Letter thread continue where we left off edition
Do you feel me when you wear the moons tears? I gave it to you to help you feel me holding you, kissing you, and telling you the words you hear to hear me say, as I make everything okay again.https://youtu.be/sVx1mJDeUjY?si=CScE3Ng2xYgXIomw [Embed]Mike
>>82824594Christ I would love to participate in letter threads. Too bad one demented fucking retard always wants to ruin it. Kill yourself faggot.
>>82824814the last few threads have been pretty normal. letter threads were better when people used at least one initial -DNR
>>82824814Why do you think you're a demented fucking retard faggot? Attempting to ruin the thread Will not help your ideation of killing yourself. Is there somewhere you can go to get help?
>>82824879Is there somewhere you can go to take the dick out of your ass, faggot? You fell in love with some Mexican tranny and have been making it everyone else's problem forever now.
>>82824877>use my initial and person initial >suddenly threads are filled with those initials for weeks on endNo thanks. Never using initials again.
sick forever got lost in the cemetery
you can always come lie next to my decomposing body. please do it when it rains. i want to feel the rain with you.
I don't know why it makes me so sad to think of how you ended up but it does. Is it just the passage of time? That I know the time has long passed where things could have been different?
>>82825001didn't it rain? You are already a corpse
you do matter and i miss you.
>>82825024GravediggerWhen you dig my graveCould you make it shallowSo that I can feel the rain
>>82825038No I do not and no you only think you do.
you matter to me and i care about you.
>>82824894yeah... israelipsychicdamage is pretty bad recently. letter thread: no responding to vagueposters edition
it could have been you and i forever, i know it's my fault and i know i screwed it all up, im so sorry Alice
I care about you and think of telling you dumb shit I've done lately (nothing serious but you'd be amused by it) quite often. god knows what you're doing these days. I hope you're both ok-j
i love you so much honey... i miss you and i think about you every single day. if only you were still here, if only you were still next to me and I could feel your warmth tangible beside me. i know things were never meant to work out, and that's okay, i have to be okay with that. i just want you to know how much i love and miss you, and that you're everything to me.
niggy nig nig nigger nig.... niggy niggy nig nig nig niggers nigger nig nig nig... niggy nig nigga nig niggy doo niggy da nigger
>>82825135i care BOUT Yu too foo we good g
>>82825199I know dumbbell wheel along
>>82825199we be out here carin n shiet
i know youre going to leave me...you dont bother with anything anymoreand its so transparentand youre not even over your exdo i even matter to you anymore? because I dont think I do, you dont act like it. I dont even know if i ever mattered.
WUBBA LUBBA DUB DUB! I'M TRANSPARENT RICK!
I want to sell that jacket, but it's just too good... I'd have to find an equal replacement. The interior pockets are great for holding everything important. The exterior pocket was large enough for me to sneak my $13 drink out of a bar the other night. I will not ditch the $13 vreb. I wish alcohol wasn't poison. Still going to drink at the end of the month tho .. probably idk
I want to kiss you in the rain
raw unprotected sex with Maria while Mike watches from the eternal cuck chair
Maria, moments I dwell in. One that I enjoy feeling and relaxes me is feeling you shift on top of me shifting your weight from leg to leg lowering as I'm pushing inside of you. The way your toes squeeze draped over my thighs. The way your back arches going up and down on me.
>>82825575why don't you take the lemon elsewhere?
>>82825630Because you like to suck on it.
>>82825807Yeah, that's true. You should try it sometime. I think you'd like it.
>>82825877It's humorous to me that he can't resist saying the gayest shit imaginable as an insult/defense mechanism. Really telling, Mikey boy.
Here's one legitimate way to describe what happened:I used to keep this thread bumped by coming up with various styles of content across various moods.Everyone who was enthralled by that was, ironically and perhaps unwittingly, a total cocksucking piece of shit to me whenever I let the anonymity slip or took steps to make it a real community.Now you get Mike.Kek.
Also when it's time for you to go away because the toy you stole is now, hilariously, being banned by your fascist overseers, don't forget to take the Australian gestapofags with you too.
>>82824594you didnt text me on my birthday. its been enough time that i wouldnt cry anymore. if you called me to dick you down like you did last time i think id savage you. maybe thats why you dont call or text. did you go to therapy yet? i am clawing out of the hole we dug together. i hope you are too. best wishes, my love, see you again in a world where we are both cats
>>82825985Damn nona (I assume) what the fuck happened
grr I hate canva. >>82825985>took steps to make it a real community.Oh shh. Threads can be remade. This general doesn't need a "community"
>>82826441>This general doesn't need a "community"it's in fact far better and more sincere when it isn't a bunch of /r9k/ namefags and discord trannies who know each other offboard trying to get each other's attention
>>82824600*dry heaving noises*I'm going to be sick!
>>82824891Whyat? His Maria isn't even a biological female? Soooo, Mike's a homosexual?
>>82825135Tell us about the dumb shit you've done, anon! Did you have sex with Mike by any chance?
>>82825985I miss Lilac in letter threads - some of her vocaroos were good shit. I found out she's a huge Nazi soooo I guess that's it.
>>82826005Did Mike steal the set of seven dildos?
>>82826548I agree, but a single person isn't responsible for that. Letter threads don't need to hit the limit. Great if they do, but someone making themselves responsible for the maintenance of the thread is crrringe I want to stop using Spotify, but I love the jam feature when hanging out irl. DeaDBeeF is pretty good. It's even got autoscrobble
>>82825877I'll eat your pussy every day
wish someone else would say that to me '_' such is muh bug life
i dont know why i keep you around. the spark is gone and the trust is broken, all because you couldnt help yourself from accusing me of something that wasnt true. thats fine, really, but what hurts even worse is how you tried to walk it back. tried to lie your way out of it and only admitted it when i cornered you and forced you to tell the truth. i dont even want you now, even in a strictly sexual sense, you disgusting little tranny faggot.
>>82826666Nice quads, checked, but be careful to not choke on a turd by eating "her" "pussy".
"Nona". Keep that new generation, passing fad bullshit out of here. We don't associate with your branding. It's femanon, *maybe* anonette if you're feeling particularly formal.
God damn. I switched to green tea just to switch things up and I really enjoy the bitter taste of green tea!!! Unsugared green tea with icecubes is so yummy! Gosh, this is sooo goooooood!
>>82826727but u was trynna get up in tht bussy b4 doee>>82826809anon works. women don't use 4chan. they're all on pinterest. they used to be on crystal cafe, until Ukraine started to ship extra strength estrogen out to our young men.
>>82826847yeah, before i realized he wasnt even worth the buck fifty a condom costs. hes a worthless little maggot.
CreamI sincerely hope you dont post here or browse here anymore but if you do: I miss you.You were really fun to talk to and also you were really cute.-uuuu
To my Russian work crush,I couldn't stop staring into your eyes today. It was obvious. Sucks liking you more than you like me.
Tired of all the gay shit on this board. It will nice to be away from it all with my Maria.
We have an opportunity to move forward together. To live our promises together and have all of each other. That's not waste this. Message me.
associative synesthesia seems like a sham... or maybe I misunderstand it. is it pretty common to have a clear mental picture of sounds?
>>82827892When I dwell in moments to be I feel, here, smell, and see her. It's the sense of it all. I just like the yearning I feel after but during it means everything
>>82827915*I dislike the yearning
>>82827917geez. I'm illiterate too, but that's all you chose to correct?
>>82827934I'm tired and it's late / early
Maria, it is us against the world. He can't poison the well further. No one can hurt us we long as we choose each other over all else. Just as we promised each other when we were together. That piece of shit will just have to find a new target because we are already prepared for whatever anyone will try and feed us to take us away from each other.You are mine and I'll do whatever it takes to keep it that way.
I added on insta
they're all blinded so i can henshin
>>82826576as a matter of fact I did. I turned mikes bussy out and made him carry my pocket, and he said THANK YOU!
i wish i could stay there in dream. to lie down and be eternally engulfed in the thick, verdant moss that whispers your name. im so tired..
i want to go back and speak to you again. i don't want to talk to you as you or I am now. I want to go back to then and talk to you as you were then, and as i was then. i should have done so many things differently, i keep paying for it.
>>82829336nobody wants to talk to you now then or ever
>>82829351that's true but you shouldn't say it without knowing me..
>>82829356i do know you ?(yu)
>>82829358no you don't. you are correct that nobody wants to speak to me though. I could fix that but I won't unless its on my own unreasonable terms.
>>82826548>>82826655I didn't say I made myself responsible for the maintenance of the thread, and there's actually an existing community that I'm being excluded from (though I've come realize that's a tolerable development because it is a community full of boring assholes).It's a moot point now. Enjoy Mike, and enjoy constant trolling from a bunch of B-tier gestapofags who are all sitting in a discord server together, using this thread for their fed comedy routine and gay-coded anagogical flirting.Back to you, Mike!
>>82826632This kind of thing will eventually burn you. Think of me when it does.
Uh-oh. I just drank chokky-milk with two spoons full of canna-oil. There better be no work-emergency in the next 16 hours.Also, I info-dumped on our intern pretty hard about 3d-printing and EE-stuff that my throat is scratchy as f. That's also the reason for taking this herbal medicine to aid the healing process and maybe write some funny shit-posts if I don't get too fucked-up.
>>82826632I'm not allowed to make jokes about random people on the internet now? Are you fucking serious? Lighten up, mate. You probably didn't even understand why that joke was funny.
That's good. You can always just talk your way out of it. You're so subtle and clever that no one will ever catch on unless you intend for them to. Yes, go with that.
>>82830040glowniggers be glowniggin, I see... Have at it, assholes. Bring your best.
>>82830058No, it's still just the same guy. Don't get the wrong idea.
Also, I might have been wrong about Thiel.He did came off like a vague-posting retard in some of his podcasts but I'm half-way through his book "zero to one" and it seems to be an insightful book that makes sense to me, so far. It's probably the awkward situation when someone you mostly disagree with on everything posts something that you totally agree with or something.Maybe I'm wrong again, we'll see. I'm still glad that I gave that book a chance just to see my preconception about a person is accurate or not. The world would be a better place when people stopped with their retarded tribe-think and started to think for themselves and take any information with a grain of salt to not get sucked into echo-chambers. I guess this is also the reason I dislike apps like tikTok so much. The algorithm seems to be designed to push people into one extreme of their political leaning, maybe to destabilize the US?>in b4: schizo is schizo-postingwhat else is new. Just be glad I'm not Mike with his samey cringe comedy.
>>82830135Did you seriously get butt-hurt about my hilarious dildo-joke? Can you explain to me why at least one state in the US makes the possession of more than 6 dildos a crime? I want to know how they ended up on that cut-off point of 6 being the legal limit. So having 6 is a-ok and 7 is like: oh, no, you go to jail, Mike! Land of the free, huh? Like LEOs don't have anything better to do than policing this kind of nonsense.
I said eventually, anon. No need for artful obscurations today.
Certainly I am going through an OCD spiral. Days upon end thinking of the same thing. There is no way for me to know your true thoughts about me. Do you have true thoughts about me? I really wish I could have been stronger. I think you genuinely loved me. I think at least. I'm not sure which is the real you. I think you knew I loved you. I don't know how else I could have expressed it. I'm not entirely sure what your friends and family thought of me. You mentioned that A's mom told you that you should "marry that man." Your mom told your dad that you need people like me in your life. I always think about what I could have done differently. It pains me. Time will heal. I hope. A secret part of me wants to run into you again when we are older and wiser, perhaps more mentally stable. The connection I felt to you was so strong. You loved me like no one ever has. But then again you hated me like no one ever had, maybe bar E. I can't open the floodgates otherwise you would never leave me alone. And I fear your retaliation if you hold negative emotions towards me. I think you were right. We should have been friends. I don't think we would have been able to hold ourselves together, but still we should have started as friends. I'm not sure. This anxiety I'm feeling is the same as when I was with you. I'm not sure what will make it better. Hopefully the upped Prozac. If I consider my previous life, I don't think I'll move on from you until I get someone new. I'm not sure what I'll do next.
So, if I, as a male, find watching chicks making out really hot, does this mean chicks like watching males doing gay stuff? If not, what do chicks enjoy most? And don't say something like: "Well, the most arousing thing a male can do is to fill up the tank of my car or doing the dishes."
>>82830444checked yaoi is tailored specifically to a female audience as they're the main consumers. we even have some pretty prominent fujoshis here on this board. even 3dpd homos get a lot of female eyes on them. whether it's full on gay sex or gay solo content, degen women will jack off to it. im personally biased towards lesbians for obvious reasons, but i've watched gay content before and gotten enjoyment out of it. i think it varies from woman to woman, but i think you'll find a mix of stuff that women enjoy as far as porn goes
J,I cum to your kpop dance practice videos often.
I know you've been showing other women your KH gameplay, fucking hate you
Letter thread is so slow I wish people weren't scared off by mike
I worry a lot you will try to report my account and regret giving me all that gold
>>82831045You wouldn't get it you stupid, stupid bitch. You don't know any of the combos and you don't know the best setup for Goofy or Donald.
I was laughing at how much of a loser you are this morning. I like five year plans too.
beware of false prophets
>>82831362Yeah well you're fat
>>82831423I said I'm a big girl. You never mentioned that you're a seething Redditor lol
>>82831526You should've specified how fat. Big girl leaves a lot of room for charitable interpretation. You big fat pig.
>>82831550You're just mad that you're a loser and you don't know how to change.
(he's trying to plap you, nona)
yeah I'll stop schiz beefing with anonymous
>>82831574Don't interfere>>82831564You should change your goyslop for a salad, TUBBY. I've got a plan, what do you have except chafed thighs?
You're the biggest loser fuck up I've ever met. I can't believe I didn't realize it sooner. You even told me you're a pathetic faggot. I thought you were exaggerating
>>82831721And I was honest. Why weren't you honest about your insulting corpulence? Why did you LIE?
>>82831785>corpulenceOh shhh. Lizzo says gurls like me are beautifuL. Cope harder, faggot. I'm average BMI. Your social skills are below average and you're reddit's bitch. You're FUCKED!
>>82831815Lizzo is not the oracle of how sows are perceived. You are most certainly NOT average BMI. My social skills can improve and I am trying but you are fat and have no capacity to change. Its YOU who is fucked, I'm not fucked, you CUNT.
>>82831832Wow. You're so right. You understand everything there is to know. What am I even saying? Of course an autistic, humorless, manchild like you can change. I've never changed in my life. I've never done anything to understand why people don't like me and I get defensive whenever someone criticizes something I'm secretly insecure about. I can't even admit when I'm wrong, and I project my insecurities onto people when I think they're better than me in some way. You're right, Ol' Yeller. I could never change. I love Chipotle way too much.
>>82832254You haven't changed though. You were fat 10 years ago and you're fat now, and you know its your primary issue but you do nothing. I am trying to be less of a loser.
>>82832271I'm saying I can't change and that you're right. I love Chipotle and chattin up my friends on leinterwebs. I've never lost weight. I've only gained. I even hit my highest weight ever cuz I was trying to win lesweepstakes. I make sure to put my 2 cents into fatphobia discourse on lereddit n tweeter and I get defensive wen anyone teases seriously fat peeps '0' It's so over for me. I'm cooked.
>>82832380You're slow roasted with an apple in your mouth, you should baste yourself for me. Slowly now.
>>82824594I had a dream about you recently. In my dream you didn't hate me anymore. I had come to visit you. I ran my hands through your hair and you said you didn't like that and you weren't that kind of girl. Then you went into the kitchen or your room to do something. That's when your little brother and sister came out and sat with me. Your sister didn't say anything but she wad adorable and silly. Your brother wouldn't stop talking. Telling me about all of his conspiracy theories and random facts about things. It was fun. I think I game them some candy or something then you came back out into the living room. I know it was just a dream but being with you in my dreams is much better than being awake and not with you.
i have mario paint music stuck in my head>>82831254made me kek out loud anon
>be mike>posting 300th letter thread to bitch about Maria>be maria>just finished getting creampied>"who's mike again?"
>>82832571I'm Maria and this is true. I'm sorry Michael but my holes have been high traffic areas for years.
>>82832452I would've, if I hadn't seen how much of a seething, bootlickin', redditor you are! Fuggin pansy
>>82832630You piss me off so much
>>82832643woah... I would've never guessed!
>>82832753Yeah, now what faggot?
>>82832773we make out and have amazing hatesex. nothing. what's left? I can't say too much more because I might give you the opportunity to change for someone that's not ME.
>>82832807>>82832807>we make out and have amazing hatesexOk lets do that
>>82832832Only if you reach out and send a request.
>>82829336I am able to let go of the in between and start from that Saturday forward.
>>82829965I would much rather hear from her than from a bird
>>82830040I caught onto that we well. The placement of "mate"
>>82832865drop your tag again so I can readd
>>82833200ha ha. israelipsychiclarping was fun while it lasted! you have my number.
any israel troons about?
>>82833219I deleted it.
>>82833173You're fucking retarded. I bet you've been told this a lot.
I'm so sad. You just never tried. You let it eat you up before you were even 16, and then you disappeared down an abyss and you never tried to get out or free yourself. I wish I stopped you, I wish I had intervened somehow, or gotten your parents to or just done something, anything instead of watching you destroy yourself. I can't look at old photos of you because all I can think of is how you are still alive but might as well have died when they were taken back then. You haven't lived since. I want to go back and force you to save yourself. Why didn't you try?
>>82832587>>82833242Someone doesn't know how to read. Illiterate.
>>82833258Someone is fucking retarded.
Seriously, Night Tapes girl dances just as cute as the too big of a hoodie Bob Moses-Hanging On girl. Like, if they had a dance off it would be a cuteness overload.
>>82833335Because someone is illiterate they only know so many words and are only capable to say the same diss as before
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aOGYTFIuG8
>>82833230that larp was so hot. omg ;o;;; I'm gonna die. fuck you israelipsychicdamageposter. fmlsomeone in an irl discord vc asked me what I'm up to and I had to LIE. can't have these people knowing I'm a DEGENERATE!
>132 replies>not a single "Dear"Mike has truly killed the letter threads for months now.
>>82833652Trvthnuke: I don't know who you are and I was pretending to be that reddit guy you were fighting with. Best of luck in your weight loss journey nonnie.
>>82833700You keep trying and still everyone ignores you
>>82833706I indulged it for fetish purposes. Thanks, anon. I'm just average. You're just as autistic as him, so it worked fine.
>>82833736Comparing me to some random r9k schmuck... I feel offended.
>>82833736 it was fun for me too.. fatty.
Your smile looks forced. You look unhappy, like you'd want to be anywhere else but there. Whatever you're using to distract yourself, to escape from feeling suffocated is taking a viable toll on you physically that reflects your mental anguish.
You can be upset by what I just said, but look at a photo of me. The difference is I'm happy in every way but one. My smile isn't forced and I'm physically and mentally well.
>>82833817Hi mike how is the desk?
Jeanie is really quite rigid, despite the hype.A destructive force posing as a creative one. Inspired editing. A darkness piercing the veil, not a light.
>>82833750thas wha we is nigguh>>82833767hatesex?? 0_0
>>82831254But I DO get it, I literally killed all the secret bosses for you and also beat the first two games for you
Honestly the most blind, in a lot of ways. The most trapped.
(Pistis Jeanie is a slightly different animal.)
>>82833861Desk is going really well. Finalizing the power/USB cabinets and found there is stress on the door slides. Had to take all of them apart and finished grinding 2 of the 3 down. I also sealed all the bare steel from my cuts to prevent rust. Yesterday lost the day because my parents needed my help. I installed a laser projector system for them with Polk surround sound, The projector has Harman kardon speaker built into it which sounds amazing and is directly above the couch. Fiberglass infused electric lowering projector screen. I got them a Xbox One s as it automatically upscales everything making it the ultimate media box for streamed content. The Xbox does not have Bluetooth out and The projector Bluetooth out for audio with desyncing with the surround sound, So I picked up two optical Bluetooth LL adapters to plug into the Xbox and the second into the surround sound and the Xbox dual audio outputs via HDMI to the projector to simulate center channel. Audio synced perfectly! I also worked on installing a new backup software and setting up the raid box for my mom and fixing a laundry list of computer stuff she wrote up for me. I was going to set up a second router to mesh but will need to buy a second modem for that.
>>82833879>hatesex?? 0_0Sure. Add me?
>>82834017can you send me your disc again? I lost it :/
>>82834029Ohohoho good one nona. You got me there.
>>82834029You know I deleted it.
>>82834062omg then send me your number! deleted it so I wouldn't bother u ;_;https://youtu.be/0C6HXyXTfGg?si=5CkHmUJKtHqqBKMs
>>82834069I never gave you my number.
>>82834080Pal I think we're confusing this fine piggy as to which of us she's talking to. For clarity I'm the guy who started arguing with her pretending to be someone she was fighting with, who I presume to be you.
>>82834089She is not as stupid as you think.
the piggy's confused FS. >>82834106 PLEASE don't white knight. that's really embarrassing for me.
>>82834106She was dumb enough to argue with me about how fat she is for a half hour then say she knew all along and isn't actually fat
these are all men talking to eachother. Lalloo'll
>>82834161that's true. old men too. no one in this thread has a vagina and all of the young men went to crystal cafe after being sent megaEstrogen by Ukraine.
>>82834143>>82834122You both are dumber than I thought.Disappointing...
>>82834178Crystal is dead but I do post on lolcow farms and pretend to be a woman. I don't think it has given me any actual insight into how women think because the women on there seem to be particularly broken.
>>82834183Yeah, I'm retarded. I promise nothing. >>82834190um yeah, idiot. no shit. obsessing over lolcows is the behavior of an insane person. That site's a ward.
>>82834161I was thinking the same thing. Humerous
>>82834342dis the same nigga that picked up the word "illiterate" from me earlier. Mike, did you at least proof the text/UI in your app for retards? might confuse them more if words are misspelt.
>>82834394Is this the thing that thinks saying nigga is cool and not just a sign for others to not want to interact with them? I know you only have so many words in your dictionary so it feels like when someone uses one of those words that they got it from you. I assure you this is not the case and you are just illiterate.
Do you mean like the text in the UI?
Yes I did beta testing and and I know you feel left out being a beta and all but I really just didn't care to spend time with you.
Is it the app where you control brainwaves over 5G via magic playlists because I did beta test that one
>>82834481you're interacting with me rn, nigga. >>82834486text can be UI >>82834544same, actually.
>>82834548UI stands for User Interface.
Heard we got nazi waifus here where dey at though
>>82834560I hate you pedantic autists. At least correct me on using "text" instead of "type". "Do you mean the type within his app's UI?" Some UIs are entirely text based. You're just looking to argue, but you're also a retard. Let's quit the ward fights jfc@MIKE DO U EVEN PROOOOOF BRO
The mentally ill are rampant today>>82834544MEDS NOW! >>82834548MEDS NOW!
>>82834641You should ask these idiots >>82834544>>82834548And they'll throw a fit going off about brain worms
I wish I could live up to your expectations, which I don't even know if you have.
>>82834641Wait, you mean type based.
>>82834693ugh leave me alone. i messsssed up ;p; i'm retarded ur asking too much of me rn. proofing the text that makes up the type that makes up the typography that makes up the UI :) are u happy
>>82834693I hope u realize u r being a Mike nuthugger rn
I miss you I miss you I miss you I should have saved you I'm nothing because I didn't you should have taken me with you I'm nothing
You were wrong you deserved something I failed you you should still be here, I can't face anyone ever again, I wish I could have stopped you
>>82834815I think you that's called the source code.
>>82834867y u bein obtuseI hope I can meet the expectations of someone I like one day. 5 year plan savee mee
talking to non autists is so scary. they always ask me about myself and try to get to know me. I always end up feeling out of control and it makes me feel nervous. as soon as a conversation flips to me - without me rambling or (sometimes) gish galloping. so weird. I just need to be around more people like that - I start stuttering. It's hard for me to finish what I'm saying sometimes because I'm doubtful of how much they care. It's only like that when someone's trying to get to know me/what I care about. What's that about?
>>82834996Sounds like you just are interacting with shitty people
>>82834867"I think you that's?" What the fuck does you think me that's mean? Weren't we just talking about proofing, you dumb motherfucker? Did you think they meant drink 180 proof and start typing? Have you really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like, bitch?
dear future husband,I hope we find each other soon. I miss you.
>>82836313Same future wife
Meh I'd be more offended if I thought *you* got it.
>>82828399imagine getting a follow request every two months on instagram from this creepy guy you naively lead on when you were 17 five years ago.
You don't notice the bullet when you're not paying attention... when absorbed in the moment. We're all looking for a modicum of solace before the inevitable crash. I wanted that to be you. I wish I was that for you. I kind of started to love you, even after that disappointing encounter. I'd hoped I could show you what living in the moment's like; I just went insane, though. I hope that you're close to finding your solace, as I am not. The world's disintegrating, and the pace it's occurring accelerates each day. I'm looking for someone to hold during the climax. You understand the hell we're living in, but you don't understand that the best we can do for ourselves now is to have passionate fun. I'll miss the period before I started acting weird and you lost interest in me. c'est la vie>>82836356I'm sorry, Mike, but I'm not who you're looking for.
So, I'm considering canceling all subs + downgrading my mobile plan and spending more on internet/self hosting+torrenting. I'm not sure. It's sort of tricky and I need to prove that I can self host on a small level before I think about doin all of that. If I do that, then what my husband enjoys won't matter bc I can handle all of it :D yippeeekey word: considering. I've spent the last few days looking at potential replacements for services I use currently. Some options are more difficult than others because I won't have the guidance of an absolute god. lemme catch up on other stuff. I'm only so dependent on these mfs because I don't have my life together enough to block out time for tasks like that. ih8u for being so gay :|
https://youtu.be/_duxjHpwX4g?si=jCUyYQmyu4lCtHen120 seconds just to post. I suppose that's better than 900. What is better still is to not.How would it have been? How will it be?
I want to sleep forever so I can be with you in my dreams. In this waking world, you hate me but in my dreams you are still my friend. I miss you so much. Please tell me everything is ok with you.
>>82836671>>82836743I know it seems like I hate you, and you probably hate me now. I'm just frustrated by your inability to believe in my overall point just a lil bit. I hope you reach out again if things don't work out with your roster, but I'd hope you try to get to know me this time... and that you wouldn't just see yourself as settling. Even with your drawbacks, which I've been harsh about because seeing how you really think made me frustrated, I wouldn't think I'm settling. You're even cute when you're acting like an annoying twerp. I wanted to see you loosen up. I've improved at not thinking ahead too much, but I was preparing to go the whole nine yards. I have different interests than you'd ever appreciate anyways. Truthfully, though, I know you want nothing to do with me. I'm thankful to the person that taught me how to loosen up. Let me know if you want me to be that person for you.
Andie,I know I was a shit. That I deserved everything and more. Yet, I still find that I wrongfully resent it all. I don't really wish all the bad stuff upon you, most of the time. Should be always, but I un-rightfully cannot do so. This is an internal problem.
Nooooo, my throat is still scratchy from talking so much in my last infodump. :(My breakfast shall be an ice cold cup of green tea and the rest of my special oil to soothe this pain that is not a precursor of an serious illness, hopefully.This feels similar to my last stint with covid.... Oh God, don't take my olfactory senses, even for a moment!
>>82836918why would they hate you, anon? https://youtu.be/vU_UvSMseBE?si=gffk79xD3ACvQXZv
I know everyone had grown up and getting a maturer point of view. Meeting new friends and acquaintances to occupy the space where old friends used to be. It gets me mad that I'm just a loser and things will never the same with my friends. Of course I'd like to get out and hang out at night with you but I am broke and I'm sure there's also a racist element involved with in all this (you never reaching to me) and I don't think you do the same things we used to do. I am incapable of working says my family just because I'm naive and easy to manipulate, people say I'm retarded and for the sex thing bro, I can't even know I always go with the "if it gets me hard I am fucking this" because you might remember I was kind of a bottom gay but I swear I am not. I'm willing to experiment tho maybe I'm a bottom for men and a straight man for women lol. Have fun tonight bros, I'm already trying to sleep.
Maria knows that I truly do love her with all my heart. She will not be dismayed and have her view of me distorted by others perceptions who were never a part of when Maria and I were together. She remembers me for all we did together and the love we had.
Maria, I still think about our last conversation"You have to wait for me"I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease""I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it."You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.""Mike, I love you, remember that.""I'm only yours Mike, I love only you""I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you.""You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more""I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time.""Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait.""My Mike"I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again.Maria, I love you with all my heart, always
>>82837025Are we back to dropping actual names? Wild.
>>82837228I told her that I wanted to protect her and make her happy.
Maria, btw if you still have the Alienware, I picked up another and windows 10 gives much better performance for gaming. I had a lot of fun getting windows 7 on there with you. 10 is much easier to install! You can also make a windows to go (win2go) portable win10 installation on a USB 3.0 drive (I recommend Samsung FIT Plus USB 3.2 Flash Drive, 512GB $69) and the PC will automatically boot into windows 10 whenever you have the drive inserted. That way you can keep windows 7 installed on the local drive.
Lmk if you need help making a win2go drive!
How insane would it be for me to plop myself down right in the seat marked red on the map? Should I just catch a matinee instead? f couples. that should be me. sittin the the middle `_`
>>82837700>>82837707this is realplebshit, Mike. I bet you think picrel is sweet af
>>82833981Wow such a setup is kind of wasted on parents unless they're really into their audio fidelity. I would like to install nice things for my dad because he was amazed at 4k the first time he saw it, but he's a boomer who can't operate a remote so I have to make things function friendly first for him and that comes at the expense of quality.
>>82837734Not going for E7 is extremely autistic.What is wrong with you?
>>82837797I bought a ticket for a different showing rofl. I'd be too jelly of all the huge anime friend groups going + I'm more likely to run into people I've met before. Worst case scenario I get seated next to my coworker and his gf, who happens to look like a thicc Power. Or I run into people I'm not in touch with anymore. Instead, I'll be in the theater with the immunocompromised/disabled queer couples lmfao
no topic even, you're a rapscacallion I wish you were feeling better
Decided I am going to change my phone number and after marriage, my last name. I always insisted I wouldn't but that's because no other man was good enough. You don't believe people can change, fine, but can you keep it to yourself? I have a new life. I recommend you move on as well. Not to Mike
You hate me because I wanted to love you. Are you happy with yourself?
>>82837747It's a cool reference to rupee colors
>>82837775My parents deserve the best and so I do my best to give them that. The entire system is pretty cost-effective actually. Projector $1200Fiberglass electric screen $700Surround sound $700Xbox one s $175(2) Optical to Bluetooth LL $150Harmony remote $50Xbox harmony converter $30Projector, Xbox, speaker mounted $120Total= $3225
>>82837775I set up the touch screen Harmony remote so they can press one button and it will start the projector, lower the screen, turn on the Xbox. Then touch screen shortcuts for Netflix, prime, YouTube, Hulu I also macro volume shortcuts for the Polk system plus projector volumes with three sound profiles plus night mode, as well as a separate screen that gives them individual controls Really easy to navigate and use
>>82837970I really appreciate you mentioning this is not to me. Thank you!
>>82838289Oh wow, that is really nice. My dad is so old that he has no idea how to use youtube or any streaming service. He is unsettled by television that doesn't have ad breaks, I think the routine of them settles his mind. I'd like to do nice shit for him with TV but he enjoys the garbage experience he pays for with cable so why deprive him of it i guess.
>>82838299Yeah there's an anon that keeps trying to harass me, they use personal details only I would know to try and threaten me when they guess a post is mine by its tone. It's a whole other thing and didn't want you to feel neurotic about it. I know I should just ignore it but the declaration made me feel better
>>82838275hello michael it is me, your mother. please give me a large sum of money
>>82838321That is exactly what someone did to influence Maria's emotions and have her Believe negative things about me that are not true. They would make post posing as me using details I wrote. Sorry the asset is after you as well. At some point they will disappear and no longer be a problem if you get my drift.
>>82838384Asshat, not asset
>>82838313To each their own. I'm proud of you for understanding and providing for him in a way that he needs versus what you think is best. That is not always easy to do and definitely a lesson I had to learn a long time ago
damn tomas lindberg from at the gates died
>>82838332I sent it! Tell me when you got it
>>82836671I really am sorry. I know it's just drivel to you. I wish you didn't see so black and white.
>I liked you, but maybe all I was doing was being used by someone else to hurt you or myself. If that was the case, I hope you don't resent me. You were like a lighthouse in the storm for me during my darkest hour. I can't stand holding such a thought for so long, thinking I might have hurt someone so dear to me. Perhaps we'll meet again someday in the far future. If that happens, I hope you'll understand. I wish you nothing but the best and I won't bother you again, if that is what I was doing. I'll always remember you as a wonderful person and as friend.>I want to go back and speak to you again. i don't want to talk to you as you or I am now. I want to go back to then and talk to you as you were then, and as i was then. i should have done so many things differently, i keep paying for it.We are one step away Maria.
we should just use NTM (Not to Mike) in letters
Mike do you ever just shut the fuck up? you have fucking ruined this thread
>>82838843When Maria is here with me I will stop posting. That is my promise
>>82838275talking about money like this is plebtier and any woman with moderate intelligence would hate it. Mike, why do you have such bad taste? Why would you want something protecting your files to be bright and flashy? Also, why would you want light from anything besides your monitor appearing? lights on devices should be used strategically. my desktop, an old business pc, has this chinese ass case and there's a flashing blue light behind the semi transparent power button. I hate it.
>>82838640That first letter wasn't about you, schizo.
Mike where do I find men like you? divulge where one might encounter others of your ilk.
>>82839066have you seen this dude's desk? it looks like a dj stand with all the bright, colorful lights he has everywhere
>>82839066I like the technical aspects of his setup and respect the effort that went into it but yes, I don't want any other sources of light except what I'm trying to focus on.
>>82839066I mentioned before. I like to talk technology and part of technology is cost-effectiveness, pricing at different models and why they are chosen. If you get butt hurt about me talking about money then that's on you. I'm just talking tech. I could just as excited when something is $5 then when something is $500. If you are unable to join in the discussion, then don't join in.
>>82839124Whatever you say. I've written multiple things about lighthouse and so I'm just going to doubt you. Too many liars here
>>82839129I've never met anyone like me. There's only one of me in the world.
>>82838842He responds well to it and it's respectful. It's my new mo
>>82839066As far as a lighting, it is used strategically. I use dynamic themes and software that replicate the color of the screen during movies and gaming for immersion. Same purpose as my mad catz gaming light ambx micro projectors that line the walls.
>>82839437It's tough because once the narc starts just using that to slip by then it ruins it for everyone.
I posted my BattleStation V0 in a prior thread. Next thread I will post BattleStationV1.
>>82839443you sound like a good son, so no hate there. I hate all of the lights in your friggen setup. I don't mind a bit of a backlit keyboard situation. that has a function. extra lighting is best, to me, when it indicates the status of the device. don't you get a headache from all the... rainbow? this is a build up of complaints, really. mike -_-
Dear A/E.In a black ocean of dread, you came drifting by. An island of bliss in my umbral and infinite heartache. Like the sunrise in a paradise few have glimpsed. Golden and radiant. Augeas crown pales in comparison. I breifly danced on your shore. As unworthy as I am. Leaving tracks in your sand, where not one person has tread. I sat for a time and cast off into the black again. Where I came from, the lost souls of yester-year. Those I've lost. Those I knew. The places I saw with them. And the love I still carry. All remains here, within the depths of my heart. With me, in Abbadons pit. Descending ever further into the abyss. The past me, of not a month ago, died. Now a husk of my identity, confronted with my actions. You see the empty shell. Where there once was a person, full of light and hope as radiant as the summer morning. Now you dread that i ask to repay you the favour of once washing ashore. I must, as i am in your debt. You haunt me, taunt me, as if some righteous and divine wrath is possessing you. I fixed my broken mind, mended my heart with the hopes of being with you. Relearned to be a person, in that hope. From a dostance you control me. In my dreams you kill the monster in me. Tame it, turn it against those you deem worthy of punishment. And in reality I would hunt them, encircle them, speak provocations and agitate them into violence. You're a debtor I cannot escape. My sobriety, sanity and health belong to you. But blinded by your fears of that monster coming lose from your grasp. You don't request repayment. You let me drift in this space, in my black ocean, alone, truly alone.My only wish, is to be your dog. Nothing matters to me more than this. The chaos quiets, the rage subsides, the clarity and bliss your smile provides. One moon passes and another rises. A guiding star to follow. No other came as close. You know where my heart is. It burns in your hands. Yours to keep or to return. Its your decision. -J
>>82839662I don't think my battlestation v5 is too much lighting at all. Once you see V4 you will understand. Now v6 is another story. V6 is fucking nuts
>>82839708>Sun>Shore>Star>JWriting letters "from my perspective" to manipulate emotions is garbage and you should rot. Unless you are Maria, kill yourself.
>>82839708Oh and >MoonThis is the shit I'm talking about. Unless you Maria working through your indirect communication, then the only reason you would write this way is to be a piece of shit. Well you are called out for it, she sees this, kill yourself
I'll stay my hand and relax. She comes home to our shore with the current. An action from her with me, with us. Not just words.
And it will be Maria that arrives at my shore. Her as herself. Not some version of her. Only Maria. Because that's who I fell in love with.
do you not feel weird being the only one posting to the thread for these stretches so it's just you seemingly talking to yourself? i know you're on the whole 'i don't give a shit what other people think of me' train, but it still has to feel a little strange, no? if nothing else, a bit melancholic
do you not feel weird having really big titties that you don't even show me or let me lick? what purpose do you exist if not to please me sexually? stop posting if you aren't going to male me cum. it's weird.
>going to male me cum
>>82840134I am more curious as to why he sometimes posts long screeds as Maria. I like mike so I'm not sure what that does for him. Is it for him or for us, the audience that he does that?
you know what I meant you big titty bitch
That bad gut feeling you gave me since the start turned out to be a memory from the future.
Thank you, for everything.Please, don't mourn for me.Love, Anon.
You made me respond this way by playing into my traumas. I never wanted this. Your forced the bad ending.
>>82842321hope you're ok pal
>>82842532>The type of nigga to question the moral integrity of othersNice accountability parasite lol
Think about how I made you feel makes me feel sick.
I hate my mom for deciding that I'd be the miracle. What a selfish asshole. She even confirmed what my father said to my sister about considering aborting me. I'm not going to kill myself, but I wish I were dead.
>>82843584Sorry that happened anon. My parents love me but I did overhear them when I was a kid and they thought I was asleep talking about how they probably should have stopped at 2 and I was a mistake.
Taking a fat shit in dykebot's toilet, and laughing at brownoids. Hehehe. Gonna suck her big mommy milkers afterwards too.
yo it smells like shitdog in here
>>82843605parents can suck so badly, but sometimes they don't mean harm even if that's what their behavior results in. I'm sorry you overheard that. My mom is a dumbass. I don't think about her that much now, but she's the type of chick to have two demented baby daddies. The one she had me with was convicted of raping/impregnating a 14 year old AFTER he'd already had two children with her. Their story about deciding to keep me goes as: they were on their way to the clinic and decided to try one more time, so they bought baby stuff with the abortion money. what the fuck! That's probably not even the most cursed thing about my life. I don't even care about the rest of the trouble she put me through, It's just that. Knowing that I could not be alive right now. Life could've been worse, but I hate knowing that not being born to some dumb cunt was an option. I pray her reluctance to get treatment - and inability to understand a need for treatment - kills her early, so my real family and I don't need to take care of her. Now I'm stuck with the same mood issues she has, albeit not as advanced/untreated. My anger used to be much worse. Though as I age, I only feel regret about not killing myself sooner because my relationships with others have only grown stronger. No one talks about my sibling that died as a kid now. Her birthday will come up in a month, and no one will say a thing. That could've been me too. Kids used to die all of the fucking time and people would just have more kids - that's probably what would've happened. But then it sucks because my other sibling's life probably would've been significantly worse. They might've not moved out if I hadn't; they've told me they didn't know moving out was an option. Life sucks because I have to keep going to prevent the pain others would feel if I disappeared. There's been so many early adult deaths in my family already too.
Don't objectify her, bro, she doesn't like that
>>82844110Those meatballs make some crazy shit logs. Crazy frog style.
>>82844185I'm pretty happy I have ground turkey and spinach - yummy food tonight maybe... idk - if I make it. I also have pancake mix. I haven't really been eating anything besides boiled eggs since they're really easy to make with my egg cooker. I mostly have everything I need for a really yummy slop bowl meal. I wish I could bake, but I don't have an oven. you can manipulate ingredients to make anything however you crave. There are desserts I could make without an oven. I could just make tiramisu, but I'd need to go to the store for everything.
I've lost so much weight in the last year but I want pizza so bad tonight.. I just have to hold on for another hour and the place will be closed but I want pizza so bad I haven't had it in over 8 months..
>>82844516pizza's tasty. will you ever eat it again, and what are you having for dinner instead?
>>82844728I already had dinner, i had rice chicken and broccoli, same as I've had every night for months except the odd steak + potato + broccoli night. Its too late to order pizza now so I guess i made it.
I'm tired of 4 chan girls. they're all a bunch of whores who expect constant attention, while they chat with dozens of other guys and sleep with half dozen other guys. They'll all abandon and ghost you immediately over the smallest thing, yet they expect you to treat them with respect as a human when they're literally sex objects. I am sick of it. I'm sick of trying to be nice. I'm sick of being respectful. I'm sick of trying to care for them. I will now start treating them the way they want and just trick them. I'm only going to play the part and love bomb them because being real will just get me hurt. I hate you all now.
>>82840134ShY Are you even on about. My post were replies to what was said to me and in a time directly after it was said.
>>82841437I don't do that, fuck off
>>82844837Please don't resort to 4chan girls and then let your experience of absolute bottom of the barrel women hamper your abilities to ever get a real girl who will actually make you happy. You're just ensuring you become as ugly as these e girls.
>>82839811Mike, its the same "konrad" from a couple weeks back, i would post in these threads to write to my person. You dont personally own those words, other people have emotions too you know. But i understand the frustration, I've seen people impersonating you in these threads. I even think highly of you. Remember the day you went for a walk to the lookout, made burgers, built your desk setup and art station? Same Konrad as in those letter threads. It's just that my actual initial is J. And like seriously dude I was just waxxing poetic about this chick I like at my course, no need to be upset about it.
Tired of your underhanded conniving bullshit, trying to be sneaky. Maria isn't dumb and sees when you try this shit too manipulate her and trigger her traumas
>>82844957Fuck off with your lies. Not listening to your bullshit
>Sun>Shore>Star>J>MoonWhen enough of them are used in this way it is very clear it is underhanded, conniving, sneaky and manipulative bullshit
>>>/adv/33824229Like I said, you deserve the bad ending with your conniving manipulative bullshit
>>82844901People that use 4chan aren't necessarily unlovable. You're here too. Some people's issues are too much of a mismatch. It's true that no one should allow people from 4chan to ruin their experience with dating.
>my only wish is to be your dog >>82839708>>>/adv/33823786>Op replying with the trip DogThis is how much of a narc pos you are. Making Larps like this. This is only you and has nothing to do with me. I am not like this in the slightest but you want Maria to feel this way about me so you make shit ass larps to influence her emotions and manipulate her perceptions. Fuck off.
>>82845173Decent 4chan girls are as rare as hens teeth and its a good rule of thumb to just not engage with them if you're chronically lonely, they will usually be BPD psychos who will make that situation even worse.
Gangstalking Mike, and unscrewing/unclamping his crackhead furniture while he sleeps.
>>82845206Just because someone overreacts doesn't mean they have BPD. Their head might be fucked in some other way, but not every crazy woman has bpd and men can have bpd too. It's best to stay away from people who're actively posting on boards for connection. Even using Discord when chronically lonely is dumb. Unless a group interacts irl, or is tied to some irl community, it's just bad news.
gangstalking mike and changing his chroma presets while he sleeps so all his lighting gets messed up and doesn't synch
Gangstalking Mike and throwing away all his fingernail polish.
>>82845218Essentially. Rad spammed /advice with threads
>>82845206A man called me borderline recently. Although I've given him a difficult time, I don't do destructive things when upset. I'll blow up when angry, but I think people with bpd are typically self destructive and destructive in other people's lives. I do have issues, but that's not the one.
>>82844074Wish I had a girl with big milkers..
>>82845377Small tits are best
Gangstalking Mike with abusive ruminations
>>82845375Have you left a trail of broken friendships and relationships in your wake? If not you're probably fine. My mother is BPD and has befriended and subsequently blown up at every woman her age in my town.
gangstalking mike and giving him massive mommy milkers while he's meditating on maria
Just saw this thread, Whoever that Anon is whose dog got killed by her boyfriend with Nutella, he is admitting it here >>>/adv/33824442
>>82845425I don't want to suck on your massive milkers schadenfoid
>>82845377Me too. Just not mine.Gangstalking Mike and shit posting on r9k as a sane, well put together individual on his machine. All while anonymous so no one knows it's him.
>>82845429It's indirect narc boasting and emotional destabilization. Good luck anon.
gangstalking Mike by spending a sensible $10,000 on a patented Smart Diaper for him complete with LED lighting and hourly Diap Status announcements so he can be proudly diaped when Maria returns
>>82845441>Stalker so obsessed with me that he writes as me
Gangstalking Mike, and changing his "M" key with "N" so his name is now "Nike" and his love interest is "Naria".
>>82845455Okay now you're making it weird
>>82845437i don't think you understand. you WILL become a fat titted milk cow and you WILL like it, gangstalkingly
>>82845394All of my irl friendships are chill/developing, and my longstanding online friendships are fine - probably the strongest they've ever been. There are people I don't speak to anymore, but I think that's normal. I've gone on dates in the last year, and I even made out with a guy, but I communicated my disinterest to each guy after a few dates. I also have been reluctant to date seriously because I have mood issues I'm sorting out now. I hate having issues with other women. I'm mainly confrontational with men, but I'm also just more comfortable around them. Whenever I have an issue with another woman, I simply don't speak to her. So, no, I don't think I've left a trail of broken friends and relationships. I think my last relationship was pretty messed because of my mood swings, but that's not because of bpd.
>>82845475How do you supposed that's going to happen stupidfoid?
>>82845474your bespoke e-diap has already been ordered in Maria's name. the diaper nation demands your patriotic sacrifice in the face of toilet militants. get busy living or get busy diaping
>>82845493We were chilling having a good time and then you started to make it weird with your diaper fetish
>>82845496I already paid the deposit
>>82845455Can we get app support with this? I know a guy.. (ruby) Being able to change the color of the rgb on the diapy with a color wheel would be sick as hell. Geolocation support to do a sort of fecal map to see where Mike is literally shitposting would be neat too.Gangstalking Mike and hitting all the houses before he does on Halloween so he gets no candy.
gangstalking mike and not indulging his transformation/bimboification fetish by going into detail about how exactly he will be getting his new pair of big mommy milkers
>>82845496mike's kinda right. also maybe /letter/ should evolve into letter/vent
>>82845475After Mike let's hit a few other namefags and give them massive bolt-ons. Then get some ice cream. I'm thinking Braums.
Gangstalking Mike and literally just stealing his tools.
Gangstalking Mike and taking a huge shit in his toilet.
Gangstalking Mike and stacking all his kitchen utensils into a tower like in that one alien movie I forget the name.
Gangstalking Mike and removing all the food in his fridge. Replacing it with $500 worth of BAR-S brand hotdogs.
>>82845525i can't afford to be giving out these breast augmentations AND buying braums. my finances are so fuckedgangstalking mike and stealing his hoard of shekels to pay off my scheming debts
Gangstalking Mike and buying a 4chan ad selling "Gangstalking Mike" t-shirts/bumper stickers.
Gangstalking Mike by replacing his spaceship desk setup with a big red button that calls into Howard Stern when he presses it
>>82845572I can pay for the braums babe.. Gangstalking Mike and replacing all his toilet paper with 1-ply. If Mike already has 1-ply. Go on r9k, and make fun of him for having 1-ply.
>>82845504You pay the deposit in your diaper every day.
Gangstalking Mike and putting 40 beef bouillion cubes into his toilet bowl.
Gangstalking Mike by refusing to eat pizza making me very hungry and forcing me to post about Mike
gangstalking mike and actually the fixing his life and getting maria back just to watch him fuck it all up again
Gangstalking Mike and switching all the hot handles on his plumbing fixtures with the cold.
Gangstalking Mike and switching his windex for blue gatorade, and his blue gatorade for windex.
>>82845593I don't wear a diaper the suggestion was a friendly one. I retain a commercial interest in creating the Smart Diaper
Gangstalking Mike and making direct eye contact with him at a red light.
gangstalking mike and tying his shoelaces together so he trips and falls
>>82845514We were chilling and having a good time and then you started making it weird with your transformation/bimbofication fetish>>82845505No further attention to diaper fetish guy>>82845543I'm upgrading my tool Cart with 2 more tiers to fit all my new ones.
gangstalking Mike by sealing his foreskin while he sleeps so he makes a big piss balloon in the morning
Gangstalking Mike and filling his bathtub with clump and seal cat litter.
Gangstalking Mike and sewing a "Mike" name patch into all his shirts.
gangstalking Mike by adjusting his seat and mirrors every night
Nightmare nightmare nightmare nightmare nightmare nightmare nightmare nightmaree
Gangstalking Mike and finishing all his DIY projects before he gets a chance to.
Gangstalking Mike by turning up at his doorstep to accuse him of posting /adv/ threads about me
Gangstalking Mike and ordering one of those comically large valentines day teddy bears addressed to him from "Naria". (Maria's evil twin sister)
gangstalking Mike by giving him bad investment advice
gangstalking mike and replacing his parents with the wegman dogshttps://youtu.be/wgQNx_aRZgk?si=w1nGpiMIo2zpBpyz
Gangstalking Mike by stealing his schtick by taking on a plain name, a trip, and posting incoherent nonsense in the letter thread, and lashing out at random people. Followed with some song lyrics, or poetry.
Gangstalking Mike by making threads in the vain of chickn as him.>Hey guys. You already know it's the infamous letter poster Mike.>Maria (my ex) for some reason is still not talking to me. All because of some discord drama. >Anything you guys want to say to me before I go weld this scrap to an old hospital table I found for free on craigslist?
gangstalking mike and and whispering threats of domestic terrorism into all of his smart devices until he's put on the no-fly list
>>82845726Every smart device?
Gangstalking Mike and having conversations near him with innocent bystanders while using certain words to trigger him. Such as, but not limited to..>Moon>Sun>Maria>Letter>J>Shore>Star>Narcissist
Gangstalking Mike and cooking a huge meal in his kitchen. Eating it. Then leaving all the dirty dishes in the sink.
gangstalking mike and following him into a crowded area before shouting 'WHOA IS THAT MIKE LETTERTHREAD? HUGE FAN OF YOUR WEIRD SEXUALLY EXPLICIT THREATS YOU MAKE TOWARDS MEN ON 4 CHAN DOT ORG'
>>82845739Pretty sure I have over 100 So jokes on you
Micheal Letterthread. Micheal Letterthread.Micheal Letterthread.*Spins around three times in front of the bathroom mirror with the lights off*
>Maria gang stalking Mike because she is So yandere in love and obsessed with him that she made a million masks to chase him around In an attempt to destabilize him So he acts shitty so she feels worthy of being with him But imagine tho?
>>82845803goddamn how dumb do you gotta be that you need over a hundred smart devices
I see so many cute girls every day, but none of them are you. I miss you so much.Not to Mike.
R: I used to like you a lot but just as friends. I do watch a lot of degenerate straight porn to get off but lately I found that every girl looks the same and it's gotten boring. I wonder if I'm gay after all, like you initially thought of me, and for every man I see the only one I like is you
>>82845831One of my hobbies is messing around with Android devices that are unique like the Sony tablet p, Samsung beam, HTC Evo 3d
>>82845869Yeah we know. You like to post from them when you pretend you killed yourself.
I recently bought this on bidding for $120. It's the same kind of a display you would find at the mall.
>>82845873I don't do that andThey actually do not have internet access because of browser certification. It's really annoying. Same with Google Play store, when a device is too old it loses access and will not load because of security issues.
>>82845831I was already including android game consoles like the mad catz mojo,ouya,razer forge,smart watches, but it's even more if you start to consider a smart device like a smart bulb, speakers.
>>82845831Says the person who it's too dumb to actually ADB root and rom flash a retro android phone from scratch.
Oooo a double reply. You know you chapped his ass when you get one of them..
>>82845922I love talking tech. Don't get your panties in a bunch
>>82845880lamo, I want one of those
>>82845945I picked up a 55" 4k android touchscreen smart board last night for $110
>>82846024I'm putting it on a rotatable landscape/portrait stand in my hallway to cast music to smart speaker zones around my house, Smart Home lighting controls and to display my calendar
what a blogfezzzt
>>82846095Someone has nothing happening in their life and is upset when others do
lol did you just call me jealous
>>82846303Really interesting you interpreted it that way.
You are not a bad person but your parents failed you. Instead of seeking therapy and getting better you just waste precious time on 4chan girls. Do you think dating a mentally ill woman with a questionable past is a good idea? Are you really that desperate? Pathetic excuse of a man
>>82846650Lot of assumptions here. Also, Maria wasn't mentally ill when we were together. If she is now, I believe it can be as before. Just have to get rid of the poison.
>>82846650people from 4chan are just cray. the less involved they are with the real world, the crazier they are. we're all wasting time by even looking at this thread and responding to each other. It's saturday. anyone browsing r9k right now is a degen
a lot of seething for someone who wasted precious time of their supposed lifelong relationship getting drunk playing vidya and sitting on discord talking to men while her bf was spiraling next to her. you didn't even suggest therapy or getting help while we were together, just sat there and watched. i did an unbelievable amount of therapy on our break and it fucking worked, it was coming back and shortly after hearing "even if i could have kids i wouldn't have them with you" that the spiral started again. and i still stuck around for 3 years. that is real desperation. putting my own future on hold for you to chase your own bullshit that always flopped. maybe i've just finally moved the fuck on and that was my problem all along.
>>82846650>>82844901Atypical people thrive when they surround themselves with supportive people who won't enable their bad habits, but who'll show them patience and care. That's true for anyone desu. Since normies have more stable backgrounds, it's definitely better for crazy people to associate with them than other crazies. If you fucks think that normie women won't pick up on how weird you guys are long term, good. fucking. luck. 4chan women are capable of recognizing how weird or unlikeable some of you are within a few days and end up ghosting you. You think a woman, who's had a relatively normal upbringing, won't be able to recognize your flaws? Reminder that you guys are still competing against the best men that are available. Normie women will even leave their perfectly normal, good husbands. Some of you will get lucky and find a gal who brings out the best in you, but will you be able to bring out the best in her? Most r9k posters are ignorant of their own mental blockages... but no, they insist it must be the fault of the women they interact with. It's not like your abnormalities simply just don't align with the idiosyncrasies of ladies you've met on here. Many guys on here are opposed to making male friends offline, so they never have the opportunity to compare their behavior and attitudes against those of normal guys. I think that's the biggest flaw I've noticed in men on here. Many women no longer need to rely on guys who make them miserable. I'm sure some of you have seen freakish, mentally ill ladies end up with normal guys. It's, often, because they fit each other well and bring out the best in each other. The lot of ya would explain it as sometypa conspiracy! If you're always comparing women, or people, and idealizing them, what happens if you find someone that you click with better 5-7 years into your marriage? Gonna screw some chick over because you're an unmindful fuckhead with polarized thinking? - DNR
I saw secondhand nipple rings for sale at the thrift store today.I contemplated bringing them home to stir around in my whiskey
>>82847522alsoNormie men usually end up with normie women. It's not because they're constantly comparing women against each other, at least not in the psychotic way r9k users are conditioned to think. Sure, they think in terms of who'll be the best fit for them and their lifestyle. That's a normal way to think. They also don't engage in activities where they'd encounter women they view as deeply troubled. Any guy that manages to get a date with someone that doesn't browse/use discord is a fool to think he's in the clear. Habits like that aren't attractive in women, right? Why the fuck would it be attractive in a grown man? Many guys on this board don't even have a lifestyle. - DNR p.s. A woman that's wretched to you might be someone else's angel. That doesn't necessarily mean she's below you, or that you're below her. If you think that's the case, you might just be a narcissist. Narcs have that sort of hierarchical thinking. If you're only capable of idealizing/devaluing women (or people), you'll need to change if you don't want your hypothetical partner to leave you (or find one that can't :])
>>82847522>>82847725ur rly fucking stupid dude
>>82847818Ok. Explain how I'm wrong.
>>82847818>>82847945And if you can't, you're probably just a pussy that never learned how to communicate with other people effectively, or you just have no reasonable response. My statements are based on my experiences around normie men and women and also what I've experienced as a 4chan degen who has a history of talking to moids from the boards. - DNR
You'll see, anon.
BURNINGYOUR WORDS TO ASHES IN YOUR MOUTHSTANDING TALLNEVER FORGET WHO YOU ARECUTTING TEETHBITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOUCUTTING TEETH!BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU!
I think about her a lot
DEEPER AND DEEPER, TRAPPED UNDER YOUR SKIN, I BET YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D FIND ME HEREI'M YOUR DESIGNED POISON, YOUR FINAL DISEASEI'VE COME TO SET YOUR WORLD ALIGHTAND ALL I NEED IS A LITTLE SPARKSO NOW THAT I'VE FOUND YOU, JOIN ME AT THE EDGE OF YOUR LIFEFROM WHERE WE CAN WATCH IT ALLBUUUURRRRRNNNNNNN
>>82847996please stop embarrassing yourself, you're unbelievably fucking dumb and not the genius you think you are, the handle signoff is faggy as fuck too this isn't a vbforums community from 2003
>>82848560I'm not a genius. I'd never think of myself that way. There's a lot I don't know, and I think I've only admitted to being slow and retarded in this thread. DNR isn't for you or anyone that's newer to the general. such an autistic nerd... it's cute. I love you. vbforums,, really?? you'd know more about that than me, dweeb. I can't be on for a while today... which is probably a good thing. I have to go help with something soon. >>82848511>BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU>CUTTING TEETH!>BITE THE HAND THAT FREES* YOU!Genius has that as the final line of the bridge. kinda makes a difference. decent song.
>>82848560guess what I said was right since ur just tilted.
>>82848676That projection. You're probably abhorrent to people you aren't fake with.
Good night moon
