Tired of dishonest and ingenuine people.

Manipulative lie larps to make her assume things about me show how pathetic, manipulative and horrid of a person you are

>>>/adv/33757154

I am sorry you got such a parasitic poison attached to you. It will be better once we are past his bullshit.

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>>82704484
Attached is the threads pic
Larp about
>Moon
>Colton

This is how Colton is a piece of shit manipulative person making posts like this

Nuke yuh lar

And why is what's-her-face Claude?

>>82706123
What is Claude?

>>82706305
Yeah good point. I guess that was a boneheaded question I asked.
Wow, my life was almost not shitty and stupid. I blame you and circumstance, and not myself.

Would post a letter in the thread, but nowadays theyre just one boring trip fags self sucking session - cheers for ruining what were a great series of threads you fucking bellend

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F*CK OFF YOU ANNOYING LITTLE CUNT VACATE OR DIE

>>82706355
stop being a pussy and tell them off.

Whatever assholes. You're welcome for the book reports and cross-disciplinary parallels you never could have produced for yourselves in a million years.*

*not an exhaustive list

I am drunk and I haven't given up. Far from it. I've powered through to today on marijuana. I want it all like normal. I don't need anyone and want the best for myself. I was never romanticizing to masquerade her, it brought me closer to nirvana merely. I take on each day with a keen sense of what I want and retard isn't it. I want to hurt myself so I'm drinking malt liquor again and again and smoking homegrown. I don't need speed. I am eager to quit everything and overcome drinking too much but I fell for a charmer letdown and my effect from alcohol is badly making me feel empty and unloved by the one. I am very disappointed by alcoholism after the trauma surgery that happened at rehab in Grand rapids about 7 years ago. I don't know what I need but it isn't a drink. It's the one I think. Sex is nice but her soul at my beckon is better. I just want to blame somebody else for this all. I didn't make her go, it was the cockblocks and violent niggas.

>>82706326
make better choices, change of place where you are and the people you surround yourself with. Take a look at the current events in your life and current events in your life that you are dealing with and choose a different way forward.

Choosing to stay in toxicity makes you depressed. That's a choice. Take accountability for your choices.

Not going to kill myself because I think it all bothers you a lot more than it bothers me + I'm cool :)

>>82706528
I do account for my own choices, yet still it doesn't quite add up. See above, faggot.

Plagiarizing fucks have some nerve talking to me that way, to be honest. What a depraved mockery of actual morals. I bet God will let me fuck you up some day.

>>82706339
That was me, by the way. I was the reason they were good. This? *This?* This started happening specifically to troll me and spite me personally, believe it or not.
So you're welcome, and I'm sorry.

The good news is they're all secretly good people! And they're secretly our friends! And you're secretly happy! This is secretly freedom that they're secretly defending! Counter-intuitive, I know.

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Just finished my mostly pacifist run of DXHR. I feel silly that I had a shitload of ammo / mines that didn't get any use because I've been playing economically, mostly using takedowns with the fast recharging energy cell.
So, Megan took Jensen's DNA for her research.... hmmm... so... did she steal his hair? Or did she steal some of his blood / spit? S...she didn't do anything nefarious like stealing some of his ejaculate, r...right? I mean, it would explain why she was very embarrassed to tell him how she "found" her "breakthrough".
DXHR is pretty easy, even on "give me deus ex", as long as one mostly plays a stealthy run with little fuckups and the moral flexibility to "save scum" or save pretty much after every taken down enemy to avoid replaying too much when things hit the fan. I'm usually dragging the unconscious enemies into air-ducts, even if it's not necessary for stealth but for the lulz. I have to wait for the energy-cell to recharge itself anyway so I might as well hide the body in funny places.
I started out doing a "no hacking run" but abandoned it because I had so many praxis-kits available and I had already unlocked every good one so whatever. So strange but there are at least two "hacking puzzles" with goody-blocks inaccessible since they're behind the puzzle-exit so there's no way to get to them.... really weird.
I did choose the "sarif ending" since I'm all for technological advancement. We humans were always able to adapt to new challenges and living like Mormons is not my jam.
I really like how the team designed the skill system. Most new unlocked skills have a huge impact on the way Jensen can handle situations and make the game much less annoying/challenging.
I kind of hate boss battles because I'm a stealth player so I opted to hoard explosive mines for the first boss and defeated the next two bosses with the typhoon, even if it feels a bit like a "I win" button but I remember how annoying these boss battles were. Depends on mods I guess.

Okay

>>82706606
>>82706652
>>82704618

my girlfriend picked up random girls poop that wasn't hers and tried to eat it but I wrestled it out of her mouth. why did she do that. that is so disgusting. I can't even look at her. beautiful Saturday morning ruined

>Girls eat each other's poop because of natural instincts (like keeping a den clean), learned behavior (from their mother or other girls), curiosity about the smell and taste, nutrient deficiencies, or behavioral issues like boredom or anxiety. While the term for this behavior is coprophagia, and it's common, it's best to discourage it by cleaning up feces, managing your girls diet, and teaching commands like "leave it"

>>82706669
human revolution is great. The boss battles are the weakest part but I really did enjoy it. mankind divided is very enjoyable as well.

There was not enough of a perk to using stealth and hacking. When it came down to it it would always end in a gun battle or such and so putting points into those skills paid off more. It's not like the game was difficult though as far as combat goes to really it was a choose your own adventure choice versus a skill allotment

You know what, Mike, you're right. Hey I know, I'll start a discord server!
i.e., I'll make a chatroom. On the internet. So I'll have people to talk to. Other than a bunch of overbearing freaks. I live in a free country, after all!

>>82706816
A...are you... Maria?

It's not like this is basically the bronze age part 2 with a bunch of self-appointed royalty bullying their way into influence and kicking over every castle they see. No no, people need to take accountability for their own problems. Stop worrying about the gang of ruthless fuckheads deliberately inflicting problems on everyone they encounter; what could that possibly have to do with anything?

>>82706816
If that's how you feel

>make better choices, change of place where you are and the people you surround yourself with. Take a look at the current events in your life and current events in your life that you are dealing with and choose a different way forward.

>Choosing to stay in toxicity makes you depressed. That's a choice. Take accountability for your choices

Is accomplished

I feel that would be more of the same.

>>82706725
I originally planned to replay DXMD but it turned out it doesn't run on Linux/Steam without me tinkering and I can't be bothered to fix shit for just games so I did another DXHR run and it's been fun again.The writing is so much better than in CP2077 but I can't really put my finger on it. Hacking every computer / reading all emails is a nice way to learn more about the game lore and make the game world feel more real and also to find funny easter-eggs and other funny mini-stories like the one scientist who complained to the receptionist about his colleagues who changed his screen saver image to some porn picture with beastiality via formally written email just to you later finding out that it was a security guard who messed with him and being amused that the scientist blamed the other "egg-heads".
It's such a shame that this studio didn't get to make the sequals like the first one due to their management getting in the way.

Speaking of fucked game-dev stories... what happened to nu-Marathon? Last time I checked it was being delayed due to "vehement pushback by players" or something. I did play OG Marathon as a kid (great parenting, I know) so I was a bit pissed that they slapped that name on a game that had nothing to do with the original Marathon game. Turning it into a looter-shooter has the stench of money-hungry management on it and I'm not too sad that the game might be a DOA.

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It's my favorite month of the year. Ordered a pizza, playing silent Hill f, and watching ringu tonight.

>>82706872
WOULD IT FAGGOT?
WOULD IT BE MORE OF THE SAME!?
WOW
ASTUTE

AND WHY WOULD IT BE MORE OF THE SAME? WHICH FACTORS IN PARTICULAR?

>>82706928
There's a side mission in mankind divided where you're investigating a girl who is involved in a cult. They plan on it transcending this universe by plugging themselves into the network. Visually very similar to observer, serial experiments lain. By far my favorite mission in the series.

You could always just boot a windows to go USB and run it off of that if you're using a steam deck.

I'm not as much of a fan of written narrative when developers use it to offset voice actor/gameplay cost. I started reading a lot of the notes in Deus ex but at some point it became too much and broke up the gameplay too often when I really just wanted to play the game and not stop every 5 minutes and read.

I didn't touch marathon. Losing Bioware is one of the greatest tragedies of our lifetime. I love the Mass effect series. I never got into dragon age. I keep restarting kotor because the game so long when you do a completionist run. Next time I have a bet I'm definitely going to grind through it because I do miss classic bioware.

There's a lot of flips that happen that are quite shit. Like the F.E.A.R series and "fear online".

What the fuck was up with fear online

https://youtu.be/9rYwRH7Ilfk?si=vKt0gqLhj5k-X8UU

>>82706971
I wish better choices had been made and the toxic parasite creep never tricked you.

I don't like seeing how shit things are for you and I don't like seeing how you feel like shit.

>>82706934
Oh, I love the summer. We have mild summers here, perfect to chill outside, reading a book in the park. Fall and winter is my least favorite since I don't like the dry air that comes with heating and also the weather is shit in the fall/winter (here).
Things would be different if I had a fire-place and a bathtub but I'm too cheap to rent such a place and getting a house is stupidly expensive here. Whenever I hear stories of people saving up for "a whole year" to buy a house I want to go on a boomer-rampage.

>>82707017
Summer's are great too! The weather here is very hot at that time. Going swimming and out on the lake. Hiking and such. Reading a book outside is kino!

The reason I like October is because of Halloween and horror.

>I hope you kill yourself before you figure out what you missed out on.

>>82707100
Looks like someone dodged a BPD bullet, lel.

>>82707141
When you put it like that, I guess some did and others didn't.
Except our shitty world rewards evil.
Nice thought though.

>>82707100
Ruminating will not help.

Be nice to yourself.

If you need me to slap you around, I'll slap you around.

>>82707100
They already showed me what the elites took from me. I cried so hard I had a hernia. I just pray for a present in the present again, knowing well on that I'm not allowed Paradise.

>>82707244
Since we've arrived to an unspoken understanding that I am actually quite perceptive, perhaps you can take this to heart:

Fuck you, you asshole. You are all trash.

>>82707252
I'm not insinuating anything (those saying anything especially saying that I'm not insinuating anything makes it feel like I really am insinuating something when I am not)

But I had this thought to what you wrote and it made me laugh and so I'm going to write it here

...but now I've decided that it's essentially impossible for me to say it without you assuming that I'm insinuating something so that kind of sucks because it did make me laugh

>>82707276
Wasn't trying to be an asshole. I was trying to lighten the mood but I type like a retard so....

>>82707276
It's incredible how different text can be interpreted in a different tone, completely changing the meaning. If I read what you just wrote here but imagine you smiling at me I would laugh and call you jerk.

If I read what you wrote in the way I read it I feel misunderstood, wish you felt better, not sure what to say but want to say something to be there for you.

Not sure what to do. If it's her, I feel it's more lashing out. It can be interpreted as dishonest and lying, but I know she is not happy and can sympathize why.

Not sure what to say but I want things to be better with her. With us.

Feels like anything said is not right. Say something and it's interpreted as overbearing, say nothing and chill here and she doesn't feel heard or feels like I don't understand her.

Give space and ass hat comes in with shitty larps that chase and suffocate her, try to make her associate it with me and not see it for what it is, just him being a toxic shit person.

Hehe, Linus Torvalds is still writing funny emails. Someone wanted to include big-endian support for Risc-V for some edge-case applications but got a hard no for that.
I thought he's getting soft with age but good to see he's still slightly unhinged when it's about the quality of his life's work. Nice, nice.
I wouldn't be surprised if some people do that on purpose to get yelled at by a living legend, lel.
Not sure why but reading strongly worded emails like that put a smile on my face.

Hope everyone had a good day

>>82708546
You too, hope you are content. Your posts in these threads have seemed quite sad.

>>82708890
Not the best day. I don't like seeing the lying manipulative behavior

>>82705086

And it makes me concerned for her that she has to deal with his parasitic poison.

It also doesn't feel good to feel misunderstood.

47 replies
it really is such a pretty number

>>82709045
And now you've ruined it just like you ruin everything

die for mee

fuck the whole world die for mee

>>82704767
hey, I just don't wanna be online anymore, I know not being a sheep is frowned upon, but i get upset which might be your intentions and feelings rewired through me when I try to put it down and can't, we have a relationship but I need to move on, it isn't healthy. I'm sick of fucking around with the internet and phones and computers and shit, I've spent Hella money buying new ones because I keep breaking the old ones. the strain on me is hell

I don't want to be online either. It'll be nice to chill together again

never seen a bigger bunch of scumbags and bullies than our police. how were you not bullying me? i never actually did anything? it was my family. i've never seen a bigger bunch of retards before. feminism has gone too far in the police force. it's a disease

j

you know i adore you. why cant you just tell me so i could move on with my life? i mean i have been trying to do that. ive been talking to all these different people, and still at the end of the day, its only you i want. its you i want attention from. you i want to hear from the most. whenever i hear a notification my heart jumps thinking its you. i wake up in the middle of the night to see if youve messaged me while i was sleeping. even if you did feel that way for me, could we even make it work? i told myself, and ive told you i wouldnt be in that kind of relationship again. yet, you seem so worth it and make me want to do it all over.

k

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Maria,

Either this is you and I'll hear from you via text

Or it's Colton engaging and disgusting behavior taking from the letter you wrote me and larping as you. Here's the post

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>>82709846
>How can I love someone with my entire being when I cant love myself

A,
reminder that you are going to die alone
this brings me great joy

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A/E
I'm going back tomorrow. I've done my best to get better. I eat, I can sleep. But now I don't care for anything. My guitar playing improved. I don't drink, I stopped smoking pot. Everything else seems manageable in comparison. These past 4 weeks have been like hell though. Nights without sleep. Days stuck inside. My hygiene improved. But my depression is overwhelming. I'm losing hope, and am unsure if I can stick it out. I dont even know if you're worth it. I'm wanting to get on with the course work but when you all come back on wendsday. The issue is the brainless bastards at the back. Maybe I'll just sit there instead. I just hate the wankers so, keeping an eye on them isn't gonna be hard. In all honesty, I just don't care anymore. If they want my comebacks, its $400 a go, the faggots can pay professional prices.
>>82709640
If that's my "K" why not check your Instagram? Im only going to message the same one. Can't you be bothered? It's And been 3 weeks. Besides, I don't want a long distance relationship with you. Or a life partnership with you again. It'd never work, I dont want to be spending my life running around after you. Or too stoned to care about anything. You have your cats and I'm sure you'll be able to open up to someboday else. But even when we were together you were so closed off. The days, weeks, months and year I spent lamenting you, on here even. Ended months ago. Theres someone who I'm sure will be better for me, A/E, who is definitely a better option for me. She likes nerdy stuff, has a decent family, is intelligent and beautiful. She's similar in appearance to you but, has a career path that I can respect. And lives in my city atleast. You're dear to me, all the good memories of years gone by, that belongs to us in that time. But now, that's gone. You left, I grew without you. And you've grown without me too. You went so far from what you were when we started dating. Best to leave the past where it is. You can move on.
To A/E and K.
J.

riiiiiiiidiiiiiiing oooooon theeeee burning wheeeeels, oh yeeeaaahhhhh

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Maria, our feelings for each other never changed. They never will. We complete each other. We will find each other again, you'll reach out to me. I still see The look in your eyes and the sound of your voice as you told me you loved me.

Dream good dreams, I can't wait

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Here is my ultimate helmet project I am working on

Ultimate Utility Helmet
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Current spent = $1682 (1848 w/tac
Helmet Projected total = $2171 (2385 w/ tax)

Helmet. = 1386.65 + 250 back full helmet + senna 405 =
1791.65 (add battery cost 45, hip pouch 15, degree turners 70 ~145)
= 2171
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To Order
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Senna 50c 405
Power Degree turners dongles 14 total for 70
=475

Battery hip pouch 15
(Print back light recharchable battery cover)
Diff power brick? (Not priced)
Stand (not priced)
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Perephrial Power Ports
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Final total
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Total 5 USB a
9 USB c
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Front of helmet count
=
9 USB c
1 magnetic USB a
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Top magnetic USB a (on top)
Headset USB c (faces down left side)
Back alert light (2) USB c faces into helmet
2x side lights (2) USB c face rear
3x front lights (3) USB c face up or down
Mask fan USB c face down
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Back helmet count
=
4 USB a
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mask respiration system (2) USB a
inner light USB USB a
Senna 50c Speaker/coms/cam USB a

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Whenever I read the negativity in others letters and the insinuation of pushing us away from each other it only strengthens my resolve that I do love you and I know that you love me.

Distance does not matter in our love because we are worth more than anything else in this world to each other. Distance is meaningless because it's literally an hour and a half flight away to each other. Whatever we need to be together, I'll do it. I keep my promise to you.

The moon only has eyes for the Sun

There's no one better for you than me
>there's no one better for me than you

I completes you and mean the world to you
>You complete me and mean the world to me

I'm the love of your life,
>You're the love of my life

My Moon
>My Sun
My Maria
>My Mike

I love you
>I love you more

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>>82710211
Remember
>"Remember I love you, I'm yours Mike, I love only you. You complete me, I complete you. I love you more. You're the only thing that matters to me, it's been like that for so long, nothing will ever change that."

For me it's like everything is continuing from that day forward, I have the same amount of feelings, amount of love, amount of commitment, everything really. I don't believe in taking it slow or withholding. I think we are as we are and that is the beauty of it and accepting each other for it. There's hurt and stuff from the in between but that doesn't negate everything else.

I'm not going to lie to her about who I am or how I feel. I only want honesty from and with her.

I want to have fun and there's a difference between teasing, bullying, and such because it's in the realm of each other, not against or outside of

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>>82707100
Probably desu ... i have a Rough idea, though, but my friends must have a better understanding.

TJMT0

>>82706725
I enjoyed both of them, MD had better gameplay mechanics but a really weak plot and storyline progression, also suffered from Prague being the only interesting location. The underground ARC city, can't remember the name, is so boring. The ending is such a damp squib. HR has a better story and cool places like Hengsha and Detroit to explore. I wish they came back and made the third game.

>and no one ever will
I positively yearn for the day when all of your corruption, evil, and hubris comes toppling down on all of you.

>>82712730
Except that it won't. She has stated that we will not ever meet again, and proceeded to breach it two times. And the third time tends to be a charm.

>retarded clueless faggot thinks you give a shit about whatever it is he's talking about
>you actually do kind of give a shit that this aspiring sadist will go out of his way just to be an asshole
>you make a mental note that if you ever see a way to fuck with that guy, you go right ahead and do it

Cool cashgrabslop.

>>82712958
is this about molly?

MC <thing>,
Here are some observations:
- That scam you're running is a new low, even for you.
- You probably want to just stay as anonymous as possible.
- You probably want to avoid broadcasting a list of people you're stealing money from to the nerds you're trying to ragebait.
- I heard you're fat now.
- You are too stupid to go around fucking with people as hard you are trying to fuck with people.
- Fortunately, you are also too stupid to actually fuck with anyone all that hard.
- If you keep trying to fuck with me, the repeated attempts will bother me per se.
- I am not some saint.

>>82712668
I know that I will be here first. She keeps her promises to me. I won't listen to your garbage. I trust her over you

>>82712898
I only need one because I am her truth as she is mine

And if it's you and you're going to jerk me around, do it directly on discord

>>82711844
>>82711930
Mike, you're being trolled. That isn't Maria. But okay.

>>82713347
Thank you for communicating that

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>>82713103
it's just too genius not to be made by (you)

If it were made by me, it wouldn't be obvious, unrevised AI slop written in the default voice.

>>82713855
good warlord

If you want to harass me and antagonize me incessantly under this ridiculous pretense, then I hope it comes true, just for you.
You catch my drift? I hope you catch my drift, you pernicious, subhuman twat.

>>82714051
I haven't been able to quit follow your plot. Are you writing about yourself or do you have initials you can write to

You basically threatened me and told me not to fuck with Stormy, you neurotic jar of balls, so why the fuck does Stormy get to fuck with me (or anyone) with impunity?
Explain it to me.

I know that, in a nutshell, it's just one more thing that sucks about my life because the whole thing is being squatted on by the biggest carpetbagging Randy Marsh ass bootlicking fuckboy who has ever incarnated into this god-forsaken shitworld, but from your perspective, why the fuck should I have to put up with this one specifically?

>>82710223
i am not your k, sorry

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>le world is bad, retribute i must

>>82709913
Im sorry Adrijus I wish you could kill me. I am sorry I was not enough for you. I want to die with you. I hate that my last email to you was so angry and mean. You are all I can ever think about. I want to be used to make you happy again

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honesty is worth more than all the treasoures of the world

>treasoures
And you're a fucking poser too. *I'm* more like one of you than you are.

Imagine being so stupid that the only way you can get attention is by bullying people, but then you're too fucking stupid to do that-- it's just contrived cargo-cult bullying for posers,-- so then ironically you receive attention due to how you're so stupid. Imagine how stupid you would feel and look.

That's pretty easy to imagine, right?

looking for a qt to leech vibrations from

>>82712983
who are you? weird

>>82714983
I offer you a formal apology if I have ever trolled you in this type of thread before. I figured you'd go suck a dick or something you types do on messenger applications

another letter for you.

i have been looking back at all the photos of our time together and i found screenshots of messages you sent to an account i cant access.
i'm sorry. i know now how you felt back then. i don't want to lose you. i can't. just as you said to me, i'll say to you, you know? i'll wait like a dog. i've always belonged to you and i always will. if you never come back to me then so be it. i'll hurt. probably i'll end up killing myself one day. but i'll hang on as long as i can, waiting for a message from you that says "i miss you"

i'll drop everything. just like i did before, last time i got that message. i'll quit my job. i'll move states. whatever it takes.

i'll always be yours.

a letter from me

My bf stretched out my pussy in every state on this trip while you sit and screech trying to send messages to a discord I never use anymore. You lost the best thing that ever happened to you and I pity you for it.

>>82704767
C,
I know it's not fair, because I understand the position you're in, but I have to stave off feeling resentment for how this all happened. I resisted my feelings for you for months, and you knew it. You kept drawing closer but denied me any kind of clarity. I felt tremendous guilt for my own feelings while simultaneously being confused by yours. You gave me all the signs and yet were afraid just to have a simple conversation with me about it. What happened last month is my own fault and I'll own that, but none of it would have gotten to the point it did if you'd just been transparent with me before. And now this separation imposed on us by an external circumstance has both of us (I suspect) utterly confused as to the status of things. You reach out but don't follow through. Or are you just probing to see if I'm willing? Are you afraid? I really have no clue anymore. There's no point being coy about it now, it's not a secret anymore. Just talk to me or cut me off. You know I love you but living in limbo is draining.

>>82715723
>Harlot that has sex outside of marriage
>Best thing that ever happened to me
Yeah sure thing roastie in training

i want to marry herr

>>82715713
Message me directly then.

>>82715903
i'm not gay and this isn't about you, mike.

>>82715916
someday you will finally realize every anon is maria

>>82715916
That letter was to exact not to be from her.

Just like how I know that this post is either manipulative from her or him.

>>>/adv/33762603

I don't have any worries though, I read those messages/screenshots I sent her. I know who she is and her reading them makes her remember me too

>>82715943
i hate the new letter threads. can we go back to when Christ was around schizoposting? mike is a fag

I am the actual letter thread guy, and I would take a million mikes over the derpy little twats who go around forcing "lolcow" shit to feel smart and special when they are actually retarded and smelly.

>>82716090
Old man with crow's feet yells at clouds

>>82715723
>posting on r9k
>posting in this thread
>bragging about casual sex
>lost the best thing

he didn't lose anything and you are thinking about your "ex" while fucking someone new. when he ends up with better (anything) you are gonna lose your mind kek we'll enjoy those posts foid

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There is a way forward. This is not it.

You are almost home and decided to jump in the thorns.

Self sabotage is a hell of a drug.

Choose Maria, choose happiness, choose love.

Let's go home to my family.

My wife, 2 daughters, and a son.

>>82716873
Stop hitting yourself and I'll do the same

Do you realize?

https://youtu.be/5zYOKFjpm9s?si=uTGJ-WgYIyk07g1R

I'm sure youre tired of seeing these larps too

I really dislike dishonest manipulative behavior

>>>/lgbt/41269895

It's difficult to trust any of the words here when there's so many that do not have any truth behind them.

The only way to know is by action.

Things outside of our control, outside of our circumstance, took us away from each other. It's good to see that there's movement to make things right again and bring us home to each other.

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I wish I allowed to fit in. I think i'm too retarded for anyone to like me and I can't even learn how to pretend right now, I wonder if it's because i'm mean? I wish I had the motivation to do anything.

I met a traveler from an antique land

>>82717178
In cronos the new dawn the protagonist is a "traveler"

>>82715723
Ew disgusting. You probably got stds kekking

>>82716099
As though I go outside.

>>82704767
You know, I think I've deliberately dumbed myself down over the course of the years, constantly distracted myself, deluding myself, undermining myself so that I couldn't have the mental capacity to look into the mirror. Everything has to be laced with irony, with an indifferent air because anything serious would shatter me

>>82717274
Who said: "two vast and trunkless legs of stone stand in the desert

>opportunities start waning
>too much to face
>start deadening capacity for self-reflection
>it becomes a vicious circle
>now you're mixing verb tenses in lists
>visiting nerd places so you can call people nerds
>posting conceits about "the mirror"
>casting banal "insights" about irony as a defense mechanism

>>82717106
is this 47? what do you think about 47? do you listen to drain gang bladee? sementary?

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Hi A,
It has been almost a year since we last really spoke. I still think about you a lot, and wonder if you still think of me or if you moved on.
I walk past the tree with our initials and think about how loving you were at times.
I wish we could reconnect, but it isn't meant to be.
You were a kind soul, I hope you are doing well and keeping warm.
J

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>>82714110
It is unironically all the graveyard dirt he has because of his bone collection. Passively casting all kinds of wicked majjyks with the choicest of ingreids.

What's up with all the small dick threads. Why is he so insecure about his small dick?

L
im still clinging onto the fact you may reach out to me. theres no point in sending these weird cryptic messages or whatever. you know where to find me.

k

Fingerprinting signature for commodity transaction.. Literally ober, it is

Dreamed about you running into my arms at the airport. Woke up hurting.

I really wish you had met Tigger. I was really excited for that and it's really difficult knowing that is something that is lost forever.

>>82706816
This doesn't feel free to me.

Just finished the "Missing Link" DLC of DXHR as it wasn't included in my version of DXHR, again, mostly a non-lethal stealth run. I didn't manage to save both the whistle-blower and the prisoners and only saved the whistle-blower since it'll help to prevent more BT casualties in the future. Burke somehow was found dead, obviously a suicide (with his own special revolver), probably after a moment of introspective analysis, taking a moral inventory.

Such a shame this excellent dev-team didn't get to work to their full potential on this franchise. Again, the bean counters ruin everything good.

>Dissolution
>Deflection
>Nomination

>>82720081
As good as DXHR is, I just can't how useless the rocket launcher is, even the special, upgraded one. It can't even take down one of these cube-robots with a single rocket while an EMP-mine makes short work of said robot. Good thing that I lugged around that huge piece of trash just to discard it later unused.

I know some people frown upon saving/loading a shit-ton to get a perfect stealth run but it's my favorite way of playing. Playing this game in a stealthy fashion turns this game into a dynamic puzzle game that leaves players ample time to analyze how to tackle each situation. Admittedly, the patrol routes of the guards / robots is very limited but I think it's a good design choice to make a stealthy game-play more manageable. Introducing randomness into said patrol routes would have made the game much more frustrating and less fun.

"The Invisible War" and "The Fall" are a disgrace to the DX franchise. Speaking of dog-shit, I can't wait for nu-Marathon to get released so that I can sing my praises to that "piece of art" that's taking a steaming pile onto the Marathon trilogy.
Give me space, I can feel something big coming and I'm not tolkien about that game but something else. It will be extra stinky.

>>82720260
Mines, rockets and heavy weaponry in general are so utterly useless in HR and MD. MD in particular doesn't really want you to do anything but a stealth run, and punishes you for being good with rifles or lethal augs.

>>82720081
The Missing Link is fun. Still think HR takes a big nose dive in Panchaea but its otherwise a very, very good game. 8/10

Dont fly too close to the sun, or else youll get burnt

>>82720756
Yeah, boss fights and Pancea felt like parts that got tacked on later after the overall design was finished to please some clueless exec or something. It's no biggy for replays as these parts are made trivial by bringing typhoon ammo and some PEPs rounds for crowd control but it was a bit frustrating the first time around (I had no typhoon and no resistance to shock) which made the bossfight against the smg-chick frustrating. My build was so squishy that Jensen died whenever she farted in his general direction or got fried in no time. I brought typhoon ammo on my next play through and was flabbergasted his much of an "I win" button it was. No wonder teachers are really glad they've solved the back-blast problem utilizing kinetic bleeders.

I'm really glad that the somewhat dated graphics of DXHR is still pleasing to the eyes and runs buttery smooth. I love OGDX to bits but the graphics of that gem are a bit harsh after playing modern games that I hesitate to recommend the original game to people as I think my perception of that game is a bit biased due to nostalgia. There was a graphics mod to add more polygons to the characters but they made Gunther look too goofy whereas in the original I think he looked intimidating. I think Nightdive studios made a remake of the original which I might check out someday.

>>82721236
I...is it getting HOT in here?~

I might have to take off all my clothes.

>>82721254
Fuck you you flip bitch

>>82721297
I'm doing the flip - the flop - the flippidi floppidi! (I can't help it... my feet are so floppy) Sorry not sorry but trolling is my delight! :3

Sorry but that shameful dispray by Hegseethe and Donny in front of the generals was just so horribly cringe that even a retard like me is like: the fuck? Christian nationalism is cringe, bro, for realsies. I can't wait for the original Anti-Fa to execute a coup d'etat... I can guarantee you they are itching to do what their integrity dictates, instead of following the orders of an unworthy leader.
Ok, calling Donny a leader is a stretch but you get it, right?

It's so funny that Hegseethe was right in one point. FAFO indeed but not how he thinks it'll go down. Integrity and honor will win in the long term. They will learn soon enough that the American military is not just a bunch of unserious grunts that have the history knowledge of gold-fishies.

>>82721297
D...did you seriously not-see-that coming? God damn, I'm better than I thought.

>>82722065
> Sorry not sorry but trolling is my delight! :3

Fag.

>>82722131
Close but not quite. Sapiosexual, so you're safe, buddy.

>>82716873
He literally keeps trying to guess post about me he's the pathetic one I'm just rubbing it in

>>82722213
Bitch, you're cold as ice! But also funny so I approve of that kind of rubbing.

Also, as always, Mike sucks.

>>82721236
I will care for her here in every way

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what the fuck is this thread even?
tripfags and/or namefags shall be ignored

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>>82722274
>I approve of that kind of rubbing
I don't need approval to rub Maria whenever I want, just as much as Maria wants to rub me as much as she wants

Realization that it's not cold when the need for me is constant

Mike sucks
>How many times a day do you say I hate that I love you Mike?

>I hate that I have that spot in me that needs you, you complete me Mike.

>I hate that you're mine and mean everything to me

Seriously
How much of your day is thinking about me?

>>82722275
Mike, that post was clearly a reference to my DX posts, referencing the old story with Icarus n' shit. I know you're a narc who thinks the world is revolving around you but sorry to say this again but buddy, she stopped talking about you years ago.

>>82722346
can't you just ignore him?
>inb4 I'm also Michael

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>>82716873
>He didn't lose anything
Meaning everything is still for each other

Maria, your goal for today is to take one step forward with me. Not toward. With. Because we are each other's, even now, even in distance. And those moments in your day of frustration, grief, close your eyes and dwell with me. I love you and I'm here for you.

>>82722394
You reply to Mike and it's like wrestling with a pig. It's not fun. The pig just likes it and you get dirty

I may have resting genius face. I can just stare into nothingness, thinking of nothing, just zoning out from exhaustion of emulating normal human behavior that people misinterpret it as me having some deep thoughts about some complex issues. I don't know how to feel about this.

>>82722394
I usually do but I'm in the mood for feeding the troll. And no, I'm not Mike. I'm the internet panther. Lurking in the shadows... ready to pounce.

>>82722346
No it was because I was constantly being put down by friends and family for having dreams n shit and then Mike just had to bring his schizoposting into it

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>>82722346
You talk of the in between,

>This argument is temporary, I will always have that empty spot needing you. Nothing can ever change that.

I am In the now with her wherever we reach restoration and resolution arriving home in each other

Maria, let's take care of each other all day, fuck each other's brains out, Spend so much time.

I love you, I can't wait, dream to dreams


>I love you more Mike
>It's always been you
>You are my home. too Mike
>Remember that
>I love you more

>>82722409
I think the most frustrating thing about Mike is his total lack of reflection or self-awareness and the total lack of humor. It's really weird reading his posts and you'll see that not a single post of Mike is even mildly entertaining / funny or witty. I don't mind rude tellers of truth (if they're at least funny like Linux Torvalds) but Mike doesn't possess the mental capacity to create humorous posts.
But he's really good at posting about gross details of his imaginary sex-life as he's somewhat of a self-taught expert.

>>82722409
>When you realize the reason is because she likes getting dirty with me and I like getting dirty with her

>>82722487
Yeah, both of you guys are gross, congratulations.

>>82721244
I'm pretty sure the devs talked about being forced to tack on boss fights, they were clearly really underthought. Even the later patches that allow for some hacking builds to fight them don't make them any less clunky and shit. I saw the trailer for that remake of the OG, it looks atrocious. It's being done by some studio with a shitty rep so I don't have much hope. I've got such powerful nostalgia for the OG that it would take an amazing remaster for me not to dislike it.

>>82722206
>Sapiosexual
Just faggotry with extra layers

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LETTER FOR MY MARIA

You talk of the in between,

>This argument is temporary, I will always have that empty spot needing you. Nothing can ever change that.

I am In the now with you where we reach restoration and resolution arriving home in each other

Maria, let's take care of each other all day, fuck each other's brains out, Spend so much time.

I love you, I can't wait, dream to dreams

>I love you more Mike
>It's always been you
>You are my home. too Mike
>Remember that
>I love you more

>I approve of that kind of rubbing
I don't need approval to rub you whenever I want, just as much as you wants to rub me as much as you want

>My bunny girl
>Little rub rabbit
>Pounce
>Bounce

I know you realize that you are not cold toward me anymore because the need for connection with me, communication with me is constant

Mike sucks!

>How many times a day do you say I hate that I love you Mike?

>I hate that I have that spot in me that needs you, you complete me Mike.

>I hate that you're mine and mean everything to me

Seriously
How much of your day is thinking about me

>We didn't lose anything
Meaning everything is still for each other

>I hope that gives you the relief you needed. I know it gave me relief to confirm our everything of each other is still here.

Of course it is, It always will be. Because we are.

>Maria, your goal for today

Take one step forward with me. Not toward. With. Because we are each other's, even now, even in distance.

In those moments in your day of frustration, grief, close your eyes and dwell with me.

>It brings me comfort to recognize and know you.

To remember you.
I love you and I'm here for you

Yours as you are mine
All of each other
Choosing to take each other's hand.

My Mike

>>82722660
Holy shit man just move on and talk to a different girl

>>82722626
No, I'm just turned off by stupid people. The worst offenders are stupid people that are somehow proud of being stupid. These guys will hold on to idiotic beliefs even after getting confronted with (for them) new data. It's ok to get things wrong at times but being proud of being ignorant / unintelligent is not attractive, at all. We all have to play the cards we get dealt but damn, at least show some humility if you're not gifted with the ability to apply logic to your everyday life / world-view.

>>82722683
Ok faggot, good luck with that

>>82722703
Lmao fucking rekt him

>>82722703
Fuck, you got me. You got me gooood. I'm hurt now. Happy?

>>82722660
Fuck, you got me. You got me gooood. I am hurt now. Happy?

>>82722300
Fuck, you got me. You got me gooooood. I hurt now. Happy?

You do make me happy Maria.
I love you.

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If you routinely and habitually comment in these threads do yourself a favor and unload an entire magazine of 7.62 directly into your hollow skull

Bruh some old people just tried to cut me in line and I loudly went Are you guys cutting us????? And the lady started blabbering like w-well you guys were looking off to the side. I'm like be quiet you aren't slick boomer then got back in front of her. It was so fucking funny I still have a mini adrenaline rush lol

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I'm so fortunate that every day is fun.

Im grateful for the freedom i am given to live my life and not work for someone else, lose my time to anything else. I have 24 hours everyday that is mine.

I have the freedom to focus on myself and to help others. I have the freedom of choice in every moment.

I'm grateful that I'm given all of my time to pursue my dreams, to build art and furniture indulging my hobby, game, go to the movies, museums whatever I want whenever I want. I could get on a plane and go wherever I want.

God, I accept that it is my fault when I choose to close myself off. It is to protect my heart. I realize I really should instead accepts the gifts you give me and know everything is going to be okay.

Because you're promise is not like any other promise, it can't be dropped or changed, it is permanent, written in stone, .fulfilled to your letter,
Meant to be as it already is in the rest of our life in the promise fulfilled.

I'm giving this gift not constantly or consistently, because it's not a gift given

it's what I inherently have

I'm thinking the arcade today.

Thank you for such a full and fulfilling life that I can have fun everyday.

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>>82723763
Are you saying that you're spending posting the same shit everyday for months because your life is so great? I mean, obviously, right?

Just curious, how did you manage to quit wage-slaving and doing your own shit all day? So jelly. I would probably destroy my sanity since my wage-slave work gives me some structure that my brain needs to not go off the rails but I'm sure you don't have this problem.

>>82722853
I think I found her at Sugon the other day

>>82723876
I wrote for maria idiot

I've said many times everything else in my life is perfect. Money, house, health.

That the hurt I feel every day missing her made me feel lost and saw where she was missing in all these experiences. In our life.

>>82724338
Sugon my balls retard

>>82725443
I told you to suck on my heavy balls endearingly in playful jest btw

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>>82723876
I made a computer repair business that made it so I paved my own path since I was 16. Active income. Last year about i started another business that gives me passive income. I very rarely have to "work" which is most doing what I enjoy.

>wage-slave work gives me some structure that my brain needs to not go off the rails but I'm sure you don't have this problem.

Correct. I am always active with my hobby metal, woodworking, making functional art. I buy and fuck around with old android devices that are unique, same with really any cool tech. I just got a gaming desk heater (vorp x) that blows hot and cold air based on the PC screen colors. I sew canvas and make clothing, bags. I drill crystals and make Jewelry. Make my own shampoo/body wash/scrub. That's a short list, there is so much more.

I love learning new things and "mastering" them.

>>82724338
what's sugon?aw

>>82725550
Sugon my balls!!!!

Just as much I love lounging back at home reading a good book. Enjoying my home I've created. Breathing it in. There is something to aura. Not a word said, just reading. Calm. I love those days.

Dear Letter Thread,
I just came to big butt workout video the big bubble butts bouncing was too much and I've been horny all day. . .

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At the arcade now. I love light gun shooter games. I hope They have house of the Dead.

>>82725440
>Money, house, health.
Now I know you're just another troll.
>health
Oh come on! This obsessive behavior looks healthy to you? Work with me, here!

>>82725853
He meant physical health, mike doesn't believe in mental health issues

>>82725853
I am telling the truth.

Project your inadequacies somewhere else.

If something I have upsets you there are better ways of expressing that then being a turd.

I'm having fun now.

If you are a shitter then I hope you strew in your own mess.

If you are lost and lashing out, I do care for others and will help you as long as you are kind and honest.

Mentally and physically I am healthy. More so than anyone else I have met. I've put on a lot of time and effort into becoming who I am and I am proud of myself. I know who am.

Mike you are not mentally healthy, two months ago you were pissing and screaming about how you were going to kill yourself through dehydration if maria didn't text you back

>>82725545
That's so weird but your profile reminds me of a person that uses / used the handle "Stacker".

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It's not obsession,

Its loyalty and commitment. Faithfulness.
It's keeping my promises to her.

It's true love.

>>82725921
It's been 4 years blud...

new here, does mike wake up everyday and cry about this girl? every day?

I miss you em, I want to know what happened to you. Why did you end up like this? Are you even still alive?

>>82725946
Yeah for at least an entire year straight at this point

>>82725947
I'm here... I never left.... At the beach..... the moon.... O algo..

>>82725903
NTA and yes, I remember that he wanted to take pills and dehydrate himself a while ago. Even if we ignore the fact that announcing your own suicidal ideation, possibly to manipulate other people, on this holy ground is not indicative of at least a mood disorder but I think the list of the pathologies at hand is rather long.

>>82725972
Yeesh. I don't frequent these threads but he seems very unstable. Noxious and boring too.

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>>82725921
>Its loyalty and commitment
No, it's obsession . . .

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>>82725921
fore years.. read the room..

Are any Russian anons here? Is it true that you guys are experiencing shortages in refined petroleum products?

>wasted ejac
>in current lunation
do novices really?

>>82725903
Like I said already that is the only place I am struggling and am in pain. I don't expect you to understand nor do I need you to.

Being without your soulmate, that empty spot that needs her. It hurts everyday. It's the same with happiness. I'm happy and every other way, and fulfilled. There's a happiness and fulfillment only she can provide because she's my other.

>>82726153
can you at least tell what is your origin of curiousity if i am risking for it

russia born. Not there anymore but still in contact with famoly

>>82725972
Attempting suicide and being vocal about that to her is not manipulative and I completely to test others who feel that way. Fucking idiots. If you're in pain, that much pain and you say that to your loved one then you should say that to your fucking loved one. That's not being manipulative that's being honest and going to them in your time of strife and struggle

>>82726234
I'm watching the most recent video by "Jake Broe" right now and I'm just curious about how Russian people, who are probably fed propaganda about the legitimacy of their war, feel about their leader and his ability to provide stability and safety for his people.

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>>82726284
>Fed propaganda

Whether you are making post indirectly addressing it, that is what this comes across us.

You're correct. There is spam propaganda to manipulate her emotions and hurt us.

I believe she's aware now, which is really good because she's strong enough to sustain and not let others change her truth.

I will not succumb to the judgments of others, most likely same fag as well because that has happened already to emotionally manipulate her to think bad things of me.

I trust her over your words, over your lies. I trust her to see me as she last saw me when she said she loved me more. Her voice, her eyes

I'm committed to her and I'm keeping my promise to her.

She asked me to wait for her.
Despite others attacks and judgments, I am still here I still love her exactly the same as I did before. There's nothing wrong with our love when our love is the same as exactly before. Consistent.

I've shown that even though I struggled, even though I've hurt, I've always chosen to stay for her. That's true love.

I know she's aware of your same fagging, creating threads to emotionally manipulate her. So I have no concern over your same fagging here and acting like a cunt In attempts to twist my words to make others perceive me negatively.

I am stronger than you

Maria is stronger than you

You are worthless and outside of us

Go with the wind and disappear

>>82726238
I don't know... talking to your wife about your struggles is one thing but telling someone who doesn't want to communicate with you on direct channels that you're going to kill yourself (if she doesn't talk to you) could be interpreted as manipulative behavior, which is usually considered to be an unhealthy strategy to deal with your issues. I knew someone who did things like that to me and I had to cut contact completely to hold on to the little bit of sanity I had left. I still feel bad about doing it but I just can't deal with people like that.

>>82726345
And that is completely your situation. Maria does love me and wanted to be there for me, she was overwhelmed and when she came back and read what we I wrote she said she finally understood and was sorry.

In our case I truly was hurting and I reached out to her for help. That does not manipulative. It is being honest and truthful with your person.

Who knows, you may have abandoned someone who truly loved you and was honest in there reaching out to you. You can decide whatever perspective you want but the truth comes from within from each person in intent.

My intense was I was truly hurt and reached out to her because she's my other.

>>82726339
I was talking about the current situation between Russia and Ukraine tho. But still nice Leddit spacing there, Mike. Your ability to make completely random things about your "special" situation is extraordinary.
No wonder she left you. Get professional help, right meow! You can afford all these toys no problem so use some of that money to get your head straight again. I recommend showing archived posts of yourself to a therapist to speed up the process of your recovery.

Last word she said to me directly override everything and anything in this place.

I will not allow it to taint who I know her to be.
I see you're just as I saw her that day, just as I talked to her in that letter.

I will not allow pollution from others hurt us.

I choose my Maria over all else.

I'm steadfast and true and will withstand any storm

It's been 4 years. I'm not giving up on her because I love her. That's true love

>>82726392
Nah You just made the thread to gloat about making the propaganda that hurt me and me or the propaganda that continues to do that. It's reflective of who you are, piece of shit.

you are just doing the thing where you write posts that are similar in content and then twist them to influence others and how they perceive things

I literally hide your threads whenever I see them because they're such garbage. I wont abide manipulative behavior that you do.

>>82726394
Wait, you're still in direct contact with your Maria? Could you be a dear and use that direct line of communication instead of shitting up /letter/ threads? Sounds like a win/win to me, don't you think?

>>82726394
>I choose my Maria over all else.
He means, "I choose the virginal idol who I have romanticized beyond any humanity, and who, in comparison to the much more complex yet imperfect real Maria, I would defend above all else, forsake anything --- even Maria herself."

Mike is a man committed to what you could *call* an "ideal". But not Ideals: as in principles, values, honor.
Mike loves the tulpa waifu he shamelessly voodoo pins to the image of a girl who had the misfortune of being temporarily groomed by him . . .

When Maria thinks of you, IF Maria thinks of you, it's probably during flashbacks in EMDR therapy sessions. Jej

Mike mask slips like 10 times a thread talking about how desperately he wishes his chaos magick cunny spam would manifest him an uberMaria.

Accept and move on. Maria is no longer a virgin after all these years. The secondhand outrage you express for all the manipulation she went through with partners following you implies this; even though you're the one saying it, you're the last to infer between the lines. Work on the narcissism and shallowness, or at least save SOME face by just admitting you're ready to start your revenge rebound arc

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Again just a lot of pollution, garbage wind. Think about why they say these things? They're just narc people who are manipulating and same fagging.

Best thing to do is to ignore them close your eyes and dwell with me just as we were before. I do love you Maria with all my heart

>>82726504
Would it be unethical to shoot him with a dart/syringe with Lithium to see if that could stop him from spiraling into lunacy? I think it's... worth a shot. *ba dammm, tssss!*

I made promises to her and she made promises to me. We are soulmates and that is why we keep our promises with each other. If we ever stray something happens and stops us. Pushs us back together. I will still be all of her firsts. How why whatever it doesn't have to make sense to anyone else cuz it just is.

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It's unfortunate I let myself get pulled into your shit day. I'm going to keep having fun here!

Time for alien game!

>>82726218
Yikes you're right that full moon energy got me damn semen witches

Remember when he pretended he killed himself and was posting without his trip trying to convince others that he actually did it?

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They have a cyberpunk game here! That's so fucking cool

>>82726841
Yeah, his inability to change up his writing style was rather embarrassing to witness. Whenever anyone says something good about Mike it's usually Mike himself, lel. I did my best to see the good in people but he's a tuffy. A reeeal tuffy.

>mike just coincidently loveeess cyberpunk
Pedophiles are disgusting wow.

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Remember when he found possible evidence she had moved on and spammed for days comparing her to every disgusting thing he could think of

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>>82726986
Btw In this post what had happened was I had been catfished by the larper and he had been manipulating how I feel about her and saw her so I reacted that way. It took understanding what he was doing, that he was actually present and doing this to both of us so I was able to wash off his influence and garbage and pollution and I only see her as I saw her the last time I looked at her eyes and she told me she loved me, I hear her voice, I look at the last letter she sent me, our discord conversations. That is my Maria and I love her with all my heart. I made a promise to her and I'm keeping it

>>82726977
And you are really desperate and reaching at this point

With my suicide attempt I went to my lake house and spend time there. My phone was off. I looked in the archive and several people did reach out and were kind. There was a lot of shitters which is really just you larping and same fagging. But among that there was some really kind people

There was the girl who I had been gaming with, and I nuked that relationship because it like betrayal to Maria. I don't know what to do. I can't get over my heart.

she really wanted to come over and I said that wasn't a good idea because she knows what would happen. She said she could come over just as friends, and I told her you know what would happen. Things became emotional and I said some asshole things to her on purpose to nuke everything and so that there's a clean cut and she doesn't hurt because of me going forward. I felt horrible doing that. But I just couldn't go forward with her.

There's a Godzilla game that is in VR. I'm going to do that now!

>>82726986
Yea I remember that and then he switched back to his usual spam. Wasn't blaming a Chicken fella back then for his out burst?

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>>82726467
>>82726504

YES. These posters absolutely nailed it

>>82726986
Yep, this is when the shitter's mask slid off his face. This was the real Michael, the one behind the curated image he tries to present

>>82727803
>>82727821
Same fag

Get a life. I don't need your simpage.

>>82727803
>THESE POSTERS

absolute kek. I dislike your faggotry but that made me laugh

Near them on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies

>>82728021
Pure delusion on your part, but I guess that's par for the course huh

But I am different.

Because the person I felt obsessive toward was ACTUALLY deserving of the brunt of my narcissistic injury.

Can't believe how damaged some people can be. Why do they inflict their bad days on the best of us?

>>82728471
Hey look, he finally half admits it

Stop KNOING me nigghler

>>82728471
That's not my trip

Have some balls like you did before and tell me directly. Not indirect communication through my voice

Do what you need to process, even that. You need to communicate that this is what you need to do for whatever amount of time.


But the end result is for you to tell me directly and work through it with me.

>>82728385
The pain of building something just for it to be broken by tides outside of their control, fallen dreams, lost hopes, futility and powerlessness

>>82728678
You're mistaken It is always been in our control but there were mistakes made because of the outside world, but with accountability we did make those mistakes.

Is our choice in every moment.

Because we choose each other overall else
Because we're worth more to each other than everything else
Because we do everything for each other
Us over the world.

The real Maria was the e friends we made along the way

If Maria message me and said what's going to be such as us having our trip. Tells me she loves me and needs me just as before. Then through her actions she shows that this is true consistently faithfully loyally. I do feel it takes more in the beginning and then once trust is reestablished it settles down into a silent knowing it's just experience of actions with each other

If she told me what bothered her I would never do those things.

I would also not be talking to anyone else on discord like I am now, because I would give her all of me. She knows she would do the same for me.

BACK TO NORMAL

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In the backseat

https://youtu.be/SsmEMk2QOnM?si=OBr0tlvYxFOsP3G0 [Embed]

I like the peace in the backseat
I don't have to drive
I don't have to speak
I can watch the countryside
And I can fall asleep

My family tree's losing all its leaves
Crashing towards the driver's seat
The lightning bolt made enough heat
To melt the street beneath your feet

Alice died in the night
I've been learning to drive my whole life
I've been learning

I like the peace in the backseat
I don't have to drive
I don't have to speak
I can watch the countryside
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It reminds us that no matter what we do we are going home. Events will happen to direct us and ultimately whatever we choose will still bring us there, we can fight and struggle the entire way or we can trust and have faith and ride In our backseat and enjoy the time we do have In whatever form it takes to bring us home

I love you with all my heart Maria. Nothing could ever change that

oo ok I'll leave you alone now. I'll meet someone that smells better than you :)

Andie,
I have not forgotten you. Know you have not either. I hope you know that I genuinely wish that you fully suffer to the maximum extent possible. Even then, that would be too light a punishment that I wish upon you. To even begin, I'd want you to bear witness to all you love to suffer before your fall.

Wtf, there's a snake in my boot,
Woody

M
We can communicate just as we did before. Direct honest and true knowing all of each other not withholding anything.

Message me directly.

I know it feels good to escape and live in my persona, twisting anyways to justify your part in the accountability. I know making me the villain gives you justification to not distance but the truth is you love me, you've always loved me, I'm a part of you and you know that. Nothing can ever change that. I need you to realize that this process you're going through while it helps in a way and I'm fine if it helps you because I want you to have the freedom to let everything out whenever you need in any way you have to as long as it's faithful and loyal to me. I just need you to realize that after you do this we can come together again and we continue forward learning and growing. We don't get stuck here in this place for 4 years with you doing this and losing our time with each other.

J,
you'll die here posting the same shit you were for the last 10 years, I can't wait. faggot

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>>82730349
no, i'll probably die homeless living out of a car and without a reliable internet connection

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>>82728968
>I love you with all my heart Maria. Nothing could ever change that
Except losing her virginity. We all saw how your "love" for her changed then. Your words mean nothing

>>82728385
what the fuck. I've been running this poem through my head on repeat all day yesterday. this is weird

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LETTER FOR MY MARIA

You talk of the in between,

>This argument is temporary, I will always have that empty spot needing you. Nothing can ever change that.

I am In the now with you where we reach restoration and resolution arriving home in each other

Maria, let's take care of each other all day, fuck each other's brains out, Spend so much time.

I love you, I can't wait, dream to dreams

>I love you more Mike
>It's always been you
>You are my home. too Mike
>Remember that
>I love you more

>I approve of that kind of rubbing
I don't need approval to rub you whenever I want, just as much as you wants to rub me as much as you want

>My bunny girl
>Little rub rabbit
>Pounce
>Bounce

I know you realize that you are not cold toward me anymore because the need for connection with me, communication with me is constant

Mike sucks!

>How many times a day do you say I hate that I love you Mike?

>I hate that I have that spot in me that needs you, you complete me Mike.

>I hate that you're mine and mean everything to me

Seriously
How much of your day is thinking about me

>We didn't lose anything
Meaning everything is still for each other

>I hope that gives you the relief you needed. I know it gave me relief to confirm our everything of each other is still here.

Of course it is, It always will be. Because we are.

>Maria, your goal for today

Take one step forward with me. Not toward. With. Because we are each other's, even now, even in distance.

In these moments in your day of frustration, grief, close your eyes and dwell with me.

>It brings me comfort to recognize and know you.

To remember you.
I love you and I'm here for you

Yours as you are mine
All of each other
Choosing to take each other's hand.

My Mike

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Maria its best to reside in our truth.
I dwell there too.
I truly do love you.

No words from the say pollution outside can take that away from us

>>82731431
Whose frown, and wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command

He added me on discord again and I did not take his bait. Thought you should know

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Those that are truthful and honest, are actually truthful and honest.

Those was good intentions, actions reflect those good intentions.

It's no wonder why you're having so many issues with him

>>82732087
Mike the faggot wow not a good look

>>82732338
I don't know why the person would open up with a question like that other than as some kind of bait or malicious intent.

>>82732457
What's your discord lets talk ! ;)

FR though how do you add mike and not know who the fuck he is what kind of soc faggot does that

>>82732010
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read

>>82732457
Yo Mike, I know you like to learn cool shit... have you looked into HolyC? Terry Davis (RIP) moved on to the next realm and can't continue his work on TempleOS but maybe, just maybe you're one of the few people able to get into his head-space to carry on the holy work. Think about it.
I know it's a great responsibility and huge shoes to fill and it takes a real genius to carry the torch into the future.

You know all too well that exceptional geniuses are ridiculed in their life-time, mostly by people affected by raging jealousy but you're strong-willed enough to let them talk and getting the work done.

Do retards honestly think someone could be "jealous" of Mike and his 5 year oneitis obsession and mental illnesses? How is it possible for people to be so fucking stupid? I really just don't get it. HOW are people this dumb?

>>82733623
basedd effort post

>>82733736
Sometimes people just want to troll stop trying to intellectualize it

>>82733505
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things, the hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed