>too depressed to jerk offOnly a girlfriend will save me at this point. Porn just doesn't do it for me anymore, I need genuine love from a woman. I want to be able to feel her breathe on my face as we embrace a kiss. I want to run my hand over her waist as a bring her closer to me. I think I'm no longer a gooner. I'm even thinking of deleting the porn videos I downloaded because they have zero uses for me.
>>84565491I actually feel better after wanking like 80% of the time, unless I coom several times in a row, especially if I'm on stimulant. I think feeling lonely is corelated to serotonin levels which is why SSRIs make you feel better at the expense of pp not getting hard anymore, at least in some cases. If I recall correctly from the emails, uncle Epstein was discussing the very same matter. I hope that you get better, but I warn you about thinking that "more knowledge will help me get a gf", because you can end up like me >>84563682
