I got a question editionerowid.org for reports bluelight.org for infopsychonautwiki.org for more info
Let's say I know where are some poppies, papaver somniferum ones, how the fuck are you supposed to smoke opium?? I don't want to die or stop breathing, and it doesn't seem to be much info about this
>>83607387nah nvm, there's some bluelight articles about this, welp :P
Anyone else here struggle with long term depersonalization and derealization after a horrible weed experience? It's been almost 2 months for me now of this. It seems to be getting better over time but I still feel it in the core of my being. Taking edibles is my greatest life regret.
There's a beautiful anadenanthera colubrina near me, I wish I knew how to extract the bufotenin from the seeds. I thought I would find stuff easily, like DMT from mimosa hostilis bark.The main way to consume it is snuff, but I'm sure it wrecks the nose.>>83607395Please, always share what you find, specially for stuff like that.
https://youtu.be/XnygT6ANLzQ?si=7nTOxpq-Zt2UGHXa
I remember reading Jack Kerouac or someone smoking a J while watching the TV news on Kent State and rooting for the National Guard and I'm glad I finally get to live that experience in 2026.
>>83608236>specially for stuff like that.Well I found a video, explaining how to smoke small doses with two metal wires and a rolled up bill for the smoking, but what I'm interested in it's the information regarding pipes, trying to see if I can smoke some seeds on foil or the dried up wax that the plant produces, but idk shit, and I'm kinda afraid
how am i supposed to get high if i have a job that may randomly drug test me?
>>83611450find out what they test for and do the drugs that aren't testedalso, if you can get a drug prescribed to you then you can just say it's a false positive due to your prescription. I'm sure there are ways around it, you just gotta figure it outI'm hoping whatever shitty job I end up with in the future doesn't drug test so I don't have to worry about it.
>>83607682Weed wreacks me the same. Quit it for good and couldn't be happier.
What do you guys think of mixing Pregabalin with Meth?
>>83611720what are you supposed to do without it though? just be sober? i don't wanna be sober
>>83612069I use Lyrica 2 times a week and Meth on the weekends. Poly drug use is the key, I think. Find what works for you. Don't grind yourself into psychosis with weed just cus "you don't wanna be sober"
Anyone tried buspirone for anxiety? Did it help at all? Any different than Hydroxyzine?
>>83612134i don't get psychosis from weed. just sort of foggy long term i guess, sometimes bad thoughts but that was because i picked overly high thc stuff.guess i need to look into this lyrica business, do you guys have scripts or do you get it from the black market?
>>83611759Idk what meth is like but doesn't it make you horny or something?Pregabalin makes me enough of a sex pest as is, I feel like mixing it with meth would make me a full blown degenerate.
>>83612233What you've described are early psychosis symptoms. I get my Lyrica from the black market.
>>83607682Do those things include worse bowel control because otherwise no.
As usual like 1.5g of pregabalin and I'll crush 30mg of Ritalin now, up the nose it goes.Which actually works fine, been doing that since about November without any problems.Have fun.
>>83613823>I'll crush 30mg of Ritalin nowWait, no, it's just 15mg. Doing 60mg-80mg a day is decent.
>>83613851Ready, it's a different feel than eating it.
>>83613898Perhaps I could do some more now!Life is good!
>>83614831Alright, let's go!All legal of course, don't worry.My country loves me!
>>83614901what cuntree?
>>83615208A loving one.We don't need more details on that, I believe.What are you doing? Glowing?
>>83615679just curious i wondered where pregabalin or ritalin would be OTC
>>83615802They're not OTC here. Ritalin even requires a special type of prescription as it's considered hard stuff.Pregabalin, if I remember correctly, is OTC in greece. Some dude from there often posts here.
Nobody else enhancing their experiences?Fine, I'll make up for you.
>puked after drinkingfucken hate alcohol but its all i have availible. 15 euro for 1L vodka is such a rip off.
>get a bottle of dxm>no delsym, try another>missed the fact this one has Tylenol in itFuck. Why is getting clean robitussin at the pharmacy impossible or expensive af these days
>>83616746just go to robocough DOT com, ive ordered shit from there before and while i no longer enjoy dxm, the prices are alright and shippings good. got my package no issues even though im a fucking leaf
Page 9 bump for yakui
>>83616736I have to pay 22 for a 0.7L bottle.
>>83613674>What you've described are early psychosis symptomshuh?what timeline are we talking here, I've had these issues for years and it's more of a depression/self loathing thing, that's what I meant by bad thoughts. closest thing i had to psychosis was with LSD a couple weeks back and i was already off weed for months
Edibles are so nice, much better than smoking imo, it's cheaper, healthier and it last 4/6 hours. i have some flower aswell that came free with my order but i won't smoke it, i quit tobacco three years ago and i decided to stop smoking weed also. i'll decarb it and eat it.
>>83617896vaping is better imo. it's economical and i've heard too many times that edibles can become a very bad experience.
i wanna do ket again but it's only been a bit more than a week... i was told once a month max
>>83617920you can do it once a week fine as long as you're not doing an insane amount. just make sure to take green tea supplements to help with ketamine bladder syndrome
>>83617913I went up to 400mg once in the span of 2 days without sleep, i survived.Vaping is nice too yeah but i can't get liquid here, throwable pen are an ecological nonsense.
>>83618069no just vape the herb with a dry herb vape
>>83618017>just make sure to take green tea supplementsnah fuck that, i don't wanna risk any of this shit
>>83618129>riskinggreen tea supplements have been proven to help with ketamine bladder syndrome. this is harm reduction
>>83618074oh ok gotcha. i have an arizer solo 2 that i bought many years ago and barely used, when i tried it i was disapointed with it, is the arizer a shit vape?
>>83618163disappointed how?if you wanna get higher vape more i guess
>>83618163also lower temps might change the thc-cbd balance in favor of thc
I have like 240 x 300mg Pregabalin.Downside, it doesn't do much for me, just calms me down a bit, even if I take like 3grams of it.
>>83618299holy shit 3 grams? how are you not having seizures. also jfc take a tolerance break
>>83618334At least it stops the neuropathic pain that I otherwise have.Tolerance, I've had a bunch of breaks, but it makes no difference.No withdrawal symptoms either and I usually don't taper off.I see 3g is about the highest deliberate overdose that they had in a study, 488 cases:https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7688538/ also pic relatedApparently one of the symptoms of an overdose: empathy.I can think of a couple of people that should try it out.But, I'm an outlier, for example, never had opioid withdrawal symptoms either. Despite having been dosed the absolute maximum, and then some more a bunch of times. For medical reasons. My theory is that my "normal" already is so bad that I just don't notice them, hahaha.
>>83618443>>83618299Actually, I took like 4.5g in the last 12hrs.Meh!
>>83618443Yeah I've noticed that pregab withdrawals are maybe a bit of neuropathic pain, i had neuropathic epididymitis for a couple days after going cold turkey. but i mean if you can get that much pregab go for it i guess. probably a good idea to get some benzos to prevent seizures.
Just got these as home delivery.How convenient!>>83618631Never had seizures, and had very high doses plenty of times.Benzos actually likely would be bad, it's not advised to combine it with sedatives.I will take a break soon.Maybe?
Also, a little trip that I had:>>83618550
>>83618675>it's not advised to combine it with sedatives.im prescribed 2mg kpins with 300mg pregab, it's fine. i sadly dont get euphoria from benzos but if i drink then i feel a bit of it. pregab has slowly been getting me worse highs despite taking breaks. the problem is that it's the only drug besides alcohol that's fun.
How do i resist the urge of going/staying in bed after taking the stims my doctor gave me so i can supposedly be more productive?Its just so comfortable and quiet om them. I just kind of want to sleep even if i never actually fall asleep.
>/drugfeel/ and everyone just talking about prescription meds
>>83619057most of the hard drug users either died or quit using, that's why this general often dies before the post limit.
>>83619057>I get free drugs, that are also not mixed with a deadly dose of fentanyl.I don't quite see the problem here.
Drank a bunch of milk so I can't drink vodka for the night. Holy shit im spiraling into alcoholism. Before I hated drinking and would rarely do it, but I went on a 3 day bender and just stayed in my apartment the entire time. FUCK just kill me man. Alcohol right now is the only thing that just calms me down and stops me from thinking.
>>83619518The nurse who looked at my bloodwork today was like "yes your lithium serum levels look good. BUT, how much alcohol do you drink?"haha Im totally not a drunk lol.Also bump pls >>83612160
>>83619057Are prescriptions not drugs? Junkies have been drugseeking from doctors since the beginning. Benzos and opiates are RX and are probably the drug choice of robots with miserable lives.
>>83619944I just realized half the thread is faggots talking exclusively about gabapentinoids. Take back what I said.
>>83619057There's a very thin line between a prescription drug and an Illegal drugI've done plenty of Illegal drugs, but oxycodone and pregabalin were still the best things I ever experienced.
>>836199632026 is the year of lyrica
>>83620066all my niggas love lyrica.
>>83620066i took it for my first two days of class and its been much easier to talk to peoplei like it cuz unlike benzos its somewhat stimulating which makes me wanna be more outgoing>>83619057ketamines my main drug does that count
Codeine is the best thing I've discovered in my life, fuck all that stupid ass lean culture, just drink the syrup straight or pop the pills and go about your day like a mellow fellow day, make the sun melt in your head until nothing hurts yet nothing's numb.
>>83607377when did drugposting begin on /r9k/? Genuinely asking because as someone who only casually smokes weed do you guys see any differences between the zoomers and oldfags in what they consume?
>>83619963Apart from the massive overdose of Pregabalin, I've also been busy with other stuff.>>83613898Anyways, gatekeeping which drugs are required to post, we don't need much of that I think.>>83620730I only rarely use them, so I don't know.What archives are available for /r9k/?
>>83617872For me, dissociation and derealization always proceed a weed psychosis episode. They stay for a while after, too. But if you've had these problems for long and didn't go off the deep end, then who am I to say? Just reporting my personal experience: weed gave me those symptoms, then a fully blown psychotic episode with voices in my head (prepubecent boys from a 9yo and a few 11-12yo boys, too, a young girl about 17-25yo and a baby crying), paranoia, and delusions like thinking my neighbors can read my mind, are after me, and are using me as a telepathic vehicle of sorts to sell psychic drugs to anybody and everybody (that also read minds, and are after me by nature of not being against my drivers' use of me as a dehumanized slave outright, this shit gets detailed and complex, and it's a reoccuring delusion so I've built up on it quite a lot when lost in racing thought). Could be you're on the edge of an episode but not predesposed so you get away with it? Or maybe those aren't early psychosis symptoms and I'm only using anecdotes and am just wrong? Could also be true.
feels like i need drugs to survivecan't look at life with a straight facei need to nuke the awareness out of my mindas long as i am aware i will be in pain
I took like 15,000mg of pregabalin and hour ago when is it gonna kick in
>>83621121Yeah Occam's razor would say it's the latter
>>83621146Stealing these as rap lyrics. Thanks man
I want to get high, but I just ate a pretty big sandwich.
>>83621146Same, it's just a tool to make my brain content with what it has, otherwise it'll do everything it can to make me go insane because it always craves more..... and more.... and more..... and I'm just plain tired of experiencing things.
>>83607387>>83607682i was making a lot of poppyseed tea and dumping the seeds in the garden. not long after i stopped trying to get that disgusting tea to work consistently or at all i noticed them.soon i had a good metre of somniferum. about 50 pods. the raw opium latex once dried is what you can smoke. you need to grow a lot of them, many more than i had to actually smoke opium in the recreational fashion it used to be enjoyed. its extremely time consuming to lance the pods with a razor blade and collect the latex, pod by pod. i ended up with a small ball of latex which i decided to just throw into an old glass meth pipe to vaporize. there was a portion of the product that combusted and the pipe had to be thrown away but it was just enough for ONE hit.It is not worth it to try and smoke the latex unless you have a proper opium pipe. if i could go back in time i'd attempt the wire method but im not lancing pods ever again.cont.
I want to get full, but i just took 150mg THC, 1,5g alprazolam.
evens kratomodds dxm0 sleep
>>83622495what i did with the remains was remove the pods, the rest of the plant is discarded.boil the pods in a pot you will use once for this.you want to reduce the pods for hours until it is nothing but a black sludge. try not to burn it.this concentrate can then be eaten but you WILL be extremely cautious and begin extremely small, working your way up to a single dose that brings you what you want.this is really the best use for homegrown poppies.>>83622531rekt
would a low dose of 2c-b make me more social at work
>>83621974It seems so. Though I swear I saw the same signs on other anons and was right to peg it as psychosis. Either I'm wrong, or you're just simply one case where it isn't psychosis. Occam's razor may say the first, but instinct and experience say the second. Either way it doesn't change your stable mental health condition. How was that recent acid trip? Why do you call it a close brush with psychosis?
>>83617806Here it's ~28euro for 1L and ~25-26euro for shitty stuff or 750ml bottles. Luckly, I'm not a drinker, but have some experience.
>>83622901Is it the same family as 2ci nbome? That shit fried my brain years ago.
>>83617896>>83617913Edibles are so much better ime/imo as well. Just ate 66mg delta 8 gummies.
Time to vape some weed and play Metroid Prime.
>>83623508I never beat metroid prime, I always end up stopping once you have to start searching for the artifacts.
i have straight insomniadidn't even take anything, just a bit of vodka this eveningthings are getting bad huh
>>83623532I never beat it either, that's why I'm playing it. Funnily enough I got it as a kid but shortly into it a family friend started using meth and broke into our house and stole my gamecube and all my games as well as a ton of other stuff from other families he knew as well. I don't think I ever got far enough to start collecting artifacts. I had the x ray visor and the wave beam the ice beam and I'm pretty sure the electric beam but that's all I remember it was a long time ago. I'm pretty jazzed to get high and play it every night.
>>83617896>it's cheaper, healthier and it last 4/6 hoursIt is cheaper and healthier, but should last longer afaik. Like 6-8 hours? IIRC reading material suggests a longer lasting high.Even asking Google AI now, it says that an edible high typically lasts 6 to 12 hours.Maybe it's tolerance?Eating your weed is the 1st best way to consume it in my opinion, too. The 2nd best way is vaping it in a dry herb vape (good ones cost 140$-200$ and up, but 50$-80$ vapes exist; mind that it's a long-term investment and should pay for itself in time) and eating the AVB, which has been decarbed while being vaped, inside a sandwich with a fatty filling (e.g., nuttella, peanut butter).Good on you quitting Nicotine like you did!/blog startI still suffer from addiction, and I'm not going to stop as long as I can buy 20% nic, or 20mg/ml vape-juice, which will be banned soon in my cunt for the sake of "the children". The ban passed 1st call to pass, meaning it's likely to become law. There are no pro-vape lobbyists/money intrest, politician agenda, or political activists. Unprotested, the ban will take effect, to the detriment of tens of thousends politically-passive e-liquid users nation-wide.All non-addictive e-liquid ingredients are sold online. The only thing hard to get the required amount of, in order to mix a 20mg/ml liquid, is nic. Heavily taxed, to buy locally/import over 2mg/ml worth is very costly. The 20-25mg/ml vaper I am won't get the fix that I at this point need to get from vaping.It seems like I've got a big problem(simply solved by quitting. Though, I consume A LOT of Nicotine a day. If I stop cold-turkey, I'll go Mad! Nuts! Bonkers! Hence, said problem. I've no good plan to quit properly).I may be forced to stop cold-turkey in the end, no matter how things go.Shitty situation.It's a living./blog endSorry for blogdumping. Thanks for reading however much you did.
>>83617920On one hand, clinics typically administer *medical doses* of Ketamine 2 times per week for several weeks.On the other hand, research indicates that using Ketamine 3 or more times per week is a significant risk factor for "Ketamine Bladder Syndrome,". Take these two as you will.I think once more over a week later isn't that bad. But I also think it's solid to have a bit of a stricter than needed rule like "once a month only".Just to be extra safe.Your health is important!
>>83618299>it doesn't do much for me>even if I take like 3grams of itIf I take over 1.2g I walk as if on a ship in a stormy weather. It does little else, maybe a faint sense of euphoria, or is it stimulation? Idk. Also in doses over 1.2g-1.4g I get muscle twitching that might be early signs of a sizure, so then I add 1mg+ of Clonazepam, which is a benzo, and most types of those are used to prevent/treat sizures.So I might dose shy of 1.6g in 6-12 hours span of time, and add a benzo to be safe.3g sound like a nightmare dose having all side-effects I want to avoid having and none of the ones I want to experience. You may've based that number on a research paper, but how much did you take at most?Also you maybe are an odd kind of beast if you went through large amounts of Pregabalin and Opioids like you did to the effect you experienced.Maybe the real research should be done on you, instead?We should find a cure for Opioid addiction in your DNA, if what you say is true, no?How to implement it medically widely, idk.>>83618555>Actually, I took like 4.5g in the last 12hrs. Meh!Absolutely mad dose if true.I feel this kind of senseless, impulsive stupidity is contagious.Please move far away from me.
>>83618675>Benzos actually likely would be bad, it's not advised to combine it with sedatives.I mix 1.2g+ Pregabalin with 1mg+ Clonazepam. No breath issues whatsoever, which are the main concern with the combo, no? The way I see it, the Clonazepam makes the muscle spasms go away, which might be a sign for a decreased risk of sizures. I'll continue taking this dose as preventative treatment, for now.
>>83618901>How do i resist the urge of going/staying in bed after taking the stims my doctor gave me so i can supposedly be more productive?You gotta force yourself to be productive and build good habits, which the stim will help you do.I, myself still am in bed everytime I take stims, but I never ment to be productive while high in the first place.
>>83619057It's mostly Lyrica and weed over here, buddy. No hard drugs in the slightest, whatever "hard" means.>>83619985>oxycodone and pregabalin were still the best things I ever experiencedHave stocked on both, and I must say, Oxycodone wasn't that great. I mean, there was a high and even some kind of euphoria, but mostly it itched a lot. I took 30mg-50mg doses and all the same.It is also very very expensive (20X10mg pills for ~200$).I've only restocked on Lyrica since, as I'm more comfortable doing that rather than Oxycodone, it affects me to a felt effect, which I call the "sure beats being sober" effect, not quite euphoria, but a glow in my skull saying I'm on something, and it's much cheaper than Oxycodone (~130$ for 56X300mg capsules or 2 boxes of 56X75mg capsules. Same dosage).I've never really fully understood the appeal of Oxycodone, yeah, the euphoria is nice, not world-changing. Pregabalin works better for bordom and if I don't do pregab, I'm either on a scheduled sober day or doing Meth, which isn't very euphoric for me, but sure beats bordom and is way better than being sober. Meth is really great. A real shame about all those health risks.Oh, well.
>>83619518>Alcohol right now is the only thing that just calms me down and stops me from thinkingWait a bit, it'll pass.The worst thing is to not take the drug that'll surely make the bad feelings go away for a while.It's the hardest step, but also the most important.You got this, anon. I believe in you!
>>83619840But how much DO you drink?
>>83619944>Are prescriptions not drugs?True.>Junkies have been drugseeking from doctors since the beginningAlso true.
>>83620662Oxycodone should be stronger and it did little for me. I guess there's no use trying Codeine then.
>>83620730>when did drugposting begin on /r9k/?I don't really know. Interesting question.>do you guys see any differences between the zoomers and oldfags in what they consume?Afaik, not really. The potheads will do pot, the Lyricabros will do that, and the rest are unpredictable as far as I can tell. A wide mix of OTC and illegal drugs of all kinds of potencies.It's easier to predict which drug a person is doing looking at their lives than their age.Some people are suseptible to Opioids while others lead a life more compatible with stims.A specific kind drinks Alchohol.Another does Salvia.Some prefer LSD and some MDMA.Ketamine has its crowd.And so on.It's about what a person is missing or needs,I think. Using drugs as temporary patches to fix whatever isn't right. Many such cases.
>>83621146>i need to nuke the awareness out of my mind as long as i am aware i will be in painThat's sorta why I take Pregabalin, for the "sure beats being sober" effect, which, you'd be surprised, sure does beats being sober.I remember needing to evacuate my consciousness out of my head and using weed to do that. Nowdays, even my scheduled sober days aren't that bad, thankfully. But there always are drug days to medicate that impulse.I'm sorry to hear of your issues with being aware and hope you'll get over them soon!No one should feel like that in their own head. Maybe in other people's heads, like, what are you even doing there? Naughty naughty. Get outta there! It's not for you to see.But your own head supposed to be a familiar home to feel relaxed in, not be in agony.Best of luck, anon.
>>83621879Dumb if true. Dumb if fake. 20-40 minutes.
>>83622361What's the issue? A full stomach doesn't mean it'll be a slower releasing (so a weaker immediate effect), but a longer high overall? That's not bad if you ask me. But maybe it does more than that and you know better.
>>83622420>it's just a tool to make my brain content with what it hasMaybe learn true contentment instead of chemically-inducing it? It sounds like a long-term solution to me!>otherwise it'll do everything it can to make me go insaneSame but schizo.
>>83622541Useful info, anon. Lancing the pods does seems like a time consuming method. Won't ever grow poppies, but it was interesting nevertheless.
>>83622499And? Doesn't THC make you munch?As for benzos, they never got in the way of eating for me.
6am still haven't slepti have to take care of my grnadma todaymy weekend is fucked
>>83622499>>83624647Wait, 1.5g? You will definitely black out and do some regretable things. Or fall asleep REAL hard. Not to mention brain-damage. Err... Wouldn't want to be you rn. Why do people dose such stupid doses? It won't kill you, you know, if that's what you're looking for. Just do regular amounts of drugs ffs. It gives me anxiety just reading it all.
>>83622901Smaller doses of 2C-B (typically 5-10mg) generally produce mildly stimulating and entactogenic effects rather than full-blown hallucinations. So yes, in theory it will.I wouldn't test it myself, though.
>>83623508Sounds fun, anon. Enjoy.
>>83623688Things aren't getting bad, you just have trouble sleeping. Complain about to to your GP, ime they'll prescribe sleeping pills without much asking. Make sure to indicate how it harms your quality of life. The sleeping pills my GP gave me are cery potent (Brotizolam) and work very well. I didn't need to beg, he listed 3 benzos and sked me which one I prefer. I said whatever you think as a doctor and got what I'm using rn. No sleepless nights and I fall asleep on a good time, but my sleep is broken, which is beyond me to know how to fix.Maybe it was the Vodka?Sometimes when I use a drug, it keeps me up almost no matter which drug it was.How long do you suffer from insomnia?Tell the GP it's been a few months since you've had a decent night's sleep, they won't question this. In the end they have to believe your complaints outright at face-value if they are to help you. As long as they don't flag you as a drugseeker for this or that reason.
>>836246528am and the same.>i have to take care of my grnadma todayYou're a good grandson. Goodluck, anon. Hope your gran feels alright and only needs help in minor things. Also, the weekend just began! You've got plenty of time to sleep and then party!
>on and off user of kratom since 2016>always bought powder and measured on gram scale>ff to this month>no kratom, havent taken in few years>find source online, sees caps labeled "5X strength>cool i only need to take one and not fucking 6 caps? prob bullshit>take one cap>absolutely fucking obliteratedwhat the hell since when are they putting crushed up oxy in this shit
Update for anyone who remembers my .3mg ghb grindr thing. To the guy who said I was gonna get raped. You were right.
anyone soaked dried blue lotus flowers in vodka before? seeing conflicting stuff 24 hours in 30% vodka or weeks for wine (and even vodka?) online
>>83619518Ive been getting drunk every single night since July 2023. It's horrible. Not recommended . It was the only way I could cope with a death close to me. The stomach pain is very unpleasant and constant. I can't really remember what it feels like to not be hungover, it's just default for me.
>>83624610>Maybe learn true contentment instead of chemically-inducing it?Believe me I tried, that's how I found out that my brain and my consciousness want different things in the first place.it's kinda funny, isn't your brain supposed to be "you"? you'd think those two would be on the same page.Even if there is a long term way for it that I can accomplish I can't be assed to go through with it, I just want to rest and pray this lifetime is the only one I'll ever be condemned to, and just enjoy getting fucked up in the meantime as it lets me not think about things.
>>83624236>I, myself still am in bed everytime I take stimsdo you notice anything weird with your heart while doing this? I kinda feel mine a lot more but all measurements are perfect. Is it the calmness/focus that makes it so apparent?
>>83624438I prefer codeine cuz it's way more reliable than other opioids in my opinion, the fact that it is very weak is useful because it makes it more "safe", it causes great euphoria in me but it doesn't make me completely numb, oxycodone on the other hand, it's a strong one and it can feel like heaven in fact, but that makes it more addictive and bla bla, a problem with codeine is that it requires your liver to be able to produce a fine amount of cyp2d6 enzymes in order to turn the codeine into morphine, that prodrug shit makes it a good opioid for me, oxycodone works on his own and doesn't need to be processed like that, some people lack those enzymes so maybe that's why codeine doesn't work for you, that or tolerance for taking stronger stuff, give it two weeks and start with the weak ones again, codeine and trams, but I prefer the sweet slight relief of codeine rather than the serenity that tramadol can cause sometimes.
>>83624973Yeah, they're really strong, unfortunately they make me super nauseous
>>83626020Nope. Despite takinghigh amounts of Meth, I've necer felt my heart. I did on Ritalin/speed though. Just little heart aches.that went away with deep breathing. No odd rhythm though.
>>83624676Yeah i blacked out like an hour later, woke up on my couch with the tv and lights on.Pretty lame, 150mg of edibles wasted, and now i'll have benzo withdrawal for like a week, what a nightmare.
>>83626402im taking dexo if that matters by the way>No odd rhythm thoughhow are these noticeable? My heart jumps anywhere from 75-120 pretty fast depending on the situation (especially social ones) and measuring what's normal and what the drug does is hard because of it.
>>83626093>oxycodone on the other hand, it's a strong one and it can feel like heaven in fact, but that makes it more addictiveOxycodon didn't feel like heaven to me. It was mild euphoria. But I madesure to take it once a week for addiction risk managment.>maybe that's why codeine doesn't work for youI never teied Codeine. I actually think you have more Opioid experience than me.
>>83620662ah.... to be in my codeine months again.... when 100 mg was enough to make me nod out of this world.....
>>83626481Why did you take such a high dose to begin with?
>>83621121yeah i don't think i have the predisposition. i've smoked enough weed in my life that if i had it it would have happened surely. the only thing is that i usually never went for high doses. maybe there's still some danger if i did that.>dissociation and derealization always proceed a weed psychosis episodehow long before would that happen? days? weeks?how long would an episode last?
My tolerance to everything is fucked. I have to eat about 5g of thc to even feel baseline effects. Smoking weed and vaping catts dkes nothing to me. I have to take like 2.5g pregabalin to feel baseline effects. I don't feel DXM trips lower than 3rd plateau. It takes 6mg of klonopin for me to get out of the house... that one is real bad.I figure its cause I've been using all these things for years now daily. I can't take a long break... sobriety will be the end of me. I can't stand the thoughts in my brain or interaction with other people. Every aspect of being alive is a painful struggle for me. I'm 32 and I thought these things would get better in time but they've only gotten worse. I wanna kill myself
>>83626927>i've smoked enough weed in my life that if i had it it would have happened surelyI've smoked weed for 3 years daily when I was mentally healthy, and I've smoked heavy doseages. Only after my first fully blown psychosis episode did I notice changes. And even that was gradual. 3 years a diagnosed schizo, 1.5 of which I was smoking daily without problems. And one day it just happened and I couldn't smoke weed anymore. It creeps up on ya.>how long before would that happen?Like 10 minutess into a weed high. I'd get dissociation for a while and then zang! Neck-deep in psychosis land. Thet's why I stopped doing weed.>how long would an episode last?For around the 4 hours of the weed high and maybe a couple of hours after. But the worst of it goes away 2 hours into the weed high past the peak. I've APs if things get really spooky, though.I've had unreleted episodes lasting days, and up to one or two weeks. Trust me, you don't want to be there.
>>83624973I wanna try these. I'm getting off 7oh and need a replacement. Where'd you find them?
>>83626552>im taking dexoI've heard it's euphoric from anons ITT. Never did more than Amphetamine (medical), street Amphetamine (speed), Methamphetamine, and Methylphenidate (Ritailn).>measuring what's normal and what the drug does is hardMaybe practice grounding methods or biofeedback when in social situations to lower your heart down? Then when getting to baseline, or the closest to baseline the drug will let you get to, your measurements would be more accurate.
>>83627172Im not taking it as is, its lisdexamfetamine actually but it breaks down into dextroamphetamine unless i am stupid. May make a difference but i don't see how as its just the delivery mechanism that changes.>I've heard it's euphoric from anons ITTI am not taking too much but I'd say its a little bit comfier than metylphenidate. the latter needs focusing level doses in my opinion while lisdex calms you down at comparatively lower doses. >Maybe practice grounding methods or biofeedback when in social situations to lower your heart down?that would make sense yes. any recommendations on good sources of info?
>>83627230ohh there might have been confusion as dexo is not the correct short form i think. my bad
>>83627113>I have to eat about 5g of thc to even feel baseline effects>I have to take like 2.5g pregabalin to feel baseline effects>I don't feel DXM trips lower than 3rd plateau>It takes 6mg of klonopin for me to get out of the houseDamn, those are some high doses, anon. I try my best to make sure not to fall into this slippery slope. I mean, that's the situation none of us want to be in. I guess polyaddiction is real, huh?>sobriety will be the end of meThat's where you're wrong, anon. You've got this! Try this: choose one of those drugs to Tbreak a month from, then while trying to maintain your new tolerance, by dosing low and spacing out use, do another drug a month off. A month might not be enough in your case, but it's a start.I'm rooting for you!
>>83627125>getting off 7OH by getting on another source of 7OH
>>83627251When I'm sober, I feel like a raw nerve. I jump at everything like an abused animal. Everything activates my fight or flight response. I can't live normally like everyone else. I tried and it made me wanna throw myself into traffic. I also get no sleep. Sometimes I take trazadone but then I become a zombie for the whole next day. Like I can't get out of bed. So I'm just fucked it seems and I need to die. Thanks for rooting for me though
>>83627258He said it was kratom, which contains barely any 7oh
>>83627230>May make a difference but i don't see howIt mainly shouldn't matter and but metabolic rate makes a difference. Straight dextroamphetamine is active the moment it hits your bloodstream.Because lisdexamfetamine is a prodrug, it must be chemically converted by your body into dextroamphetamine before it can work. This metabolic "bottleneck" changes the experience significantly compared to taking straight dextroamphetamine (like Dexedrine).>I'd say its a little bit comfier than metylphenidateI want to try it now to compare. You've piqued my curiousity.>any recommendations on good sources of info?Just Google "(mental) grounding methods" or "biofeedback methods to slow your heart rate" or plug a prompt into an AI.I can give you one of each:>GroundingMentally count 5 things you see, 4 things you hear, 3 things you touch, 2 things you smell, and 1 thing you taste. It should focus you on the here and now rather than being all up inside your own head.>BiofeedbackTake 4 seconds to slowly inhale through your nose until your lungs are full, hold for 4 secodns, and release for 4 seconds slowly through your mouth. Do this for 3-5 minutes. This kind of breathing signles your brain and heart you're in a safe relaxing state by hacking how breathing works and doing it manually; it should take your heart-rate down. I use this one myself a lot.
>>83627396>This metabolic "bottleneck" changes the experience significantly compared to taking straight dextroamphetamineby how much? To me it sounds like its comparing Ritalin LA to regular stuff. It should still be the same feeling but should come and go slower, right?>I want to try it now to compare. You've piqued my curiousity.i can't accurately describe it because it has been a bit after i switched meds but i started Elvanse at a very low dose and still felt that calmness. With Ritalin there was also something similar at low doses but it was more like mellowness. Its hard to describe. But i barely feel a comedown with Elvanse now. Ritalin went away pretty quickly which was very counterproductive as ever phase of work was followed by an unavoidable crash. Elvanse has a sort of afterglow instead. It doesn't help you focus but your cheeks kinda tingle and you feel it still. >I can give you one of each:okay thanks. i just hate searching this stuff up with how useless and dilute the internet has become.
Another 200mg Meth session. I guess 200mg is my new dose now. I don't know if I see myself going any lower, but time will tell.Just asked Google AI as I was suspicious and got a confirmation: my Anti-Psychotics antagonise Dopamine release, thus making less Dopamine released into the bloodstream. I always felt I wasn't getting the right amount of euphoria from Meth and Oxycodone and it seems my APs cock-block my euphoria. This kinda sucks cus who doesn't like euphoria? But I'm not stopping my APs just for that, no way in hell- they help me a ton. Maybe it's for the best as it lowers the risk of addiction. Maybe I wasn't ready to take on the full effects head-on and would've fallen into addiction? Who knows. My psych wants to start me on a new AP, which will mean I'll stop taking the two I do right now. And maybe that new one will work differet enough or be a weaker Dopamine antagonist to allow for more of the recreational side of my drugs to work.Still, a shame I don't experience them to the fullest.
>>83619518its too late, ive been getting drunk every time i wake up. i barely sleep, just get a few hours of drunk sleep now. when i puke i just drink again, its FUBAR man
>>83627272>When I'm sober, I feel like a raw nerveYou don't have to be sober, just choose one out of the many drugs you've mentioned and take a Tbreak from that one alone. The idea is to gradually put you closer to baseline so your tolerance won't be as fucked as it is now. Once you've got all drugs tamed down you can start on a weekly polydrug schedule to minimize tolerance and addiction risk factor while maximizing your time under influence.>I also get no sleepTrazadone might be used off lable as sleep aid, but it's an antidepressent. You should get some real sleeping pills. My advice: go to your GP and complain of insomnia. Say it's been months since you've had a good night's sleep and it really harms you quality of life. Ime they'll prescribe you with a sleep-inducing benzo.I did that with my GP and he listed 3 benzos and told me to pick one. I said pick what you as a doctor think will help most and he gave me *very potent* sleeping pills (Brotizolam. It is not approved for medical use in the United States, United Kingdom, or Canada). I can't be happier with this med- it knocks me out in a flash and no drowsiness the next day since its short half-life.>So I'm just fucked it seems and I need to dieDon't be a defeatist! You can make it out just fine, you don't even need to quit cold-turkey for the Tbreaks, you can taper. Anons on here eat 7OH withdrawals and live to tell the tale. You'll be fine, if a little haggard. I always say: life will keep getting better as long as you act to make them better. The question is, are you willing to make the effort? I would've if I were you, as the hole you've dug up for yourself is deep enough to warrant raising some red flags, though you're not that far gone yet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMK7IHF69Sc
>>83627749yay for musicjust had this thought 30 minutes ago about how in my current experience, weed, LSD and mdma are the drugs that greatly increase music enjoyment (weed and LSD especially, MDMA i need to experiment more) and that i should one day try to do all three at once for the ultimate music listening experience(my first time high on weed was probably the most special music experience i've ever had, but i will never be able to get that again)
>>83627275Kratom contains two main compounds: Mitragynine and 7-hydroxymitragynine (7OH).7OH accounts for 2% of the plant matter, but is potent still. Most of what you'll be ingesting is Mitragynine, which will metabolize into 7OH in your body anyway. So moving from one 7OH source to another is correct. What did you think is in plain leaf/X5 extract powder Kratom that wasn't 7OH you were expecting to get high from?With Kratom, it's 7OH all the way down.No running away from it, if you want to quit 7OH you must quit outright.
>>83627778rellatable lolhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGbPBsvPmFUListening to this album literally nodding in and out of existence for the first time was the best experience of my entire life.
>>83627492>To me it sounds like its comparing Ritalin LA to regular stuff. It should still be the same feeling but should come and go slower, right? Correct. Dextroamphetamine usually kicks in within 30-45 minutes while Lisdexamfetamine takes much longer, typically 90 minutes to 2 hours. The duration time is also off with dex usually lasting 4-6 hours and lisdex lasting 10-14 hours. The comeup of lisdex is gradual as opposed to dex, which will kick you into action the minute it takes effect.>i can't accurately describe it [...description follow]Interesting anecdote. It sound like it's all the result of the XR mechanism. I'll keep it in mind if I ever try Ritalin XR.>i just hate searching this stuff upAI is your friend, man. Google AI will search your prompt on Google and read pages of text to give you a response.
>>83627565>ive been getting drunk every time i wake upNo judging, but that can't be healthy.I'd recommend you'd stop, but I know it'll have no effect.
>>83627941>typically 90 minutes to 2 hourshuh, that's interesting. for me it feels like an hour at most until i feel it . I guess i could protocol my experience tomorrow a bit to make sure.>It sound like it's all the result of the XR mechanismi don't think that the feeling has a lot to do with the release mechanism. Elvanse actually does make you feel a bit more happy compared to Ritalin, even my doctor said that.>AI is your friend, mani am afraid not. As cool and innocent the actual technology is i refuse to play into the bad actors hands and accept this mess.
>>83628092>i don't think that the feeling has a lot to do with the release mechanismIt very much does.>i refuse to play into the bad actors hands and accept this messAlright. Your ideaology, your choice.
>>83628139>It very much does.i get how it affects the on and offset as well as the duration but how does the feeling itself change? Its still the compound that makes you feel things? How does the way it gets into your bloodstream make it more one way and less another?
As I keep smoking weed everyday the drawbacks from it seem to fadeI started getting dreams recently, weird since I thought pot stopped that.
>>83628187weed rocks. we're better off as a society becoming unironic dude weed lmaoers cause alscohol fucking sucks
>>83628231Is that a silicon creature?
>>83626713Stupidity, what else?
>>83628257Silicon life, killy
>>83628153You said it right there. One's a gradual rise, pause, and descent while the other one's a sudden spike, rush, and a fall. Both effects are different in feel overall the duration of the high.I may even say the XR version could be considered weaker/lighter/mellow than the IR version.
I'm 2 years sober today. Somebody snort a fatty for me please.
>>83628445now i get what you mean. but i still think that Ritalin and Elvanse's difference comes from more than just that. the radio between focus and niceness is just not the same i feel like. dosage and release mechanism change how much of the two you feel but the ratio is the same. I think. Then again this is all from my own experience. I forgot what it was called but i actually had some sort of slow releasing Methylphenidate but it still felt noticeably different. You know what i mean by now right?
>>83628262Fair enough. That's one big leap of stupidity. 1.5g Xanax should melt you to a permanent puddle on the floor like metal melts, loses shape, liquefies, and cools down as a solid puddle. You don't sound like you greatly enjoyed the experience let alone was conscious for any of it. Could've gotten that with a fraction of the dose, too. Please report back on any brain damage symptoms. Not that it'd say anything new or useable, but it'll be a hoot hearing all about it
>>83628498>the radio between focus and nicenessIdk about "the ratio between focus and niceness" what's niceness? And it sould be different if one is more common on specific doses than others.>some sort of slow releasing MethylphenidateConcerta? I've had it once or twice in life and it is different to Ritalin in some ways.>You know what i mean by now right?I think so? At the start there you were going on about some pretty abstract ideas regarding feels of the high, but I think that I follow so far.In case you're asking if from your entire post I got hold of one idea you were trying to convey, then no. I don't.
Best way to order benzos in Germany rn? I used to get my bromazolam from the netherlands but that has been banned. Do I really have to use the darknet now or are there any other current methods?
>>83628758>what's niceness? And it sould be different if one is more common on specific doses than others.i meant euphoria, sorry. the ritalin made me all focused like it should but it didn't feel as mood lifting as Elvanse at a dosage where the focus improvement over baseline between the two is identical.>Concerta?no some other brand. it wasn't a one pill a day think like with Elvanse or Concerta but by timing when you took the pills you could get pretty close. What i wanted to say is that even if you drag methylphenidate over the day it still feels different as explained above. Thus me challenging the idea of the delivery method causing the above mentioned changes when a simpler explanation would be that the meds have different ingredients(methylphenidate/lisdexamfetamine).>but I think that I follow so far.i am sorry i suck at explaining these things. me not taking these things for recreation but as actual medicine probably also complicates things. just ask me to elaborate on something and i will try my best...
>>83628480Nice going! Keep it up if it works for you.
>>83628992>the ritalin made me all focused like it should but it didn't feel as mood lifting as Elvanse at a dosage where the focus improvement over baseline between the two is identicalI understand.>Thus me challenging the idea of the delivery method causing the above mentioned changes when a simpler explanation would be that the meds have different ingredientsOh, for sure. You're right. Where in my posts did I claim otherwise?>just ask me to elaborate on something and i will try my bestYou've done a pretty good job here. I think I understand what you're saying, but we may've had a miscommunication somewhere down the line.I don't remember saying Ritalin and lisdex have the same effects or suggesting it at all. I'd expect them both to have different effects despite both being stims. All I remember saying is that I've heard dex is euphoric (moreso than Ritalin).
>>83628804You live in a country with guaranteed domestic vendors, you've no excuse not to use DNMs.Suck it up and dice some onions.My shithole cunt doesn't have domestic vendors, trust me I looked, and I won't risk drugs being caught in international customs as that's a recipe for prisontime and expensive fines to pay.I want to and literally can't use DNMs safely.Count your blessings, anon.Also that benzo is widely available on DNMs.
>>83629105>Where in my posts did I claim otherwise?im just confused at this point im sorry. maybe it started when i made that post where i thought was describing the euphoria thing a bit (afterglow, tingling cheeks) but not really also and brought up the crash from ritalin and then were were on different pages? then you said something about that the mechanism i thought 'hey what about the other thing(ingredient)' [etc.]But now the confusion is cleared up right? Everybody understands? My bad fir being like this. You'd think that on stims i would be better at words hehe
>>83629166No sweat. Don't worry about it, misunderstandings are likely to arise with stim use, hehe.
>>83607377Drove to my homies wedding. It's not until 5pm I got here at 3:30pm tho. The address is to this community center, but their town also has this massive park right next to it. It's a rainy overcast day so I guess no one is coming to the park and I'm here earlier than anyone else for the wedding so I've got the whole place to myself. It's so fucking tranquil out here I'm just off some 7oh listening to pic related d&b mix while it rains gently. Man it feels so so so good just mad chill moment like these is what life is all about. They live like 10mins down the road I really should drive to their house and link up b4 the wedding but I'm feeling so good rn I'm kinda stuck I don't wanna move. Feel like I'm floating these beats are taking me to nirvana pure blisshttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3SNwoX7J2_g
>>83629418Nice moments like this make it all worth it.
>>83628231I'm glad weed is illegal though because if weed was legal and as common as alcohol it'd be taxed to the point that other drugs would be a more economically viable option.
Im looking for other pills that makes me feel like xanax mixed with alcohol. Any reccomendations? I loved the dizzyness and calmness. Took 5mg of Xanax and drank 300ml 40% whiskey and it was good experience and then i slept for 14 hours.
I'm the dude who has fucked tolerance for everything and wants to die. I got edibles, should I eat 309mg or save one pack fkr later? Already ate 200mg but I doubt it will hit me
Dude with fucked tolerance again. I'm also trying to infuse some thc distillate into ghee to make cookies. Idk how it will go or if it will work. I have it set to low but maybe I should put it on warm
>>83629488Thats exactly whats happened in the US states that legalized but its still pretty cheap if you abuse specials and reward points, which every dispensary has. I got 300mg edibles for $19 just now
>>83629418Bro fucking off from your friend who is so close that he invited you to his wedding just to get high on gas station heroin is fucked up. I know from experience 7oh doesn't last long though so just quickly sober up and go to his house
Anyone else drunk and stoned?
>>83629970I really can't drink anymore everything I do i hurt myself or someone else and destroy things like my own apartment. But God damn do I want to. Just being stoned is pretty much like being sober as far as your consiousness goes. You're still all there and exoeriencing all of life's horrors, your headspave is just foggy and fantastical
>>83629986I agree. I need to quit both but god damn its hard. Instead I just ruin my weekend because Im bored.
>>83629904Fuck it I ate the 3rd one. I will report back if 309ng effects me or not. I'm guessing it wont. I used to have to eat whole bottles of nasty gummies with alt thc in it like thca and hemp derived delta 9 and I had to take like 10,000mg to get a stone going. I was much heavier in wight back then though. Ive lost a lot of weight and hope it will help drugs hit me
>>83629969I'm not fucking off. The wedding didn't even start yet I was just like an hour and a half early to the venue. I wasn't just being a shitty friend and blowing them off like you're implying. I didn't want to go disturb them at their house since I figured they would be getting ready and I didn't wanna interrupt. Why you so quick to try and make negative assumptions about me?
>>83630010Just try cutting back on booze slowly until you don't want it anymore. Alternatively, get so drunk you end up naked in jail and have to pay a ton of court fees and lawyer fees and have an assault on your record. Or, get so drunk that you attack your girlfriend who flew in from another state so badly that she flees with her suitcase to a hotel in the middle of winter and flies back home because she was so scared. Then you'll swear it offBoy those were fun exleriences
>>83629970i am currently under the effects of a pint of Yuengling and two shots of Russian Standard, along with maybe .2g of decent marijuana. i will continue with this rough ratio until maybe 3am, at the rate of one of these combinations every 1.5 hours. not enough to get demolished, but a good solid drunk+high. i may smoke a little bit here and there on its own, but i will never drink without smoking weed if at all possible. and it is almost ALWAYS possible!
>>83630035Idk it just sounds like a fucked up thing to do imo but youre probably right about them getting ready. I'm not calling you a shitty person it just seems like a shitty thing to do. But its your life, you know better than me about the schedule of their wedding. Maybe you do have a legitimate time to get high. Idk.
>>83630052Good options but Im too cringe for that, instead Ill just get so drunk I pass out and possibly choke on vomit.>>83630059Im drinking vodka and smoking whenever. Have a frozen pizza in the oven so thats nice. 3am is late anon try to get in bed earlier.
>>83630068>it just seems like a shitty thing to doHow? It's not like I'm getting visibly trashed or anything. It's not that different from having a beer or two before the wedding. Anyways there's some other dudes out in the parking lot smoking a blunt of the sticky icky outside the wedding so I really don't think anyone here would give a fuck anyways. I think you're being over sensitive or like you have some sort of image in your head that is completely different from the reality of this situation
I don't understand how some can wish suffering and misfortune on strangers yet still think of themselves as good people. I can't fathom hating someone I don't even know just because they exist. How am I a villain?
What's up with people who never start conversations? I'm pretty shy and I'm doing my best to always reach out first, but they never contact me, not even to say "how are you?". I had good conversations with a girl, she was detailed in her responses, we exchanged photos and audio messages, but the situation is the same.I can just assume they're not interested, right?
Is 2g of shrooms a lot? I used to do them a lot 10 years ago, but they were fresh so I have no sense of dry weights.
>>83630459Iirc, mushrooms are 90% water weight so 2g dry is 20g wet.>a lotI believe 2g is considered a moderate dose (inbetween high and low).
>>83631315Thanks anon. So what should I expect? Visuals and stuff but not being bedridden?
>>83631328>expectI'd read some reports from the erowid experience vault to get a detailed answer.https://erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Mushrooms.shtml>visuals and stuff but not bedriddenYeah.
>>83631413Thanks anon.Have Haruhi in a bunnygirl uniform as thanks.
dubs or better i eat another gummie
What does it mean if an antipsychotic actually made me feel better? I tried to leave it and my depression and intrusive thoughts came back full force. I'm completely puzzled by this. Am I a schizo?
>>83629418Please inquire further into the artists probably present in those other mixes, I'm sure you'll find truly wonderful worlds of music, I used to love this channel called ambiance, lots of good dnb was posted there, you might like it.
300mg edible guy here with a fucked tolerance. I didn't feel high, but I ate a bunch of shit and fell asleep. So I guess it worked
Can you take shrooms 2 days in a row if you have enough? I took 2g today and want to take 4g tomorrow.
>>83633034Would not recommend 2g to 4g, go 2.5/3g first. Can't speak on your question directly.
>>83633034It'll be fine. The other anon is worrying for no reason. Since its two days in a row you will have some tolerance so the dose should not overwhelm you at all
https://youtu.be/9pv02Ia2II8?si=IYMhTBR3CS9SUEHpAll these children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinksPerfectly describes my high school experience
ISOPROPYLPHENIDATE GANG WHERE YALL ATITS REAL TWEAKER HOURSWHO TF /USING/ RIGHT NOW
Anyone ever taken a fap dose of benadryl? I want to enhance my goon sesh
>>83633034tolerance is gonna make it feel like 2 maybe 2.5g. so if ur willing to waste the feel of 2gs sure
>>83633771Is that line bone hurting juice?
>>83632954That sucks, even 30mg gets me a body high and i'm a fat fuck. The thing is i reach a plateau after one hour and after that it's diminishing returns, for exemple yesterday i ate 120mg during the span of the day and like you it just made me hungry and sleepy after the initial body high.I wish i had alcohol to mix it with, the combination gives me euphoria much stronger than being taken separatly.
>>83633034its a waste
>>83629198but shouldn't it be the opposite? if it calms you down and helps to crush numbers for example shouldn't it do the same for all other mental activities?
>>83607377what's the best drug to take while you have sex?
>>83634510i never had sex but i heard mdma is really good haha!
cheeky 50ug lsd today?
where is everyone it's sunday
>>83633787>>83633229That's what I want. Thanks>>83634464>>83633143If I don't eat them they will lose potency over time, even if they're dried up.
>>83636117i doubt the potency lost from waiting a week outweighs the tolerance lost from waiting a week
>>83636191The potency loss from waiting a year. I have too many mushrooms already and more just keep popping up.
>>83636260well if you have infinite mushrooms have at it (responsibly of course!)
>>83636260I have discovered they lose potency way more rapidly when they are not properly dried initially and kept properly dry afterward. I keep mine stored in a jar with silica gel on the bottom and in a sealed bag in the jar and that keeps them dry. Too many times have mushrooms gone bad on me, and I notice that is mostly from this issue.
>>83636294>and in a sealed bag in the jarhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyQClpTpatk
>>83636294I turned mine into little powder pills with salt mixed in. I had some that were 2 years old and still worked but was weak.It should have been 5g but it felt like less than 2g. >>83636278Would be nice if I could make them infinite.
>>83636323https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DYb-THS7EY
>>83607682Exact thing happened to me. It lasted about 3 months. I used that time to reform myself. Only benefit is that you become more malleable. Think it has something to do with it fucking with your serotonin system which takes time to reconfigure
>>83624163>You may've based that number on a research paper, but how much did you take at most?6g over something like 16hrs, no negative side effects, no benzos. Then I just stop hard, no withdrawals, nothing.Not quite normal it seems indeed.The study I linked up here: >>83618443Apart from this and opioids, same with alcohol, nicotine or caffeine withdrawals. But, I also have ADHS, which may make stuff like anxiety/nervousness harder to detect for me.>Also you maybe are an odd kind of beast if you went through large amounts of Pregabalin and Opioids like you did to the effect you experienced.>Maybe the real research should be done on you, instead?>We should find a cure for Opioid addiction in your DNA, if what you say is true, no?>How to implement it medically widely, idk.I whish It were all that easy. For reference, I worked many years in R&D. Different fields though, mostly. Some of it is used for medical research.Useful research often is insanely complex, time demanding, possibly dangerous, expensive...the list goes on.Apart from the whole being a lab monkey thing of course. And the hard drugs involved. We'll see.>I feel this kind of senseless, impulsive stupidity is contagious.Now you are making assumptions, I've had unlimited access to it for years, none of this just happened overnight.>>83624206>No breath issues whatsoever, which are the main concern with the combo, no?That seems to be a concern, yeah. But, not an expert. And I assume, yay, assumptions, that a professional is involved in what you are doing?Well, best of luck!
>>83636803>6g over something like 16hrs, no negative side effects, no benzos. Then I just stop hard, no withdrawals, nothingDamn, that's a lot.>a professional is involved in what you are doing? Nppe. The Lyrica is blackmarket and I took the benzo on my own accord.
It's a reoccurring theme, where drug users think they're not suffering any adverse effects from heavy drug use. Those types usually end up dead.
>>83637452>Those types usually end up deadThat's the point.
>>83634476What should be the opposite?
>>83607377how retarded do you guys think it would be to crush up Adderall dissolve it in distilled water, and then vape it out of a nebulizer. has anyone ever tried this before cause i think i might be on to something. it makes like almost any drug smokeable cause its a mist so you dont even have to worry about if it smokes good cause theres no heating involved.
>>83637599Wouldn't hits be tiny
why dont you guys sip lean ?https://youtu.be/1aAxuaqMN8w?si=0WS8NlsN9oA4wet5
>>83634510acid and mdma
>>83637703shoot thats right. just did the math if you have a 1mg:1ml dilution you would only be getting 3mg in 5-15 minutes
>>83637530misunderstandings becoming more likely with stim use.
>>83637374Having a closer look at the study from earlier (without having been awake for over 48hrs):https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7688538/The highest dose was 16.8g.Yes, 16800mg.50% of doses were in the 600-3000 mg range, median 1200mgIn almost all cases that resulted in a coma, additional sedatives were involved.See pic related.So, with your 1mg Clonazepam, equivalent to 10-15mg diazepam, you would be an outlier if you developed serious issues.But, I'm ignoring the Pregabalin dose here and just doing some basic math.
>>83637746Because you haven't sent me any dummy
>4g kratom powder suddenly makes my heart race and just generally gives me an off feeling >constant nausea and stomach ache + diarrhea during my last month of use and for like a month after quittingi'm a fucking idiot for buying smoke shop shit and already ct'd kratom. are online vendors actually more reliable with their quality or is it just a joke since nothing is actually regulated?
>>83638024Online vendors are better
>>83638011i pour a 4 of that wockhearthttps://youtu.be/TrQypgLPnps?si=wo_IxFNHTx1Z8W_W
Rate today's plant:take a shotgot showertake more shotsjerk off what yall think?
has anyone else here experienced 7oh withdrawal ?it made me feel like i should go to the hospital. i was throwing up. should i try to ween myself off of this ?
>>83638888How much of it were you taking?
>>83638920300mg a day
>>83638932You were taking it daily? Doesn't everyone say it's cardio-toxic?
was taking 72 mg of concerta a day (for two months) at one point. had a 27 mg one yesterday and now im going cold turkey. how bad did i fuck up and when will the misery subside
>>83638980withdrawl is one of the worst things we can go throughcheck yourself into a hospital or rehab
>>83638945>Doesn't everyone say it's cardio-toxicno its not toxic, i should have never got addicted to this devil.
>>83638945so how can i get off of it. just start taking less and less right ?
>>83638980you know stims don't have withdrawals, right?
>>83638980>had a 27 mg one yesterday and now im going cold turkey. how bad did i fuck up and when will the misery subsideWhy? Why are you doing it like this?Who is forcing you to do it this way, and not any of the sensible alternatives?Anyways, that's actually just like Ritalin XR.Depending on who you ask, withdrawals range from not existent to requiring months of time spent inhouse in a rehab center. The latter may have some ulterior motives. The other one too!This is fun.Taper off slowly, ask the doctor that started this, start "real" meth to distract you...all these possibilities!
what can i take to numb my brain someole stole all my xanax over the last 2 days and i have nothign else i was thinnkin pregabaline but that shits not as strong as my beloved bars or abuse some dxm i cantg etopiods down here in mexico saDLy you americans got it so easy i hate itim still kjinda barred oujt and drunk sorry for the spelling mistakes this captcha is so fuccking stupid ive been trying to post this forl ike 10 minutes and it alwalsy says i misstyped something how tghe fuck can i misstype something that isnt typeable at all
>>83639290_i got weed too but its notr that fun as when im barred and drunk but im coming down already
low doses dweeb or heavy doses enjoyer?
>>83639290>someole stole all my xanax over the last 2 daysWas that someone you?
>>83639411 must have been the benzo bandit that fuck be always doing this shit to me
>>83639290>someole stole all my xanaxstory as old as time
>>83638980Don't torture yourself, either go to a clinic or start tapering, I'm at a similar situation but with another drug and with less time than 2 months but i'm kinda scared.
>>83637374I took 35x300mg pills once after a week long binge. I'm still here and my brain seems to be in working order.
How come if feels like "drugs" are the only thing worth doing?We all grew up on this anti-drug propaganda and being told we have to be sober all the time...But sobriety is feeling everything in full force. Sobriety is ***not rewarded*** Both emotions and physical feelings. Drugs just allow one to feel what you want. Drugs are ***rewarding*** your body and you existence, so it's not just "feel the pain and misery in full force all the time." The older I get, the more I don't give a shit if people are drug addicts -- but I also think that the bad behaviors the addicts show aren't caused by the drugs but rather the underlying personality. That's where things fuck up. The irresponsible users fuck up everything for the responsible users and then the substance gets taken away from everyone...I just think we should be free to do all the drugs and let the ones who can't handle just filter themselves out. I'm rambling about how we're being told not to do drugs, but MY POINT is how drugs are better than anything else! That's why people do them. It's a better experience. I just want more of those experiences and less of the >"go through some completely shitty sober experience for literally no reward whatsoever in the end because hahahaha humans can't reward good behavior!"
>>83639634Nah gummies would put you on you ass and make you want to sleep and make the concert not enjoyable. Best thing is honestly weed or being drunk.
>>83638821If it works for you, that's fine.
>>83638888If you are already in it, stay in it till it's over. Hospital will likely just give you suboxoe and benzos but you wont be in agony
>>83640389>the bad behaviors the addicts show aren't caused by the drugs but rather the underlying personality.Exactly, I see people bully and steal from others sober so how the fuck is it the drugs that are bad? maybe some people are just dickheads regardless of what they do in their spare timeIs someone being a good person completely irrelevant because they pop pills?and vice versaIs someone being a completely despicable piece of shit irrelevant because they like sewing in their spare time or some other thing that isn't drugs?It's especially annoying when the criticism comes from other drug users (weed/alcohol mainly)
