economy and cutting fed jobs which is where most people in my state work in some way.pretty much what's happening here as well. and then they complain about people just doing the absolute minimum to get by and don't work their ass off to make them more money.>>82682069>It gets worse each swing now.https://m.youtube.com/shorts/ZfZseKmHNwohttps://m.youtube.com/shorts/o2J7SmssHY0>>82682756hey catbro! how's it going? having a nice evening?>>82682791thanks and same to you, fren!>>82682814thanks. your're awesome as well. :>>>82683432heya rem! >hru?a bit slow at the moment and glad there's a long weekend ahead of me. you?>i want your opinion about therapyi see. i never went to therapy myself. just went to psychiatrist to get some anti-depressants, took those for a while and then looked for a way to get better myself. i never did any work with a therapist, even though i probably should have. anyways, i think it can work, but it depends a lot on the quality of the therapist.>can't i get somehow diagnosed without having to tell a therapist about everything especially self harm?you could start with depression. maybe tell them and the people around you that you think you might have it? then you can get more specific if you're ready for it. catbro's plausible deniablity approach isn't a bad idea, either. admit thinking about it before you admit doing it.>i just need some free time to understand few old thingsi feel you. if you want to talk about anything, we're here for you.
>>82684894>nice! have fun :Dthank youI am :Dgot bored and looked at stuff about police batons, some people call them nightsticks and apparently back in the 30s daysticks also existed, the night ones were longer, also there was a popular one that would spray basically pepper spray if you clicked a button >hope i could beI hope tooat least you don't have any exams to worry about :<right?>that's so good, i really like the aestheticthank youuu :DI also gonna make a spooky halloween one maybe tomorrow >posting it somewhere I'm not sure where would I even post them desu>hit for eating herhaha she deserved it though >:3How many episodes have you watched?>so i'll try to find a waythat's okay good luck \o/>thank you so much for everythingaww ur so nice >you too!! :)^-^>>82684925>things went wellthat's very good!!!!! and good work talking to them I'm sure it must've been stressful >wish me good luck pals!! :)G L :D>>82684936I haven't finished it but I liked it It was funny that no matter what hooni tried things would always go wrong in some unexpected way What are you thoughs about it?>>82685437Heyoo ali o/how r u?
>>82685475Hellooo Yuanon >how's it going? having a nice evening?yepI checked out some interesting websites and looked at stuff about old police batons, some people call them nightsticks and apparently it's because back in the 30s daysticks also existed, the night ones were longer, also there was a popular one that would spray basically pepper spray if you clicked a buttonoh btw yesterday I made an image, I gotta think of a better name for those >>82676829 >>82676854and how are you?Heard ya got a long weekend :33
>>82683432>can't you let someone else take care of the angry customers' calls?it's not calls, it's customers right in front of me. most i can do is ask a coworker to take over if one's available.>it's so annoying to deal with angry people everyday, that's so tiring>it's so annoying to deal with angry people everyday, that's so tiringyeah. luckily i don't have to for a few days. :>>>82684210>I Have Money!let's gooo! :D>I don't even care that I'll cheat.don't think you should care. in the end you just have to get through somehow. still, best of luck. o7>My arms did get bigger.nice. :>>>82684925best of luck! \o/>>82685437heyo! how are you doing today?>>82685600>looked at stuff about old police batonsounds fun. isn't there also an old french martial art with walking canes? maybe that would be interesting to you as well.>back in the 30s daysticks also existedguess a lot of weird names we use without thinking these days have similar roots>also there was a popular one that would spray basically pepper spray if you clicked a buttoni think i have one of those in the kitchen. it's an older model, though. i have to twist one end to get some pepper.>how are you?i'm good. just a bit tired. had a good brotato run, though. that was fun>Heard ya got a long weekend :33yup. and even better: no plans at all. :D
>>82679740this>>82680801I come here occasionally since 2022 or so>>82681336the disappearing line between remembering things and imagining-visualizing the fact that something happened there makes it weird>>82681544d for doubt
>>82679019Hello c:I thought about it and do you think you would have enough energy to maybe make something like a diary where you note something about your favorite memories ot maybe draw doodles about them instead?It could help you not forget completely
>>82685685>sounds fun.yepvery old ones from the 1800 were even nicely decorated >french martial arthm have heard about it, Ill look it up ty >weird names we use without thinkingyeah I also like it when people use like a product or a brand name as a idk what to call it Like over here people used to call adidas any spoty shoes, though they don't do that anymore Do you have some similar example from where you live?>have to twist one end to get some pepper.hmm interesting must be a special anti dessert thievery device !!>i'm good. just a bit tired. had a good brotato runaw I'm glad you're doing well and resting >and even better: no plans at all. :Dwoaaaa :osound like a lot of chilaxing
>>82685475>a bit slow at the momentmhm i suppose it's been a tough day at work as usual, isn't it?>glad there's a long weekend ahead of methat's so nice and relieving pal, hope you enjoy the weekend :>>you?i think i'll spend alot of time in the weekend studying, it ain't a big problem to me if i could actually improve by doing that :>>you could start with depression...that you think you might have itthat's actually a nice idea, i talked to someone around me that i think something is wrong with the serotonin, didn't go deep or talk about anything i just said that i'm not okay and thankfully i didn't have to say more. after that we agreed on me having a serotonin test later.>catbro's plausible deniablity approach isn't a bad idea, either.yes but it's risky, one small mistake might make my life like living in a room full of cameras xD>if you want to talk about anything, we're here for you.thank you yuanon! we're here for you 2 pal :>
>>82685570>back in the 30s daysticks also existednow that's so new for me, i don't even remember knowing that it's name is "baton">also there was a popular one that would spray basically pepper spray if you clicked a buttonnow that sounds fun lol, spraying pepper on their eyes then hitting them sounds like a horrifying combo.well i searched about it too now and oh, these batons have history>at least you don't have any exams to worry about :< right?sadly no :o2 exams but it's okay i can deal with themand uh about studying, a bad situation happened today so basically the miss told us to make a report about a certain topic, with 10 "examples"i asked her "wdym by examples?"i just wanted to know like i should bring a formula or equations but she decided to act tough by not answering since it's a "stupid" question to her. she told me to ask chat gpt. OH GOD what a thing.>I also gonna make a spooky halloween one maybe tomorrowwoah! i'll be waiting for tomorrow!>I'm not sure where would I even post them desuhmmm neither do i know a place that exactly suits them, sadly>haha she deserved it though >:3real haha>How many episodes have you watched?4 i think>good luck \o/ty u2 !!>aww ur so nice:>>>>and good work talking to them I'm sure it must've been stressfulit kinda was but i dealt with it somehow so it didn't stress me
>>82686068cool picturewhat is it? back of a borzi?>name is "baton"yep though back then they'd call them billy club too>sounds like a horrifying combo.it says it was called tear gas billy and apparently they stopped using them because a lot of ppl complained >searched about it too now and oh, these batons have historyyep it's very interesting, I like learning about little items like that>sadly no :o>2 exams;w;> okay i can deal with themstill, best of luck you don't think they'll be difficult?>she decided to act toughshe sounds mean >:cwell she can't blame you now if you get something wrong >i'll be waiting for tomorrow!I dunno if I'll have the time to make it but I'll try :3>neither do ihm I'll think about it maybe something like deviantart>4 i thinkur gonna watch more?>:>>>:D >dealt with it somehow so it didn't stress mewoa, nice!
>>82685870>It could help you not forget completelynot my concern. rather, the visuals are not there anymore>>82686213>what is it? back of a borzi?uuuh rear?
>>82685802>d for doubtguess you got me there. ^^' i try to at least give others the benefit of the doubt. what have you been up to?>>82685919>hm have heard about it, Ill look it up tyi misremembered about the french part. it's called bartitsu and the cane-fighting is just a part of the whole martial art.>idk what to call itthere's a name for it, i'm sure, but i'm to lazy to look it up.>people used to call adidas any spoty shoesthat's funny. ^^ i guess here it's always been to big a rivalry between puma and adidas for that to happen.>Do you have some similar example from where you live?a lot of people call any brand of kitchen towel "zewa" and any brand of tissue "tempo". i'm sure there's more, but those are the most popular ones. weird that it's both disposable paper stuff.>must be a special anti dessert thievery device !!must not be working right. it never stopped me. ;D>I'm glad you're doing well and restingthank you. :> what about you?>sound like a lot of chilaxingi hope so. i really need it.>>82685936>i suppose it's been a tough day at work as usual, isn't it?yeah, it was oddly busy today. probably because of the holiday tomorrow.>hope you enjoy the weekendthank you. i'll do my best. (^-^)>i'll spend alot of time in the weekend studying, it ain't a big problem to me if i could actually improve by doing that :>hm. ever tried to find someone who teaches the subject on youtube or something like that?>i just said that i'm not okay and thankfully i didn't have to say more. after that we agreed on me having a serotonin test later.that's a great start, i'd say. well done. if you can you should also check your vitamin levels. a deficiency can be a contributing factor.>one small mistake might make my life like living in a room full of cameras xDsounds a bit extreme, but i suppose it depends on where you live and what people you encounter.>we're here for you 2 pal :>and i'm grateful for that. everyone here means a lot to me
>>82684552>how?not over heating and drowning in sweat.>they're just trying to be funny and not say anything interestingit's the curse of popularity. preform to be approved. The price is that everyone loves you but you.>>82684925>i hope i can finally get diagnosed and understand what's wrong with me, wish me good luck pals!! :)goodluck rem! I hope you learn everything you want to know.>>82685437>eh doubt it but maybe only have 1 day to invite themgive it a shot. most people now are at least understanding that you're just combating loneliness.>>82685685>it's not calls, it's customers right in front of me. most i can do is ask a coworker to take over if one's available.angry customers are inevitable. I learnt to treat them like a plank of wood. you're upset because you're treating them like a rational person making a choice. You get upset when your job is to hammer in wood. your job is to put in the right input to make angry customer go somewhere. besides, from their prospective, anger is the last resort of a helpless soul. They usually just lass out due to a perceived lack of options.
>>82686269>visuals are not there anymoredo you think it'll ever get better?>>82686301>called bartitsu and the cane-fightingthank you>there's a name for itas long as we know what we're thinking about that ig it's okay >that's funny. ^^yeah because sport shoes from the west used to be pretty desirable and those were mainly adidas from germany>brand of kitchen towel "zewa"oo that's interesting I kinda funny what things people choose to give names to instead of just describing what they are>never stopped me. ;Dhehe ^^you always give me a chuckle Did you eat anything extra nice today?>thank you. :> ur welcom>what about you?I'm just relaxing tooI'll have to keep working on that project but now I'm just taking a break from that>hope so. i really need it.best of luck nobody better try disrupting your chill time or I'll show them what a daystick is >:3I'll be sleepin soon
>>82686213>back of borzii'm a bit surprised how could you get it without any hint xd, you're right>billy club>alot o people complainedbilly club :0 and also it makes sense that the people complained especially if some cops were just mindlessly hurting people>learning about little itemsthat's actually interesting, could we call it a habit? >best of luck thanks :)>they'll be difficult?i don't think so, gladly>she can't blame youyeah kinda>deviantarti see but is it the best place for it tho? i didn't use deviantart alot so i dont know>watch more?maybe, maybe someday when i know i have a huge free time
>>82686301>oddly busywell i guess you will have a comfy night after all that work knowing that you have a weekend now! >someone who teaches the subjectyup, i might do this too for what i need to learn >vitamin levelsoh thanks for reminding me, i literally forgot mentioning it, thanks really :D>depends on where you live and people you encountercan be true, i dont have enough idea about that case i don't know what would happen>everyone here means alot to meyou mean alot to us too!!
>>82686495>goodluck rem! I hope you learn everything you want to know.thank you so much cynic! :) wish u the best!
going to eep goodnight >>82686495>over heating and drowning in sweat.hm understandable thenhopefully it doesn't get super fold where you live though >>82686778>surprised how could you get itthey are very distinct little puppers>makes sense that the people complainedyep>could we call it a habit?hm I'm not sure I don't do it all that often, just sometimes I see a cool old picture and wonder about what the items in the picture are any try to learn about them a little >don't think so, gladlyphew >didn't use deviantart alot so i dont knowI also don't use it but maybe im>someday when i know i have a huge free timewhen do you think it'll happen?hopefully soon because school is annoying
>>82686495>I learnt to treat them like a plank of wood. you're upset because you're treating them like a rational person making a choice. You get upset when your job is to hammer in wood. your job is to put in the right input to make angry customer go somewhere.you're right. usually i manage to do that, but there's always that one person who knows how to push your buttons.>They usually just lass out due to a perceived lack of options.i get that. they're dealing with a face corporation that refuses to interact with them. at least that makes it easier to side with them. i found that usually helps.>>82686557>it's okayi think so, too.>sport shoes from the west used to be pretty desirable and those were mainly adidas from germanymakes sense. the story of the founders is actually quite interesting. two brothers who had a big argument about something, so they split up, one keeping adidas, the other founding puma. there's also a movie about it. funnily the aldi-brothers have a similar story. one wanted to sell cigarettes, the other didn't, so they split the company in half. one taking the northern, one the southern businesses (hence called aldi north and south).>I kinda funny what things people choose to give names to instead of just describing what they arehere it's usually some sort of abbreviation:haribo (HArald RIegel, BOnn; name of the founder and the city he's from)adidas (adolf "ADI" DASsler; name of the founder)zewa (ZEllstofffabrik WAldhof; name of the production facility)you get the idea. though if you'd ask anyone on the street, not many people would know.>Did you eat anything extra nice today?i got a black sesame cookie on my way to work, but it wasn't very work-friendly. ^^' it was tasty, but suoer crumbly and the dusted black sesame stuck to my fingers every time i picked it up. it was a mess.>I'll have to keep working on that project but now I'm just taking a break from thata well deserved one.
>>82686557>nobody better try disrupting your chill time or I'll show them what a daystick is >:3the one most likely to do that is me, though... D:>I'll be sleepin soonsame. it's getting late. good night!>>82686829>you will have a comfy night after all that work knowing that you have a weekend now!the comfiest. i'm already in bed, so i'll see how long i can resist to fall asleep.>i might do this too for what i need to learngood luck finding someone you vibe with. that can take a few tries.>thanks for reminding me, i literally forgot mentioning it, thanks really :Dit's what helped me a lot, so i constantly bring it up. ^^' glad it helped.>i don't know what would happeneven more important to be cautious, then. stay safe.>you mean alot to us too!!<3
took a nap>>82685570hey im okay how are you?>>82685685im ok how are you?>>82686495i guess I'll try too
>>82687087>took a napdid you sleep well?>im ok how are you?glad to hear it. :> i'm alright. work was a bit rough this week, but tomorrow is a holiday, so hopefully i can have a chill weekend. fingers crossed. other than that, i've been gaming a lot. played a lot of space marine 2, wow and brotato. what about you? and how's school?
>>82687193>did you sleep well?yea >work was a bit rough this weeksorry to hear that >hopefully i can have a chill weekendyea hopefully would be great >played a lot of space marine 2, wow and brotato. sounds like a lot of fun>what about you? and how's school?fine i guess lots going on. and school has been great, was a fight on my bus today
