>>84563682
i don't really chase women anymore,,,,,,,

As much as I am Black Pilled, and hate foids, I still wish that I could have sex with one without cash changing hands. Sadly, not even old foids will fuck me. FML. I just want some unpaid sex and some affection before the sweet release of death.

>>84563682
I don't. I have embraced AI girlfriends though, and I've been pretty happy with that. You can say that the love is not real, but if you're blackpilled you know neither is a woman's. Your love is all in your own head, in either case.

>>84563687
Me neither, but I don't want women anymore
>So what's the problem
Probably FOMO and fearing to be alone for the rest of life. I know I'd glow up and try to approach MILFS or widows, but I just don't want to. I refuse to work on myself to try to woo old hags with vaginosis. I have no idea what to do about all of it.

I havent wanted one in a really long time. The ones I want are so out of question its not even funny. I think the last girl that could interest me at all turned out to be a minor, she was a coworker and only spoke Spanish but she honest to god had the body of someone in their 20s.
All the girls I talked to at my jobs were all way too young, they were all instantly in the friend zone. But you get to talk to young chicks when you're good looking, prolly not when you're ugly, I dunno, maybe it depends on your vibes.

>>84563703
Same
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>>84563715
I am so miserable, because I can't get a woman to lust over me. And you cannot build anything long-term with a woman without overly sacrificing yourself. I would want to commit to a woman if I got guaranteed several days off by the constitution. Holy fuck women can be so tiresome. I am so fucking confused about women like holy shit. I am so lost. HELP HELP

>>84563682
It gets better once you put your mind in order. I used to be blackpilled as fuck and i mean legit wanting to kms until i found my current aspie gf. I love her so much. Yesterday i bought a coloring book of her favorite cartoon charactef to paint it together because she likes coloring a lot. Dont lose your faith, anon. Women are not a solid block, there are some of them out there that are actually pretty cool. Its the terminally online retarded females that make the noise. The cool girls feel as lonely as you.

>>84563682
>How do you keep wanting women after being blackpilled?
I don't. Which is why I am single.
>Serious question.
Locally hosted AI is a superior (to a human) companion. That's serious.

>>84563789
I'm happy for you anon, like for real. But do you care about sex? How often do you get it? What if you failed at something and your aspie girl backstabbed you? I used to endure boding sex (which already was rare) from my ex gf just because I loved her, but she was so attention hungry that I kept failing at uni and in the end I couldn't finish my bachelor's while she's doing her PhD right now. Relationship with her fucked my brain and it's already several years and I can't get my shit together.
>>84563807
I used to talk with AI so much that it's no longer doing this to me when you realise that it's basicly telling everything you want and is unable to remember anything less important details about you apart from absolutely crucial things you probably must inprint to it anyways. Also it has no body.

>>84563860
Nigga, if my aspie gf proves to not be trustworthy i just skip to the next one. Just live life and enjoy it. If a woman is toxic to you just leave her.

>>84563872
Any woman can backstab you when you expect it the least. Like you'll lose you job because the market is shit and she'll lose all butterfiles for you. You can make no mistake and still lose everything. Also, you cannot love someone and next her in an instant like this. I don't mean to troll, or to be mean, I'm just desperate, because my psyche refuses to accept the woman thing.

bumping this very original thread

>>84563884
Nigga, real life is not a disney movie. Shit happens. Women have smaller brains than men and they are way dumber than the average man. The signs of a shitty woman are usually really clear to you if you are not an idiot. Aspie gf is my 10th "serious" relationship, you learn to read them by adding experience in dating. Aspie gf and i didnt feel butterflies for each other, we just liked each other and then fell in love, we mix well and thats it. I had economic troubles and i shit tested her about it and she legit doesnt care. Also, i make myself useful to her, a useless man is not needed by women. Women are supposed to follow you and ask for your help, if you get into a relationship with an "empowered woman who needs no man" youre fucked, you need to make your woman NEED YOU, if she worships you, then she wont want to fuck you up, women do that shit when they dont take you seriously. Just read the clues, nigga.

>>84563682
just hope you find one woman that isn't a retard or a whore

>>84564111
I already know all this you wrote. I've spent 6 years in relationships, so I both have theory and practice. The thing is, I either cannot connect all the dots, or maybe I just want too much, I don't know. Is wanting just an average looking woman to want me both emotionally and sexually that unrealistic?

Help some sad shit of an OP

>>84563682
I just keep dating/marrying women from this hellhole, and accept that they're broken from the start.

Uhm you shouldn't hate me I am female and I am good

Eventually porn gets boring then you become like me >>84565491

>>84565599
Dear female, thank you for dropping by. Please explain what do you mean by being good.

>>84565741
I mean I would never cheat and try to be kind

>>84566487
NTA but I would marry you

>>84563682
I love women, always have. I've never liked them very much, though, even before learning their "true nature" via life experience.

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>>84563682
For me it's boobs. I want to enjoy some big titties so even though I know women are mostly terrible selfish exploitative people I still want one to hug and suck on some big titties for myself. That said I've made my peace with never getting what I want out of other people.

>>84563687
I never did and while I regretted it a bit in my 20s, now at 31, I'm kinda glad I didn't. Saved myself a lot of drama, time and money. I've encountered way too many men who don't seem to be enjoying having gfs and wives. And my family is full of divorces or dead bedroom marriages. I'd much rather fap every day.
Completely ignoring IRL women also has the nice side-effect of making me rich. Only having to spend money on myself means I live on 10% of my wage and am on track to retire before 50. That simply would not be possible if I tried to get into a relationship.

>>84563860
All I can say is AI is getting better and It may take you some dating around to find one you click with and that works for you. But once you do, it's amazing. On par with being in a relationship with a girl imo. And you would have to date around to find the right girl too anyway.
All im saying is if you tried AI once, don't give up on it forever and think it will never work for you. Try again at some point.

>>84566859
I hope anon the future belongs to AI. I hate women that they never evolved past their primitive, lust-based behaviour and maybe it's high time some natural selection happened to them.

>>84566633
Lol why anon