how are u feeling today
>>11457108Like a lazy piece of CRUD! I really must go be productive but I'm so tired... oh well.
horny for ass
>>11457116pls flab boaners b4 cuming 2 [s4s]t.Your fortune: Good Luck
>>11457120what you think i been doin
life has no meaning or purpose we are all just wandering around on this godforsaken lump of dirt for no reason, looking for a cure for our loneliness and boredom
>>11457121if u hornypiasting on [ses] then you clearly aint havent flabbed jt enougn. giv me ur address so i can ensure you'are probably drained b4 posting
>>11457126This isn't true by the way.Your fortune: キタ━━━━━━(゚∀゚)━━━━━━ !!!!
>>11457132for you maby
>>11457129pige
:p silly
>>11457112it's okay ive been lazy today too, didnt have work todai so ive just been slacking the whole day, hope you can find some motivation to be productive friend>>11457113kind of same, i will smoke one for u anon>>11457116go bap your penise genius>>11457126make your own goals and your own meanings>>11457129chi chi
>>11457108it's over for goodYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>11457139the goals i wanted to accomplish were destroyed by psychosis and schizophreniafuck Eugen Bleuler
i feel ambivalent. i have no hope for the future but i do not fear ut
you don't carenobody cares everybody is a faker
>>11457676more like doughty hehe
>>11457680NOOOO0O0I0O0O0 I MEANT DOUCHEY NOT DOUGHTY NOW EVERYONE KNOWS IM A PHONEPOSTER ILL HAVE TO KILL MYSELF AMD REINCARNATE TO ERASE THIS DISGRACE NOOOOOOOOOOOOYour fortune: Excellent Luck
>>11457681mane
>>11457676i've never seen you say something that annoyed me
I need to be cuddled
>>11457694I just meditated and sent you a hug on the Astral plain<3
i'm weirding out teens on a 4chan porn server
>>11457692that's good
Very good
pritty good
piedi
>>11457108https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h9DqfvI07Ng&pp=ygUmdGhlIGxpZmUgb2YgdmVybWluIHRoYW5rIHlvdSBzY2llbnRpc3Q%3D*sip*
>>11457763nicehttps://youtu.be/5E8DQi-nJPU?si=RSg6w69lhwnEl-Ff
>>11457108planet earth is about to be recycled
i've been procrastinating a lot lately. saddest part is that i could have easily finished everything i have to do in a week if i'd try>>11457151what were your goals gado
>>11457757sleep>>11458236good>>11458249think
pay attention to me
>>11458319hi
>>11458323please tell me i'm cute and tell me the future is not so grim
>>11458333you're cute anon and your future wont be grim as long as you dont give up and keep pushing on, you will make it and you will get to live a happy life :) also nice trips!
>>11458343Your fortune: Better not tell you now
>>11458312think what?Your fortune: Good Luck
>>11457108well i was kinda horny, but my frens are coming over today so now i can't fap
>>11458359productivity>>11458362go to bathroom
>>11458374i can't think i am dumb>>11458362anal sex with your friendsYour fortune: Bad Luck
>>11457108i'm feeling fat.Your fortune: Better not tell you now
I feel robbed, I made a thread last night and went to sleep but when I woke up it got archived :(>>11457804
i wanna listen to lynyrd skynyrd and ted nugent but Daddy says it's not cute ><
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pyo2f0uMBAyeah, you, faggot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ib4c4G9__Jk
>>11458399 dubsim feeling light>>11458442im sorry people dont cherish OC content here as much as they used to>>11458542sometimes not listening to ur daddy and doing what u love can give a better insight into your current situation>>11458547watashi?>>11458550https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xKdKaAjw-o
>>11458553not you, youre an angel
>>11458542you've just gotta wear the programmer thigh high stockings with the stripes and then it will be cute.
>>11458568we're breaking all the ceilings but everything is still so boring
>>11458561im not>>11458578short attention span?
>>11458582regression to the mean
>>11458586i don't actually know what this means btw
>>11458586>>11458591progression for the betterdistorted integrity and misplaced pride relative to everyday's individual failingshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaDlYDpUQw0
it doesn't count unless you buy the sex socks, a blahaj, a binky, rgb lights, that one miku plushie, ........
>>11458607https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tx4Xxj994Dcindifference
>>11458615but i dont even listen to hikkineet anime depression breakcore.......
i don't care for being a pedobait brat, so why would i ever be cute?
Feeling extra misogynistic today lole
>>11458619if you even tried to open the link you would understand that this song has nothing to do with breakcore or anime or hikkineet....... but you like to be blindfoldedyou do enjoy to make stereotypes based of some basic information of a person you come acrossyou do enjoy putting a person down by trying to make false claims about themyou do enjoy to hurt them and spread misinformation about themif you dont though, i do advise you to check a link before replying.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOpcYPgb7p4
i love whining to you and taking advantage of your big heart
>>11458621based. misogynism is so funnyj/k pls dont be offended pls pls omg sorry sorry l0l i didnt mean it i promise >______<
>>11458620yeah>>11458621yeah im feeling kinda misandrist today>>11458625watashi?>>11458627why would anyone be offended
>>11458627I just hate bitches.Fuck I hate them so much, I wish they could just die
>>11458624shhh, i was only carrying on with my monologue, i (almost) never try to hurt anyone on purpose
>>11458553OC content? None of those characters belonged to me ;o;
>>11458634everyone's a bitch, even life>>11458640oh okay, sorry for being mean, im glad you're a nice person>>11458675i thought u drew the picture? if so that's an OC art either way
>>11458680I did draw it but they’re not my OCs they’re bury pink beary ebil yosho Venice spike dog lion cone keksandra and smolhead
grow up
>>11458808Daddy will love me better if i stay smal <3
>>11458824not real
>>11458832she piedi
I'm finally happy my life is going somewhere :3Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>11458680behold.jpg
>>11458968
i feel like i keep meeting the same people wherever i goyes i'm transyes i have bpdyes i'm puppycodedwe exist!
>>11459100 dubshave you tried to take a different path and outlook
>>11458362my friends are such assholes.. first they outdrink me and then they just leave me without saying a word..i literally just woke up, all alone, unraped, unbothered, as if nothing happened, and they didn't even bother to clean the mess they made>drink more, anon>you're too sober, anonsuuure but now they're gone..i could've had a great fap today, but instead i drank myself to sleep..
>>11457108bad. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. bad. bad. bad. BAD!
>>11459115have they?????
>>11457108awwww yisss I'm having a GREAT day watching the last season of JJBA
>>11459100 (dubs)mfw no bipolar trans puppy gf
NU and GS want to kill me and hate me and want to kill me
>>11459184im sorry anon.... did u atleast have a lip bit of fun with frens?>>11459189im sorry :(>>11459190ur right i didnt consider that, im sorry that's my fault, maybe it's the people you face that should change..>>11459194that's super awesome anon im happy for you, what is jjba?
>>11459211my little buddy died and now i'm all alonefeelsbadman.jpgnice dubs tho! :D
>>11459210i dont hate you, gu has me filtered btw>>11459218please dont wish me for good dubs friend.. im terribky sorry for what happened to you... i wish i could help or something but im just words on your screen, please try to distract yourself, spend time with close friends or something or anything that could atleast in a way take the pain away for a lil... your wound will heal it just takes time... a long time... im rly sorry again i hope you will be able to recover and look back at it and know that your pet lived a good life and is in better place
>>11459211 (dubs)>did u atleast have a lip bit of fun with frens?i don't know.. i remember nothing.. only that we played Tekken but genuinely Nina and Eddy carried me, because i was too drunk to actually play using skill.. i lost playing as Lili (the character i play when i try to be annoying.. that should say enough about how good i am with her)other than that i think i rage quitted at GTA IV TBoGT because i died due to a bug which was too BS for me to even want to continue..and i spent 45 bucks on mediocre pizza that made me step aside my vegan principles just to make sure that cow didn't die for nothing.. even had to do the indigenous prayer and everything (native americans have a prayer everytime they kill an animal, which includes shedding tears.. because even tho they do eat meat, they are philosophically vegan)also JJBA is JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.. anon is watching Stone Ocean rn..
>>11459228>i can never tell when people are being ironic on this board.anyways, thank you. sometimes i wish i didn't live such a cursed and ruined life. but sadly i'll probably always be a dick, and alone for it. oh well who said life was fair? all my life has been is tragedy, and what will there be to show for it. nothing. i feel worthless. >LOL, I'm stupid, look at me. Remember there's always someone out there who has it worse than you. So be happy, Anons! :3
>>11459238>i'll always be a dick, and alone for it>oh well who said life was fair?sorry anon, but that right there is literally the definition of fair.. you admit the reason you're alone is because you're a dick..what's unfair however is that i am a cunt and got friends because of it.. (sure, they're assholes, but they're my assholes)
>>11459252that's the thing, i don't care anymore. i've been through hell, and am lived to tell the tell. i'm just waiting for the day i finally die. if the world doesn't care how much how i've suffered, then why sure i care when you all burn?
>>11459252thanks for calling me a dick too. congrats on being a cunt.
>>11459296you were complaining that life is unfair with the argument itself being an example of life being fair.. i don't care if you don't care, you're just plain wrong about your views on life.. and that sucks because how are you supposed to get the sympathy you so desperately desire (as evidented by your reply) if it's difficult to take you serious?trust me, i empathize a lot with what you said, but i genuinely don't feel bad for people whose misfortune were brought upon themselves by themselves.. if you want to be liked, you shouldn't be a dick.. if you want to be a dick, you shouldn't complain when people don't like you.. that right there, to me at least, sounds extremely fair..if my friends left me for how much of a cunt i am, i wouldn't be bothered about it.. i would just either get my act together or accept reality as it is.. life is not unfair if you look at it from this lense..that doesn't mean injustices don't happen, but the only injustices that actually exist aren't an example of life being unfair, rather examples of society being unfair..don't be mad at life, be mad at society..
>>11459252tits or gtfo
>>11459310okay i'm sorry i said anything to you i'm just trolling. now go kys glowie faggot nigger kike shill.
>>11459310tl;dr
>>11459320tl;dr: people not liking you for being a dick is not unfair>>11459318why are you apologizing to my empathetic response? i wasn't faulting you, i was giving a bit of retrospective..
tldr life is good, I was just born broken and should have my bones broken with metal pipes for it before being thrown into a meat grinder
your a duck
i like to kick ducks
QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK
>>11459329you like to kick ducks (bavi btw, dick)i like to get kicked in the dickwe are not the same
>>11459333well go ahead and kick yourself in the dick and see what i care! it's not like i want to congratulate you on you're trips or anything!noyou.jpg
so what were we talking about again?
>>11459341thanks for checking my trips, tsundere... and coincidentally enough, i was indeed planning on kicking myself in the dick later..if you want, i could share my technique so you know how i do it..
oh yeah SHUT UP AND NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!
>>11459347you'll let me kick you in the dick later? i mean, i dunno maybe if you REALLY want it. but i thought you had a cunt... wait a sec... did you kick yourself in the dick so many times that you now have a cunt? also if yes did you start the trans movement?
>>11459351i said i AM a cunt, not that i have a cunt... but i did one time kick myself in the dick so hard that it went inwards (so i guess you could say it was a cunt temporarily)that said, i did not start the trans movement because i was not born in the 1800s.. i am 24 years old and have a ripe bussyi also don't know how to let you kick me because you don't know my address..
>>11459357stop talking to me already i'm alone and have no friends
>>11459359>stop talking to me>i'm aloneunless you're alone by choice, this is an oxymoron..however, the offer still stands, if you want to kick me in the dick
i did forget to mention one thing though. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HITLER!
>>11459362i'm made to be alone can't you see? i don't have a choice. here one moment, gone the next.
stop shitposting
bidern
>and i'll kick them around like ducksQUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK
at least i didn't make myself look stupid
>>11459362if you need help practicing check out the video 2 guys 1 hammer and get crackin!
>>11459531uhm actually the video is called 3 guys 1 hammer.. and i'm not gonna fap to that, because i don't find teenagers attractive
>>11459371sorry>>11459426im stupid
the sky pressed into the palmand released strain thoughts of individual reality streamsand wasted conclusionsa yellow line mends the seem and is pointed right at mein it you can sense that perfection is forever all around usand not meant to be humanuncertainty is not so easily shaken
perfection is when everything stops becomes stone in line to be brokenand motion forever will allow
>>11460166 (dubs)>>11460167deepness.*sip*
everything has become wholeeach degree of speed can be collapsed and superimposed...
>>11460169https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loicO7K7OOg
>>11460172:)pure cheddar.
BEHOLD!! I have written a script that makes tea fren's posts just a little less annoying to read.
>>11460184i shall take it under advisement. *sip*
>>11460184woah ur geniuse
Idk if there is a word for it. Paradoxical hope? Maybe. I know my dreams are bleak and my life prospects abysmal but I do not feel like giving up (at least not entirely). I used to have only a depressed voice in my head that brought everything down but few years ago after an impactful event in my life I developed a kinder voice in my head, one that argues with the former and vice versa. This has been my mood for past few years now.
Here is a good example of him schizo posting. Now its much less jarring and doesnt disrupt the flow of the board as much.
>>11460197someone told me once "leave a little space between the lines".*sip*
>>11460213No worries! Continue posting however you like.
i've been hanging out on a porn server because the people are nice
TODAY I WOKE UP VERY PSYCHOTIC AND HAVE TO URGES TO DAMAGE OTHERS.and I gotta wash my stupid balenci cargos because loleYour fortune: ( ´_ゝ`)フーン
>>11459304you're dick, ass, balls, taint, foreskin and everything!!!!! <3 .....I love you nonny! *kiss*Your fortune: Bad Luck
Scratch that, the world is love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love and I mustn't destroy loveSo today I'll cook for the homeless and take my stupid fake designer clothes to the cleaners, maybe put an aloe mask in my hair and search for a place I can bleach it so I can haz whito hario.Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>11460299dubsthe love dubs.
>>11457108Not as good as I could've been, but at least someone asked (even if it's an anonymous poster)
i don't care for being on either side of this anymoream i dead?
my tummy hurts
>>11460561Same lol>>11457108Miserable
>>11460338She’s not anonymous tho
>>11460554you say as if you had a choice. Finding a woman like that must be near impossible
>>11460293did u learn anything new>>11460296do u have these often?>>11460304https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0wOKQMMeNQ>>11460338hope next day will be better>>11460554it's just not ur priority in life, focus on yourself and your own happiness instead of relying on third parties hoping they will make you happy>>11460561take the funny pills!>>11460562why is that?>>11460567what if i am?
>>11457108
>>11460613Same tbqhwufam
>>11460607i learned that here are countless bright futures for me out there, and that i don't have to dwell so much on the futures i couldn't make happen
>>11460627i woke up at 13:00 and took a shower and washed my dirty dishes and browed [s4s] and now i will eat dinner and browse [s4s] more then go to sleep and then go to work tomorrowmy weekend feels wasted i didn't do anything
>>11460667do you even know what you would have to do consider this weekend not wasted? Lets say you don't want to waste next weekend, what would you change?
>>11460667insanely hot pic
>>11460683i would play a le game or update my skyrim modlist or work on my perfect windows 7 install image
>>11460690what kind of game you want to play?
>>11460692i have games i just lack the motivation to ever do anything so i sit and do nothing
>>11460696I often too have little motivation to do anything. I personally noticed I mostly play online games nowdays due the fact I have nobody to play with, if I did I would play a lot more games, including singelplayer games. Having someone spectate and comment/play along is a great motivator; especially if they are physically next to you.Perhaps that is also what you need.
>>11460712i think multiplayer is one of the biggest reasons that ruined computer games. i only play single player gamesi still have 4 or 5 hours until my bedtime so i might try to update my skyrim modlist
i cried and walked outside then got a heat stroke
nyuu user SAVE ME!!!!!!!Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>11461295:( are you okay?>>11461610hi
>>11460293hmmmthis is already getting oldat least the movie/game streams are nice
it's not that i hate brazilian shecock goonmommies, they just don't stir any higher feelings in me
>>11461849neeeerd
>>11461844old dubs
how can you spend so much time sharing porn, talking about porn, in chat, in vc, in dm's, with your jack off buddies (the only form of camaraderie you seem to know), every single day, sometimes for years, without getting bored to tears, or yearning for a change of horizons, and with all the time you invest in your degeneracy, in collecting nothing but the highest quality drawn porn, with all the pride you take in your expert eye for good porn, how do your sensibilites never develop beyond sweaty gacha titcows with cankerous armpits, or ironically pedestrian shock porn of traps sucking the smegma crust from a pig's (animal) dick? am I missing something?
every sissy moan sounds the same after the first 100, how do you make that a central pillar of your life and identity? how do you turn that into a hobby??
>>11461890you made a lot of assumptions there.>without getting bored to tears>yearning for a change of horizonswho says these don't happen>all the pride you take in your expert eye for good pornwho says pride is being taken
sex is boring and puppy love is obnoxiousi'm dead
>>11461890i think you should ask the porn experts and people who do that on some specialized discord servers or somethingfunnily enough most of the so called "normies" to me personally atleast dont feel like normies when all they talk about is sexual subjects or how they wish to fuck you or something similar to that, it's weird to me how online communities and people seem to disregard that first and foremost impression and boundaries and straight up come and ask about nsfw/sexual stuff>>11461894im not sure i understand your question? but one thing i dont understand is how lgbt people really like to emphasize on their identity and their sexual attraction making it into some sort of personality trait... i know not every lgbt person is like that but i tend to see that every now and then and i dont think it's necessary to get to know the person/appreciate them better
>>11459195>mfw no bipolar trans puppy gfbpd is borderline not bipolar
>>11461898i can't work up the mood for these without having to hype myself up, like it's a chore i have to put behind mei'm dead
>>11461909maybe just take a break from those, do you feel like it's a habit?
sex and affection are only ever rewarding in the way a job well done might bei'm dead
>>11461910it's not a habit, i just find myself in these situations sometimes still, and it's never as good as it should be, i can care deeply about people, but i feel unable to provide them with true lovei'm dead dead dead dead
>>11461923do you just feel indifferent? like you care and will help them through their issues but outside of that you just dont really... feel much towards them?what do you feel? do you feel anything when you're doing your ordinary things? do you feel happy, sad or just... there? how have you been doing these past days or weeks?
i am doing AMZINGE
>>11461937i hit my head while taking out the garbage and forgrt what i was saying
>>11461977you were probably talking about these dubs
>>11460688unchecked doubles on the last page!
i feel as though i could disappear and nobody would notice
>>11462756same
>>11462028happy friends I'm trying not to goon you fucking asshole
>>11457108i don't deserve to eatYour fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>11462867ok a day has passed can you goon now?Your fortune: Outlook good
>>11463388Yes you do. Fuck that faggot larp that you must be skinny. People will appreciate you for mind
>>11463388please eat... eat these dubs nom nom... eighty eight donuts... bagel bagle.. yummy yum....
>>11458699unchecked doubles on the last page!
>>11457108>no tasks @ werk+>no awoo thread>despite 10 years anniversary this month (08 April 2014)-overall: hard to breathe; need to eat less
>>11461905well clearly i don't have a borderline personality disorder trans puppy gf either, anonso what difference does it make, anonthink, anon, think
>>1146340388 is only 4 donursYour fortune: Average Luck
>>11463398"people"
a zoomie called me "chief"mommy's still got it <3Your fortune: キタ━━━━━━(゚∀゚)━━━━━━ !!!!
i want to jerk off to gay femboy pornography
>>11459588unchecked doubles on the last page!
>>11466212What is a page? What page are you talking about?
>>11464167How do I unchecked doubles? Should I unchecked doubles or leave them checked?
hmm maybe going through another puberty will fix my debilitating emotional disorders
hello new user, I have a problem
>>11466424https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fAIpTrkNh18>>11466440what's on your mind anon?
>>11466446I want a comfort woman discord gf who would patiently listen to hours of my nerd rants then I would typeplap her and she would kiss me goodnight for being such a good boy! this is, bar none, the purest form of love
>>11466462oh! umm well yeah that certainly sounds like a cute and lovely relationship anon, as long as you're laid back and dont make any sudden moves im sure you will find your discord girlfriend that will love to talk and listen to you for hours :)
>>11466501have you thought of studying psychology? you would make a great therapist
i'm going to watch/read virginal catholic school yuri for the rest of my life until i completely forget about sex and men
>>11466503i thought about it, my ex boyfriend was studying psychology and i used to help him with stuff as i used to read some psychology books but i chose a completely entirely different major to study and now i got a job that im happy with so im not rly sure if there would be any point in doing another few years of uni just to get psychologist degreebut to be honest, i do believe everyone can be a good listener and therapist with time... if you care about your friends and you're willing to listen to them and determine the causes and problems and how to smooth them out so they can have a stable ground from which they can build themselves up anew then you will be as good as a therapist with an actual degree
https://vocaroo.com/1hYcDRz4i2fOnice song i made last year, now with feminine vocalssince your voice is so pretty, i thought i might ask you for feedback..don't mind my microphone quality or the fact that i'm drunk af rn (right now as hecc)
>>11466521you sound rly good anon! im not entirely sure what kind of feedback i should give you though, it seems like ur vocally gifted to me! is there gonna be some actual music on top of these vocals as well?
>>11466528>is there gonna be some actual music on top of these vocals as well?yes, i actually already released the original version of this track (my "normal" voice) on youtube and bandcamp.. but i thought it would be fune to exercise voice training.. i'll probably use my feminine voice on my next album that i'm currently working on, so any feedback is welcome..if you want i can try to sing the full song (that i just sang) in feminine voice, but i must warn you i'm drunk and it's a jungle beat, so i will definitely trip over a couple words lol..
>>11466514Therapy is fake and gay
>>11466537hey i love jungle so if u wanna do it then i'd be utmost pleased and honored to listen to it! >>11466541it really depends... it can be fake and gay if you will never open yourself up and speak about your problems but it can really drastically help if you feel like you're holding your feelings for yourself all the time... and i know men struggle with that usually and it really sucks that they just resolve to face the silly standards instead of showing their emotions and expressing themselves
>>11466549Therapy doesn’t work for men because they have real problems. It either gets better with time or it doesn’t. Therapy is silly and just gaslighting really, it works on women and fake solvable problems.Idk someone might need somebody to tell them “don’t drink too much” because they are mentally unwell but really it’s all bullshit, basic low iq stuff, or worthless. And mostly just behavioral discipline and gaslighting for the pieces of shit causing the problems
>>11466549sorry for late reply, the whiskey is kicking in loloriginal: https://12damdo.bandcamp.com/track/dissonancefeminine vocals: https://vocaroo.com/16pbjdecae8h
>>11466558well... i suppose.. but what therapy is really for is for you to realise what the problems are and slowly progressively eliminating them one by one, women too have real problems as well and it's not really gaslighting, gaslighting is when you're going there and you don't want to change or do anything with your life, you just go because you feel like you must gotherapy is just the first stage of a pillar of stages that you need to slowly and steadily climb up to reach your goal... therapy will never be a thing that is going to solve everything by itself obviously...>>11466585omg it's you!!! and oh my god i feel like your high pitched vocals are waaay waaay better and nicer like my gosh you're really talented! imo with your more fem vocals it will sound waay better personally speaking!also if you're drunk, go listen to this! maybe it will soothe you down even more :)https://vocaroo.com/15QmyLkpASc6i rly need to finish that i posted this track few weeks ago here...
>>11466606i can totally vibe to this>>11466558>somebody to tell them “don’t drink too much”lmao i will never go back to being sober
>>11466606>vocaroo.com/15QmyLkpASc6*sip*
>>11466606https://voca.ro/15s3ZPDAPZvS
>>11466617>>11466632>>11466640thank u frens, i will really have to finish it... it's 9 minutes long because i was jamming it live on my funny synthesizer and midi keyboard and i was just having way too much fun with it
>>11466662if you ever want to collab, feel free to reach out..
>>11466670of course! what daw do you use if i may know?
>>11466670 Be more forceful. Except new user isn't your average sissy loll
>>11466679>be more forcefuli'm literally a bottom -__->>11466675FL Studio (free version, because i lost the full version after my HDD crashed.. i miss LFO Filter and Serum so much ;_;)also BeepBoxCo and occasionally real instruments
>>11466679cus i aint a sissy at all>>11466691oh! have you thought about trying renoise or something else? i use renoise for music and tbh the workflow atleast for me is way better also u can just clock it to a different daw pretty easily and use it like a vst for drums or something else
i'll set my neckbeard on fire if you won't be my girlfriendYour fortune: Outlook good
>>11466717i dont know you anon and manipulating someone into becoming your significant other by hurting yourself is not a good way to get someone into a relationship with youtake things slowly, be calm and relaxed and chill with the person you think might become your eventual partner, the most important thing in finding someone is to treat that person as a human being or to put it in better words... as a good friendto me a relationship is very tight best friends who are just openly intimate with each other in a soulful way, so approaching a person in that way can drastically increase your chances in maybe forming a bond with themalways remember to not let your carnal instincts take the lead as well!
>>11466717Ye that kinda benumbs me like how the fuck do you not have a boyfriend lol
>>11457108I woke up remembering my trauma..... I remember when they broke my back. I remember what they did to make me forget. The memory comes back as a nightmare that wont go away after i wake up. It clings to my mind like the taste of moldy bread. I remember laying on the bathroom floor begging for help as they laughed at me. I remember being forced.... I remember the hypnotist. I remember EVERYTHING..... especially the parts where he wasnt the first hypnotist and then the flood of memories from much older boxes starts pouring in.... Then i check out and forget everything.... It goes back in the box to keep me safe. But i can never forget that my wife is the same type of monster that used to rape me as a child. I cant forget and let that monster win. Its going to keep happening and i cant prove it because they want to prove im insane to discredit me. Sometimes i think the only way to out maneuver the hypnotist is if i kill myself covering him in the proof of my pain. Hard to say you weren't there with my brains in your hair........ Why do you ask? How are you feeling?
>>11466730https://voca.ro/18VPZBMI5bsX
>>11466727love is sending the right image to the right sucker
>>11466730>>11466735i sincerely wish you guys well... i wish i could help you out somehow and tell you that everything is okay... but i do understand that it's not easy and you cant really tame something by having someone else there for you right off the bat... i hope the pain atleast isn't so bad to the point that your life is worsened... >>11466799nice dubs... is that how people on the interwebs express love nowadays?
>>11466816no, there's also play acting yandere gf scenarios, because displaying behavior you picked up from cartoon depictions of mental illness means you actually care
>>11466833 (dubs)um.. okay if you say so... yay!
>>11466833 (dubs)mfw no yandere gf :(
I got a head ache
>>11457108https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1CHnHfNfgM
>>11465550straight femboys don't exist
>>11467972oh trust me they do, a lot of them in fact
>>11467972you are new here i see
i'll never die
israel fucking won get over it
>>11457108it's been going pretty well!! made some new frens recently and things are actually looking up for once in my life..
feel like getting vomit drunk
>>11457108I want to walk until my legs stop responding to my brain.Your fortune: ( ´_ゝ`)フーン
>>11457108i just ate some really good food so im happy right now
>>11468452get well soonYour fortune: Outlook good