*pukes*
my heart is beating in a tiring way againi ddidnt take any sort of stimulant :(
ilyyi feel like i have some sort of feverbut i wanna play ffxiv
i wonder if im already deadim having hppd from lsdclosed eyei keep seeing a worldover and over againits weird..
i cant read whats writtenits like ancient textit looks like a bugged out video gameand the end of the world, or the edge of the video gsme worldd
i also see a hat man wearing a suit occasionallyhe doesnt seem to blend in eitht the backgroundhe just walks really close to my pov
>>11609691i see this when i look up, it makes my eyes hurt in a weird way or pressure
>>11609687I don't think your are dead. The dead can't solve the captcha, that's how you know they're dead.
when i look at the skyspirals form ahd heavenly clouds
>>11609695ohhh thanksmaybe when i die i can read the things i tried to draw?i saw it each timealwaysits not a hallucination anymoresame scenario everytime i look up in 3 weeksi didnt take lsdi still see it all 4 days later,,.and occasionallh hallucinate irl not just closed eye
idk what the hat man wants. hes very annoyinghe isnt scary hes just.. id like him to tell me what he needshe just stares and walks
i tried this today and the hallucinations became as real as dmt likeand yes i kept seeing >>11609691https://youtu.be/60o-pNwOmCE?si=DugFpdYIqpAmxcNE
idk whats rong with my grammari keep having brain and body and heart shocksif i stare at something for too long, spirals will appear until im back at>>11609691
its like they want me to read i also see snake like things occasionallyevrr since my last tripive been pretty sure that im a bad person even if i changethe past cant be undone
the snake spirs around itself eating itself
my dxm right eye glowng thing that orbits, my eyes occasionally is gonei see tiny little round eyes instead
i suddenly cant breathe well at all wtf happenedits gone now that was u pleasant
am having so many brain zaps
restarting character --dark knight- lulu wishaliaive had to since ive played with my girlfriend 3 years agoto re do things
level 32 so i cant wear any cool stuff yethttps://youtu.be/zHhmqhTZlVM
if anyone knows what im experiencing and would like to talk to me about it, id be happy toi dont want to post on /x/
i dont know what the hat man is doing inside my brain is he t he resaon for the many brain zaps i wonder? what is he doing ? is he editing my brain? https://youtu.be/HK5ejK5ICpQ
i can see shadow like things moving around, nto see more like feel, when i look at things, theyre like some sort of animals
ill distract myself with gameinghttps://youtu.be/7pirFsqx9H8
music is hit or missdepending on the frequencyhttps://youtu.be/a-zpnWrRtE0
https://youtu.be/yFlPO17lFgA
https://youtu.be/zNHun2nzlHU
>>11609752this one is slowing down, normal and speeding up randomly
>>11609733unchecked doubles on the last page!